"bittersweet soul-journey" Tue Nov-28-06 11:23 PM by Universadevine
I cried today like an open pipe Inflicted wounds to spite I let him rip the pages out my open book Today’s events had me shook
I should have turn around so that you’d stab me in the back Cause seeing the blade left a scar Was this the punishment I truly deserved? I’m sure others did you worse
But its okay I’m not off my feet my arms still open embracing you soo bittersweet I leaned on you and I was forever indebted I wanted us to celebrate the victory But to lose my greatest solider I feel so defeated to fail you But, honestly I never knew to the extent of height in which you placed me it wasn't fair, it was way beyond reach Cause, when you threw me off it hurt like a bitch I had no words but my tears had speech
See, I loved more than your energy, more than your sweet glow of innocents, your passion, your commitment so much more than that you said "loyalty" define "loyalty" and show me where it says it ends I drew to much from your strength I guess I killed you and you still thank me for this? To continue.. it can never be the same I had nothing but respect for the man you are and speak about becoming I called you my friend and I placed you in my heart But you hung me With the same rope we used to tug together in this war
You said “he couldn’t of loved you and hurt you” But in my last breath I ask “so, how did you love me?”