20. "not a cry for help at all, but i'm ready to go" In response to In response to 0
i actually don't currently have any destructive behaviors
i barely have sex, i don't overuse any substances my job and life are spent helping others, which is very fulfilling, and i make enough for my needs...i'll never be rich or not have to work
but i'm tired of working, striving...living
and i've lost faith in humanity...in the greed and depravity of most humans. my optimism is gone
so however i go, i'm ready....i just don't want to suffer lol (and am too cowardly to do it myself!)
i saw someone tweet once that they are sad each morning when they wake up to find they didn't die peacefully in their sleep...i feel like that sometimes
just keeping it real, y'all. i know it doesn't make sense but truly, i'm not suicidal, just ready to go