i write cuz i'm sick
cuz i got diseased infested words
that ooze like puz from my pen
see the reason i write is because
my vocal cords got cut by that
nigga that didn't want me to tell him
it was ova.
when i write i release all my demons that
constantly seek to sodomize my
soul.
It ain't all good. mainly it's pain.
hurting aching type pain. The type
pain that keeps u alone in the house.
When i write
my pen cries cuz i no longer have
the tears to shed. I am cracked like glass
vases dropped on linolum floors. Shattered

When i write
i die a thousand deaths seeking solace in
the stillness at the end of my poems.
Like china blossoms on spring days.
I fall effortlessly off a cliff into nothingness.

i wanted to taste of heaven
but instead i was served bitter fruit
on a bed of regret.

i can't keep shuffling backwards
over the same sour grounds
Suckling excuses like nectur from
the breast of misery.

So i wrote.

my head is pounding like
death knocking at the door
in Beethovan's 5.
So i write to silence that noise

infidelity is all he promised me
hidden lies, sequestered truth

See i know the uglier truth of what
shoulda been said.
This is not just a poem
this is part of the life i’ve led

Mainly i’m just a lazy ass nigga with a fetish
for poets and emcees and a talent
for writing

my path is littered with half-written love poems
and a mouth full of forgotten metaphors i called
out in my sleep

if u've ever read my writings then i'm sorry
cuz i aint that deep

i coulda been more but i aint
shit
i was slashin wrists as i wrote
this

see...i told u i was sick

*silence*



i simply want to be the love song dangling from her lips-Saul Williams


http://www.geocities.com/okay_poets/

www.myspace.com/3rd_i

3rd i: so u gonna be my child's god parent
Dawgeatah: i already have 3
3rd i: yeah but do u have a black one..like pokemon gotta catch them all.

i am a self-mutilator
of the worst kind...
(c)MyLife

yeah this was pretty dope..
do u mc too.. or is all your stuff more poetic..
peace..

mafssybAlways

i read this before and i did again

baby girel we all in the same boat

Our lives are sugar coated

Our lives are not what they seem on the outside

youre not alone

yeah i write most times from negative sources but i try to put it accross in a positive form

i want people to learn from my experiences, not think oh! shit Thank GOd for me. you know what i mean

feelin this... breathe easy......... peace x

"the origin of a mans heart is black" laurynhill

Life aint complete without minikiss- "im lifes last puzzle"

the 1st time I read it. Man I wish I could hear this piece live over a mic. Keep Flowin'......

_________________________________________
"Too weird to live.... too rare to die..."

IG: KnowOne215 | PS+ ID: KnowOne215

i think i'm beginning to hate speaking now.
i might just become a paper poet and have other
people read my shit...


i simply want to be the love song dangling from her lips-Saul Williams


http://www.geocities.com/okay_poets/

www.myspace.com/3rd_i

3rd i: so u gonna be my child's god parent
Dawgeatah: i already have 3
3rd i: yeah but do u have a black one..like pokemon gotta catch them all.

i am a self-mutilator
of the worst kind...
(c)MyLife

Thats kinda where I am. I don't think my writing has the same effect when I spit it. I'd rather write it & let the reader form their own interpretations. Plus I don't think I do my pieces justice when I read them so I usually have other people read em'. Thats the main reason I have yet to do an open mic.
I feel ya..... Keep Flowin'......

