Sometimes i feel so worthless it makes me want to cry my thoughts are suicidal but I don't want to die sometimes i feel so hopeless broken beyond repair I'm trapped inside the darkness of the deepest despair sometimes i just cant focus beneath all the pain knowing the only love that could sooth it has put it in my brain heartbroken feels heartbroken no matter where you are like your life has been stolen or theyve snuffed out the stars and all I've really wanted was to be in your arms I cant see all around me tears flood out of my eyes no smile can hide this sadness i cant control my thoughts my mind is lost and moonless inside the deepest dark i close these eyes in terror these thoughts are not my own i try to change my mindset but still i find no rest i fear now that this vacation will be my spirits death if anyone else had told me i would have called them liars that hands that bring me heaven could feed me to the fire i feel as though im walking towards nothing at all all of my great perception has fallen in the fall
1. "RE: heartbroken soft spoken tear soaken melodies" In response to Reply # 0
"when thoughts run rampid, there will always be a blank page." - robyn john,1995
bless u. i saw myself in your head for a moment.
~~~~~~~~ luv R. https://www.facebook.com/robyn.wildchild12 psycho. "Institutions encourage us to consider the opinions they sell as "facts" and that we "believe" rather than question the morality they pitch." cities need fewer shopping malls and more skat
2. "RE: heartbroken soft spoken tear soaken melodies" In response to Reply # 0
I feel you. Reminds me of my recent moods and the stuff I wrote b/c of it. Moods is the wrong word. That somehow makes it sound petty and within one's control. This was intense and so honest. It takes courage to put yourself out there like that. And I appreciate that you shared this piece. Thanks.
M5952
"There are two ways of meeting difficulties. You alter the difficulties or you alter yourself to meet them." ~Phyllis Bottome
5. "RE: heartbroken soft spoken tear soaken melodies" In response to Reply # 0
its been so long and i know that your a face lost in the crowd.
far away distant beyond what i can hold or want but i still feel u.
insane.
~~~~~~~~ luv R. https://www.facebook.com/robyn.wildchild12 psycho. "Institutions encourage us to consider the opinions they sell as "facts" and that we "believe" rather than question the morality they pitch." cities need fewer shopping malls and more skat
6. "RE: heartbroken soft spoken tear soaken melodies" In response to Reply # 0
i wish you all peace in your hearts.. remember
honesty is key beauty is not always pretty ugliness can be the best news you ever recieve storms can bring together people who are far apart and no matter what we go through we have our love our hearts
i wont be on much anymore due to the fact that i am leaving the internet behind for a realer more meditative lifestyle.
every few months ill drop what ive come up with on the other side.
to those whom ive shared time with here, i wish you all well, to those who have shared my time here, i wish you well as well, and to those who are to come to this place, remember amidst all your battling and rapping...
this place is a sacred haven of the world's poetic heart.