yeah i kno been on the boards too much lately but its like i go thru phases helps me to relinguish stress and na im not imposin it on u more like its my vest to protect and help me get past the bullshit see- i been rhymin since i was a kid poetically dreamin anticipation of a saviour so give me a reason to SHUT THE FUCK UP yeah im annoyin myself need someone just to validate me and be like "im feelin that" i guess and yes, i have a social life but its played like fuckin atari had a taste of the good like calamari but i just want to be where the stars be n nah not space-and na not famous i just wanna make "tracks" and work and blow bubbles with my kids n watch them grown n shit chillin in the cut-listenin to jill scott intros the roots, talib, common nas, r&b soul sistas and brothas-sexy like lyfe jennings maybe see- a fly caramel cat with a muscular body that writes poems melodically fuckin attend a wedding and walk down aisles have children bring home smiles and drawings pets runnin in the yard and dogs cats birds fuckin ostrages put a grill out in the back an bbq baby back ribs and make potato salad from scratch (i got that) ride in my car and sing hymns to GOD thank him for my blessings a humble husband that takes care of his responsibilities and beautiful children-savin for their college degrees i just want a family to hug me n shit to take trips i dont care about rich just comfortable enough we struggle together and overcome n stuff
shouldn't say it all or it will be taken stolen by the Devil God's my only vacation
1. "RE: yeh i know BITCH SHUT THE FUCK UP!" In response to Reply # 0
U are on an emotional roller coaster right now sis -- And I'm 'bout to strap you on the damn Merry Go Round and let you spin for a min' --
Listen -- I validate your flow cuz we ALL want this:
>fuckin attend a wedding and walk down aisles >have children bring home smiles and drawings >pets runnin in the yard and dogs cats birds fuckin ostrages >put a grill out in the back an bbq baby back ribs >>and make potato salad from scratch (i got that) >ride in my car and sing hymns to GOD >thank him for my blessings >a humble husband that takes care of his responsibilities >and beautiful children-savin for their college degrees >i just want a family >to hug me n shit >to take trips >i dont care about rich just comfortable enough >we struggle together and overcome n stuff
~Plus~
Writing is therapeutic, so if writing your feelings out is the therapy "needed", then by all means -- GO 4 IT!
The flow is felt, but the subject title sucks -- Cut that shyt out! --
A guitar string vibrating, a measure of my soul, a breech in the silence -- I've always felt like words come through me & I write them down... they have no master --- gsquared ♥
3. "ibid what she said..." In response to Reply # 1
therapy yes but don't get yourself censored be aware be responsible be you...personally i am seein alot of growth rapidly slow down on us a little you r shit be mass produced and my digestive track is on slow metabolism right now
"keep pennin till the earth birth's your rightful seed then nurture it wit more ink..." ASIEM "Kuun fiyah Kuun" Quran (Be and it is) " A writer takes his pen to write the words again that all in love is fair" Stevie Wonder
therapeutically speaking-it's not healthy to bottle ur bleeding I can't stuff and stuff more pain over aggrevation I can't fit anymore into this tiny space and it's been along time coming my pain is teetering and seething provoking me to run my mouth when I know it's the devil edging me trying so very hard to get the best of me but I experienced life cuz I fought it but I gave back-cuz I like to help I like to give advice I like to be secure I like to preach the bible and if your the same way, that's fine I'm happy for you I've had a hard life I feel I deserved it too I'm so very tired of struggling I'm so very tired of people lying and what do u care what I think? I just wanted something to give to my kids I love them so deeply it paralyzes me I didn't care about having a man I cared sooo much about them and I don't portray image cuz I'm locked into believing that we're all human therefore hypocritical But I'm tired of excuses to make me suffer more I lived in a shelter for 2 years and been beat before materials can't compensate anymore post traumatic stress disorder
shouldn't say it all or it will be taken stolen by the Devil God's my only vacation
7. "RE: i can't bottle" In response to Reply # 6 Mon Mar-26-07 07:24 AM by ASIEM
your honesty is a relief finding the courage to write regardless of replies is the stuff that writer's find beyond a stream of conscious venting and inspiration while this is therapeutic yes it also shows a great promise for a very talented writer. (be mindful) allow (the best part) of yourself to find the (photosynthesis) taking place inside of you don't let (KnowOne) kill your dreams again and (Whateva) you do always remember being (as i em) is Ezzsential in getting past any (C.R.I.S.I.S) cause we both know it's often the (invisible ink) that makes a difference now isn't this all a (Phenominality)
"keep pennin till the earth birth's your rightful seed then nurture it wit more ink..." ASIEM "Kuun fiyah Kuun" Quran (Be and it is) " A writer takes his pen to write the words again that all in love is fair" Stevie Wonder
this shit is crazy my step dad being with my mom cuz she has money then sending me to be on permanent recruit everytime with a man replacing their girlfriends with some rich chick then disquising it setting me up and making it look like I deserve it making me look like I'm in competition but I really loved those men I was with So I was hurtin that's it
shouldn't say it all or it will be taken stolen by the Devil God's my only vacation
to send and send replacing replacing and color coding excuses people didn't wanna go with it but were forced into it by people making up lies and tryin to get paid are u crazy? this is not GOD it's being disquised under business transactions networking and such everyone being taken care of
nah mean?
that aint GOD more like cats tryin to get paid without the 9 to 5
shouldn't say it all or it will be taken stolen by the Devil God's my only vacation
whose dropping lucky charms delusional filling up chair arms saying every thing is taken care of yeah wheres the love wheres the crumbs belly ach brings pain fuck i don't like this game never was in it for the fame but it came dangerous coming for the scandolus who can stop us the dragon's front tooth music blasting from the dj booth sweety trying to keep it a secret i beat it mood flip when niggz crip walk over my cream this ain't no dream plans to leave'n infa red beams on skullies hanging off her jelly nelly flatline dracula drinking your blood like wine after smashing great mines puff daddy did he change common cents never loose easily i speak shiting out my enemy
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