freestyle
- think i'll call it 'relinquish'

flowing..
on the brink of sinking into knowing
what i’m feeling
don’t want to pinpoint that
can’t explain the sound of sand forming
nor control the waves rolling in
a grainy picture
it’s not even poetic

can’t hide from what my psyche wants me to see
but it’s not even everyday
that i want to be me

see
there’s people near to me
dear and faraway asking still
when all’s fine on the outside
so why

i mean i guess
too many days
i’ve known blue

nothing to do with you
nor depression or some other repressed expression
of a heart and mind that doesn’t know happiness
it’s more or less

too many days I’ve known
blue

hard to find the reasons to survive
and keep on living
an energy which rises and dives
dices you in pieces

it's something like incompleteness
today

see
i miss her sometimes

just found out
wonderful news
something about it’s a little
sad to me

contemplating it’s got me
flowing
uneasy
digging deep
for happy

giving it up
to blue

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my
blue
song
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