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@geahuwine

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"Today is your day to have a better life -- it's your right."

I apologize for acting out of character. I let my playing around get the best of me and that should never happen.

I apologize Vex_id.



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"Today is your day to have a better life -- it's your right."

I probably won't. I'm not that gangster when it comes to the Feds.


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"Today is your day to have a better life -- it's your right."

Arent you clergy?

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>Arent you clergy?
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Yeah, but unless you are a full-time clergy member with an active 501c3, being ordained is not going to help.




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"Today is your day to have a better life -- it's your right."

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harder than I ever imagined it would be
I thought u said I do compromise here and there and live a happy life

no that's not the case... this shit is like the thesis of your life and it's always changing the parts are moving and feelings change...

the other thing I learned is it's worth it... I wouldn't trade this for anything...

I know i'll NEVER do it again but this is great...

I got a good life man

It takes all kinds to make up a world, son. -My pops

I just live for the comments -Da wiz

others were disagreeing with me yesterday (some people unmarried to boot)

but yeah, my wife even agrees that it isnt easy

it isnt impossible, it isnt depressing or miserable, ours isnt even toxic, but easy? not for us

naw i'm just messin with you. different strokes for different folks. marriage ain't one size fits all so while it isn't "work" to me doesn't mean i don't respect other's perspective.

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www.gangstamittens.com

You are not lying. People don't realize that you have to work sun up to sun down to make your marriage work. I read that after that initial time of love sickness wears off, you have to choose to keep loving your spouse. And that is totally true.

Marriage is work. And, people shouldn't believe things get easier just because you get married. It actually gets harder.

"We don't make mistakes, we just have happy little accidents" - Bob Ross

"I'm wearing a MSU Tshirt because I went to MSU, you are wearing a UM Tshirt because you went to Walmart!" -unknown.

http://bjsquirrelchronicles.blogspot.com

with being at home...and it's taking tooooooo long for them to fix my house.

I'm tired of folks intervening on my parenting...I'm sick of my people right now!


I sick of this dude thinking that he can continue to get what he wants....I was dumb, but I'm not dumb enough to continue being used. I know my sex is awesome, I know my head is amazeballs...but I can fck myself.

"Holier than thou never sits well with me."(c)janey

"OKP spends way too much time looking for ways to be offended." ~legsdiamond


http://twitter.com/jeleighbean

don't know how to let this dude know he'll never lock it down the way he wants but we'll cross that bridge when we get to it

I really have to clean my house before the morning is up because it's driving me bonanza jellybeans...

working on lyrics and guitar and it feels so right... it's def not easy but I feel more at peace

definitely gonna do that video submission for this scholarship so I'm gonna try and harness the power of everyone I know come Friday...

and I'm finally meeting non awkward white dudes and cool guys actually near my age, I didn't think this actually existed til now *shrug*

either way, cooking, baking, biking and the weather's looking up

*head nods*

i feel like this is one of the Blackest moments in history right now

just overt Blackness all over the news. since Trayvon really. its cool to see. hope to do what i can to keep it moving.

i talked up reparations among a group of older white hippies...the looks on faces...hilarious. but its #stillmoving

i dunno man. it'll be what it is


does it really matter?

wonder what bin's doing?
http://i.imgur.com/phECCMp.jpg

and we're pretty bummed.

truly.

now go runtelldat, ho.

Just keep the faith and know that there is a plan.


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"Today is your day to have a better life -- it's your right."

>Just keep the faith and know that there is a plan.

I've been there
*hugs*

here for dis.

Best of luck on yalls journey.
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It's plenty of money to be made
from Candler Road to Bankhead
It's plenty of room to get paid
for those that ain't scared

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IG: @fireysky

www.royallegacy.org

For Real (Official Video):
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hBRoCPO8esE

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I wanna go to where the martyrs went
the brown figures on the walls of my apart-a-ment...

Can't be myself, because doing so scares the shit out of everyone.

Fuck this shit... time to roll out.

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http://instagram.com/hoodlogic

I get irrationally angry about it....
I lightweight want to NOT do it just out of sheer spite....
It's like...Dude, I'm ON IT ALL DAY......
Guess folks gotta feel like they doing something....
It's hella annoying....
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You should feel good about the fact that you are already head of the game.


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"Today is your day to have a better life -- it's your right."

never get proper recognition....
only get somebody telling you to do what you've consistently done.

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"Today is your day to have a better life -- it's your right."

Eventually they won't even think about you or say anything.

~Experience is the currency of the soul.

been grindin too much...I need a break...and a few watered down drinks

-- I ain't changed my FB profile pic in a few years...I'll prolly toss a thirst trap up there ....then again...I hate FB

-- I look at NFL combine measures and try to measure myself up against em...the 40 I already know I ain't runnin nobody's 4.5...never did but as far as height/weight/hand size, etc....I think I'm a shorter TE or an ideal linebacker size...maybe FB

-- to hear me describe Game of Thrones to hood niggas is a funny thing if I do say so myself....I always say 'you just gotta watch it yo...I'm tellin u' ...

