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@geahuwine

#trifelife I know.

Just got out the shower FYI.

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feels good and it makes you feel less congested. might pass out in that bitch, but whatevs. make some hot tea after and lay the fuck down. i'm bout to do that right now

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you feel sick you gotta get IN that shower man
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It's a work trip and I'm definitely overloaded at work and planning this has been some fuckery, but I'm gonna enjoy this weekend to the max

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The Green Mile is a movie where the magical black man wrongly dies and the white man who let it happen lives forever.

Why?
They always seem to have lots of fun and be "turnt up"at events.

But it is hard to come across one these days in my regular routine.
I did see for gay guys at a table in Papparuchos the other day talking about their gayness.
I was waiting for my takeout.

I thought about chatting it up with them but then thought they'd think I thought of them as a novelty and really wouldn't embrace me like that.

There is a gay hispanic guy in my vanpool but he rarely rides.
He is really cool ALWAYS on "10" and is from cali like me.
For some reason he thinks I'm single, forgets I have a wife and kid at home, and always asks me where I'm going to turn up for the weekend.
I guess I need to ask him where he kicks it at.
But he non black and I was hoping to befriend a black gay.

Hopefully I will be invited to some pride events this year.

Wish me luck!

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Everything looks like Oprah kissing Harvey Weinstein these days

You guys need to stop being so phobic and just let ppl be

Don't get caught on the wrong side of history

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you clowned that dude for being in the bathroom for 30 minutes...

like really really enamored with her and err'thang.

Like I was on that Jodeci "Come and talk to me, i really wanna meet you girl" at the lockers every morning. Her locker was like 3 away from mine.

"Before I go to sleep, and dream about you...I'm a single man, I hope that'chu are single too".

My boy also liked her.

* turns off Jodeci*

Me, being the unselfish person I put my feelings aside so that he could pursue her and yadda yadda.

He went out with her and what not. I remember him braggin' about being in the car with her kissing her and suckin' her fingers (ayyy, 10th grade that was some sh*t to be doing or so I thought). I was super salty but I ain't let it show.

Fast Forward to the present and now...



Why did he come out yesterday on Facebook?


I ain't mad that he is what he is...I'm actually happy for him in that regard. I'm upset that I put this girl on the back burner when he knew damn well he ain't like her LIKE that. That was almost 23 yrs ago and I wanna roll up on him (in the South of France where he lives with his beau)and whoop his ass on GP.


That's all i got for a confession.

I'm gonna let it burn (c) Ursha

:(...Damn, we gettin' old, moe!

It takes all kinds to make up a world, son. -My pops

I just live for the comments -Da wiz

I'm still kinda shocked.
He was always real pretty tho.
He modeled for a decade or so.
He live in some large east coast city now with a lot of black gays

Now I see why he was dodging me when I was in his city with my wife last year and was trying to link up.

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-Ben (Reaper)

If you need any help, don't. Hesitate to ask.

she coulda been "the one" too...

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(which isnt to say finger sucking is a gay thing. not at all but his excitement to the point of talking about that as opposed to say finger popping is almost foreshadowing in this case. also: LMAO)

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joking/not joking, but mostly joking.

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Everything looks like Oprah kissing Harvey Weinstein these days

in hindsight (combined with other sh*t) totally explains errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr'thang.

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from panama with that silky rico suave ponytail...girls were likin' him and alladat and he seemed rather receptive to their fawnin' over him (at least it looked that way in my young mind but now as I sit back and think on it, not so much).

and to make matters worse, my momma used to say "something is wrong with that boy" but would never elaborate on it past sayin' that.


and to make matters worse(r) than that, I *really* liked that girl. Like I planned to attend a local state college to be her (Virginia Commonwealth University stand up!!!) , had already picked out the names of our 3 daughters and even planted her a rose garden in our yet to be purchased home.

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How sweet to be so positive, young, and naive.

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Yes I called in sick
It's 18 out there I'm really hoping to shake that last of this thing
Didn't help that I couldn't sleep last night
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You cannot hate people for their own good.

shit's hilarious to me... they focus on one word and run with that shit like Jesse Owens.


the hip hop group no one knows about post is awesome and bittersweet at the same time.

one poster on here prolly has some serious high blood pressure...

I need to find a SB party.

