all money is not good money. I have surely learned that this year.

@geahuwine

We did several. Speech, physical, occupational, hearing nuerological...

The muscles in his feet and Achilles are tight which cause him to drag his feet and fall more. Light braces and stretches will help that and he does need some help with speech therapy. Other than that his vision is improving. Great stuff.

I have had so many ups and downs and for the most part I am very blessed...
my life has been a serious of great moments and the sig couldn't be more correct...


Happy Birthday to me!

I got a good life man

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~Experience is the currency of the soul.

I'm walking out of the office and she's walking in. She speaks a little bit of Spanish but not too much... and she stops me and says "Hey... I have a question for you... Not work related at all." Me: "Uh ok. What's up?" Her: "How do you say 'I have a crush on you' in Spanish?"

3 steps from the secretary. 2 from the offices of higher ups. What?



Years ago she was a volunteer at my job... and I supervised the volunteers. I always thought she had a thing for me back then, too.

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"You can't beat white people. You can only knock them out."

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"You can't beat white people. You can only knock them out."

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"You can't beat white people. You can only knock them out."

*reaching like shit* lol...

if you speak english, and she speaks english, why would she need to know how to say it in spanish? maybe she asks you because she knows you speak spanish and she wants to tell someone she knows who speaks spanish only (Or very little english).

unless you think she's stupid enough to do that in front of other workers...but still that wouldn't be my first thought at all.

And she's married, so she shouldn't need to tell hubs she's got a crush on him.
And it's some shit you can look up on the internet.
And it's not like we're close... or even friends. I'd ask someone who I was closer with a question like that.



And then I realized... I'm pretty sure that she asked me the same thing like 2 years ago. When we last worked in the same building. Currently, I've been here a week.

Maybe she doesn't. But it struck me she was likely trying to be coy.

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"You can't beat white people. You can only knock them out."

and if she asks again...you better get that sexual harassment guap
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get that info for the harassment suit.

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at your question though. Ol girl is married, I think the conversation is done before it starts.

~Experience is the currency of the soul.

and its getting a little scary

spending time with him
makes me oh so happy
and i don't want to do anything
that might potentially fuck it up
i want us to be really good friends
and if we start messing around
i would be scared that we wouldn't
be able to recover
i don't know if sex is worth it
when i look at the total package

i knew he would show up
i knew it was a matter of time
before i got the call that he was here
and here we are
my heart started racing
and i just couldn't breathe
but after my date last night
i'm in such a happy place
that i will love to see him
and spend time with him
and thats as far as it will ever go

he has no idea what has transpired
these four weeks that he has been gone
a lot has changed
and i don't know how he fits into
what i have going on right now
i'm glad he's going away this week
cause i have way too much going on this week

i'm excited to see my girl
and spend time with her in chicago
and do touristy things this weekend
i still want to see him again
so i have to try and work him in
some how

things are just amazing right now

so in the past few weeks I've come into my bedroom and seen my youngest daughter in my bed with my wife... now that may seem to some to be ok but it's a HUGE pet peeve of mine... so last night I come home and she is fully clothed and laying in my bed... so when I walk in she immediately turns to her mother and says do you want me to leave... Now it was obvious from the look on my face I was so way not cool with it... and my wife and I have spoken about this in the past... we said no kids in our room let alone in our bed...
to me this is just way not cool...

so I spoke to my wife and she understood but still i felt like the bad guy for saying something but it was really bothering me

I got a good life man

so many questions...
and not even that I disagree or anything like that....
because I can totally see myself in your shoes in just a few years....

but...how old is your daughter?
is your wife her biological mother or her step mother?
what's the reasoning behind the rule?

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>but...how old is your daughter?
she is 9 going on 10

>is your wife her biological mother or her step mother?
that's her biological mother and I am the step dad

>what's the reasoning behind the rule?
to me the reason is our room is OUR space... that is our sanctuary
I just feel that the bedroom is not a place for kids...
not to mention my wife have some toys and other effects that kids shouldn't be seeing

again just my thing no kids in the bedroom

I got a good life man

but they should be able to be in the room
imo

that doesnt bother me at all
growing up
my grandmom's room was the room to be in
lol

even my parents' room
everyone is always in there
just chillin

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to me I don't think I am asking too much... yes some people think it's ok and I understand that but I'm not ok with it...

