have to find a new placeto put my "pie" piecesand my "pea" peace,a place to hide my release. i filled up a notebookwith thoughts i have of still,you.i'll fill up this one with thoughts i have to move.move.i have to move.i have to moveon.and alcohol doesn't fail my feetas they fail and i fallon my floorto find my mindstill wanderinglike my feetfrom your placeone year ago.a year and two days agowas an ok kind of alone.quite unlike the alone i founda year and a day ago.away from you for one whole year.away from you for onewholeyear.don't ask how i managedto stay sane, cause i didn't.don't ask if i hatedavoiding you,cause i did.don't ask if i likedbeing friends, cause i couldn'tand pleasedon't ask if it made memiss you evenmore. don't ask if i reallymissed you,cause i did.don't ask if i wanted you gone,cause i didn't.don't ask if i could blame you,cause i couldn'tand pleasedon't ask if i'll forget you,cause i can't.but i can't stay seatedstand stilland keep freezingtill i'm taggedand i'm it and you find me right.i can't wait yearsfor you to find outthat we fitand i'm rightcause i knew...didn't youput up that fight?that's right.so i'm filling eighty college ruled pageswith the words to justifythe fact that i still feel itbut i've got to let it go.but one dayi mightfind one of those piecesi mightfit with in this jigsaw puzzle.there.three pages closerto getting over you.seventy seven more to go.gotta find a new place to put my "pie" piecesand my "pea" peace,a place to hide my release.
"I wanna escort everyone through the romance of another dawn."-limbic system