"Gouged Heart's" Mon May-12-08 01:06 AM by soulsugar
(boards sorry for the spill of art a lot this week, pain needed to escape one more time)
Hoped for mutual thoughts the way I wanted your love my heart was full of joy imagining if we could drink it from a champaigne glass bubblee sipping I was so taken by your emotional calls that Ive lost myself in you
I was wanting your love more than my greed to reach 20million and wanted 20more
it all would soon break my heart you're not feeling me and my pain strangely runs deeper than water into the core of earth
deeper than that triangle I call it bermuda escape once in never again will you see the light of day
ooo the pain of you in sight ooo the collapse of my joy 2 dream tonight slowly going bye
have I shared to much? I deemed it safe to give you trust no embarrassment just now feeling what is crushed
im crying without a tear to fall for anyone to see inside I am dying this second you can believe
o this is raw pain o man. - pause
sure I will be ok time default's me back anyway
I need a drink, no I need some sleep on a beach in paradise
my mind is running away full speed I wanted to getaway from this experience of
this has placed me in a rather tough position, finding words that penetrate even hearts protected or minds closed until further notice is the higher calling for us poets. when it happens for us it is an awakeing for sure. a relationship that has ended for me does not mean it is the end for the other. Looking from your eyes in these words knowing there is someone in need of comfort beckon's my call yet I must understand that the greatest source of strength is Who is really needed not me. so thank you for the reflection and the compassion of feeling human.
"keep pennin till the earth birth's your rightful seed then nurture it wit more ink..." ASIEM "Kuun fiyah Kuun" Quran (Be and it is) " A writer takes his pen to write the words again that all in love is fair" Stevie Wonder
>I was wanting your love >more than my greed to reach >20million and wanted 20more
>it all would soon break my heart >you're not feeling me >and my pain strangely runs >deeper than water into the core >of earth
>deeper than that triangle >I call it bermuda escape >once in >never again >will you see the light of day
>ooo the pain of you in sight >ooo the collapse of my joy 2 dream tonight >slowly going bye
The scenario exhibited ^here^ invokes painful remorse & disappointment.
It drains the soul of substance.
*Good Job*
A guitar string vibrating, a measure of my soul, a breech in the silence -- I've always felt like words come through me & I write them down... they have no master --- gsquared ♥
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after they pulled my brain ot my a nose i final began to think like god i must slaughter others to have his heart i will rip my enemies a part for the thorn of david has returned watch the sticks wit head doctors tricks skulls scatter the picture just sew your eye lids open to see the pricks that tryed to take me ass a ho now it's time to let it go on slot
don't call the cops or see me jimmie superfly from the top wit an iron gillitine smacking down queen lips kiss death and give rebirth to stillborn fetus i mean this when i find out the names there erased permenate from the gaames cali resources
8. "RE: here's another one for your bitch ass doing the jerry lewis shuffle" In response to Reply # 7
snitch collins listen to the mack go clack clack clack:
light house scum truck along faster a nigga name casper seeing him wit my belt rapped around his waste then have the nerve to wear it in my eyes pepper mace choking out a show down show gun taste depete'n crack lines from his face decrepit chimeny laced rabbit sling shot steams hitting his boys wit porno film fuck all them silent mallets if you want it come get it glass joe golden glove tko's saint hoes and titan elbows sending man made ufo's 2 looney tunes looping outer space right here on earth doing shit behind my back but never in my grace i'm here 2 save maggots but he's a faggot taking shit from the back just more waste toxic out classed cess pools inhail on dicks ain't kool don't call me dawg drool stitch threads fools misconception i been made military counter survellance connections on how to be an out kast wit being homeless in my only weapon nikes stepping on those that have and those that have not still my knots but you and yoh crew wont out last the clash of the titans you fight money in yoh pocket here come the crack gan agains to take all of it aloholic benge fall down in worship the sun or be hung on mal practice pet p's
caskle rock is falling! TE-TE The End - To Everybody
you are really good at articulating your feelings...and releasing the pain is the best medicine. I'm learning to do the same. Keep doing what you do. It's appreciated
14. "RE: Gouged Heart's" In response to Reply # 13
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maxium health comes with wheels sword returns to scabber heart feels rested no more blood spills no more soulsugar kills nothing but signatures on small steps side deals iron wills demons kneel before shields of kingship plus priest hoods pool mil.lions of troops wait in flanks to pull return queen jill on the throne seal faith
