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74192, Gouged Heart's
Posted by soulsugar, Mon May-12-08 12:42 AM
(boards sorry for the spill of art a lot this week, pain needed to escape one more time)


Hoped for mutual thoughts
the way I wanted your love
my heart was full of joy
imagining if we could
drink it from a champaigne glass
bubblee sipping
I was so taken by your emotional
calls
that Ive lost myself in you

I was wanting your love
more than my greed to reach
20million and wanted 20more

it all would soon break my heart
you're not feeling me
and my pain strangely runs
deeper than water into the core
of earth

deeper than that triangle
I call it bermuda escape
once in
never again
will you see the light of day

ooo the pain of you in sight
ooo the collapse of my joy 2 dream tonight
slowly going bye

have I shared to much?
I deemed it safe to give
you trust
no embarrassment
just now feeling what is crushed

im crying without a tear to fall
for anyone to see
inside I am dying this second you
can believe

o this is raw pain
o man. - pause

sure I will be ok
time default's me
back anyway


I need a drink, no
I need some sleep
on a beach in paradise

my mind is running away
full speed
I wanted to getaway
from this
experience
of

wanting a preferred Lover.
74194, RE: Gouged Heart's
Posted by ASIEM, Mon May-12-08 09:03 AM
this has placed me in a rather tough position, finding words that penetrate even hearts protected or minds closed until further notice is the higher calling for us poets. when it happens for us it is an awakeing for sure. a relationship that has ended for me does not mean it is the end for the other. Looking from your eyes in these words knowing there is someone in need of comfort beckon's my call yet I must understand that the greatest source of strength is Who is really needed not me. so thank you for the reflection and the compassion of feeling human.
74204, RE: h u g s
Posted by soulsugar, Mon May-12-08 07:25 PM
-controlling the slip would not make me fall-


I needed your light & it was right on time after the storm in my soul

wondering why would this hurt?what I write is purely my soul speaking on the board's here


every ounce of love in return is for you
ASIEM


thank you


74207, RE: Gouged Heart's
Posted by PhotoSynthesis, Mon May-12-08 10:41 PM
>I was wanting your love
>more than my greed to reach
>20million and wanted 20more

>it all would soon break my heart
>you're not feeling me
>and my pain strangely runs
>deeper than water into the core
>of earth

>deeper than that triangle
>I call it bermuda escape
>once in
>never again
>will you see the light of day

>ooo the pain of you in sight
>ooo the collapse of my joy 2 dream tonight
>slowly going bye

The scenario exhibited ^here^ invokes painful remorse & disappointment.

It drains the soul of substance.


*Good Job*

74288, Sun
Posted by soulsugar, Thu May-15-08 07:29 AM
Blinded me forever
even if he stood in front
of me

the danger it will cause to look
forceslesslly

I abide by
knowing

the damage
eye's will never want
2 see this Prince of pain

my ex
is a dusty
powder
left un cleaned from
my window pane

Things can never ever
be the same.

74289, haters how?
Posted by soulsugar, Thu May-15-08 07:57 AM
r all over for no apparent reason

im not rich
for them to want the money

im not a rockstar
for them to want sex & a smoke

im not popular
for anyone to have to know

im not on TV
for the paparazzi to crush me
2 get that snapshot

im not around town
im not downtown
im not uptown

im intro vert ed
then extroverted

but who cares

im not known
im not

and don't care
if you're
well toned

diamond
im
just

gold
silver
copper

a bone.
74238, RE: Gouged Heart's
Posted by tonka truck, Tue May-13-08 06:16 PM
Evangelist zohar'n a spliff
encamped in my pnuemo
bronchial craving mo
explaination of Jacob's ladder
hang glyding on john does tagged toes
how did jason vs freddy rose
knife fight passon grows
wheather it be 1 9 2 or three
abc nbc means nothing 2 me
bates curtain sceen stabbing american's trinity
butching phat making it lean
back jugulars viens spur support blood diamond pain
sudane snail sandunes runs enemies like able kilt cane
eygpt's nose found gold rush
of 49 states black laws cat crawls when i's R expungement
as it was promised death's forfillment
pussy and no tomorrows
jay was wisphering devilment in fade to red
can't remember what he said
bakers field massacre arnold conan triology in yoh head
i'm crazy saying hard knock life to get the lady
feeling me then i'll take her to estacy
on stacy adams hush puppies hand cuffed to boards
the world ignored the call of tiny bush wick tyrrants
labeling everybody terrorist
but that don't make me act like this
it's because i want to
i ain't fronting on you...........?

to be continued











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The End - To Everybody
74352, RE: Gouged Heart's
Posted by Babynoon, Fri May-16-08 08:04 PM
I warned her about your crazyMINDself
red flagged

te titty?
kiss my asssss

Tonka Toy
74245, im
Posted by soulsugar, Wed May-14-08 07:27 AM
glad to see only the sincere detecting love for humanity & not the animalistic leaving comments.