Hood nigga tried to get me to bet on VCU last night at the bar but I don't bet on my squad and I damn sure ain't placing a bet with a hood nigga... VCU won by 25.

they don't let details like initiating the bet get in the way of doing the right thing.

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the type of niggas who know what real struggle is because "I'm from NY"

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but I already have tix for another concert that same day. the fucked up part about living in NYC...

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Sometimes you have to look reality in the face and say 'No!'
-Ben (Reaper)

If you need any help, don't. Hesitate to ask.

-sent my most recent ex a tasteful nude. why? Because, fuck it!

-was supposed to go on a date friday but, dude started acting janky. I didn't text him back because...well...fuck it! I don't even chase my likka!

-older guy is interested in me but, he was trying to get me on a call schedule. Call me to talk about nothing at 6am...noon and 6pm. fuck that son! Nah I won't be a part of your boring planned out day.

-you're not speaking to me. *shrugs* fuck it. you'll come around.

This fuck it attitude is freeing because well...fuck it!

and your first bullet only furthered my misunderstanding.

"All the world's a stage,
And all the men and women merely players:
They have their exits and their entrances;
And one man in his time plays many parts..." -The Bard

sorry bew!

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>-sent my most recent ex a tasteful nude. why? Because, fuck
>it!
>
>-was supposed to go on a date friday but, dude started acting
>janky. I didn't text him back because...well...fuck it! I
>don't even chase my likka!
>
>-older guy is interested in me but, he was trying to get me on
>a call schedule. Call me to talk about nothing at 6am...noon
>and 6pm. fuck that son! Nah I won't be a part of your boring
>planned out day.
>
>-you're not speaking to me. *shrugs* fuck it. you'll come
>around.
>
>This fuck it attitude is freeing because well...fuck it!
>
>

Been lifting boxes in a warehouse, about to work at a health food store too, and hopefully by the time I find a job teaching this summer I'm gonna be in the best muthafuckin' shape of my life.

Already putting on muscle just from lifting shit, and now I'm gonna have a discount on fruits and veggies.

I'm stuntin' on all of yall in like 4 months.

Please do not bring this post back up if I end up eating nothing but "organic" junk food and I actually end up out of shape.

we hung out, had a girl night and watched movies at her place. she cooked dinner and i crashed on her couch. the next day she woke up early and left for church. i woke up later and cleaned up where i was sleeping and washed the dishes.

later she sends me a text asking if i washed her dishes. i didn't respond. that was like early January.

anyway, recently i've been texting her asking if she wants to hang out and go to a couple of concerts... no response.

i don't even care right now. cause i don't have time for crazy.

why do i have so many crazy friends? i'm trying to work on building up an larger friend base. i need to get out of my introvert shell... *sigh*

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Sometimes you have to look reality in the face and say 'No!'
-Ben (Reaper)

If you need any help, don't. Hesitate to ask.

>we hung out, had a girl night and watched movies at her
>place. she cooked dinner and i crashed on her couch. the next
>day she woke up early and left for church. i woke up later and
>cleaned up where i was sleeping and washed the dishes.
>
>later she sends me a text asking if i washed her dishes. i
>didn't respond. that was like early January.
>
>anyway, recently i've been texting her asking if she wants to
>hang out and go to a couple of concerts... no response.
>
>i don't even care right now. cause i don't have time for
>crazy.
>
>why do i have so many crazy friends? i'm trying to work on
>building up an larger friend base. i need to get out of my
>introvert shell... *sigh*


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of course i washed her dishes, nobody else was there. i didn't know how to respond. And I was busy at the time and forgot about thinking of a response to it. And really didn't think that much about it at the time.

i was expecting something like, "Hey! Thanks for cleaning up. You didn't have to, but it's appreciated."

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Sometimes you have to look reality in the face and say 'No!'
-Ben (Reaper)

If you need any help, don't. Hesitate to ask.

>of course i washed her dishes, nobody else was there. i
>didn't know how to respond. And I was busy at the time and
>forgot about thinking of a response to it. And really didn't
>think that much about it at the time.
>
>i was expecting something like, "Hey! Thanks for cleaning up.
>You didn't have to, but it's appreciated."


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-Ben (Reaper)

If you need any help, don't. Hesitate to ask.

she was probably going to thank you.

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she's kinda crazy.