under the coconut moonlight tree hugging and ah kissing making ------
17. "RE: spiilins out so why don't you zip it" In response to Reply # 0
you've been kissing frogs again swimming in a pool of dirty sin finally gripping sheets of don't you under stand pull over no warwick hard on dick hic ups hicks hockey chicks too much jin got my penis racing 2 meat lip ton tea tree leaves blend our wants wit dead next to kin folks gangsta forks black stones throne armless man throwing hopeless letter of mr. dew liitle calling flocks to gray goose biggie's juice private stock private blocks parties wit out the hood corrupt cops stop bye to have a brew bringing a few new cuties wit bootiess to the cell finding a bonus in the male gutted this 21 year old female having thought of her ryyding rail smacking that tail busting shells on scrammbled eggs smearing murderous pussy on her legs but instead taking a note from joseph peg note book hobbles fred runs barney no longer purple pink and lavender
smell the aroma of homer barts father taught how a town down under was bought wit out a dollar smart caught in current currency exchange franks for yuro's keep those hoes using emo's i where on capt nimmo's sleave sit bee's judgement grope candy squeezing barbie's body i so fucking naughty by nature returns playing wit opp yeah you know me stroking you ego and my shit making it spit now be a bitch and lick your own or rather it be me now moles see colonge hanging on morning grass no ass more cash or gass fill my tank
18. "RE: you spiilin out so why don't you ziploc it" In response to Reply # 17
plagerism my baptism shivery? shake or burnt brain baked I cut your soul from sounding gold rocks big knots runnin from shots to make you hot like supernova light? right no more rocket choices made by xbox players flying unlicensed be forreal your returns are only fantastic thrills little son of freedum? go relax n chill or freeze over in hell a promise to never see a goodgirl spill leanback on the left feet to the right arms up high to the left to snaps in the center!
your paranoid it aint that critical.
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19. "RE: flow where's it at?-" In response to Reply # 18
what is written in lime stone? traveling along reality mid line frantic push and kicking down wire cell phone seen me speaking ebonics and told evil joan all about it what did the zip lock say goodgirls sway between joints and jokes drink or smoke i was that guy who laid down his coat of full metal jackets what i knew at u i spew and twisted concrete towers grew from a few comments here and over there brewed two of the most wanted copy rights me copy knots knight sir lance round table plots gone screeming rape hoes wait i peep jewels of deciet fake bill boards investigation of herbal movenment tongue in yoh throat now slamming you in spanish fly molts
24. "RE:ebb n flow where's it at?-" In response to Reply # 22
don't believe the hype with all my might pimp slapping under cover lights but fucking karma you call it a rebel's fight Drama R"evol"ution present clues love and hill street blues night black eye peas wander with gaurds of fright on handle bars of lost sight crumbling in my emesis of arch nemesis suck up to DOOM from a right hook bite comic books punch lines tight thighs cause sweaty god's palms trees burning VA's cornea reading psalms i be chilled on a bed of ice swimming in bombs radiation sniffing spliffs dark wing duck investigation who's paying for riding shot gun myspace invaders on the run wipping bullets from thier buns brows stumble down church al's while i fround of the fools recording conversations sending a lady like liberty to save a camp site nation of crooks? don't want you like you don't want me but can't let it be aunt mable said it a long time ago until i find myself inside you making your thoughts become renew thrift store shopping saving on old brands up to date fans turn back because your vocals is hard but how you got them is wack charge shaq and repo your shield i'm the ill that shock the waters causing barbaric slaughters of the franks infidels and christians pagan's and war lords missing
My job was done completed mission am I a poser' cause im for love followed by zombies blowing death' im the bad yes yes boom hit the deck' no free b's yes can I get another breath going old aztec medieval' Mona lisa verses to Ceasar no chance in night my sunbrite' dim lights them to bright
its cool babe'i got dro'd up life isn't right' never steppin back from Big Mike' cheatin time
hot like magical pipes' vamoose being gone never shy' look up here I arrived DOOM doom bass lines? I hear you'im DJ SCRATCH n sniff Rose parfum yur girls toilette don't cry' daring your crew of spies'slick ric dry ur eyes' all is love
all this waraide I drink it down like coolaide'keep rockin that smile raspberry sorbet flavor'
where's N.O.R.E???????
