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>>I feel you tho …
>my contribution: > >i miss your scent > >ain't shit but the rent, >gotta new job, new car, new puppy, and >new way of thinkin', still time passes >and i ain't been feelin like i used to >since you. > >i miss the way you would glance >at me when you awakened to a new day; >eyes wide, mouth dry w/ just a bit >of juice still remaining from the night before. >you adored how i slid out of bed; >hair wrapped up, booty laced in your boxers >making my way to the bathroom for a morning >piss. > >it's all i can do to forget you >and that sweet taste of your kiss. >i been up, down, above, beyond, and around >all instances of our past and still i cannot >seem to come up with a better excuse other than >"we just grew apart." > >you always wanted to mentor, i always wanted to >teach, and now we're doing sort of what >we've wanted to do, but we're still not >within reach of our total aspirations. >my mother asked about you the other day, >as she usually does during our phone conversations. >she'll never see another "boyfriend" as a >living, breathing, entity as she did you. > >with all that's going on, >the world on its last leg w/ >turmoil and strife, i still manage to >sit back, remember you, remember us, >but, i've finally let go of the pain >from not being your wife. that's progress, >wouldn't you say so? > >©Tremaine L. Loadholt 2008 June 27 > > >---------------------------------- >http://www.clutchmagazine.com >http://www.lulu.com/content/132318 > >Art is man's constant effort to create for himself a >different order of reality from that >which is given to him ©Chinua Achebe
>40 days and 40 nights,that's how long its been. >Maybe too long since the last time >I climbed into your arms. >But you left months ago, more then 40 days. >Why do I still feel this way. >I tell myself it wasn't your fault. >No one really. > >Lookin for love in all the wrong places. >I pray for a continuous flow in the now, >rather than a contingent flow in the need. >I couldn't deny how I'd felt. >Being there was a lesson to learn. >Can't figure it out. >Stop trying. > >Get over it and move on they say, >You say. >Sometimes I know I must stand still >Get the valley experience >Don't search for the feelin. >Once on the other side, >the grass is greener, >the sky is bluer >and everything is just right.
Thanks ladies!! Photo I do appreicate your work and Mindful, you are just Pentiful. I am new at this and I feel a whole new world openning up for me when I shared here with you all. As soon as healing takes place, go out and heal somebody else. Maya Angelou No man is free until all men are free.
Jah*lov*all of YOU>>>>
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