hazard to guess what could bless

the mess of wanting what you seemingly can't get

gets on your nerves at a loss for words

disturbed never quite learned spurned from

all contact lacking social graces facing

a reality collapsing upon itself

delving past what seemed to last

from the last examination displayed results consult

formalities natural remedies applied defy

all explications phases transversed learned

pathways tell the half remain baffled

dastardly deeds feed into the perception

temporary relief speaks to the impulse

false equanimity compared to femininity like a mere blemish

replenish sustenance to those who faint

compared to those who ain't livin'

what gives with this attempt at a paradox?

various scoffers mock yet simmer below the surface

check the purpose with words as yet unheard