when i was younger, i used to treat gay male porn like a solar eclipse.

if you stare (or even get a glimpse), you will go blind. or worse, end up with an erection.

this has been how i traversed porn sites since my first computer.

the other day, i soon realized i didn't filter my search results to only include heterosexual shit.

and of course you can't -really- tell what's going on in series of small thumbnails.

so i'm clicking around and ... boom.

two niggas going at it.

i mean the shit was bananas, literally.

one nigga was getting fucked, legs in the air and yanking his dick like there was no tomorrow.

now, the younger me would've immediately hurled the laptop against the wall, like - nooooo!

but the older me thought 'i can't be this affected by consensual sex between adults being recorded ... why do i have to be a afraid?'

so as sort of a 'dare' to myself, i clicked some more, and let me tell you - gay male sex is a whoooole nother world.

a world that i respect, and give space to. but a world that seems very, very deviant. is that okay to admit?

and after seeing another scene where niggas are yanking and banging each other even more harder and violently - i'd decided that i've seen enough.

and so im curious, have you ever actually witnessed gay male sex?

what do you think about it?

is porn even a good representation of gay male sex?

we could probably admit that 'real' sex doesn't look like porn sex, but i know damn well i get my moves from the porn scenes. doesn't everybody?

>when i was younger, i used to treat gay male porn like a
>solar eclipse.
>
>if you stare (or even get a glimpse), you will go blind. or
>worse, end up with an erection.
>
>this has been how i traversed porn sites since my first
>computer.
>
>the other day, i soon realized i didn't filter my search
>results to only include heterosexual shit.
>
>and of course you can't -really- tell what's going on in
>series of small thumbnails.
>
>so i'm clicking around and ... boom.
>
>two niggas going at it.
>
>i mean the shit was banana, literally.
>
>one nigga was getting fucked, legs in the air and yanking his
>dick like there was no tomorrow.
>
>now, the younger me would've immediately hurled the laptop
>against the wall, like - nooooo!
>
>but the older me thought 'i can't be this affected by
>consensual sex between adults being recorded ... why do i have
>to be a afraid?'
>
>so as sort of a 'dare' to myself, i clicked some more, and let
>me tell you - gay male sex is a whoooole nother world.
>
>a world that i respect, and give space to. but a world that
>seems very, very deviant. is that okay to admit?
>
>and after seeing another scene where niggas are yanking and
>banging each other even more harder and violently - i'd
>decided that i've seen enough.
>
>and so im curious, have you ever actually witness gay male
>sex?
>
>what do you think about it?
>
>is porn even a good representation of gay male sex?
>
>we could probably admit that 'real' sex doesn't look like porn
>sex, but i know damn well i get my moves from the porn scenes.
>doesn't everybody?
>

>>when i was younger, i used to treat gay male porn like a
>>solar eclipse.
>>
>>if you stare (or even get a glimpse), you will go blind. or
>>worse, end up with an erection.
>>
>>this has been how i traversed porn sites since my first
>>computer.
>>
>>the other day, i soon realized i didn't filter my search
>>results to only include heterosexual shit.
>>
>>and of course you can't -really- tell what's going on in
>>series of small thumbnails.
>>
>>so i'm clicking around and ... boom.
>>
>>two niggas going at it.
>>
>>i mean the shit was banana, literally.
>>
>>one nigga was getting fucked, legs in the air and yanking
>his
>>dick like there was no tomorrow.
>>
>>now, the younger me would've immediately hurled the laptop
>>against the wall, like - nooooo!
>>
>>but the older me thought 'i can't be this affected by
>>consensual sex between adults being recorded ... why do i
>have
>>to be a afraid?'
>>
>>so as sort of a 'dare' to myself, i clicked some more, and
>let
>>me tell you - gay male sex is a whoooole nother world.
>>
>>a world that i respect, and give space to. but a world that
>>seems very, very deviant. is that okay to admit?
>>
>>and after seeing another scene where niggas are yanking and
>>banging each other even more harder and violently - i'd
>>decided that i've seen enough.
>>
>>and so im curious, have you ever actually witness gay male
>>sex?
>>
>>what do you think about it?
>>
>>is porn even a good representation of gay male sex?
>>
>>we could probably admit that 'real' sex doesn't look like
>porn
>>sex, but i know damn well i get my moves from the porn
>scenes.
>>doesn't everybody?
>>
>

