but I'm by myself and while that's not the crux of the issue, there's nothing really popping off today. At the very least it'd be great if I had an adventurous boo to get all hot and naked with and trip into another dimension but blah. I have two options:
~ make a tea with it, imbibe some, trip and laugh quietly to myself
or
~ take this shit out into nature and go hula hooping in Prospect Park
help?
or I could save it til the weekend and see if an adventurous boo becomes available.
"i wanna hug all u idiotic bastards & then set you all on fire" -Bin
1. "lol" In response to Reply # 0 Wed Mar-25-15 12:02 PM by T Reynolds
I did shrooms solo in central park my first or second time. I'm looking outside and it seems a nice enough day for that. Ate an eighth right at sunset so it was dark by the time I was feeling it. Had a great trip. Some great quiet moments, some laughter-filled.
I think Prospect Park may be nicer actually but you don't want any popo around you. Definitely rock the shades.
Maybe save it for this weekend but solo trips are more of a learning experience.
If I had the day off and some shrooms I would walk around Chinatown probably.
8. "It all depends how you choose to look at it." In response to Reply # 6
To us, rain may seem like gloom, but, it can also appear like life completely enveloping you. Every rain drop nourishes something that needs it. It can be gloomy or the most miraculous and beautiful experience you have ever had. Your perception is the door to experience.
7. "You will know what's best for you." In response to Reply # 0
I would not listen to anyone. Everyone's trip is unique unto themselves. Shrooms are a conversation between you and your soul/the universe. Think about where you would feel most comfortable to have this conversation.
For me, it was in a quite dark room with my eyes closed. Also, direct your experience and try to remember that life and death are illusions. Strip yourself of fear and you will become whole.
Happy trails. If this is your first time, perhaps a heroic dose is ill advised. I would start with a gram.
19. "Are y'all taking heroic doses" In response to Reply # 0
I've never had the happy fuzzy journey. Mine have been ego feather cosmic creation triple darkness things. I might be jealous I want to people watch and shit.
20. "I did a few times but its not necessary anymore" In response to Reply # 19
My best and most interesting trip was on about 4 to 5 grams, however, since that day, any little amount will send me spiraling into the rabbit hole.
My trips start like yours. Cosmic creation/dark places/scary thoughts, crazy visions, etc. However, if I surrender my fear and accept my physical mortality and come to terms with it, all the negative/dark stuff fades away completely and I have amazingly euphoric and positive experiences. When you start tripping, tell yourself and accept that you are okay to die, and the dark stuff fades away.
26. "I know what you mean" In response to Reply # 25
>Not one bit but I want happy fuzzy time elf journeys,
I don't fear them either. I just noticed that when I literally say:
"I am not afraid of death."
or.
"I am okay with this, but would like something different."
The darkness fades away and I get fun stuff.
> >I dont have to be in Kali,Yemaya mode all the time.
Totally.
Also, go outside and be in nature and the sun. Look at trees and speak to them in your mind. I literally had a fantastic exchange with a tomato bush and helped direct a bee out of my house, hahahaha. I swear to you it came right up to me and I heard a distinct voice that said: "Which way is outside?" and I just said, "Right this way, and I went over to the balcony door, opened it, and it flew outside." lol
I know that sounds inane, but on shrooms, I believe it is possible to establish a psychic connection to all living things.
35. "RE: did you do them by yourself or with friends? " In response to Reply # 27
First few times I had a sitter The heroic doses are designed for you to go by yourself. Its a learning experience. ***************************************** https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=de6VnExhelQ
28. "I took close to a quarter once" In response to Reply # 19 Thu Mar-26-15 10:37 AM by T Reynolds
still was walking around busy nyc streets at night. My boy whose birthday it was got a big bag from his brother as a gift. We stuck together but then just lost track of each other.
I was really on one I thought 9/11 had just happened and was going up to strangers like where yall going can I come with you lol.
kinda was bugging toward the end... like it was a slow build; at first it made everything seem like wonderland but then shit got overwhelming. luckily my roommate was like dog you're on shrooms chill and I was good.
33. "After having 2 separate experiences " In response to Reply # 19
I find that your trip is predicated on 1. your current mind state when the shrooms kick in. 2. where you are and who you're with.
I find that if you are in a happy place that it'll be a happy trip. Anything heavier with trigger your subconscious and may draw you into a negative dark space.
29. "Lol just the thought of having sex on shrooms terrifies me" In response to Reply # 0
I don't even know why...I just feel like one of us would kirk out or like his dick would start looking like a hot dog or something and I would bite it lol
32. "Haha, shroom hallucinations don't work like that" In response to Reply # 29
You don't see something as something else completely. You see things without your psychological/knowledge filters, so it can become very real and prominent. Seeing the human body on shrooms for the first time was UNREAL to me. It looked like a physical machine/vessel. You could completely separate the immaterial from the material. Seeing every facial muscle twitch/move as someone spoke was uncanny. Seeing my own hands was crazy, it was almost as if they were their very own beings. There is so much going on that we don't notice in others. Shrooms literally puts on super vision goggles and you are often left dumbfounded with humility and respect.
Sometimes patterns in walls can paint pictures for you. I remember coming down stairs and looking at our kitchen tiles, and it looked like fish swimming in a brook, was amazing. I then spent the next little while walking around looking at paintings and other things. However, nothing really compared in beauty to tree's and nature.
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