And by the way her name was Genesis. Isn't that beautiful? To add fiction to flattery She finds me useful I’m not a loser In her eyes Was a vortex To a life that I never knew was real Just when I convinced myself I can no longer feel There I was six senses deep Tingling vibrating Concrete crumbling beneath Ten second trip Induced by her pupils Did I mention she finds me useful? Did I mention that we never spoke? A ten second look gave a life of hope It's out there for me Did I mention I never got her name? I had to find her Morning, noon, night On her tracks i'm right behind her If I catch her, next time I won't fumble Secure chest clutch "Have you seen this person?" Ads All over craigslist and tumblr And everything in between I knew her face was pretty But it was fading from my dreams I was on the clock Time was on my head Spent all night looking for her Wouldn’t go to bed One day lightning struck Was it God? was it fate? was it luck? Grounded by faith Plotted how to say "what's up" Took a couple shots Brick, missed, got ignored Once more for the sanity That one struck a chord
What the fuck are you talkin' bout. The first words she said to me Our eyes locked 3 months ago Baby, do you remember me? No -Oh No -So.. No -I’ll go.....
But ill love from afar How you forget When you've been my whole brain Since summer We were supposed to reconnect And be lovers She's onto other things Probably steps the streets with suitors At the ready with rings What she want with an out-of-state Pouted faced Clout disgraced Too quiet as a mouse to mate? Nothing.
Did I mention she thought I was useful? For ten seconds I was really useful