I sting from abrasions and lacerations mixed in with grease and diesel fuel Like blood and water in the United Nations Sticky, like a melted icey pop My skin, white but tan artistically colored with dirt
Now I look like a human zebra
I say these things so you can grasp my state of mind because I wanna tell you some truth of the hated kind
I can't love you, won't even try to You will never get from me ecstacy in its various intracicies and interfaces See, I went through all my internal databases and deleted all of those emotions faces I'm stuck in a variety of places representing a compromise between content and miserable The downs aren't so damn bad without the ups
I have been called a coward, slinking in the shadows, hiding from myself Lurking outside the window to my soul tapping on the glass like a stray branch in a night's wind but it isn't fear that dictates my actions You just don't excite and comfort,
You Don't Challenge Me
I clearly have command and in love I do not want the upper hand I was hoping for more, but...
I can't love you, won't even try to Does it make me sick? dunno... but I know that -I- do.
"What is done in love always takes place beyond good and evil." -- Nietzsche
1. "RE: Won't Even Try To" In response to Reply # 0
Made me wince ... as if in pain ... while reading ^this^ joint -- *ouchie*
*Emotionally/Painfully/Thoughtfully Nice Flow* --
>My skin, white but tan >artistically colored with dirt
So you got that "Farmers Tan" going on, huh boo? -- *chuckles*
A guitar string vibrating, a measure of my soul, a breech in the silence -- I've always felt like words come through me & I write them down... they have no master --- gsquared ♥
3. "RE: Won't Even Try To" In response to Reply # 2
"tan" as in, i get sun!
Yep -- that's what a "Farmers Tan" is -- an evenly bronzed tan from being in the sun ... (Not for those who turn RED like lobsters) -- and not from workin' on the farm either! --
I gotcha!
A guitar string vibrating, a measure of my soul, a breech in the silence -- I've always felt like words come through me & I write them down... they have no master --- gsquared ♥
5. "RE: Won't Even Try To" In response to Reply # 4
You're right -- but some WHITE folks here in Texas use the terminology "Farmers Tan" for just a crisp, brown, all~over tan -- as opposed to those folks who don't "tan" well at all -- and just turn RED all over ... and peel badly! --
But I checked an confirmed ... and like I said: YOU'RE RIGHT! --- *OOoooKAyyyyyy*
A guitar string vibrating, a measure of my soul, a breech in the silence -- I've always felt like words come through me & I write them down... they have no master --- gsquared ♥
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