11. "RE: What if it wasn’t gross and awful though? Would it matter? " In response to In response to 10
Yeah, I've not been worried at all about faithfulness now. I don't get tht vibe in the least, and I know we've both grown so much as people and as a couple, obviously. I guess I'm just a bit of a naive, old-fashioned romantic who chose to tell myself a story. That's what hurts, our origin story now including a random fuck with someone else.
So you're right, I need to get to the bottom of why that story was so important to me and why I told it to myself.