like - death in the family, or loss of job? a birth, even?

or did you find pleasure in adding to the storm?

that means you're mine until the wheels hit the runway back at JFK

i had a terrible habit of buying plane tickets to far places in the midst of very rocky times with an ex.

we never prevailed at the end of the rocky times and the relationship never came back. but we stayed on a cool-ass vacation together, as an ex-couple.

vacationing with a limbo-ing ex is wild as shit. not advised.

she will be a bamma. and so will you.

n/a

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Maintain chill at all times.

this a safe space.

But to answer your question, I'm going through it now.

I typed out all this shit, but was way too long. Super short version:

His grandma died recently. She raised him and I know he's hurting but he's being so...unkind and inconsiderate now. His actions are starting to affect me and while I love him very much, I don't know if I should stick around for this. I should state that I've seen this type of behavior in him before...it was the reason we broke up the first time.

I feel me breaking up with him will have me looking evil and unkind.
Don't want to contribute to more hurt.

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Maintain chill at all times.

why are you pre-occupied with avoiding that vision of yourself?

the alternative is to be broken-up with, in a fit of his.

you better be smart, too soon you're old.

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Maintain chill at all times.

not sure if this is what you mean, but i was about to break up with my first adult boyfriend but 9-11 happened and i was scared so i postponed it. but we ended up staying together for another year and some after that.

... and you didn't want to die alone?

or you wanted protection from the terrorists?

i've followed a lot of "not through streets" to the end of cul-de-sacs until i *had* to flip that bitch.

And you will know MY JACKET IS GOLD when I lay my vengeance upon thee.

rather stressful
limited availability
i thought to ride it out.
if i've been given a reason why, i can tolerate all the whatever
but i said fuck that and peace'd out.

Once he could dress himself again I dipped.

Don't feel bad for him. We dated for one month, not including the month of free nursing I gave him.

Man I sure showed HER

R.I.P. Loud But Wrong Guy
Dec 29th 2009 - Dec 17th 2017