I feel like I should be able to have this... I should not have to put stuff away in my room bc the kids shouldn't be in there

again I understand why she and my wife want to lay up and watch tv... but we have a place for that a couch with a chaise and they can lay and chill in that and watch the same shows...

I got a good life man

it's just gonna take them some time to adjust

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gnap.

not really a fan of hearing the child ask her mom if she should go. Kinda makes it sound like she knows already but Mom let's it go when you aren't home.

Sounds like this is how they bonded BEFORE you so it's hard for them to accept this new rule.

and her mom probably let her lay in the bed with her and sleep with her before you were in the picture. now her mom has to say this man, who's not your dad, doesn't want you in our bed anymore...seems to me the mom already has said to her "it's fine when he's not here." that's why she asked her mom 'do you want me to leave' cuz they had this discussion on it.

obviously the mom likes the time her and her daughter share, and enjoys that level of intimacy. these aren't your kids, so you don't *get* it. (no shade).

y'all gotta compromise...

I could see if they were laying in the bed when you are there too, but when you're not home, they should be allowed to. Not with street (outside) clothes on and 15 to 30 min before you arrive, they should have to leave. And your wife should put her toys away when y'all aren't using them.

Or tell your wife to go in her room and chill...but know that it will probably lead to your wife being in her daughter's room a lot more than the daughter would be in your room.

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I got a good life man

thank God this little boy is back y'all

I was neglecting my crib something serious, everything is back in place and cleaned up but yo if I was a singular individual, I'd prolly be one of those super transient subletting ny'ers...*shudder*

at this point the only large piece of my life that's missing is my dream career... once this refund comes, I think I'll just start offering my services as a caterer till something else comes up *shrug*

I can't wait for the day when one person has all my attention.... it's fun being so many things to mad folks but I'm pretty thin right now :-/



"i wanna hug all u idiotic bastards & then set you all on fire" -Bin

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if things bother me, especially when i see a pattern in people or things, i will replay past situations that showed me that pattern...and it makes me upset because why can't i let it go? i can't because i'm disappointed, feel disrespected, and i am frustrated...

but recounting incidences just compounds those feelings.

and ppl be like you can't let it bother you, but shit, y'all don't know.

it bothers me when ppl think i don't know what i'm talking about...sometimes i dont but for the most part, i do...and to be told you're wrong most of the time when you have discussions and then end up being RIGHT pisses me off. so yes i go out of my way to prove i'm right because you need to stop doubting me.

also, can i be pissed off that my friend paid another friend money he owed her for some dumb shit (that I don't feel he owed her but whatever) but hasn't paid me back the money he owes me? and now i'm like...did this negro borrow money from me to pay our friend? so basically i paid for some shit i don't think neither of us should have been indebted for? fuck me.

>if things bother me, especially when i see a pattern in
>people or things, i will replay past situations that showed me
>that pattern...and it makes me upset because why can't i let
>it go? i can't because i'm disappointed, feel disrespected,
>and i am frustrated...
>
>but recounting incidences just compounds those feelings.
>
>and ppl be like you can't let it bother you, but shit, y'all
>don't know.


I'm right there with you on this. Living this hard right now.

