man, i wish i had somethin to post, but the feelings i got right now aint allowin them to come out right. it's good to have access again for lil bit. just wanna let ya'll know i'm alright, and J is wonderful. i just buried my moms today. it's was a very, very, very hard thing to do, but i did it, i went thru it and now it's time to move on and make her more proud of me. it's a process, i know, and i know i cant go thru it witout family and i still and always consider ya'll family. hopefully next time, i'll have something for ya'll to lunch on, but until then, keep ya'll heads up, hold ya peoples close to you and hold me close to ya hearts.
peaces
"There is nothing more poetic, but depressing than a male writer" -yours truly
2. "Condolences & Sympathy -- On Your Mom ..." In response to Reply # 0
( ( ( Huggs & Love ) ) ) --
Time heals all wounds -- So spend some time with the OKP fam while you're healing.
Un~4~tunately, I'll be bouncin' from the board -- (END OF MONTH) -- But this here is an "extended" family, so everyone here will embrace you with love & patience.
Missed U --
A guitar string vibrating, a measure of my soul, a breech in the silence -- I've always felt like words come through me & I write them down... they have no master --- gsquared ♥
Yo man.. ain't nothin' I can say. I can't even imagine when that day comes for me..
Stay strong bro. We ain't really know each other but I got thoughts for you today.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Sig-
"I wandered around darkened hallways, Lab-rynth, filled with, Blood vessels and plasma, Caught glances of windows- Peeking OUT, exoflective, Invective messages left on my own voice mail.. And by looking out from within?
I never attended a wake OR funeral before & had no intentions of doing so but Decarrus wanted me there. I've met his mother maybe 3 times so I didn't know her well. What left an impression on me is the genuine things said about her. It's evidence of the life she lived. Decarrus & I will both honor her memory. We appreciate the concern. Thanks.
6. "AYO 8 years ago May 7th" In response to Reply # 0
i did the same thing man ...three days before mothers day ..... i really know what you feeling right now if you need to talk fam you know i'm right here 757 777 0023
I think thats a really great thing you doin'.. but don'tchya think you should inbox that #? Not trying to be all crazy or nothin' but you never know who's gonna take that number and be stupid with it.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Sig-
"I wandered around darkened hallways, Lab-rynth, filled with, Blood vessels and plasma, Caught glances of windows- Peeking OUT, exoflective, Invective messages left on my own voice mail.. And by looking out from within?
if you know me ....you know this is not the first time i posted my number on te boards ...and this is not a online personna ...what you get on the boards is really me so what you gonna say when you call me and i say ..."what the fuck is you calling me fo wit cho punk ass and the dude on the other end says ..." it'as really you zin ?!" ...that's how it usually goes down
stay connected so you stay protected peace be unto you the mercy and blessings of the Most High
"keep pennin till the earth birth's your rightful seed then nurture it wit more ink..." ASIEM "Kuun fiyah Kuun" Quran (Be and it is) " A writer takes his pen to write the words again that all in love is fair" Stevie Wonder
God gave us sight altho we cant always see meanings, he gave us ear to hear altho we cant always hear spoken silence, a mouth for words and yet we still sometimes dont know what to say, a sense to taste altho everything isnt good to us, and hands for touch even if we dont like every feeling...i guess for me thats my way of saying everything happens for some reason tho we might not be able to see it, hear it, say it, nor feel it.
i have been thru alot altho i cant say i know what ur going thru. but i can say i know its meaning or reason thru everything behind God, because thru him is blessings.
u got my prayers folk.
find meaning or reasoning and u will find a better way, that i can almost promise.