2. "if old age aint a option, i'll say this tumor will get the best of me " In response to Reply # 0
or i'll get shot
the likka won't get me. sure, i drink alot but so far it's had ZERO affects on my health. or so says my doctors.
i don't smoke and i eat relatively healthy so that won't do it.
but i'm a black man and people get shot all the time in places where i be. the bullet won't be meant for me but it won't slow itself down or alter its trajectory just cuz i was in the wrong place at the wrong time...
18. "Probably cancer." In response to Reply # 0 Mon Jan-12-15 11:49 PM by Brew
Like someone said above (they write about it), the stats are crazy. Cancer dominates human life, man. It's sad. And no matter how hard you try you can't really do shit about preventing it. If it wants you, it's gonna get you. So while I'm pretty certain I'll die of it cause so many people do, I don't really worry about it or stress it. I just hope it doesn't catch me young. My Moms died of cancer at 46 and the thought of dying that young scares the hell outta me. Seems right around the corner (I'm 30) even though it's longer than half my life at this point.
If not cancer, probably a car accident. I am a damn good driver but I also find that trouble on the road finds me. I've had 5 car accidents and/or insurance claims due to car related things, and not a single one was my fault. I've also witnessed 15+ car accidents right near me/mostly directly in front of me (including one earlier today), and seen 4 pedestrians get hit by cars. I was also hit once myself as a pedestrian when I was 12. It's like god is telling me "stay off the road, you don't belong". But I don't listen. I love driving.
However I go I just don't want to suffer for too long. I'd prefer quick, painless and unexpected, or at the very least something super short so I can say my goodbyes but not suffer and keep all my close ones suffering with me for too long. I also don't have patience for pain. I'm not a cryer and I handle pain very well physically, but mentally I go batshit and frustrate easily when something bothers me physically for any extended period. I'm not pleasant when I don't feel right. Thankfully I don't get sick or injured very often otherwise I'd have no friends.
21. "Death by cop or someone's boyfriend/girlfriend" In response to Reply # 0
I don't want to go out in a hospital bed. It needs to be in blaze of glory. I sucked at suicide so that's no longer an option but it needs to be a good way to die. Preferably, in my sleep but not painful at all. In other words, a dream turns into a really long dream that I cannot wake up from and next thing I know it's time to relive my life.
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