gimmie an hour.

@geahuwine

Okay the one i posted bout who's man hit her once and she bounced but won't tell her folks about it

anyway she tells me yday that dude has the key code to her car w which has a code to unlock the door...

yesterday at work nigga comes and goes in her car in the lot. Doesn't do shit but sit in there and writes a letter as he's sitting in there...

he puts the letter in her middle rest thing and bounces.

she don't know he does this til about 10 last night

he texts her bout it

she is freaked out. like she just called off work and went home because she needs to go change locks and codes on everything because the letter and the texts he sent were eery.


how do u not tell your family bout this shit now...

@geahuwine

and to move, and to tell her folks, and a weapon or spray.

Mofos like that will only escalate.

i told her this verbatim

"I know we bullshit around and i joke bout your lil love life n shit but this shit serious. U need to go to the police, your family and the locksmiths and do work"

@geahuwine

It just be too "extra"

I'm not talkin bout any story in particular

Just seems like each story always one ups the last

These women giving you they email passwords but 97% of okp got locks on they phone from their spouse

If you were a social worker and these were stories of your clients I could believe it.
I dated a social worker who had nothing but Spanish speaking clients and the stories she would come home with...
Every day something child have made front page of the newspaper.

But it would be more trifling shit like niggas going to jail or fighting the police or electricity getting cut off.
Dude getting mom and daughter pregnant and molesting the children all at the same time.
Just really sick shit.


I.ll let you cook tho
It's entertaining

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@geahuwine

like poor poor choices. They get to telling me bout their friends and it's similar shit.

@geahuwine

its just 0's & 1's man

log off

I'm just saying
Tune down the stories to make them a lil more believable

It's like buying ass implants
Don't do 900cc if your hips can't support that

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dude stories are rather mild to be honest

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Coolin...

These hoes gunning for SVP not trying to escape EBT

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they get to gettin

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yell on the phone away from the co-workers.

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Half of them be foreign Chinese or Indian
Other half is split between sex and the city WASP or Jews

neither group be having baby daddy stories

Nobody is trying to sneak to Mexico to attend the funeral of their ex narco drug smuggler boyfriend and leave their current husband and two kids in Chicago to do so.

Nobody has a nba squad (full twelve not only starting five) of dudes they are fucking on their grndr acct that they need to dwindle down
And on this list is their rabbi, cashier at whole foods, ex husband, baby daddy (who is not husband), weed man, etc

Shit is like a episode of nancy grace remixed with Jerry Springer.


But in the group of cubicles a couple over from mine is the acct payable group and I be overhearing baby daddy issues from them.
I'm sure these stories are correlated with salary and title.

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just the little bit of high-level fuckery that I am aware of got me on that "hear no evil, see no evil, speak no evil" tip.

here for dis.

Do ivy league surgeons have them baby daddy problems that Geah write about?

That's all I work with.

Never more than twenty ppl on my team.

I don't talk to nobody else.

I'm sorry my reality don't include working with women that have four kids by four different men.
I look to my family for those type situations.

But at work, I'm the lowest man on the totem pole as far as status

The type of stories he makes up are those of lower social class ppl.

A white woman that only dates blacks and Mexicans because she feels closer to them?
Having one in your office might be ok
But this nigga work with a TEAM of them hoes and they all want to get with him or be showing him their 1040 Sched C forms.

What about the chick that went from 300lbs to 110lbs and is hella cute on the face and now always think Geah be trying to holla?

Besides chris christie I have yet to see a 300lbs woman very high in any corporate setting.
Like, ever!

They always be secretarys or some shit.



I know dude is y'all boy and all but my nigga normal35762 got a saying that niggas be selling "gold plated helicopters"
Round my way we say niggas be having tales from the hood.
Always coming with one story more outlandish than the next.


What percentage of white ppl who make over 150k have storeys like geah's?

is it weird for me to never have had any drama like that at my jobs?

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If a NASA engineer can wear a diaper and drive to see her boo... anything is possible.

So you can get $400 abortion money from unsuspecting fathers


Simple cheating is the chief surgeon wife fucking the Lt. Admiral at the office Christmas party.

I think that shit is kind of normal and tame.

But this nigga while office be off the chain.

And I ain't even started on dat nigga Rell's stories yet.

