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1. Kitty Kat www.youtube.com/watch?v=yahNg-mJ4p8 “Let's go! Lets go Little Kitty Kat, He don't want anymore”
I read your reply to Sha and it made me think about how I need to DEAD old man Jenkins from my life. We don’t have kids so I don’t know why this is so hard. But it is unbelievably hard!
2. Irreplaceable www.youtube.com/watch?v=2EwViQxSJJQ “To the left, to the left, Everything you own in the box to the left, In the closet that's my stuff, yes If I bought it please don't touch”
I got a random “Hi SuiteLady, it’s xxxx. How are you?” text on Monday. I deleted that shit so fast! First I was confused like ‘how does he still have my number’ because I certainly don’t have his in my phone anymore. I talk about old man Jenkins here. ’ve never talk about him above. I’m not ready or I haven’t gotten over the shame yet. The lyric to that song above tell most of the story. Ugh!
3. Alright - www.youtube.com/watch?v=aqsc3ih3_Po “This life can make me so confused but it's alright, Living day by day I feel so used. That ain't right”
My former job posted two new position to the local jobs board here. They basically took my former job and split it into one full time role and a par time role. It made me feel validated at first, but then I got real depressed. Why they didn’t do that when I was there? I kept telling them I needed help. My bosses idea of help was the VP’s retire mother and her own 20 year old son who she was trying to get to move out her house. So you know how that went. These two were collecting checks and I was still doing all the work. That really hurt me.
And I think it will eventually be broken into three roles, because I didn’t see any of the IT duties on either of those postings. So I guess they will be hiring someone for that later.
4. Keep Your head Up “The days seems so very long, But I'm trying to be strong, (Trying to be strong) Well, hold on, I say, Things will soon turn my way, And then I'll have a clear view”
My 31st birthday is tomorrow and I am not happy about it. I have no plans other than attending a play and that is actually work related. I thought my life would have been much more together by now. But I am making some progress. Turtle slow progress but some.
5. True Love https://youtu.be/iefPsDDvz1k “They go round and round in circles, Out to find your weakness and to see, If you thinking, you going to make it, Then they try to change your mind”
I got an oil change, detail, and car wash for $20’s on Tuesday at the dealership. I’ve been taking my car to the dealership exclusively since I moved here because I don’t trust Jiffy Lube type places and until Tuesday I hadn’t found a place here that specialized in Honda’s and Acura’s. In most of the cities I have lived, I was always able to find a place that only works on Honda and Acura’s but is significantly cheaper than the dealership. I have been trying to get away from that dealership so I called Dobbs this time and they told me $44 for an oil change. I called the dealership and asked what the price was (I had forgotten) and it was $39 PLUS they always wash your car. So of course I went with that.
Then I get there and of course they give me a list of other things that need to be fixed totaling $2500 – one of them being my brakes. I remembered I had this email with a savings card in it that gets you a percentage off all the work you get done there. I open the email and the savings card also said $20 oil change and a free detail. I was like YES!!! They was already finished with my car but I had them take I back and detail it.
Once I was at work I searched the internet for several hours trying to find a place like what I described above. And I found one. Double win! The dealer ship quoted me $358 for rear brakes WITH the discount card. Old boy at this other place said $177 even – that is the ‘walk out the door price’
Things are coming together, slowly but surely.
♥ Inescapably Me ♥
"Love is never any better than the lover" Toni Morrison (The Bluest Eye)
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