nada

@geahuwine

And there was a group of ratcheter chicks dancing not too far from us.
I don't usually go for women like them.
One of them was fine though.
And she had a bottom gold grill.
And that shit was so goddamn sexy.
I never knew.

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"You can't beat white people. You can only knock them out."

i had wanted to get one for years, but didn't for one reason or another. i couldn't think of a better way to celebrate something that i was proud of.

SXSW was cool until I had a meltdown/panic attack or whatever you want to call it. I didn't leave my room Saturday other than to get food. A combination of horrible weather, too many people being out there and other things, and I just spiraled.

Monday my supervisor said she put in an expedited request for me to go full time (I was eligible around the end of June) because Im kicking ass at work. It was approved yesterday. so more money, full benefits, bonuses, etc.

but then I may have broken my right pinky toe last night play fighting at home. it shouldnt still be hurting like this 12 hours later

cause it was WAY more ppl last year. U would've hated it, I thought
it was the worst year of SXSW ever.

http://i54.tinypic.com/2j51hj4.jpg

finally cycling down, still pissed I cracked my phone screen but whatever, live and learn. I finally got some clarity on a couple subjects perplexing me, still not the crux of my issues but closer to feeling like a truer me.

I have to make some recompense but what else is new between now and then...




"i wanna hug all u idiotic bastards & then set you all on fire" -Bin

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DROkayplayer: Giving you good puff since May '05

I don't know if I ever told you.

when we start giggin' I'd totally love for ya to come out...

I'm tryna play between electro rnb , blues, rock...


"i wanna hug all u idiotic bastards & then set you all on fire" -Bin

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DROkayplayer: Giving you good puff since May '05

Gotta take y dad to an appt. so I can't wait to see how it acts. especially since i have to drive through a certain town i don't like

that's Escort Live, and app for driving, you filthy mcnasties

"If you wanna help us, fine. Sit down with your kids and make 'em study at night...otherwise, shoot THIS mothaf*cka!" (c) Morgan Freeman,

>that's Escort Live, and app for driving, you filthy mcnasties

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http://instagram.com/hoodlogic

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Sometimes you have to look reality in the face and say 'No!'
-Ben (Reaper)

If you need any help, don't. Hesitate to ask.

with some folks. this one sheriff's office was using twitter and face book inappropriately and unprofessionally in my opinion.

one of the women i was disagreeing (u would have thought that a badge made a person into Jesus Christ, Himself) with was getting personal. i took the high road though, for a few reasons. but it was KILLING me. she had a face like ben grimm. as far a insults go....your average white woman can't hold a candle to your average black dude that grew up in gary, In like i did as far as joning. i would have eaten her alive. but instead...i chilled. cause i gotta be on my best behavior online for the next year or so.

"If you wanna help us, fine. Sit down with your kids and make 'em study at night...otherwise, shoot THIS mothaf*cka!" (c) Morgan Freeman,

How you gonna let another man have you by the balls? *pause*

He minus well be calling me Daddy.

....no seriously tho. I've gone from him threatening eviction, to court, to now him offering to let me stay rent free through April and pay me $2500 to move out.....not interested.

And ALL because he wanted to go to court over ONE month behind AND refused the money when I tried to pay him #howmuchadollarcost?

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i ain't paid my rent this month...but the landlord in the wrong. haha


"If you wanna help us, fine. Sit down with your kids and make 'em study at night...otherwise, shoot THIS mothaf*cka!" (c) Morgan Freeman,

just know that the landlord
was doing illegal stuff
which turned out to be in the wrong

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Daren, I'll never forget you
http://www.fayemurman.com/extras/magee/daren/

"If you wanna help us, fine. Sit down with your kids and make 'em study at night...otherwise, shoot THIS mothaf*cka!" (c) Morgan Freeman,

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=twS6MGUQP6U

I don't get how somebody could be so messy and of all people want to take somebody to court. I basically missed November cause my old boss (also my landlord's buddy) didn't pay me a settlement installment. The landlord decided to take this opportunity to take me to court and evict me even though by December I was trying to pay him. He refuses, tried to get me to move, and I almost did....til I figured out he was dirty and legally I didn't owe him sheeeeeeiiit.