Or all the chicks he used to fuck back in 88 and still want to get back with him but his boy is trying to holla and the chick is telling geah everything that his boy is saying as game?

All this went down while geah was sitting next to Coach K I'm a sky box suite at the Simeon game.


Yeah I'm full troll mode now.
But don't act like I'm the only nigga that read these boats daily.

LoL

All that baby daddy drama is centered around certain kind of people.



Nobody I work with is fly enough to pull none of these stories off anyway.
They all look like they clothes shop at wall Mart
They gives a fuck not
Especially the FOB Chinese and Indians
The dc, philly, nyc and Boston folks would be LL Bean and north face out tho

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But just the one of them
But the whole team would have got action
And she would be eyeing the Russian cosmonauts soon as they touched down on the International Space Station

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the higher up you go, the more fkd up and depraved it gets
the little I DO know, I don't even want to know

here for dis.

don't be jealous because Geah works with a bunch of trife ass women

But he turns them all down while saying "girrrrl, you pay too much. Stoooop!"

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i'm sure some got some but i only rock with 4 women here like that because of proximity....

@geahuwine

...https://storify.com/antwoman1/rip-myriam-nsalu-vita-luyeye-angrand

...things are moving along but i get depressed sometimes bc its not moving faster. but nothing happens over night. i keep reminding myself...

...i am trying. trying to get over my marriage being over, trying to get over my mother's death, trying to get over the fact that i'm starting from scratch. trying to not get down on myself...

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I'm coming to queens to hug you. straight up.

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Whoa. Sending you positive energy!!!

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if you have a friend that you can vent/cry/hug it out with do that $hit.

My MIL passed last March, right b4 her bday. I know it's gonna be hard for the Mrs...just like Thxgiving, Xmas and NYE were.

She shut down on me the other night...she told me afterward.

I got a close homey that'll bend over bkwds for you; he lost his pops one year and his only son to a freak accident last year.

Everybody deals w/grief in their own way. It'll never be easy, but if you have a friend like that...let them be your friend.


I dont know what the fuck I'm talkin bout but I mean well.

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"...Whateva, man..." (c) Redman

appreciate it.

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i sit here shaking my head when they tell me this shit.

Women is messed up man..

@geahuwine

once again behind you! I told myself I wasn't going to get sucked in but I did.

I think my neighbor died last night...as I was on my way to work the funeral home was outside his house. He was a cool old dude. He walked everyday all around our neighborhood. He always told me how he bought his house for $3000 and did all the renovations himself because he wanted to impress his then girlfriend (who became his wife)...he was so nice. I don't want to call his grandson and flat out ask if he died tho.

"Holier than thou never sits well with me."(c)janey

"OKP spends way too much time looking for ways to be offended." ~legsdiamond


http://twitter.com/jeleighbean

he was 92 and active until the week before he died. he was out there pulling weeds over the summer in his garden...

RIP Mr. Dickens...I'll miss you!

"Holier than thou never sits well with me."(c)janey

"OKP spends way too much time looking for ways to be offended." ~legsdiamond


http://twitter.com/jeleighbean

Like....everything's coming together right now and it feels so good.

Somebody's lying...

@Atruelady Twitter/ @Sweetesttaboos Instagram

It's not really the place to pass out resumes, but you WILL go through no less that 75-100 business cards.

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The Green Mile is a movie where the magical black man wrongly dies and the white man who let it happen lives forever.

and I'm excited and nervous.
30 min ago my boss said she wants to meet with me around 1030...and i'm nervous (in the bad way). Anytime she wants to talk to me i feel like i'm about to get in trouble (and usually i do for minor infractions like using my phone or getting to work later)...like maybe i did something wrong so my mind races to figure out what she's going to ask me about now...i hate that she gets my heart racing like that...and i hate that the day before my vacation i might end up having to have a "you need to work on this" discussion.

but i have been working on many things and trying to apply myself more and more to things i love and want to do...Desus has been such an inspiration because he proves that you can stay true to yourself and be who you are and still succeed if you're willing to do the work. Well, now it's time to do the work.

I'm super excited about my birthday Sunday...I keep thinking of how i want to spend it, what i want to do...but it will already be perfect because i will be on a beautiful island with my beautiful friends...enjoying warm weather. how can i complain?