>>>when i was younger, i used to treat gay male porn like a
>>>solar eclipse.
>>>
>>>if you stare (or even get a glimpse), you will go blind. or
>>>worse, end up with an erection.
>>>
>>>this has been how i traversed porn sites since my first
>>>computer.
>>>
>>>the other day, i soon realized i didn't filter my search
>>>results to only include heterosexual shit.
>>>
>>>and of course you can't -really- tell what's going on in
>>>series of small thumbnails.
>>>
>>>so i'm clicking around and ... boom.
>>>
>>>two niggas going at it.
>>>
>>>i mean the shit was banana, literally.
>>>
>>>one nigga was getting fucked, legs in the air and yanking
>>his
>>>dick like there was no tomorrow.
>>>
>>>now, the younger me would've immediately hurled the laptop
>>>against the wall, like - nooooo!
>>>
>>>but the older me thought 'i can't be this affected by
>>>consensual sex between adults being recorded ... why do i
>>have
>>>to be a afraid?'
>>>
>>>so as sort of a 'dare' to myself, i clicked some more, and
>>let
>>>me tell you - gay male sex is a whoooole nother world.
>>>
>>>a world that i respect, and give space to. but a world that
>>>seems very, very deviant. is that okay to admit?
>>>
>>>and after seeing another scene where niggas are yanking and
>>>banging each other even more harder and violently - i'd
>>>decided that i've seen enough.
>>>
>>>and so im curious, have you ever actually witness gay male
>>>sex?
>>>
>>>what do you think about it?
>>>
>>>is porn even a good representation of gay male sex?
>>>
>>>we could probably admit that 'real' sex doesn't look like
>>porn
>>>sex, but i know damn well i get my moves from the porn
>>scenes.
>>>doesn't everybody?
>>>
>>
>

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but im kinda glad i 'looked fear in the face'.

>but im kinda glad i 'looked fear in the face'.

:pause:

>

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when i was somewhere around 10 or 12 I used to always kick with my best friend who lived up the street

this friend lived with his uncle because his moms was on dope

well, we used to find his uncle's porn stash and watch VHS tapes just sitting there watching them shits, his uncle also had a crazy collection of porn comics the likes of which I have never seen again in this lifetime.

so, after months and months of sneaking a tape from the stash, watching a few minutes and giggling about shit we saw something that immediately put a dead stop in our habit of looking at his uncle porn collection

so, keep in mind the stuff we were looking at was hardcore 80s porn. there was a loose plot. pizza man or plumber would come to the door, talk for a bit and get to fucking.

one day we pop a tape in and its just like every 80s porn movie, its two dudes just talking and talking....we thought nothing of it because by that point we had seen a few vanessa del rio (heyo!) gangbangs go down so maybe this time it was a gangbang that was about to start as soon as a woman would enter the scene

but no woman entered the scene

before we know it the dudes start going at it.



now, imagine, two ten year old kids who up to that point had only seen hetero porn and only vaguely knew of what alternative sex acts existed in the world.



our gigigling stopped and we got really quiet



and then we lost our shit

"what the hell! stop! what.......oh my god! we should'nt be watching uncles tapes man!"

man, we rewound that shit so quickly and went outside to quietly ponder life for the next few hours after that.



we never went into his uncles porn stash again.




edit: shit this just brought up a memory, remember how BIG the boxes were for porn VHS tapes?

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but for real, aint nothing sexy about gay male porn. nothing at all.

Dang that brought back memories...(not of no Gay Sex mess)

I remember finding them Vanessa Del Rio tapes and you had to remember where exactly to rewind it otherwise my uncle would know i was watching his tapes...

You take the blue pill, the story ends. You wake up in your bed and believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill, you stay in Wonderland, and I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes.

fuck you gonna do? confront some kids about watching your stash?

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mainly because it seems like the top goes harder with a man than he does with a woman. the top just looks more masculine and TURNT than in a typical hetero sex scene (unless its hardcore, which can easily look demeaning to the woman).

i can understand why you say its deviant, but i think thats due to it not being your normal. imo, anything besides penis in vagina is just as deviant.

whats your opinion on lesbian porn?

i like lesbian porn better than male-female porn. its the converse of male-male porn...the women arent beasts with each other so they just look more comfortable and it tends to look more genuine than male-female porn.

each other.

they yanking and tugging and grunting.

and you're right, it only seems deviant because im used to some sort of female element during sex.

i got no problems with lesbian porn. though, it can get a bit boring.

two women scissoring each other is, and will always be, hot as shit.

not because theres no female element.

if you think gay male sex is more deviant than lesbian sex, theres something wrong with that picture.

if you think anal sex, oral sex, and threesomes are less deviant just because of the sexes of the people involved, theres something wrong with that picture too.

admittedly, i'm not into anal. i've don'e it, but vaginas are much more comfortable.

oral sex is the shit, but we put that into the foreplay category.

and still. seeing two dudes go at it was unreal.

they weren't even kind to each other.

>they weren't even kind to each other.

*TEARS* STOP!