"Dressed up like an evil villain dressed up like a soccer dad"

>if things bother me, especially when i see a pattern in
>people or things, i will replay past situations that showed me
>that pattern...and it makes me upset because why can't i let
>it go? i can't because i'm disappointed, feel disrespected,
>and i am frustrated...
>
>but recounting incidences just compounds those feelings.
>
>and ppl be like you can't let it bother you, but shit, y'all
>don't know.
>
>it bothers me when ppl think i don't know what i'm talking
>about...sometimes i dont but for the most part, i do...and to
>be told you're wrong most of the time when you have
>discussions and then end up being RIGHT pisses me off. so yes
>i go out of my way to prove i'm right because you need to stop
>doubting me.
>

@geahuwine

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get busy living, or get busy dying.

when i'm doing them a favour. it's a multiple person scenario, and i'm in the middle, so it makes me look bad on one end.

i'm shitting it that i've only got 5 weeks of classes left! wtf?! how'd it roll around so quick?

starting to get on my nerves...like to the point where I'm really seriously considering quitting WITHOUT a replacement gig.

On the plus side of things, I'm sooooooo excited to get the keys to my new place Friday! This has been a long time coming and I'm so beyond happy right now!!!

"Holier than thou never sits well with me."(c)janey

"OKP spends way too much time looking for ways to be offended." ~legsdiamond


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...i've written and backspaced a confession several times today already. tired of complaining about the same shit so i'm not gonna do it. #nevermind

...in other news i still want to go to school for hospitality but i put it off to concentrate on this rap shit with my brother. if things don't change significantly by next year this time i will be enrolling.

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i'm sick of the snark
i'm sick of the asking me for shit
i'm sick of the shade

we ain't "friends"

2015 is not starting off with a bang, more like a bust
i gotta change this

i'm mad at her
she is not a person of her word and i really can't deal with it anymore. i need some SPACE.

I try to but I usually end up forgetting.

02) I want the Knicks to draft Emmanuel Mudiay over Jahlil Okafor if they get the number one pick.

03) I need to find a way to get paid off of my interests.

04) I found $10 this morning. That makes $11 found over the past 3-4 months. I'm a money magnet.

05) A lot of changes are coming up for me this year and I don't know if I'm mentally prepared for them.

06) One time someone got drunk and I had to drop them home. Another person came with me to drop them off. After I dropped the drunk person off the other person said the main reason they tagged along was so I wouldn't rape the drunk person. To this day I don't know why I didn't kick that other person out of the car right then and there but I confess, that statement pissed me off.

07) I have an offer on the table that most dudes would kill for but I'm afraid of opening pandora's box.

08a) Late pass but Ab-Soul's Control System is really good. I can't stop playing it.

08b) TDE is my favortite rap crew out right now.

09) Mike Zombie is the future.

10) I am worried about my relationship with food.

11) I have to spend more https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0z6qOb2BG8Q

12) It is time to destroy and rebuild.

mind
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matter

:-(

Fuck your fort!

Life is better than ever and it took so long to get here.

I put YEARS in setting things up for winning and this is finally the
year where the heavy action starts! And I've had fun most of the
journey but it's time to be that dude lol.

If you would've told me our working relationship would be this good &
effortless 3 years ago, I would NOT have believed you. I had an exit
strategy planned heavy onto other things but I think we got something
here...

I'm heavily disappointed in my grandfather. He had a family that
would follow him into the pits of hell and most times he led them
there...

40 days to go...

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1) My son and I don't like each other when we're forced to be around one another---How we live together is beyond me.

2) My job disabled my VPN access and my boss won't stop texting me to tell me to get online. Muhphucka how and for what? If I tell you I"m taking a vacation day then leave it at that. I'm not doing no work even if I had VPN access. Phuck and You.

3) I went to the grocery store this morning and was happy that I bought bread the other day as the aisles in Kroger were totally bare,

4)I have no where to go but being in this house (due to Mother Natures cruel hand) makes you think of all the sh*t you could be doing if you were so willing and able.

5) Snow days were made for trying out new recipes (hint why I was even in the store for #3), Today, I made Parmesan fries and oven baked (skin on) chicken legs from some recipe I found online. The results were quite well. Greasy Jr, like it and that's all that matters. Hell even if if he didn't like it, he was gonna eat it because that's all Greasy Chef Baby was makin' today.

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I got into an argument with my sister over Xmas break and she hit me with that line right in front of my wife.

