This sounds like a "vent" with a storyline in tow ...
You've written several flows about "A Father" -- "A Disappointment" -- "A Legacy Left Alone" -- But I can't remember whether you said it was true to life ... or just a story -- *My Bad*
I'm inclined to believe there's some truth to this scenario, since you're so good at writing about this particular shit~u~ation -- (But if not, itz no problem) -- I enjoy reading -- never~the~less ... It invokes emotions of hurt, regrets, disappointment, anger, etc. -- AND THAT'S A GOOD THING! --
*Respect*
A guitar string vibrating, a measure of my soul, a breech in the silence -- I've always felt like words come through me & I write them down... they have no master --- gsquared ♥