may the sincere have more love poured in there favor.


thank you
thank you

74252, RE: im
Posted by tonka truck, Wed May-14-08 09:49 AM
after they pulled my brain ot my a nose
i final began to think like god
i must slaughter others to have his heart
i will rip my enemies a part
for the thorn of david has returned
watch the sticks wit head doctors tricks skulls
scatter the picture just sew your eye lids open to see the pricks
that tryed to take me ass a ho
now it's time to let it go
on slot

don't call the cops or see me jimmie superfly from the top
wit an iron gillitine smacking down queen lips kiss death
and give rebirth to stillborn fetus i mean this
when i find out the names there erased permenate from the gaames
cali resources

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The End - To Everybody
74254, internet bully we believe
Posted by soulsugar, Wed May-14-08 11:06 AM
but I don't understand this
reply

I guess everyone has there own special way of grieving & hope your pain is carried away.


you won't lift the ground with one shovel to bury the corpe's you've overkilled????

Bville, DH 532130???? you lost me


I hope this was ok with you, tonka truck @}-'-,-(

nice rose I tried to make one too!
74257, RE: here's another one for your bitch ass doing the jerry lewis shuffle
Posted by tonka truck, Wed May-14-08 11:32 AM
snitch collins
listen to the mack go clack clack clack:

light house
scum truck along faster
a nigga name casper
seeing him wit my belt rapped around his waste
then have the nerve to wear it in my eyes pepper mace
choking out a show down show gun taste depete'n crack lines
from his face decrepit chimeny laced rabbit sling shot steams hitting his boys wit porno film fuck all them silent mallets
if you want it come get it
glass joe golden glove tko's saint hoes and titan elbows
sending man made ufo's 2 looney tunes looping outer space
right here on earth doing shit behind my back but never in my grace
i'm here 2 save maggots
but he's a faggot taking shit from the back just more waste
toxic out classed cess pools inhail on dicks ain't kool don't call me dawg drool stitch threads fools misconception i been made military counter survellance connections on how to be an out kast wit being homeless in my only weapon nikes stepping on those that have and those that have not still my knots but you and yoh crew wont out last
the clash of the titans
you fight money in yoh pocket
here come the crack gan agains to take all of it
aloholic benge fall down in worship the sun or be hung on mal practice pet p's

caskle rock is falling!
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The End - To Everybody
74292, I can relate...
Posted by Free2Fly, Thu May-15-08 09:10 AM
you are really good at articulating your feelings...and releasing the pain is the best medicine. I'm learning to do the same. Keep doing what you do. It's appreciated
74469, RE: Gouged Heart's
Posted by soulsugar, Thu May-22-08 08:00 PM
finally he's gone

relief isn't
the word
freedom
rung


at peace is the way to love
74487, RE: Gouged Heart's
Posted by freedomfighter, Fri May-23-08 12:27 PM
word

maxium health comes with wheels
sword returns to scabber heart feels
rested no more blood spills no more soulsugar kills
nothing but signatures on small steps side deals
iron wills demons kneel before shields
of kingship plus priest hoods pool mil.lions
of troops wait in flanks to pull return queen jill
on the throne seal faith

under the coconut moonlight tree
hugging
and ah
kissing
making ------
74515, over
Posted by soulsugar, Mon May-26-08 12:17 AM
kill...
over dose
OD
ing
on me

like im your favorite
drug
OKP
fiene

which am I
your caffeine?
your nicotine?

any of what is bad for you
yes I aim to be then

I agree

with
freedom

just don't
b dum
brain tumors
of wicked accusations
assumptions
kaliedoscope of illusions

I left the burden
I love nerd crumbs
I eat them

with a sip of burgundy
then I fall to
sleep

needing surgery.
75210, singing de buts
Posted by soulsugar, Wed Jun-18-08 05:44 PM
Big ben?
how you do?

no blues
in tuned
off key
boooooze
no drinks
making me act a fool

im too thru
im killing voo doo
roots africa spoofs
how I do?
watch the news

ladies & gents

I present to you

Lady Sings De Bluesssss
baby.
75231, RE: spiilins out so why don't you zip it
Posted by tonka truck, Fri Jun-20-08 12:25 PM
you've been kissing frogs again
swimming in a pool of dirty sin
finally gripping sheets of don't you under stand
pull over no warwick hard on dick hic ups hicks hockey chicks too much jin got my penis racing
2 meat lip ton tea tree leaves blend
our wants wit dead next to kin
folks gangsta forks black stones throne armless man throwing
hopeless letter of mr. dew liitle calling flocks to gray goose biggie's juice private stock private blocks parties wit out
the hood corrupt cops stop bye to have a brew
bringing a few new cuties wit bootiess to the cell
finding a bonus in the male gutted this 21 year old female
having thought of her ryyding rail smacking that tail
busting shells on scrammbled eggs smearing
murderous pussy on her legs
but instead taking a note from joseph peg
note book hobbles fred runs barney
no longer purple pink and lavender