Now if I go to court and present my case he might lose his entire building. I don't want that to happen, but I'm willing to leverage it for some free rent in the meantime.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=twS6MGUQP6U

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R.I.P. Soulgyal <3
SUPA NERD LLC.
Knowledge Meets Nature
Musica Negra
#13irteen

You are going for the Bush, the Tree, and the Birds.

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"And the Lord’s servant must not be quarrelsome but must be kind to everyone, able to teach, not resentful." ~ 2 Tim 2:4

now he's Angry Birds about it, haha.

God is great tho. It's been an awesome feeling knowing any prayers on this regard, ultimately, were already taken care of before I was even aware that they could manifest as a problem. The prayer was answered before I even knew to ask it, just had to push and wrestle with the process, and in the process of trying to do the right thing, I got it all to go my way. All the time, God is good.

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SUPA NERD LLC.
Knowledge Meets Nature
Musica Negra
#13irteen

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"And the Lord’s servant must not be quarrelsome but must be kind to everyone, able to teach, not resentful." ~ 2 Tim 2:4

I have never in all of my working life have ever been in a place so shady and cutthroat.

I truly feel like these folks are out to get me...

I am glad to know that I have a handful of co-workers who truly support me and have my back in this bullish that's going.


he's really making me excited about what's to come...I've always wanted him and it seems like he's always wanted me...even when we were in high school. he wants me to help raise his children, he wants to help me raise mine. he's saying all the right things...but I'm scared. I want to love him, maybe even have his baby...

"Holier than thou never sits well with me."(c)janey

"OKP spends way too much time looking for ways to be offended." ~legsdiamond


http://twitter.com/jeleighbean

I didn't even have to work hard to put my client's case in a position where he would have to move for dismissal bc he didn't have the evidence to convict her and he has not gotten over it. This happened 1.5 months ago. I had to remind him (??) that we are adversaries in court though we may be friendly while doing it - he should never assume I won't slit his throat to protect my clients' interest. He cannot let go of it. Oh well.

fuck you.

So... there's a very good chance that she lurks.
And she's very playery.
And she can be very unpleasant in her interactions.
Not that she's required to be, but she'd get a better response from people if she wasn't so...

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"You can't beat white people. You can only knock them out."

well maaaaybe a lil porn now & then, BUT THAT'S IT, DAMMIT!

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The ULTIMATE negation of everything.

The space between despair and orgasm is hard to fill ~ Maron

"If you wanna help us, fine. Sit down with your kids and make 'em study at night...otherwise, shoot THIS mothaf*cka!" (c) Morgan Freeman,

~Experience is the currency of the soul.

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"And the Lord’s servant must not be quarrelsome but must be kind to everyone, able to teach, not resentful." ~ 2 Tim 2:4

I will throw something up and come back to it after the edit and be like YUCK.

TYPOS everywhere!!!

>I will throw something up and come back to it after the edit
>and be like YUCK.
>
>TYPOS everywhere!!!

i dont know how i fell into this corner of neuroticism, but its not so bad actually.

its interesting to see what he likes, but its not like i didnt already know. he likes cool sneakers and darkskinned girls with big asses, lol. he also likes pics of babies/kids. a while back he liked a quote that said, "One day i'm going to marry a black woman and treat her like the goddess she is." i was like, nah, nigga, you cant be this perfect.

if we make it last, i'm going to tell him i did this and i bet he'll laugh.

n/m

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"You can't beat white people. You can only knock them out."

meme?

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good thing i'm within the editing window.

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"You can't beat white people. You can only knock them out."

im going to steal your idea & pass it off as my own. consider this me giving you credit for it before hand.

>n/m


"Seasons may come and your luck just may run out, and all that you'll have is some memories..."

and not in the way one WANTS to break their bed but in the "maybe i need to go back to anger management" way. Granted, I needed a new (and bigger) bed, but I didn't want to be forced to buy one. So I get a new bed and then I realized that I got the wrong color days later...I'm just sick at the whole thing and realize I need to get my life together.

