>Not one bit but I want happy fuzzy time elf journeys,

I don't fear them either. I just noticed that when I literally say:

"I am not afraid of death."

or.

"I am okay with this, but would like something different."

The darkness fades away and I get fun stuff. :)

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>I dont have to be in Kali,Yemaya mode all the time. :)

Totally.

Also, go outside and be in nature and the sun. Look at trees and speak to them in your mind. I literally had a fantastic exchange with a tomato bush and helped direct a bee out of my house, hahahaha. I swear to you it came right up to me and I heard a distinct voice that said: "Which way is outside?" and I just said, "Right this way, and I went over to the balcony door, opened it, and it flew outside." lol

I know that sounds inane, but on shrooms, I believe it is possible to establish a psychic connection to all living things.