smell the aroma of homer barts father taught
how a town down under was bought wit out a dollar smart caught
in current currency exchange franks for yuro's
keep those hoes using emo's i where on capt nimmo's sleave sit
bee's judgement grope candy squeezing barbie's body
i so fucking naughty by nature returns
playing wit opp yeah you know me
stroking you ego and my shit
making it spit now be a bitch and lick your own
or rather it be me now moles see colonge hanging
on morning grass
no ass more cash or gass fill my tank

75235, RE: you spiilin out so why don't you ziploc it
Posted by Babynoon, Fri Jun-20-08 02:55 PM
plagerism my baptism
shivery?
shake or burnt brain baked
I cut your soul from sounding gold
rocks big knots runnin from shots
to make you hot like supernova light?
right
no more rocket choices made by xbox players flying unlicensed
be forreal your returns are only fantastic thrills
little son of freedum?
go relax n chill or freeze over in hell a promise to never see a goodgirl spill
leanback on the left feet to the right arms up high to the left to snaps in the center!

your paranoid it aint that critical.
75247, RE: flow where's it at?-
Posted by tonka truck, Sat Jun-21-08 12:43 PM
what is written in lime stone?
traveling along reality mid line frantic
push and kicking down wire cell phone
seen me speaking ebonics and told evil joan all about it
what did the zip lock say
goodgirls sway
between joints and jokes
drink or smoke
i was that guy who laid down his coat
of full metal jackets what i knew at u i spew
and twisted concrete towers grew
from a few comments here and over there brewed
two of the most wanted copy rights
me copy knots knight sir lance
round table plots gone
screeming rape hoes wait
i peep jewels of deciet fake
bill boards investigation of herbal movenment
tongue in yoh throat now slamming you in spanish fly molts

75257, RE:ebb n flow where's it at?-
Posted by Babynoon, Sat Jun-21-08 11:02 PM

I dunno
it went in my front and out of your backhole'
im glad though
can ebb still rock without flo?

uh
duh
know

which way did he go?

that <=way dat way=>

75337, RE:ebb n flow where's it at?-
Posted by tonka truck, Wed Jun-25-08 11:23 AM
what?
75344, RE:ebb n flow where's it at?-
Posted by Babynoon, Wed Jun-25-08 04:21 PM
karma
75414, RE:ebb n flow where's it at?-
Posted by tonka truck, Fri Jun-27-08 03:24 PM
don't believe the hype
with all my might
pimp slapping under cover lights
but fucking karma you call it a rebel's fight
Drama R"evol"ution present clues love and hill street blues night
black eye peas wander with gaurds of fright
on handle bars of lost sight
crumbling in my emesis of arch nemesis suck up to DOOM
from a right hook bite comic books punch lines tight
thighs cause sweaty god's palms trees
burning VA's cornea reading psalms
i be chilled on a bed of ice swimming in bombs
radiation sniffing spliffs dark wing duck investigation
who's paying for riding shot gun
myspace invaders on the run
wipping bullets from thier buns brows
stumble down church al's
while i fround of the fools recording conversations
sending a lady like liberty to save a camp site nation
of crooks? don't want you like you don't want me but can't let it be aunt mable said it a long time ago until i find myself inside you making your thoughts become renew thrift store shopping saving on old brands up to date fans turn back because your vocals is hard but how you got them is wack charge shaq and repo your shield i'm the ill
that shock the waters causing barbaric slaughters of the franks infidels and christians pagan's and war lords missing

75416, Magician
Posted by Babynoon, Fri Jun-27-08 05:38 PM
My job was done
completed mission am I a poser'
cause im for love
followed by zombies blowing death'
im the bad yes yes
boom hit the deck'
no free b's yes
can I get another breath going old aztec medieval'
Mona lisa verses to Ceasar
no chance in night my sunbrite'
dim lights
them to bright

its cool babe'i got dro'd up life isn't right'
never steppin back from Big Mike'
cheatin time

hot like
magical pipes'
vamoose
being gone never shy'
look up here
I arrived
DOOM doom bass lines?
I hear you'im DJ SCRATCH n sniff
Rose parfum yur girls toilette don't cry'
daring your crew of spies'slick ric dry ur eyes'
all is love

all this waraide I drink it down like coolaide'keep rockin that smile raspberry sorbet flavor'

where's N.O.R.E???????

