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Okay, reading your other post in response to what I'd written earlier, I was almost w/you on that choice thing. But now you've said this:
>At the age of 22, I >made a choice. I met >a girl I had a >crush on and we kicked >it. But **something was missing**, >and no, it wasn't a >penis. It was **an inability, >on my behalf, the same >one I kept running into**, >the inability to really open >up.
>I _could_ continue to have sex >with women. I could have >a sexual relationship with a >woman. But **the things I >look for in a relationship, >the things I think everyone >looks for in a relationship >with another soul, the veil >pulled aside, the self shown >full, naked, and beautifully human, >I can't do that**. Yet, >I can do that with >men and I like having >sex with men, too and >I can have a sexual >relationship with a man and >draw that veil aside.
See? That right there..that's not a choice you made. That's who you are. You couldn't really be str8 even if you wanted. Sure, you could live that facade like many ppl out there do, but you'd never be happy.
I'd say you didn't choose to be gay, you chose to be happy. You chose to be fulfilled in your relationships. You chose not to lie. THOSE were your choices. I don't see where you chose your sexuality, b/c that's not something any of us can choose.
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