it was new years
grade 10
when
he swept me under
she took me deeper

and now she is nothing
without me and those that she has taken
while with me
i give back to rightful owners
and restore what been distorted
honing the very power that i am
using the right side of me
to put things back the way that they should be
i don't need to be face to face
with decievers
i am wisdom
liars can be the strongest believers
though never stronger than the architect
life is all about wahid
and growing stronger in faith...
i believe in myself
enough to protect my mind from the devil.

(to be continued)

Really feelin this...

i don't need to be face to face
with decievers
i am wisdom
liars can be the strongest believers
though never stronger than the architect
life is all about wahid
and growing stronger in faith...
i believe in myself
enough to protect my mind from the devil.


Looking forward to the continuation.

"How can you stand right in front of the truth and not see it?"

"OK...Who put a stop payment on my reality check?"

"Your age is one of my favorite things about you"~ Steve Martin

http://soulwhispersnheartmeditations.blogspot.com/

locked in boxes of my own design
the retribution served by freedom has been open to us for sometime
though i figured it would take more time
because i never took the time
to catch the lessons that you dropped
i am a liar, split by myself
thinking that your music was enough
never remembering the love
that was shared
through digital connections
lost the faith when i played
with lust, ran from lover to lover with pain in my heart
decieving myself thinking that i could still live & play the part that was moving me
only to set myself apart from the change that was consuming me
saw myself fall
though the fall of empires was nothing new to me
and that feeling bred my shame
feeling too much guilt
pushing those who know love away
gave up loving because i didnt know how to take it
didnt know how to face it
didnt know why i couldnt let go
of the very reasons why people get trapped in holes
couldnt look you in the eyes because my pain
had built, me into a monster of hatred
i thought was disgusting
i became like the rest of them
but unlike them because they were happy
in their sex and joy
though i couldnt laugh and joke like them
though i was reassured things were good by you

i failed to keep my trust in you
as i tried to walk back
wondering where i went wrong
but the truth is that
i gave up on writing songs
because i've been too far away
thought of moving to a shalter
figuring it would just be better that way

i felt the end coming
and it could have possibly already happened
perhaps thats why my heart hurts this way
though i couldnt seperate myself
mentally,
i guess i was only playing myself in the captivity
of my own deception
sebastien couldnt break it
he couldnt make me rebel
and so i saw myself die
just before i saw you glowing in the darkness
of my room last year
thought i would give up on god
because physically i was upset and didnt want to move
and perhaps thats why i couldnt see your face
when the storm came through
figured i wasnt meant tto be a witness
saw things flipping back and forth, forth and back
only until tonight, listening to lauryn hill i saw a peep outside of my madness of my confusion, tears soothing, myself to realize the serpent that i feared
was the one inside of me.

this thread is awesome i mean i really get a rare occasion to say you captured my moment u have captured me in the moment (ergo bliss) thank you ergobliss

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ASIEM
"Kuun fiyah Kuun" Quran
(Be and it is)
" A writer takes his pen to write the words again that all in love is fair" Stevie Wonder




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