M.I.A.
my magic wand'
waving over heads thinkin your cover-ups not a game'
go play ya piece

grab ya lil leg and adoring it.

jerk
75425, RE: Magician
Posted by freedomfighter, Sat Jun-28-08 12:00 PM
digging hands from under tape deck ship wreck
from mouth of glare
can I get another breath going old aztec medieval'
spit mingle amongst the vipers beat toe's bettle's
throwing auto civic hatches raw night clutches people's
elbows matches hey barns gluts catching needles
nose what was taken out of coke coke tickles
freshly shave afro dug outs bender slanging signs gan naging pickles
believe it or not ripley's midday stalker sickles
purrrrring pussy trying to put it on me jingles
three fingers pointing back halo's
putting both hands on it cover up bald spot kango's
throw back yokal on back death dangles
brown suga deanglo whose the biggest ho
open up black what he said i'm trying to get laid
bimbo trying get paid red light specail it's a raid
in a wooden dragon cage vampire drain old maids
they the easy is cleaning beer cans in piss
up in the motel room i ain't a heaven white suit groom
fuck comfortable cotton panties give me the thong boom
shaking what yo mama gave yeah shaking what yo mama gave yeah
south side danger can't hit on my cell phone pager
looking for up grade from thus bush administration banners
of lone star contusion chanting vengence spilling it

know you wish this wasn't an open in vent ations?
what you got sounds old make that shit exploid
shake that bad real dreams and come

hahahahah hehehhehe 4 photo's all ove me

D...........
willis.....L
..pnp.ara...L
Egle......?

job code

if you think you can read send me an e-mail!

Freeworld Order
Dangurus Mines
75427, ID
Posted by Babynoon, Sat Jun-28-08 04:10 PM
PIC
U C
ME
IN
THE

VOX
SCREEN

TE TE
PLEASE
NO STRESS

IM FRESH
NOT OLD SKOOL
DRESSED
BUT SHOW SOME CLKlass
Casius Clay you to the canvas

KO
eye jammie givin thanks 2 mi mammy
don't slam meat
clean your ram pete er pan fly or jam mediocre spam piles on demand'
thin vs. flab
bones vs. van dam

kick it or scram
you can't hit it so bam!

hehehe haha

mpeg my empty scene
called U & Me


relax Mr.Caine I got your lame.
75551, RE: ID
Posted by tonka truck, Thu Jul-03-08 06:23 PM
okay
i'll give you a shot of penicillin
to jump start the healing
for years of you misleading
wolf packs turn to sheeps slaughing
what i learn from the lord
putting the sword back into scabber
odd fellow kissing infected screens to bring satifaction
to what you dream don't scream just hug my nuts

i l o v e you 2

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The End - To Everybody
75555, you two!
Posted by soulsugar, Thu Jul-03-08 08:45 PM
please in all do respect stop putting your poison in my comments area

This isn't the place for you two's BS

i'd appreciate it



MODS
control
these
two
cats in heat



& ASIEM
Thanks for that add-on of your own ideas

brilliant mind flow
75628, RE: you two!
Posted by tonka truck, Tue Jul-08-08 04:49 PM
yeah not a co mod da tea yet keep
tongues wet wanting more

water spirit immortality me

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The End - To Everybody
75375, RE: Gouged Heart's
Posted by southqueens, Thu Jun-26-08 09:16 AM
this is a powerful piece...it drips with both pain and promise...
75554, RE: Gouged Heart's thank you for such a perfect image
Posted by ASIEM, Thu Jul-03-08 08:25 PM
placed under obsessions risk
masked in the image of trust
you define yourself through this experience
and call it love
compulsions need to feed
for more on the feeling
once found at the floor
the bottom of what what used to be
a perfect relationship
nobody asked questions
like don't ask don't tell
setup from the beginning
just to last the moment
this aint the way either of us
wanted our lives to be
but now that a break between
the lines held long enough
for me to find
my way from this fantasy made real
you call on guilt for an appeal
shame on me once again
to steal your heart and lose a freind
the wicked web that has been spun
causing so much pain
can it be undone?
No today I say to you
imagine that...
now that's real Love
caused by truth

obsessed with an idea personified in a man now what shall you do?
call the mutha fucka till he give in just to start the same viscious cycle over and over till death do u part...i'm sorry you tatooed my name on your lower back to prove how much you loved me i don't see it like that...i see an incessant desire to stop at nothing to get what you want then throw it away all over again...hell no not me
75629, RE: Gouged Heart's thank you for such a perfect image
Posted by tonka truck, Tue Jul-08-08 04:53 PM
sounds mushy that's why don't need n0body but me
and no not a husky but what's better then the spit is a pit in the pit don't get bit words are diseased lead others to steal
concept of conception to leave the creator anger shakingthunder bolts from his ass.

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The End - To Everybody