It's fucked up because I helped both my sisters raise their kids when I should have been out enjoying my youth. She also knows how we have been trying to have kids for a while now.

but you know what?

none of that matters because THE WIFE IS PREGNANT!!!!

Who got the juice? I GOT THE JUICE!!!

"none of that matters because THE WIFE IS PREGNANT!!!!"



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huh

You must have really got her goat for her to pull them thangs out like that!
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this was over Xmas break and she was mad because her sons who are of age had a shot or 2 with their Uncles. She doesn't want them to drink in her presence because she never drank in our mothers presence.

basically my sister is nuts and loves to fuck up a good time if she isn't the center of attention.

Her daughter ended up throwing the turkey off the balcony.

..and now we will have a child who gets to witness our families shenanigans. lol.

baby legs

his/her will be too

really happy for you guys.

will.

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"Today is your day to have a better life -- it's your right."

I got a good life man

she hurt her back teaching class and woke up 2 days later with this intense pain followed by some violent vomiting. We did the what if? but quickly ruled it out because we had a few what if's before.

She went to the doctor and on a whim they gave her a test before she was about to leave. Something told me to meet her at the doctors office and I was in the waiting room so long they locked the doors on us.

Finaly they called me back and I was scared it was a serious illness or back issues because her mom has back problems.

then she told me.... I shed a tear and pointed to the heavens like Big Ben after scoring a TD.

I was so happy....

how happy?

I HELD her purse as we left the doctor's office.

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YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY FOR BABIES!!!!!

here for dis.

~Experience is the currency of the soul.

i'm just now getting rid of my christmas tree.

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when I come around, they frown
then wanna dap me down
but when I leave?

my lights are still thrown over a chair.
i have no current plans to change that.

I got on my knees last night and prayed for forgiveness of my sins...

i have sat and ate heartily at the table of demons. I prayed that through the lord Jesus' blood that i am not foresaken by God.

Please examine me God and remove from me anything you see unfit or unclean.


I chose now the cramped and rugged road to salvation and not the broad and spacious road to destruction.

You take the blue pill, the story ends. You wake up in your bed and believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill, you stay in Wonderland, and I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes.

...i stay spending my first check working somewhere on some bullshit. this time i've spent it half on bullshit and half on stuff for my kid so i guess i didn't piss everything away.

...i think i yell at my kid too much. i'm working on it. its hard because he only listens to me when i yell at him. but i try to follow up with a lot of hugging and explaining but he be trying to play me, yo. he knows i love him and he's not afraid of me in the least bit (hence why he barely listens to me) but i don't want to have to yell at him all the time. again, working on it.

...i miss doing the podcast with koku. now that i have a job though we should be able to work out a schedule where we can meet up regularly again. being broke was making it impossible for me to travel out to brooklyn to record the show.

...so excited for this show next week. the last show we did on saturday was really refreshing. the crowd was 'meh' for the most part but seeing the faces of the people who were feeling it really pumped me up. i think i have the best performance of my life that day and it will only get better.

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i realize was just a want and not critical to my happiness

sort of a breakthrough there

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"if the children are not initiated into the village they will burn it down just to feel its warmth." - african proverb

as soon as i sit down my eye starts twitching

today i wanted to stab a few people

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"if the children are not initiated into the village they will burn it down just to feel its warmth." - african proverb

and now it's turned out to be not what I wanted at all...but I fear that I'm too far down the path to be able to turn around and try again.

"Dressed up like an evil villain dressed up like a soccer dad"

Examining my faith. Been reading the bible and doing research on Christianity. I'm floor ed by some of the stuff I've found. How would you feel if you found out that the churches you've been attending for all these years, have been breaking one of the 10 commandments?! I currently do not have a church home. But, unless I can find a church that observes the Sabbath on Saturday, I will be studying my faith at home. And, I'm fine with that. Now, I know some learned folks will say that when Jesus came the old testament rules were wiped away. The ten commandments were written in stone. FOREVER. Therefore, they are supposed to be followed today. Some agree, some disagree. But, I prefer to follow all 10 commandments than to have the Lord question me on why I only followed 9.

