>Not one bit but I want happy fuzzy time elf journeys,
I don't fear them either. I just noticed that when I literally say:
"I am not afraid of death."
or.
"I am okay with this, but would like something different."
The darkness fades away and I get fun stuff.
> >I dont have to be in Kali,Yemaya mode all the time.
Totally.
Also, go outside and be in nature and the sun. Look at trees and speak to them in your mind. I literally had a fantastic exchange with a tomato bush and helped direct a bee out of my house, hahahaha. I swear to you it came right up to me and I heard a distinct voice that said: "Which way is outside?" and I just said, "Right this way, and I went over to the balcony door, opened it, and it flew outside." lol
I know that sounds inane, but on shrooms, I believe it is possible to establish a psychic connection to all living things.