And I read it and I was like, "wow, I was in a dark place". It's strange to read now because I don't feel like that at all right now. Not even a little bit. I remember what was going on with me and yeah it wasn't a good place but now I am on the other side of it and it feels good to have survived it all. I feel stronger and wiser for the experience.
All that to say, this feeling won't necessarily last forever.
********** "Everyone has a plan until you punch them in the face. Then they don't have a plan anymore." (c) Mike Tyson