_________________________________________
"Too weird to live.... too rare to die..."

IG: KnowOne215 | PS+ ID: KnowOne215

is "to date" fictional??
~me~

i simply want to be the love song dangling from her lips-Saul Williams


http://www.geocities.com/okay_poets/

www.myspace.com/3rd_i

3rd i: so u gonna be my child's god parent
Dawgeatah: i already have 3
3rd i: yeah but do u have a black one..like pokemon gotta catch them all.

i am a self-mutilator
of the worst kind...
(c)MyLife

sorry,
i was juss feeling that shit..
it was unrehearsed raw
dats how i like to come, when i can do it properly.
-me

but thank u


i simply want to be the love song dangling from her lips-Saul Williams


http://www.geocities.com/okay_poets/

www.myspace.com/3rd_i

3rd i: so u gonna be my child's god parent
Dawgeatah: i already have 3
3rd i: yeah but do u have a black one..like pokemon gotta catch them all.

i am a self-mutilator
of the worst kind...
(c)MyLife

maad feelin' you on this...

"i can't keep shuffling backwards
over the same sour grounds
Suckling excuses like nectur from
the breast of misery.

So i wrote."

and concerning reading our works, yeah...I sometimes think it is best for others to read it, be the voice for us instead of the actual writer reading it all the time...

Peace

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ok I am ol' skool feelin every part of dis but I do need a little help translate "slashin wrists when I wrote this"
3rdi you definitely have the pulse of sistahs i only wonder about and now their voice I hear thru you angry, sensative succumb to numbness to survive, and sensual with an aggression that will 'murder' the fake at heart...?
ASIEM
"Kuun fiyah Kuun" Quran
(Be and it is)
" A writer takes his pen to write the words again that all in love is fair" Stevie Wonder
checkout this site
http://4luvofpoetry.com
www.poetology.com

"keep pennin till the earth birth's your rightful seed then nurture it wit more ink..."
ASIEM
"Kuun fiyah Kuun" Quran
(Be and it is)
" A writer takes his pen to write the words again that all in love is fair" Stevie Wonder




www.myspace.com/asiem61

means i'm puttin my blood in it.


i simply want to be the love song dangling from her lips-Saul Williams


http://www.geocities.com/okay_poets/

www.myspace.com/3rd_i

3rd i: so u gonna be my child's god parent
Dawgeatah: i already have 3
3rd i: yeah but do u have a black one..like pokemon gotta catch them all.

i am a self-mutilator
of the worst kind...
(c)MyLife

It's The Tightener You Bastids.....

*applause*.... dope shit sista.

peace
o

Damnnnn!

You have an "artful" way with words that aligns the imagination with thought patterns -- Like Feng Shui! ... :^)

Good reasons for writing too!


~Sickness Wit a Temperature~

A guitar string vibrating, a measure of my soul, a breech in the silence --
I've always felt like words come through me & I write them down... they have no master --- gsquared ♥

http://www.soundclick.com/bands/2/photosynthesis_music.htm

diggin it

u done did it again

_____________________________
DC in 2003...come on. u know u want to.

...she found you
still loving her soul
thru the flesh
taught me your first language
gave you back your name
and kissed you for me.
(c) me

"as moons and responsibilities confound me/and death is my messiah, distantly arriving/winged and unconquerable/in the knowledge that I shall rest/I can continue, ever." (c) limbic_system

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http://omidele.blogspot.com/
http://rahareiki.tumblr.com/
http://seatofbliss.blogspot.com/

your words flowes with such strenght and emotion, the second and forth stanzas just stood out to me, stay positive...

"DON'T GAIN THE WORLD AND LOSE YOUR SOUL, KNOWLEDGE IS WORTH MORE THAN SILVER AND GOLD"-Bob Marley.

"A PEOPLE WITHOUT THE KNOWLEDGE OF THEIR PAST HISTORY, ORIGIN, AND CULTURE IS LIKE A TREE WITHOUT ROOTS" -MARCUS GARVEY

for all of the feed back i've gotten


i simply want to be the love song dangling from her lips-Saul Williams


http://www.geocities.com/okay_poets/

www.myspace.com/3rd_i

3rd i: so u gonna be my child's god parent
Dawgeatah: i already have 3
3rd i: yeah but do u have a black one..like pokemon gotta catch them all.

i am a self-mutilator
of the worst kind...
(c)MyLife

scary! hit and run tag ya babe!