I'm finally at the age where the signs that what life you have after this point is gonna be bullshit compared to the years prior.

Never knew that I could be such a hypochondriac. Shit has thrown me off work and life for weeks now. I've found that the worry was indeed founded to a degree. It could be worse; I could have fuckin' cancer and be worrying whether I'd be around at/past 40 to see my siblings. Still, if I want to be around when that time comes and beyond, I gotta get it together and be vigilant. Ain't tryna go out like Bernie Mac. I already started on that path when I first was worried.


I don't think I've had a real new "virtual crush" in forever. But I found a woman on Twitter/IG who favors someone who used to post here (also one of the few from here who have my "government name" and phone number), who is a Volvo fanatic, a Volvo WAGON fanatic, even drives the same year and model Volvo as I. I didn't think a person like this actually existed. Admiring from afar.

Closely related. It's a woman (who I highly suspect is a lesbian) that I've wanted to screw in passing since adolescence. I can't understand why, either. She is not the usual case of "dudes wanting to hit but she gay" either. Cameras should have caught the look I had on my face when I last saw her in person, and she threw me into an impromptu hug after not having seen her for years (most folks know I'm not for the PDA), and I allowed it. Very few women elicit -that- degree of a response. I wonder if there's a pattern I can follow. It's not ever that often I'm that inspired.

Cavs suck.
Eagles 'bout to start sucking if they don't change soon.
The Jays could be good.

Nothing matters until I'm sure I'm back on track.

New mantra: Now Giving Less Than 10 Fucks A Year, Can't Afford Zero No More.

I never understood the power of stress until my health started to get worse. I am still recovering from stress generated health issues. I've had IBS for month's and it has also shown up on my skin. I have had to gut my mind completely, but the most helpful thing I can tell you to do is: Recognize that right now nothing is wrong with you, and stay in this moment. Projecting your worries into a potentially disastrous future can potentially create it. Try to find the emergency in the present moment and you will discover that there is none, and that helps to let go of hypochondria.

-Seymore Butts

Or the dad from American Chopper
You know how when nigs go to the pen and they be lifting but they get bigger but not really be cut up?

I used to have tre songs body

I've let myself go and father time is catching up with me.

Shit is depressing

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Only slightly, but still, gotta catch it before it gets out of control. No time.

I think I have a crush, but I don't plan on doing anything about it. Also, no time.

Got an official job offer from another French company last Friday. I can't wait and I'm so excited. I have a lot to prepare before I start.

The process to get hired though?!?! Took two months! Gggrrrr... But I'm glad they were able to provide the salary I asked for / needed and accommodate me.

BIG things popping for 2015!

Somebody's lying...

@Atruelady Twitter/ @Sweetesttaboos Instagram

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Maintain chill at all times.

i'd be sure to tell your friend to let her company know too. bastids. lol

now go runtelldat, ho.

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"Everyone has a plan until you punch them in the face. Then they don't have a plan anymore." (c) Mike Tyson

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Somebody's lying...

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"America, stop turning our Court Houses of Justice into Dens for Justified Murderers."

I'm feeling that way now.

please speak to someone about how you feel. bless

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with a 2 year degree.

my 14 year old has the same aptitude but she said she prefers her school's atmosphere over that at the college so she has no interest in following suit.


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I'm tryna be better off, not better than...

and the 14 year old will be just as successful, just at her own pace.

she wants to experience every stage of life/high school/growing up, and i can dig it.

salute, my man. a proud father you must be.

what will she do when everyone her age is going to college?

college life at 18-22 is awesome.

on my way home from my first day on the new job.

it's all working out beautifully. it's time for me to show and prove for real, and i'm very grateful for the opportunity to do that.

I can feel his presence over my life. Last year was definitely a sowing season, I feel 15' will be my year to reap.

Somebody's lying...

@Atruelady Twitter/ @Sweetesttaboos Instagram

she aint that stupid though i see.

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I read both of your choices and they both seem counter productive to you and the relationship. If it were me, I would flatly and directly address the issue with the individual in a cool manner. Maybe I'm wrong though.

only cool pple can speak in a cool manner.

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we aint the two and i aint the one- lyte

the best path may be silence. Nothing says it better. imo. Good luck I hope it works out.