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but it literally means something that strays from your normal interests

I'll give some indie rock a chance, but Im pretty set in my ways on gay porn being far outside of my curiosity

which is why it's some bullshit to use it in this context. but i already know how DZ is so there's no shock here. he is smart enough to know that he could use other words but is choosing that one b/c that's what he means to communicate - that he considers sex between 2 men to be unacceptable by society's standard. and by choosing the word he's saying it's also unacceptable by HIS OWN standard. b/c if that's not what he meant then he could say something else.

http://www.thefreedictionary.com/deviant

de·vi·ant
(dē′vē-ənt)
adj.
Differing from a norm or from the accepted standards of a society.
n.
One that differs from a norm, especially a person whose behavior and attitudes differ from accepted social standards.

de′vi·ance, de′vi·an·cy n.
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deviant
(ˈdiːvɪənt)
adj
1. (Sociology) deviating, as from what is considered acceptable behaviour
n
2. (Sociology) a person whose behaviour, esp sexual behaviour, deviates from what is considered to be acceptable
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de•vi•ant
(ˈdi vi ənt)

adj.
1. deviating or departing from the norm; characterized by deviation.
n.
2. a person or thing that deviates or departs markedly from the accepted norm.

fuck you.

but Im sure this was multi-tiered trolling on his part (straight guys, respond to how "open minded" I am/gay people your lives are like National Geographic to me, please respond)

fuck you.

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the first time i saw some for real i was w/a group of women - mostly lesbians - and i kept having to leave the room b/c i was so turned on by what we were watching. i was 18 yrs old at the time. LOL

fuck you.

my gay friends.

*shrug* no biggie

now go runtelldat, ho.

upon some male on male...i pretty much click on the next link that i was actually looking for and KIM

"you're a bigot" - FireBrand

M on M? ill pass

or even suggest that we should be interested enough to find out our actual threshold for the gay

it's not about searching for your gay threshold.

it's really about not acting like a child in the face of something that you *think* is repulsive, without real confirmation.

at one (early?) point in someone's life, stumbling upon gay porn is devastating.

but should it always be the case?

how old/mature do you have to be in order to stumble upon it, and act like it's 'no thing'. or is the repulsiveness a visceral reaction to most heteros, both old and young?

>it's really about not acting like a child in the face of
>something that you *think* is repulsive, without real
>confirmation.

I dont think about gay sex and never see it outside of fictional things like How To Get Away With Murder and Scandal. When I've stumbled across it, my brain just said "not what you're here for" and I didn't bother to keep watching.

So let's say I've seen maybe 20 seconds of gay porn if you combine all of my mistake clicks. Im not homophobic enough to act like it's the end of the world, nor am I bi-curious to where I'd watch a scene.


>how old/mature do you have to be in order to stumble upon it,
>and act like it's 'no thing'. or is the repulsiveness a
>visceral reaction to most heteros, both old and young?

I'll end my reply here because this feels awfully disingenuous with the whole post mentioning how it's unnatural to you

were you trying to embarrass me?

to me, that was childish.

we're here to type about our feelings and shit.

and it'd be nice to have a space where you're not always on some 'got him!'

>were you trying to embarrass me?
>
>to me, that was childish.
>
>we're here to type about our feelings and shit.
>
>and it'd be nice to have a space where you're not always on
>some 'got him!'

http://pornhub.com/atruhead

and im also wondering if there's an element of being repulsed by it, or is it just something that's generally watched with no change in disposition or demeanor.

when im watching regular tv these days there is alot of kissing between male actors playing gay roles...in that case i dont turn the channel, but it is still a somewhat shocking thing to see at times (to me of course)...although as time moves fwd it is obviously becoming more acceptable...maybe eventually there will be no reaction to it. any thoughts on that?

Just shave the beard now and you can cross your legs at the knee to your hearts content

this is an exercise in childhood fear and adult responses.

But even if someone was taking it like that it'd them not you

On topic I can say emphatically I have never seen any gay sex.

But do you dude


does it really matter?

wonder what bin's doing?
http://i.imgur.com/phECCMp.jpg

fuck you.

Some clubs used to be really wild in the 90's

Menjos (dont google at work)


I was startled then intrigued then I left because it wasnt my scene.


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I've grown to like gay scenes
I love identifying with the bottom, whenever I see one just taking that dick like a champ I be doing this while I watch like YAAASS BITCH YAAAAAAAAASSS: http://media.giphy.com/media/ADmPjlfvmWBz2/giphy.gif

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going forward i don't want to make the mistake of extending you the benefit of doubt when it comes to anti-gay shit. so i make sure your entry in the Database is up to date.

fuck you.

or a bigot.

wait, why am I even defending myself?

jokes is jokes.

lighten up for crying out loud.

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and there's history w/DZ and his bullshit and posts like this.

so laugh on. go ahead.

fuck you.

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