(boards sorry for the spill of art a lot this week, pain needed to escape one more time)


Hoped for mutual thoughts
the way I wanted your love
my heart was full of joy
imagining if we could
drink it from a champaigne glass
bubblee sipping
I was so taken by your emotional
calls
that Ive lost myself in you

I was wanting your love
more than my greed to reach
20million and wanted 20more

it all would soon break my heart
you're not feeling me
and my pain strangely runs
deeper than water into the core
of earth

deeper than that triangle
I call it bermuda escape
once in
never again
will you see the light of day

ooo the pain of you in sight
ooo the collapse of my joy 2 dream tonight
slowly going bye

have I shared to much?
I deemed it safe to give
you trust
no embarrassment
just now feeling what is crushed

im crying without a tear to fall
for anyone to see
inside I am dying this second you
can believe

o this is raw pain
o man. - pause

sure I will be ok
time default's me
back anyway


I need a drink, no
I need some sleep
on a beach in paradise

my mind is running away
full speed
I wanted to getaway
from this
experience
of

wanting a preferred Lover.