~Experience is the currency of the soul.

however i cannot say nothing during the whole mtg LOL

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and that truth is scarier than anything else.

From the start of this year, she and I had a series of real talks. Tears were involved (from me as well), sentiment came out and promises were made.

We have come close to arguing a few times since then, but I found ways to qwell these upstarts and we've been good.

Until this morning. And now I know why. We have clear and abrupt differences in the way we wish to raise our son.

ex. he was supposed to pick 3 books last night to take to school for a writing project. He only picked 2. He told no one of this and this morning we spent a lot of time trying to figure out which to bring. I asked him why he didn't do it last night. No answer. (We do this dance all too often.)

So here she comes. At first she is on my side (which was a breath of fresh air) but then since he wasn't answering her either... she starts excusing him. "Oh, he's little..." "Oh, he should not be disturbed before school," Oh, he doesn't know... just let it be."

I am not one for all that. I am just not. My son should be able to come up with some kind of an answer. Tell me he forgot. Tell me he didn't know what to pick... tell me something besides "I don't know".

So from that point, I am upset with him, but now she is throwing darts at me. I am trying not to get more upset but now I am dealing with him and her. Bombarded. I realize she will always over-defend him to all, including me. She really does allow excuses for him. She would rather argue me until I wave the white flag, then hold him accountable.

This is something I don't know if a counselor can help us get passed. (Oh yeah, if I didn't qwell those other arguments... they would have escalated. I don't think she is trying as hard as I am.)

I cannot be her target when it comes to our son.


And things were going so well too.

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I'm exhausted when I read your stories so I know that dude is walking on eggshells when you guys grill him for answers.

regardless of what he says or doesn't say you 2 will end up arguing over it.

...or maybe he is staying silent because he knows his mom will save him from your discipline.

just my opinion

>I'm exhausted when I read your stories so I know that dude is
>walking on eggshells when you guys grill him for answers.

The grilling never starts with a grilling though. It usually starts with me asking a question. Not grill just ask. He has a habit of assuming pressure when there is none. That's his cop out method. He has trouble expalining himself, so I ask him to talk to me so we can work on that part of the communication. He and i have a great realtionship and I make sure he knows that he is not in trouble or anything, but he should be able to answer a question and put his thoughts together (even if its simplistic concepts. I am not expecting a dissertation).
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>regardless of what he says or doesn't say you 2 will end up
>arguing over it. This is true. And the reason I posted it. That is our issue... over him we still will argue.
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>...or maybe he is staying silent because he knows his mom will
>save him from your discipline. Again, this is another issue that I KNOW happens.
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>just my opinion
I appreciate your opinion.

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but that's logic that may be more advanced than what he understands at this point. I'm dealing with the thing with my 5 year old son. yours probably doesn't believe he's not in trouble mainly because he knows he did something wrong.

regardless of how soft or non-confrontational my question may be, he feels confronted, he clams up. so I'll walk away and try again later. or just make a point to correct the behavior now without getting an answer. sometimes the answer doesn't matter. just try not to make the same mistake often. then we're off to having fun or maybe bedtime.

Y'all buy those labels, I was born supreme

He had one about 10 years ago. It was really bad. He was hospitalized for like 3 months.

I'm not quite sure how long he's been in the hospital this time. Not nearly as long. Maybe a few days. Maybe a week. Not more than two.

I feel terrible because I saw it happening. It was on his social media. On new years day he posted 20+ videos. I watched 2 and said the the lady... I hope he's not having another episode. But I didn't tell the people I should have told. Luckily someone noticed and got him to where he needed to be. Timing couldn't be worse for him... this is a huge week for him.

A few months ago I was really thinking about how we as communities of color don't adequately address our mental health. A friend was telling me how he had to have a homie that had been staying with him for a few months taken to the psych ward. I know him too. He's the little brother a friend. Older brother either in denial, or maybe just not wanting to accept what was going on went and pulled him out of the hospital. Said he didn't need to be there. The way I heard the story -- he did.