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Sometimes you have to look reality in the face and say 'No!'
-Ben (Reaper)

If you need any help, don't. Hesitate to ask.

To think no, she's not mad I ignored her message. She's definitely mad that I did her chores....Kinda lol

>she's kinda crazy.


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There have been times in the past when I forgot to respond to a text message and she didn't get upset. She usually doesn't respond to me until a day or two after I send her a text. But to not respond at all to like 5 or 6 messages is unusual for her.

But she is not really a clean person and her apt usually looks like a pig pen but she had hired a maid to clean the day before I came over. So I'm pretty sure she took offense to me washing the dishes. Its not a normal response but I think she is capable of it.

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FOH

Otherwise this out-of-the-blue not-talking-to-me shit is fucking baffling.

Called her on it. Says nothing's wrong. That means something's wrong.

*kicks rocks*

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about a few things
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but honestly i know i'll be fine
still doesn't mean im not shook. lol.

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i am an inbox away.

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are a variation of the name of a girl i was in love with Freshman/Sophomore year of college.

Each
and
Every
Password
I
Got

her name isn't normal

but i was that infatuated with her.

I thought this was gonna be my super boo for life.

She coulda got all my love, all the time. If she wanted it.

We were an hour a part.

Tried the long distant shit

I was willing

She wasn't

Well we tried it for like 2 months....she decided she couldn't do it

like this was at the time theeeee best woman i'd ever met and i was willing to leave it all behind(FE!!)

anyway we've always kept in touch. always. No matter what. She's all but admitted through 2 baby daddies and several failed relationships that she shoulda gave me and her a real shot.

I saw a pic of her today

BLOWUPTUATED.

All i said when i saw it was

"She wouldn't have been that big with me"

shallow.....

@geahuwine

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she still got that cute face though.....

@geahuwine

CHARTER STATUS HERE I COME!

this year is not looking good either

...it still hurts.

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But it's legitamately sincere.
When we first met and were hanging out over some food, I was spilling to you about relationship stuff, how I'd just met someone and was pretty excited about that.
You were also telling me about someone you were talking about someone you knew and while you liked them you weren't sure if he was seeing someone else.
During this time you said something that dramatically changed my way of behavior and probably saved my relationship before it ever got started.
You said to me "I don't really care if he has a woman though, because if he's talking to me like that she's not that important to him."
Hearing that (or something very similar) so candidly blew me out the water. I'd always been the one to fuck up good things and bad things by keeping one foot out the door and the other in the room. Even if I was seeing someone, if someone else was throwing it at me, I'd at the very least have listened. But after that I started to shut that down. And the rest is present history.

There's a woman in the office that has most certainly given me "the look" and what not. She's not the first and won't be the last. But I can't justify entertaining her and I really think that open moment of honesty is what changed a lot of my behaviors. It sounds so simple and one of those things that people "should know." But I'm still learning people, taking them at face value for what they say, and even at 30, nobody had laid it out to me like that before. So it's appreciated.

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Has happened
It's a little freaky

Im excited for the newness of everything

I've come so far in a year
So very, very far
Depression is so real
And I hope people get help
And find a support system to get through the rough times
I never imagined I could feel this good again

One of my good friends (she calls me her big sister even though she is older than me),

She just emerged from a 17 year marriage with an abusive religious fanatic. This was her: http://www.ramshacklechic.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/05/black-burqa.jpg

She is practically homeless because her mom has Bipolar disorder and kicks her out every 2 months.

Somebody stole her car and she hasnt been able to get it out of the impound because $$ (FUCK DPD). Not in a position to help her out because this is a slow time of year for us (property taxes, car repairs blah blah)

She already has 3 children:
16 year who stays with me and hubs because teenagers and her school is close to us.
14 year old who thinks he is going to make it to the NFL but nah.
7 year old who is alright. . .

My friend just told me she is pregnant.


Thinking about applying for this
http://detroitfellows.wayne.edu/ because this narrative of hip young white folks changing the city of Detroit makes me angry because I know better.

Or maybe we should blow the stash on http://www.bmwusa.com/standard/content/byo/byohome.aspx?namodelcode=155A



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huh

?

One of them I am Moor the law doesnt apply to me therefore I wont work for a corporation and I wont use my ss#

I didnt even want to touch on THAT... FEH
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huh

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