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never wanted this life the dip and the dive the jive the unmentionable sadness of the late nite when what you want most is out of reach and out of line who's lines? many, but a nigga has tapped in many times to that other self that allows me to wild all the way the fuck out guzzle beer like evian, smoke my buddha with the fervent swagger of my grandfather he carried a pipe since my eyes saw him he was quiet, yet strong defiantly set in his ways, but yet a listener that shit is me all day son I am my father's son and my grandfather's legacy to me people hate what they can't put their thumb on I am a thumb tack my nigga I hate being boxed and I won't be ignored so catch that (22) ways I am an enigma to myself on a bad day and imagine your frustration trying to holla at the man you knew when men and him barely see each other.
my inner hustle tells me: "persevere" My oustide man says it's way too much for me son...
I've been in and out of this bodice for 10 years, 10 long years with my vocality as my release and my handsome exterior my protection, for some odd reason it's hard to totally crush the feelings of a good looking dude...I know this for fact, cause I would push normally mild mammered individuals into my adventure deemed psychosis and they would all topple and fall like I thought...even though they said they would never...and that no matter what....
i listen to both dudes...but honestly two grown folks can't control the same body, LORD!, help be on the way, before I crack and more than 2 of my inconsistencies be on display for the world-at-large.
Nathaniel's music is here : http://angelfire.com/droid/n_thomas
Nathaniel's Inspirations (include): Jesus, kim burrell, bilal, d. hathaway, h. walker, s. combs, langston hughes, shawn mclemore, anaysha and timiney figeuroa...
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