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"You can't beat white people. You can only knock them out."

i don't even know where to start, but i feel you. not the specifics, but mental health issues have destroyed people close to me.

the further I go on my mental health journey
the more I realize how true this is

here for dis.

currently in a group where i had a mild misunderstanding with someone. it was cleared via third party (ugh), yet i feel as if this person is still sour and taking subliminal shots at me. then on top of that, 3 or 4 of the persons peoples seem to have taken up as minions.

i sorta ignore it because its for the most part corny as hell but the alpha female in me wants to ask "you have a problem kid?"

maybe when we are finally face to face. but also, face to face ppl never confess their issues and try to act like its all something YOU made up in your head.

in short, i hate humans and i hate having to be the bigger person

psst!

we probably can't be friends.

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having 2 kids is one thing
having 2 kids that live with you and just you is another
having 2 kids that live with you and just you that are both autistic is a whole different ballgame.

its the most challenging and rewarding thing i do and takes up all my time but i wouldnt trade this shit for nothing.

i do wish getting speech therapy in Chicago was not this damn hard. at this point the amount of work i do with them i can be a licensed speech therapist.

its also interesting too. i love sports and played them so naturally i wanted my son or daughter to play them too but neither shows any interest in playing so i just may try and coach some kids at some point.

its a lonely existence to a point. i have said on here a few times about not having sex or being with nobody but its all cus i really dont have the time and since i dont tell a chick everything it kinda ends up that way. i got good friends and good family so they keep me from going crazy with the lonliness shit.

some days though....a nigga be stir crazy. the kids will go to they moms for the weekend and everybody else got plans, those the days being single really fuckin sucks.

i am blessed that my kids are on the high end of the Autism Spectrum so its not as hard as it could be. the quirks they have do come in handy sometimes, neither of them likes to stink or be dirty for too long. most 10 year olds you gotta damn near shoot them with a water hose to get them clean, not them, showering is a regular routine fam!!!

oh well, venting over, back to pretending to work til its time for court.


let it shine through!!!!!!

does it really matter?

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sports are my thing but i didnt make it to anything further than a walk on in college so its deep but not that deep.

i've seen the severe cases too and i really feel for them and no one but someone in the same situation can understand what they go through.

having a child with a disability kinda makes you wanna live forever or at the very least as long as you can and be as healthy as you can.

no sick days!!!


let it shine through!!!!!!

Somebody's lying...

@Atruelady Twitter/ @Sweetesttaboos Instagram

I also pray that God will deliver into your life a companion, a friend, a help-meet, a lover, a mate, a source of support that loves you for who you are and your children too. I hope they blow your mind with a heart that is focused on love and service. IJN Amen


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"America, stop turning our Court Houses of Justice into Dens for Justified Murderers."

Don't ask me for info you're not willing to tell abt yourself

Don't demand from me what you are unwilling to give to to me

I have rejection and abandonment issues.

does it really matter?

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i told my boss and she's glad i told her
i have to return it
even if she thought it was ok
under my new certification it does raise an ethical issue

i felt bad telling dude because he really just didn't know but it's all good. he's still one of my favorites. he helped me out so much last year.

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"if the children are not initiated into the village they will burn it down just to feel its warmth." - african proverb

The senior reps in my department raffle shit off the first couple of weeks after the holidays that they receive but aren't able to accept. Cameras-electronics/spa vouchers/ day trips/waterpark tickets/fancy meats and cheeses (im serious). Sometimes the people who gift them won't take the items back, so they hold raffles and contests and then donate the proceeds

i told him that donating is a better idea
technically he gave me a prepaid visa card so i can't hand it over to be donated

i also told him that usually we get things like food which hardly corrupts and is shared w/ the entire office so he may want to do that next year

if he had given me something like a bottle of scotch i would have stfu LOL

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"if the children are not initiated into the village they will burn it down just to feel its warmth." - african proverb

when u ignore them things don't go the way you want.
with that said I am changing my ways.
a huge part of that is getting back into church.
i know with this change things won't magically fix themselves but with this change perhaps i can find clarity.

i love my wife and family and we are ok.
i on the other hand am battling depression and feeling very down on myself. knowing this i am careful with my decisions and conversations.

i miss my friend dearly but it only causes more issues... i think of them daily and wish things could be different.

i hope you guys are well.

I got a good life man

I'm ready to put my pride to the side
I've BEEN over this
but I don't know whether to be the bigger person (as I usually am)
or just let you rock on
but you are missed.

here for dis.