I have cocktails with death sip juices with hell
Introduce marijuana with cash, prostitutes and jail
Talk to my immune system tell him to fix up my health
Tell poverty i don't like him no more my best friend is wealth
My self and virtues are deceased my vices have flourished
I divorced my fear so im allowed to marry courage
My self duels death and has beef with vanity
As my brain walked out on me and took away my sanity
Like a moment of clarity anger returns from its sentence
Plots to overthrow tranquil in a swift act of vengeance
My jealousy is senseless killin my faculty of reason
And it remains defenceless as it carries out his treason
I say something but my eyes say something else
I verbalise lies but my lips quiver truth against my self
My deeds are drilling holes in this wall of sin i built
But my heart testifies against me and speaks of my guilt
I had a conversation with pride as he rose to speak
He told me im great and called humility a freak
I asked lust a question i said why are you so horny
He sighly replied because celebacy kinda bores me
I looked at the cuts on my wrist from the sword of time
The pain of the slashes was worse than the bullet of a nine
Time told me words of truth told me the secrets of ten men
Told me i'm my greatest enemy and my best friend
Contentment reaches a dead end and its offspring or seed
Feeds the always hungry appetite of greed
My skins tarnished by slavery that my heart pumps bravoury
Wrath injects itself slowly till my tastes turn savoury
My confidence commits suicide and takes trust with it
My humour is assasinated and leaves a empty hole in my spirit
Hope was lucky to be handicapped but faith rows on
My soul finally decides enough and says so long