M.I.A. my magic wand' waving over heads thinkin your cover-ups not a game' go play ya piece
grab ya lil leg and adoring it.
jerk
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digging hands from under tape deck ship wreck from mouth of glare can I get another breath going old aztec medieval' spit mingle amongst the vipers beat toe's bettle's throwing auto civic hatches raw night clutches people's elbows matches hey barns gluts catching needles nose what was taken out of coke coke tickles freshly shave afro dug outs bender slanging signs gan naging pickles believe it or not ripley's midday stalker sickles purrrrring pussy trying to put it on me jingles three fingers pointing back halo's putting both hands on it cover up bald spot kango's throw back yokal on back death dangles brown suga deanglo whose the biggest ho open up black what he said i'm trying to get laid bimbo trying get paid red light specail it's a raid in a wooden dragon cage vampire drain old maids they the easy is cleaning beer cans in piss up in the motel room i ain't a heaven white suit groom fuck comfortable cotton panties give me the thong boom shaking what yo mama gave yeah shaking what yo mama gave yeah south side danger can't hit on my cell phone pager looking for up grade from thus bush administration banners of lone star contusion chanting vengence spilling it
know you wish this wasn't an open in vent ations? what you got sounds old make that shit exploid shake that bad real dreams and come
IM FRESH NOT OLD SKOOL DRESSED BUT SHOW SOME CLKlass Casius Clay you to the canvas
KO eye jammie givin thanks 2 mi mammy don't slam meat clean your ram pete er pan fly or jam mediocre spam piles on demand' thin vs. flab bones vs. van dam
kick it or scram you can't hit it so bam!
hehehe haha
mpeg my empty scene called U & Me
relax Mr.Caine I got your lame.
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okay i'll give you a shot of penicillin to jump start the healing for years of you misleading wolf packs turn to sheeps slaughing what i learn from the lord putting the sword back into scabber odd fellow kissing infected screens to bring satifaction to what you dream don't scream just hug my nuts
29. "RE: Gouged Heart's thank you for such a perfect image" In response to Reply # 0 Thu Jul-03-08 08:26 PM by ASIEM
placed under obsessions risk masked in the image of trust you define yourself through this experience and call it love compulsions need to feed for more on the feeling once found at the floor the bottom of what what used to be a perfect relationship nobody asked questions like don't ask don't tell setup from the beginning just to last the moment this aint the way either of us wanted our lives to be but now that a break between the lines held long enough for me to find my way from this fantasy made real you call on guilt for an appeal shame on me once again to steal your heart and lose a freind the wicked web that has been spun causing so much pain can it be undone? No today I say to you imagine that... now that's real Love caused by truth
obsessed with an idea personified in a man now what shall you do? call the mutha fucka till he give in just to start the same viscious cycle over and over till death do u part...i'm sorry you tatooed my name on your lower back to prove how much you loved me i don't see it like that...i see an incessant desire to stop at nothing to get what you want then throw it away all over again...hell no not me
"keep pennin till the earth birth's your rightful seed then nurture it wit more ink..." ASIEM "Kuun fiyah Kuun" Quran (Be and it is) " A writer takes his pen to write the words again that all in love is fair" Stevie Wonder
32. "RE: Gouged Heart's thank you for such a perfect image" In response to Reply # 29
sounds mushy that's why don't need n0body but me and no not a husky but what's better then the spit is a pit in the pit don't get bit words are diseased lead others to steal concept of conception to leave the creator anger shakingthunder bolts from his ass.
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