The earth is a red line
hot and seamless
that tears the sternum in the center
of my soul
ripping
past
with furious force
leaving behind
unravelled memories of my self
my unself
my selfishness
that haunts me
like my holes


within the quiet meditation of Your presence
I am revealed
the scared sad girl that I am
the bold strong woman that I am
The two of them
twins in one soul
fighting a battle
neither started
nor finished
but one must win

It isn't personal, but that is the intimate thing about this battle

To love him
any him
I must love
You
all of you
I must forgive me
each of me
and pray
that in the process
I am
able
to stand.

In the end
I am the great house divided
a grand garment unmade
angelic ashes in the heavenly hand
of a potter
who has the eyes
to see with faith
what my
vision
cannot
comprehend

http://worthwatering.blogspot.com
Can it be I stayed away too long?/
Did I leave your mind when I was gone?/
It's not my thing trying to get back/
But this time let me tell you where I'm at-- Jackson Five

love this:

>I am revealed
>the scared sad girl that I am
>the bold strong woman that I am
>The two of them
>twins in one soul
>fighting a battle
>neither started
>nor finished
>but one must win

>
>To love him
>any him
>I must love
>You
>all of you
>I must forgive me
>each of me
>and pray
>that in the process
>I am
>able
>to stand.
>

beautiful and refreshing







shouldn't say it all or it will be taken
stolen by the Devil
God's my only vacation


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:::Tightly:::


*Felt It From The Heart*

A guitar string vibrating, a measure of my soul, a breech in the silence --
I've always felt like words come through me & I write them down... they have no master --- gsquared ♥

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the measure of a woman who in finding herself and looking for (him) to appear she waits for her own transformation before choosing?
feel dat

"keep pennin till the earth birth's your rightful seed then nurture it wit more ink..."
ASIEM
"Kuun fiyah Kuun" Quran
(Be and it is)
" A writer takes his pen to write the words again that all in love is fair" Stevie Wonder

I am revealed
the scared sad girl that I am
the bold strong woman that I am
The two of them
twins in one soul
fighting a battle
neither started
nor finished
but one must win

---------------------(face looking at the screen smiling)


miss k

if you didn't define yourself for yourself you'd be crunched into other peoples fantasies of you an eaten alive.

audre lorde

http://worthwatering.blogspot.com
Can it be I stayed away too long?/
Did I leave your mind when I was gone?/
It's not my thing trying to get back/
But this time let me tell you where I'm at-- Jackson Five