-- one of my biggest fears/worries is that I haven't taught my son enough...or I may overload him with info...

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Coolin...

mauled by a pack of rabid dogs, especially the lil skank at the end doing the stomping.

I hate this world sometimes.

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The ULTIMATE negation of everything.

The space between despair and orgasm is hard to fill ~ Maron

turns out, i'll probably be able to live the life that I wanted. who knew?

I feel like I need something super cathartic to happen
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I wish my head wasn't so big that I could rock wigs..I find that waay too often I need a disguise but my hair gives me away everytime and head wraps can only take me so far
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My grandma was laying on her bed with her legs crossed in the air and reading a card. She looked so adorable (she's 99 and like 5 ft even) I found myself staring attempting to 'save' this scene in my mind ..I feel like so many of my memories of her have been eroded by her dementia-induced abusive behaviour. Often when I think of her I only think of the lady who hits me and calls me names I forget the lady who would go on school trips with me and do arts and crafts with me-probably cause she hasn't been around for a long time. I get so angry at my family cause I think its not fair -its not fair that my memories get ruined-its not fair that I take more care of her than her own children. A year ago one of my aunts said to me "you must really enjoy helping mommy" I said "no" she said "then why do you do it?"--this really stuck with me
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Anytime I wonder why I sometimes have a different sense of humour I have to remember I come from odd ppl ex. Yesterday I asked my mom to plug in my laptop for me (since she was close to an outlet),she proceeded to put the plug in her ear to which I replied "geez..well I guess my laptop will take over an hour to charge now..call me when it's done" and I walked away
we both cracked up a minute later

The love of a caregiver. Its hard work. I commend you for what you do. I couldn't do it any longer. I'm technically still a caregiver, its just that she's not living with us right now and I don't have to do it every day.

I know why you do it. Its love. Plain and simple. I did it out of love and I felt like I had to because no one else would. Now, as much as I love my mother in law, you couldn't pay me to live with that woman.

"We don't make mistakes, we just have happy little accidents" - Bob Ross

"I'm wearing a MSU Tshirt because I went to MSU, you are wearing a UM Tshirt because you went to Walmart!" -unknown.

http://bjsquirrelchronicles.blogspot.com

*I get tight when the little one seems to wake up RIIIIIIIGHT when i'm about to put the moves on the wife..she be CB'n like SHIT joe...

*I really want to get it in more.....

LOL!!!!!

And, this will happen until they move out I hear...GOD HELP US!!!!!

"We don't make mistakes, we just have happy little accidents" - Bob Ross

"I'm wearing a MSU Tshirt because I went to MSU, you are wearing a UM Tshirt because you went to Walmart!" -unknown.

http://bjsquirrelchronicles.blogspot.com

me i mean
well not really but...ugh
so my uncle is turning 80 next month and the fam is throwing him a big ol' party. i have been asked to make a dessert table and of course it will be fabulous. someone else has been tasked with the remainder of the party decor. someone who is trying to build up her event planning portfolio. well, her taste regarding some things is just tacky and i judge everything she pins to the group board like ooooh no. i'm keeping my mouth shut bc i wasn't asked to handle that but on the other hand i don't want my cousins to waste money on tacky stuff. i'm not sure if i should say anything. but they know how i am so maybe i should.

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gnap.

it's their dad/uncle too
let them play a part, however tacky
the word'll be how you did your usual and took over blah blah blah

RESIST!!!

i forgot to mention that
if it was family it would be me...lol. i'm the default.
but this person asked my cousin if she could do it bc she wants to build up her portfolio.

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we wont have tacky at MY family function
no we wont

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Daren, I'll never forget you
http://www.fayemurman.com/extras/magee/daren/

but i also feel like i can be too much sometimes so i should just fall back

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it's still kinda sketchy.
is she getting paid?
cuz think of it this way
if you get her to change certain things
she'll still add that to her portfolio as her work.

i still say let it be
he's 80!!!
hahaha

but some things i will not stand for
like these tacky chair covers
time consuming and a waste of money

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be honest...

when i talked to my cousin she expressed some concerns about letting the girl take the reigns
but she's so nice she would never tell her that

i did notice that there aren't any likes under the tacky stuff

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“There is no fate that cannot be surmounted by scorn.” -Albert Camus

A) I have a job interview in 3 hours. I'm not nervous about it, which makes me a little nervous.
It's just for a part-time coffee gig, so it's not like this is make or break.
But I did some refreshment studying last night and felt this sense of calm, like, "I got this."
The last time I was this confident about a job interview, though, I got a rejection letter in the mail.
I had less than $0.50 in my bank account at that time. I got a great job 2 weeks later though.