I decided to take off a whole week from work to start this class at (university) but I haven't requested off yet because my one coworker was in an accident and is out, my other one quit and her last day is Good Friday. so basically i have to pick up the slack for two ppl who won't be here...i told my boss i can't do everything and run my own research studies properly. they said my study has to take a backseat for now...mind you, mine is an R01 study. I can't do that. even if i stopped recruiting, i can't stop follow ups for the 50 ppl in my study. we need new ppl but until then, work will be stressful.

to that point, i want a new job that allows me to travel some of the time.

i want to apply for a fulbright but the opportunities they have for public health ppl are limited for me. I found some good ones tho, but then i think "do i really want to be gone for 9 months?"

i get a weird thrill from contention, acrimony, arguing, fighting, etc.

which is GREAT for my line of work because thats literally all i do.

i wonder if that is a good or a bad thing.

a guy who owes us $$$ spent 15 min trying to flex...w/ zero leverage. like NONE. lol

i did some pre emptive CYA corporate jijuitsu just to ensure he had no leverage & now im looking forward to speaking with him again...just to really emphasize how utterly fucked he is.

LOL.


does it really matter?

wonder what bin's doing?
http://i.imgur.com/phECCMp.jpg

She is understanding, she is not confrontational. she is beautiful on the inside and fine on the outside.

This is the first relationship where I can say I have told this person absolutely everything. We are truly one together.

I had some doubts about her having a son. But I think those are done with. Little dude is 10 and has been raised very well. We get along and we have had many heart-to-hearts about his dreams and all he wants is for his mother to be happy...


It's a great feeling.

It is time to take the next step.

this makes me smile

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Daren, I'll never forget you
http://www.fayemurman.com/extras/magee/daren/

New job, first event and yea...

It's partially their fault because as I mentioned prior, they didn't tell me when they hired me that they wanted me to do corporate sales. I have/had no corporate contacts.

So I invited 60 people, and I only have 8 RSVPs. Lol I think I did okay but the goal was to have 10 to 15 people.

I did have someone from the Kellogg family RSVP so I think if she shows? That will be my saving grace. Lol

I'm so flustered by this damn job.

Somebody's lying...

@Atruelady Twitter/ @Sweetesttaboos Instagram

Somebody's lying...

@Atruelady Twitter/ @Sweetesttaboos Instagram

1. set it up on eventbrite as a free event. list any perks to lure folks too. like *refreshments served* or *vital materials to be distributed*

2. if you are in any linkedIn groups, post the event there too.

psst!

I didn't get any hits off of Linkedin though. I joined groups and everything.

I also posted my event in a few groups on Meetup.com. I got 1 RSVP from there.

Somebody's lying...

@Atruelady Twitter/ @Sweetesttaboos Instagram

We can roll DEEP up in there, and look well to do.

we could turn up your turn out.

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Musica Negra
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But I doubt it ;-(.

But hell if there are any Okps that do corporate events, PR, or even marketing for a LARGE company, inbox me!

Somebody's lying...

@Atruelady Twitter/ @Sweetesttaboos Instagram

people who are in the corporate event/pr/marketing field....not in time for this event obviously..but for the next one...if it's something i can use then i can probably make this one depending on the time.

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we understand you can easily come back and we're not impressed. how about getting a life first.� okpdan

I definitely hate waffle fries

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when I come around, they frown
then wanna dap me down
but when I leave?

does it really matter?

wonder what bin's doing?
http://i.imgur.com/phECCMp.jpg

and waffle fries suck.

fuck you.

like i'd poke a baby in the eye or steal and old ladies blood pressure meds for a day

I got a good life man

<--- Big Baller World Order

and there's a cfa right up the road and i never go.
only think about it on sundays and well...

"Seasons may come and your luck just may run out, and all that you'll have is some memories..."

n half n halfs

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Coolin...

it feels good to be coming together

but

i am growing impatient about it all

if i had a time machine i would.....well shit, Im not sure i would kick myself, things happened the way they did.

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https://soundcloud.com/swageyph/yph-die-with-me

can't look back. the past is insoluble. you are wasting time.

i'm in the same boat. sail ahead, don't look back.

~Experience is the currency of the soul.

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https://soundcloud.com/swageyph/yph-die-with-me

During the trip, I went to a client hosted party at Minute Maid park (is that Houstons ballpark) where they shut it down for us for the evening. We got to go on the field and take BP and everything.

