Joe Corn Mo Member since Aug 29th 2010 15139 posts
Tue Dec-09-14 02:03 PM
"they didn't dump you because they want to see more of you. "
this is what i remind myself when i think about contacting him.
we are creeping up on christmas and we spent last christmas together so now i find myself thinking of dumb texts to send like "how have you been?" or "i heard this song i know you'll like"
and then maybe that will start a correspondence and maybe we'll meet for dinner and maybe he'll suggest getting together later and maybe we could hang out over New Years
but that's a stupid fantasy because nobody dumps ppl because they want to hear or see from them more often so really i need to chill.
it's been months since i've bumped into him and when i did bump into him he said "it seems like it's been forever since we've talked."
which is true. because he broke up with me. presumably because he wanted to see less of me.
how come every so often, you'll think about an ex and start having these delusions about how they may want to "hang out" or "see how things are going."
there's no need for any of this. if he wanted to hear from me, he'd call.
one day you'll think lesser thoughts different thoughts. and maybe you'll always think those "what if he" scenarios but he'll only co-star in your thoughts.
11. "Not to fuel unproductive thoughts but if I were playing devils advocate" In response to Reply # 0
..I'd say sometimes people dump people to get people at the right distance from them. Like I was cool when we talked every couple of weeks but have to dump you because you want to talk every day.
All that to say, a person might be cool with the occasional text or call, but have no interest in going back to where y'all were.
Now is any of this healthy for someone you are trying to move on from? Hells naw.
********** "Everyone has a plan until you punch them in the face. Then they don't have a plan anymore." (c) Mike Tyson
Joe Corn Mo Member since Aug 29th 2010 15139 posts
Tue Dec-09-14 02:35 PM
12. "i don't need to talk to anybody every day. " In response to Reply # 11
maybe not even every week, tbh. but what i do need is the feeling of being wanted by the ppl i pursue relationships w/.
everybody needs that.
dumping me communicates the exact opposite message. which is cool.
it happens.
that's no reason for me to see him.
>..I'd say sometimes people dump people to get people at the >right distance from them. Like I was cool when we talked >every couple of weeks but have to dump you because you want to >talk every day. > >All that to say, a person might be cool with the occasional >text or call, but have no interest in going back to where >y'all were. > >Now is any of this healthy for someone you are trying to move >on from? Hells naw. > > >********** >"Everyone has a plan until you punch them in the face. Then >they don't have a plan anymore." (c) Mike Tyson > >http://blackpeopleonlocalnews.tumblr.com/
17. "so is it all or nothing for you?" In response to Reply # 12
>maybe not even every week, tbh. >but what i do need is the feeling of being wanted by the ppl i >pursue relationships w/. > >everybody needs that. > >dumping me communicates the exact opposite message. >which is cool. > meaning, once a romantic relationship has ended, there's no room for something platonic?
i'm on a case by case basis with it. some exes i'm on friendly or cordial terms with. that phase is only possible when the feelings have subsided on both sides. other exes are so far from sight and mind, i barely remember their names.
if you're still pining for this person then stay away. if you have moved on, there might be a casual friendship worth salvaging.
i seem to be in the minority with this thinking though...lol
13. "who cares what they want? thats yalls problem. " In response to Reply # 0
always putting someone elses wants before your own.
if they aint on your taxes, then your wants supersede theirs.
you wanna holla @ that fool, holla @ em. yeah he might reject you. he might igg the shit out of you. thats what he does, you cant control that. but this holier than thou emotional martyr shit im reading...naw dog. yeah yall cussed each other out all them months ago. that shit happened in march, its december. time to hug it out, bitch.
15. "better to have loved & lost then to have never loved @ all" In response to Reply # 14
i mean whats the alternative, dude? you got hoes growing on trees? doubtful. the grass aint greener its just more grass. youre afraid he'll confirm all the stuff you already know. so what if its a temp fix. better than chilling all xmas, sexless. *struggle shruggle*
blkprinceMD05 Member since Nov 29th 2004 41323 posts
Tue Dec-09-14 04:00 PM
20. "Just becuz he/she didn't want to be with u doesn't mean they don't want" In response to Reply # 0
To hear from you at all, why prevent them from being enriched in some way by who u r and what u offer. They may have not wanted it "all" but that doesn't mean they don't want any of u
My ex came over two weeks ago to make me some of his chicken Mac n cheese before thanksgiving, we ended laughing watching TV and having sex lol. Good times. neither of us had any expectation of it being anymore than that. Text each other here and there . Usually about stuff we think each other might like based on the things we shared while we were together
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stand ur ground, believe in urself, believe in love, prepare urself for love, remove the negativity from ur life, and accept the love u kno u deserve
23. "Some additional words on the subject" In response to Reply # 0
We used to think that if they didn't call maybe they'd lost our number, or that there's had changed.
Now there's facebook, email, twitter, instagram what not.
It helped me to know that all of those things existed and not once had I heard from her. So obviously it wasn't a matter of ability but a matter of want.
I reached out a few years ago before getting into my current relationship. Someone on here had made a post about going to facebook and noticing a friend had recently died and didn't even know.
So I emailed about that situation, nothing to reconnect (probably a little) but mainly to see if she was alive. No response. And I've been moving forward since.
She'll pop up every now and then. Old numbers pop up in the iphone (you have to select and then clear recent entries), removed from facebook, occasionally when going through old albums I have to delete comments or pictures.
She'll never be gone from my memory, but she has no place in my present and as you too move forward from your situation I hope for the best.
Maybe think of it like staying sober? You don't have to stay sober the rest of your life, just for today.
Good luck.
------ “There is no fate that cannot be surmounted by scorn.” -Albert Camus
24. " I feel what you're saying" In response to Reply # 0
but i think I agree with Bin. if you thinking about sending it just send that shit and get it over with. it's causing you more angst/energy thinking about not sending it then actually sending the damn text. just send it and get it off your mind. but just know that they aren't going to respond. or don't send it but don't beat yourself up about wanting to contact them.