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@geahuwine

I confess.

There are some singers that desperately want to do caucasian intonations about Black subjects and it is AWFUL. It’s like the opposite of white rappers trying to make history rap sound mainstream. Whatever the opposite of that, this is.
I will always have a soft spot for Black country, but this shit isn’t good


https://jettholden.bandcamp.com/releases


I'll believe that my life matters to you
When I'm more than taxidermy for your Facebook wall
They say the best songs are three chords and the truth
Until that truth requires you to heed the call

I'm not a martyr
I'm not a headline for your morning news report
Or a political debate you can retort
I'm a man who had some dreams that got cut short
A casualty among far too many to sort
But they'll argue I deserved it in the courts
And the mission will get tough, so you'll abort
And leave me a mangled mess that they'll distort
Until I'm nothing more,
Than taxidermy on your Facebook wall
Taxidermy on your Facebook wall

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“There is no fate that cannot be surmounted by scorn.” -Albert Camus

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jRdkrDk0BQ0

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i will not let finite disappointment undermine infinite hope
- Cory Booker

Football is a simple game; 22 men chase a ball for 90 minutes, and at the end the Germans always win
- Gary Lineker

i considered joining but eh too many reasons to say no. maybe once covid is actually gone.

no idea what i would take, im typically the drinks/chips/cookies dude.

i got some cold/sinus infection/allergies this weekend. keeping that mask on for this week. the numbers here are low except for a couple days were they spiked. last week has been about 40 cases per day. im thinking im might consider not wearing it next week but overall im not in a hurry to take it off. its mostly in the mornings when im walking into the office with my glasses all fogged up that i kind of wish i wasnt wearing it lol

and drinking less and trying to be healthier over all. I could totally eat some french toast at 10:30 tonight though! I used to do stuff like that in my 20's. Can't now though.

Hearing that Traci Braxton passed really made me sad! I wanted to binge watch Braxton Family Values this past weekend but it wasn't available on any of my streaming services. I ended up watching a full day's worth of clips on YouTube.

COVID ain't going nowhere and neither is my mask.

My boss is on some real bullshit. It is overwhelming.

I am planning my mom's 70th birthday celebration this summer. Working on that helps me not think about work after work.

I wish I was a better painter. I paint for relaxation. I find stuff online and paint it myself, but sometimes I want to have an idea or an emotion and put it on paper.

♥ Inescapably Me ♥

"Love is never any better than the lover" Toni Morrison (The Bluest Eye)

but but then hearing how the relationship didn’t last or went south and now the mother has to share custody with a dude who isn’t the biological father is weird af to me.

Don’t get me wrong, if its been years and years I get it but what if you broke up a year after adopting the kid and the break up was ugly?

This happened to a coworker and shit is mad ugly right now. Doesn’t feel safe but still has to give her bio daughter to this dude?

Also makes me wonder about my Sister in Law. I can see her pressing the mew dude ti adopt these kids since she already forces them to call him Daddy even tho their Bio Dad still lives in the same city.

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TBH the fact that you're even a mod here fits squarely within Jag's narrative of OK-sanctioned aggression, bullying, and toxicity. *shrug*

>but but then hearing how the relationship didn’t last or
>went south and now the mother has to share custody with a dude
>who isn’t the biological father is weird af to me.
>
>Don’t get me wrong, if its been years and years I get it but
>what if you broke up a year after adopting the kid and the
>break up was ugly?
>
>This happened to a coworker and shit is mad ugly right now.
>Doesn’t feel safe but still has to give her bio daughter to
>this dude?
>
>Also makes me wonder about my Sister in Law. I can see her
>pressing the mew dude ti adopt these kids since she already
>forces them to call him Daddy even tho their Bio Dad still
>lives in the same city.

a few weeks ago i heard the vic mensa ep and i realized im confusing them

i dont know if i like either

or if im mixing them up again.

to be clear, i dont really know what either looks like but the names makes them merge in my head lol

one of the best albums by anybody in years imo.. i'm not feeling his stuff since then all that much but that album is close to being an all time fav.

While it has advanced my career, I'm slowly drowning.

https://digife.com

One of the problems is just in my head.

I told my boss I just want to design shit.. content writing isn’t my thing.

so now I just design shit.. and they hired a technical writer.

and I got in my feels seeing some of the responsibilities I had go to her. Brought up imposter syndrome

but now I’m getting back my creative juices and shaking off that doubt.

Going to the coast this weekend to get some much needed beach time.

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TBH the fact that you're even a mod here fits squarely within Jag's narrative of OK-sanctioned aggression, bullying, and toxicity. *shrug*

She said that shit like she was the character at the end of the movie

ITS FINE.. they aren’t blood related. I thought it was hot!

guess we now know why its so popular. They into that shit. I didn’t have the balls to tell her the real reason I asked was because of the popularity of step sis or step mom in porn titles

she nasty

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TBH the fact that you're even a mod here fits squarely within Jag's narrative of OK-sanctioned aggression, bullying, and toxicity. *shrug*