The park was elegantly decorated, the food was fancy and plentiful, the bar was OPEN.

On my way out of the party, well lubricated (OPEN BAR), there was a string quartet, and one of those human statue dudes who was painted all gold and hitting poses to the string music.

As we exited, people in the party shouted instructions to the human statue guy. Stand on one leg! Vogue! Pretend to swim! He handles all their commands with mechanical precision.

As I approach his station, full of free single-malt, I have only one thing in mind. I approach the group surrounding the human statue and yell, "DO THE SOUTHSIDE!"

When I tell you buddy immediately broke a perfect Robot Southside, it was amazing! Made my entire night. I was cracking up, and nobody around me knew why.

I was thinking about this moment last night, and realized that I did NOT tip this brother for that moment. if I was in my right mind, that moment was worth at LEAST $10 to me.

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when I come around, they frown
then wanna dap me down
but when I leave?

>When I tell you buddy immediately broke a perfect Robot
>Southside, it was amazing!

"Seasons may come and your luck just may run out, and all that you'll have is some memories..."

Throwin up the deuce and givin n*ggas dap

http://youtu.be/3wuSQpiWtdU

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“There is no fate that cannot be surmounted by scorn.” -Albert Camus

You should have tipped my man for that one for sure...

You're such pests...now, what is it you want? In your depths of your ignorance, what is it you want? Well, whatever it is you want, I can't deliver because I just don't see it. - Orson Welles


Never Tired, Always Sleepy

My homeboy whom I did not know was okp-aware randomly asked me about how I know Tracy and just started talkjng about okp and how they/we run black Twitter

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when I come around, they frown
then wanna dap me down
but when I leave?

when he was on tv

luckily for me
trace lived in philly for a while
but i always used mr.mcfeely as my frame of reference
like "oh mom i met *insert* name through *insert mr.mcfeely's real name*"

BUT
since i planned the philly RE
and had to use my parent's sam's club card
and their picnic tables
i now just say
"remember that picnic i planned? well through there"

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Daren, I'll never forget you
http://www.fayemurman.com/extras/magee/daren/

i keep getting the same shit and clicking that opt out shit and it seems like i get mo!

I'm bout to call 911

@geahuwine

~Experience is the currency of the soul.

@geahuwine

What a habitual linestepper lol. He's gonna learn tho smh.

I stayed at a venue I didn't want to be at temporarily to get some
event ideas out and build my name up. After next month the mission is
complete, moving all my shit lol.

This year may have been my favorite SXSW for some reason *shrug*

I made all the contacts I wanted in like 4 hours lol.

My homie came up the hardest tho, he made some life enhancing not just
contacts but full on friendships with key ppl that fast.

I love Austin for real. I could live there.

http://i54.tinypic.com/2j51hj4.jpg

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IG: @fireysky

is amazing in bed. Not only that, he seems mad chill and cool. I think he's cute. So don't feel bad.

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IG: @fireysky

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IG: @fireysky

who knows what happens off camera, but anything on a Mona Scott show is fictional to me

I believe Darryl Strawberry is a grandfather, but not that his daughter left her kid to get smashed in her man's car in NY, never visit his apartment then let his homeboy smash in a woman's bathroom

he was at a Samantha Black fashion show and yes he does have mad women falling all over him.
and rumor is he nasty and hanging.

psst!

and i couldn't judge because he wasn't at attention...so...umm...you know y'all can google.

and all those women he has hanging off his nuts on the show are batshit crazy so he doesn't get points from me for that either.
He just another Crisco but he sleeps with model/stripper types instead of BBWs

here for dis.

like Stevie J seems corny but he is funny as shit....

but that dude ain't even funny to me but I can't hate on a lite dude winning...

but umm, besides the latina chick most of his women are a lil sloppy.

I cant even argue with either. Cause I'm just as trifiling
when it comes to the ladies. shrugs

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now go runtelldat, ho.

and he is not fine
at all
and he's a major dick or at least plays one on tv

So I can get some.

Because I do not see wtf all of you are talking about.

Really?? He looks like a ninja turtle.

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