i'm heartless when my fear of being fearless pins me against my fear of being afraid to be loved by u i'm happy when acceptance is who u are and not who im not
to u
im u
heart breath life experience interchanged in the breath that precedes you: i love
u
because as many times as i remember my failures i remember my success in u
every moment of doubt has been a moment of chance to re-invent belief and channel truth to re-create love and see myself through u
because
a fear of being loved is only a 'goodenough' memory that i said "i won't let go" so for the record
i forgive u not you but who u remind me that i'm not and who i choose to remember that i am
happy
~breathe~
MUSE
accept.
thnku
... .. .
Speak and it shall manifest Breathe and it shall live Love and it shall triumph Give and it shall never be lost... ever... - MarcArthur St. Juste
"not one voice unheard" - VOICES NYC (Brooklyn, NY)
Tiny seeds of happiness planted all ^UP^ in this flow!
Seeds of affection ... Forgiveness ... compromise ... LOVE!
*Grow*
Nice 2 C your name gracing the page once again! -- *Yuuuup*
A guitar string vibrating, a measure of my soul, a breech in the silence -- I've always felt like words come through me & I write them down... they have no master --- gsquared ♥
http://worthwatering.blogspot.com Can it be I stayed away too long?/ Did I leave your mind when I was gone?/ It's not my thing trying to get back/ But this time let me tell you where I'm at-- Jackson Five
7. "RE: _______happy_________" In response to Reply # 0
Sounds like some good psycho-analyzing, life theorizing, self-therapeutic, contemplative poetry. haha.
I can relate on some level, but either way the word play is pretty. Sounds like you've found insight, but true joy and peace that surpasses all understanding is around the corner of this one.