Thanks B. The last stanza was also very powerful for me. I used swore and sworn so much because it was kind of the focus and it helped bring it home in the last stanza - all throughout the poem I'm thinking these feelings/colors/emotions are FROM him, but at the end I conlude that they were my own. Kind of bittersweet... It shows that maybe he wasn't as into me as I thought, but at the same time, I realized I am in control of how I feel and what I experience.
Like I have the power to bring upon my own happiness.


Thanks for taking the time to read it