B) I don't know how to let go of my hurt/resentment/anger/disappointment over my awful college experience.
I still catch feelings whenever I hear or see anything to do with Howard and/or UF.
It's the one thing I just can't get past. I was so miserable and just... I feel like that period of my life was just a complete waste.

A) You will get the job. Know it and embrace it. Smile and be personable, be very friendly and outgoing.


B) The past is inaccessible. If you dwell on it, you will be unable to be present. You are literally chasing your own tail, and you will never catch it. The past is dead. You must have learned something from your experience as every experience has something to offer. Find the silver lining and remember that only.

~Experience is the currency of the soul.

>B) The past is inaccessible. If you dwell on it, you will be
>unable to be present. You are literally chasing your own tail,
>and you will never catch it. The past is dead. You must have
>learned something from your experience as every experience has
>something to offer. Find the silver lining and remember that
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But the present is so shitty, I *don't* want to be here in it.
And it seems like every 5 minutes I'm being slapped in the face with a "If only I had..."
Even studying mindfulness, actively working on forgiveness... nothing is helping this.
Therapy isn't even helping this. It's the one stone I can't stop carrying around.

>But the present is so shitty, I *don't* want to be here in it.
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I understand. I have been there, believe me. I never finished school as I got into a lot of trouble, hung out with the wrong people, drank and did drugs, etc. I had a good job right out of high school and did not prepare myself for a level of professionalism that I now know exists. I also foolishly thought my job would last forever, but it did not.

I started working in the service industry and I was not happy about my life path or the minimal amount of money I was making. My parents kicked me out and I lived on my gf's couch for a long time trying to scrape pennies together to get high, it was a shitty time in my life. I got fed up with living in such a horrible state and took my education into my own hands.

I went online and started taking HTML/CSS courses, as well as design courses. It was a lot easier than I expected. I started looking on craigslist for small jobs, and one small freelance job led to another. All the experience and struggle led me to my current job. I am the head of the design/marketing department and have been given free reign to build it as I see fit. I am making really great money and I finally earned my medical benefits which I will be receiving next month. My boss told me know that my earning potential is 85k/year. I am not there yet but I am on pace and doing very well. I am going on my first vacation to Costa Rica in 2 month's, and I not only paid for myself, but for my gf as well. I have more money than I have ever had and more is coming in the pipeline.

I picked a profession, which is graphic and web design, and I took online courses on:

www.lynda.com
http://teamtreehouse.com/

It started out really slow and now I can't keep up with all the work people want to pay me for. This month I am making $3k extra on top of my regular pay check. It's all within your reach if you are willing to go after it. Let go of the past, pick something, and start learning.

~Experience is the currency of the soul.

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IG: @fireysky

we focus hella hard on how they've affected us negatively, but we never think about how those early bad experiences may have taught us some lessons that others won't get until much much later.

Accept the past for what it was, but know that it WAS.

from making slick comments about other people in the personal pics i post up cuz well, it's my page not your def comedy at amatuer night at the apollo platform...and yet...still. and it's only okp males who do it.

soooo...i've decided that next time it happens...i'm going to go to that persons page find a pic of them with somebody else...doesn't matter who and make slick comment about the other person...double points and *arsenio halls out the chair* if the person is their fb friend and can actually see & read the comment. :-D

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Just delete the comment.


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I don't play though, especially if several warnings have been issued.

~Experience is the currency of the soul.

it's not cool. i shouldn't have to run behind grown men cleaning up MY page.

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When you are born, you cry, and the world rejoices. Live so that when you die, you rejoice, and the world cries.
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You cannot hate people for their own good.

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"Arm Leg Leg Arm How you doin?" (c)T510

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it's true what they say...people are strange, when you're strangers.

not compassionate....only polite.

I am not like you at all and i cannot pretend.

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"Today is your day to have a better life -- it's your right."

I just can't say shit
I'm amazed, scared, excited
By what he can do
He has made me a very happy person
I'm just speechless

So one of my new friends
Doesn't know how to drink around men
When it's just the girls
She is cool
But let it be coed drinking...nah
The first time she almost got into a fight
With a guy and his sister
And she was feeling on his friend
Last week she feeling on him and another friend!
I was worried if she interacted w anyone
Outside of our group she was going to
Start some shit
I finally had to pull her aside and take her home
I don't want her to become my responsibility every time we go out

AAU basketball is some of the
dirtiest
conniving
dishonest
backdeal makingest
dishonest

shit ever created.

I sat in on a meeting monday night for a 15 and under team that would have had you thinking these lil mofos were 8 time NBA all stars.

Subsequently I want no parts of that shit.

@geahuwine