Went to the store today because we are supposed to be getting snow again tonight. This is totally going against my plans but you gotta do what you gotta do.

My daughter is now a fan of A Tribe Called Quest at (almost) 3 years old. I feel like I have done my job as a fan of hip hop.

"We don't make mistakes, we just have happy little accidents" - Bob Ross

"I'm wearing a MSU Tshirt because I went to MSU, you are wearing a UM Tshirt because you went to Walmart!" -unknown.

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despite all the flack he gets here....dude knows his theology....

I've been out of The Chuuuch for a while...a long while.....but I do recall there being more to the Sabbath not being as imperative to worship according to new testament law.....

You're on the right track with the old testament laws....but it's not as cut and dry as you're understanding it right now....

I don't know what the 7th day
Adventist teaches though
I just know what they worship
On Saturday

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Nah, I checked up on them. Not what I'm looking for. I think I've found a non-denominational church that has services on Saturday. But, they also have them on Sunday. I think I'll check them out this Saturday afternoon.

"We don't make mistakes, we just have happy little accidents" - Bob Ross

"I'm wearing a MSU Tshirt because I went to MSU, you are wearing a UM Tshirt because you went to Walmart!" -unknown.

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Totally normal -- no brain lesions. I'm so thankful.

Now I'm trying to quell the little voice whispering, "But we STILL don't know what's wrong!" and just remain optimistic.


Meanwhile, I've been out in the snow all day. The pup and I went to the park and romped around.
Then we came home and had to go right back out there -- to the vet, because he's a clumsy spaz
and hurt his front legs in a jumping fail. Then we came home again and romped in the snow some more.

It's been a really fun day. I don't have many of those, but I certainly try.

She takes something I type the wrong way. Or I type something in the wrong tone and it gets blown up.

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Maintain chill at all times.

and I admit the snark is too much sometimes. The moment I do it, it doesn't seem like much, but then it turns out that it is.
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Hahaha....thanks for that!
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If it is, get out now. She's tossing you a red flag.

~Experience is the currency of the soul.

Been together almost 4 years and we've known each other way longer than that. We've got like 95% uptime...she's not mad at me that often. But when she is, it's probably over a text. My personality is to say something snarky or smart, though.
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I would just talk to her about it and let her know it's just your personality. I've been in a 9 year relationship and I find that little things eventually turn into monsters if not handled right away.

~Experience is the currency of the soul.

That's good to hear. I think we do fine...I apologize, and she usually cools down after a day or half day. It still makes me sad when I upset her, though. I guess that's how I know I care

And actually at the beginning of the dating, I'd make her more madder more often...I've adjusted a lot because I am a blunt guy...I have learned to tone it down and be more careful. Which is actually beneficial for overall life, not just with her.

>I would just talk to her about it and let her know it's just
>your personality. I've been in a 9 year relationship and I
>find that little things eventually turn into monsters if not
>handled right away.


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mainly because he's been locked up for attempted murder for over 3 years.

i can't remember how long it had been since i had talked to him before that. i remember he and i exchanging numbers on facebook to catch up, and having a very long and slightly bizarre conversation. i think i stopped taking his calls. he soon stopped calling.

well, he popped up in my dream. it was like old times back in college. now, i feel like i need to write him or something. it's been on my mind all day.

i dont even know how to go about it. i've always been scared to write most ppl in prison because i didnt want them to have my physical address.

my dream made me miss him and feel sad. i would have never ever guessed this dude would ever try to kill someone...much less 3 people.

he's convicted in.
as for the address
rent a temp postal box
i think you can at a ups store.

I didn't know what else i needed. it looks like some places require an inmate id and some a birthdate.

I gotta think on it some more.

But this time, I don't mind.

For one, that overtime money is on fleek.

Also, if I pull off everything that I'm planning, I am going to look so good. Oh so good. Like, my-resume-will-never-be-the-same good.

This, and an expensed dinner, is how I'm comforting myself right now in the office at 9pm lol