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He knows not no unfurled by punches, and prostrate pushes backwards, he continues to get comfortable and take his usual slot, as the doormat forever in love rarely ever loved in the same percentile, he suffers albeit quietly... At times spazzing, and unleashing this quiet fire, into a windstorm of urgent rage, pre-empted by a plea for understanding..
harder to come by, now than then he finds solace in the arms of lesser the harlot, the spurned, the doubtful...all gravitate to him prolly for obvious reasons maybe they smell the years of unrequited like and love, maybe they hear over the tuff talk and see the kid who was always picked last for dodgeball, mainly cause he ain't wanna have to get dirty, and always got penalized for throwing too hard...go figure.. the end result with this, is virtually the same sh*t as well, never satisfied with those that overuse re-dial, where my digits are concerned...I am left breaking even the hearts that overwant me..
I'm picky huh?
that dude is me yo, I get celebrated for surface water (i.e.-looks, vocals, etc..)..but never by the very ones I long to hand my heart over to, lock, stock and barrell...
Yes, it is I my friends, the incredibly consistent, unloved, lover
Nathaniel's music is here : http://angelfire.com/droid/n_thomas
Nathaniel's Inspirations (include): Jesus, kim burrell, bilal, d. hathaway, h. walker, s. combs, langston hughes, shawn mclemore, anaysha and timiney figeuroa...
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