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That was a rough read. And not the type of read that makes you want to 'try' to give him a shot, but eff it...I listen to cats rap in my spare time. I'll get to him. I already bought it.
>http://www.billboard.com/articles/columns/the-juice/6516931/wale-drugs-depression-the-album-about-nothing-interview > >On paper, you'd expect Wale to be a happy guy. His last album, >2013's The Gifted, topped the Billboard 200, and 2011's >Ambition (his first on Rick Ross' Maybach Music Group imprint >under Atlantic after an album on Interscope) hit No. 2. His >new album, The Album About Nothing, in stores Tuesday, March >31, is inspired by Seinfeld and features Jerry himself. "We'll >crack on each other," Wale, 30, says of his relationship with >the comedian. "He'll be like, "Oh, you watch wrestling? >Really?' And then he'll talk about the little dumb shit that >he does, like, 'I spent the day watching a documentary on >making boots.' And I'm like, 'Bro, really?'" But behind the >good times, the D.C. rapper says he's got issues, and they're >just under the surface on the deceptively titled The Album >About Nothing -- drug and alcohol use, a miscarriage and what >he sees as a lack of respect. > >What are you talking about on this album that hits closest to >home when it comes to your life? >The music industry. You can say I'm sensitive, but music is >why I live. Other people have kids or a strong woman in their >lives; all I have is my music. I constantly work my ass off >and I'm not in these magazines -- all I can go by is the >people and what they say. People ask, "Why do you check >social-media comments?" But what else do I have, bro? I don't >get no major articles. Nobody talks about Wale like that. So >what do you do when you're busting your ass and taking pills >to stay up and be able to provide the right energy, and you're >not seeing the proper response? > >What kind of pills? >My confidence was shot, so I'd be taking whatever to keep me >in a good mood, to get me in the right mood for an interview. >I'm not going into the details as to what I was taking, but >there's definitely something for that. Just like there's a >fuckin' app for everything, there's a damn pill for >everything. Or something you can pour in your glass. I was >depressed not being where I wanna be in my career when I've >put the work in. I wasn't sleeping. I was drinking all day and >I didn't have anyone to go to. I couldn't fight it. Those are >some of the demons I talk about on the album. > >On "The Matrimony," you rap about going through a >miscarriage... >The girl I was with, we tried for a long time to have a child. >And when she finally did , she miscarried at 10 or 11 weeks. I >was visualizing my child's face. We gave it a name and >everything. All of that went away. And a couple of months >before that, one of my closest friends died in a car accident, >a cousin that was there for me through blood, sweat and tears. >So I go through all that and I go online and some white kid is >saying, "You dumb ni---r, you'll never be as good as J. Cole." >You put all that together… > >That's a lot at once. >All these rappers, they do songs about their mothers. I'm >Nigerian -- my mother didn't encourage me to do this. Even >when Attention Deficit came out and I had kind of made it, >most parents would have been like, "My baby did it!" but I >don't have that. My mom didn't come to my games. I posted a >football picture on Instagram the other day. That was my >fuckin' rec' coach on my senior night. My mom didn't come to >that. I can't even explain to my mom what my job entails. She >just knows that all of her bills are going to be paid. I >didn't have one-on-ones with my mom or dad. I was in juvenile >facilities a lot. My point is that I grew up with the outside >world meaning the most to me. This is in hindsight -- I'm >trying to figure out why I'm this way. I rely on the people's >opinions, because I don't have much outside of that. I'm >already on the side of Meek and Ross trying to squeeze in the >picture. And I'm trying to keep a smile on my face. Imagine >how you'd feel if someone who put in less work than you blew >up? People say, "You're such a bitch online." That's all I >have -- my opportunity to connect with you. I didn't want to >be the guy that everyone was like, "He's got such a bad >attitude." But I've been through shit. > >What else have you been through? >Getting dropped from a label is only fun to people who can't >feel it. Everybody was laughing at Trinidad James when he got >dropped. Damn, what if you just lost your job today? What if >your friend got shot at and crashed his car and wasn't picking >up the phone? I was in tears when Ross got shot at . He >doesn't even know that. I was scared. I was thinking the >worst. He wasn't picking up the phone. But I was seeing all >these people laugh at him on social media. That's my friend! >Someone said , "I wish it had been you" when A$AP Yams died. >What did I do to you? Is a retweet or laugh that important to >you? I'm sensitive, okay? God gave me the ability to feel >twice as much so I can write, twice as much maybe. > >What did you get from your time from hanging with Kanye West >in Paris a few weeks ago? >How organized his shit is. He's very organized and people >listen. He has a staff that will listen to him. I have a staff >whose mind tends to wander or they'll act like I'm working for >them. Even when Kim is in there, things are centered around >the breadwinner and creator. And he has the same thing as me, >where he tries to make sure he's not offending anybody. That's >something I recognized. He'll say something and then follow it >up with, "You know, I wasn't trying to…" And the person will >say, "It's all good!' I'm like that too. I want to make sure I >don't offend anyone. In this industry, you can be so offensive >to somebody and not even know it, like, "Bruh, I could've >sworn that I kissed every baby in here." > >Your last album hit No. 1. Do you think this album will get >you the respect you want? >I gave this my all. I'm not trying to whine about being >critically acclaimed or getting in the door, but it breaks my >heart. Everyone says, "Be patient. It'll happen." But all >signs are showing, "No, it won't happen." I'm okay with people >not liking my music but provide an intelligent reason for why >you like or don't like something or you're a hater or a >dick-rider. This is my fourth album. I want some respect. I >want to go to a party and not have Katy Perry tell her >security to move me out of the fuckin' way. We do the same >thing. I know there's no union in the music industry, but have >some respect. I want people to be like, "Your album's just as >good as Kendrick 's or Esperanza Spalding or Beck." I work >just as hard as them.
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