there are so many things i hide behind. a long faded past a consequence of searching for perfection in broken people
me, a paperdoll i've since learned to keep my neck stiff the wind will snatch your fragility if you let it
when you came over certain you wouldn't have to search for something you thought would always be there something in me tore under the weight of your exploration maybe it was the smoke maybe it was the dark of my day that you never asked about maybe i wasn't even ready to tell
i am sorry i must concentrate on gluing again and again needle and thread does not work as well on paper
and what do i have to give when the mask of my smile crumbles and there is nothing beneath but an affection that you did not allow anything else to affect?
and i am sorry i am being vague you deserve better than my cowardice but you should know that it is not a matter of finding someone who wants you because i do it is a matter of finding someone who is not deathly afraid of wind
1. "this is my life right now...right this second" In response to Reply # 0
and i am sorry i am being vague you deserve better than my cowardice but you should know that it is not a matter of finding someone who wants you because i do it is a matter of finding someone who is not deathly afraid of wind
this isnt getting the love it needs. at first it seems like this is a weak squirming insecure lament...but its certainly not..its a wisdom piece, id say. it seems like its about steeling urself against the natural peaks and valleys, yes more so the valleys, that come with the heartgame. i like the paperdoll imagery too.i thought that was very poignant...
5. "RE: a belated apology" In response to Reply # 0
that was cool. you pulled me into it at first and then i lost track of it for a second but i caught it again right at the end. you can find truth in this in so many levels.
6. "RE: a belated apology" In response to Reply # 0
"and i am sorry i am being vague you deserve better than my cowardice but you should know that it is not a matter of finding someone who wants you because i do it is a matter of finding someone who is not deathly afraid of wind"
..there's no need to be sorry we're each trying to find the paths God has give us in this life..and in r/ships it is no exception...
I loved this piece.
"Do to others what you would others have done unto you." - The Lord Jesus Christ
7. "^UP^ 4 A Belated Response ..." In response to Reply # 0 Wed Apr-20-05 06:41 PM by PhotoSynthesis
Because this deserves another go~round ...
and round ...
and round ...
and round ...
(((Spun Nicely))) --
A guitar string vibrating, a measure of my soul, a breech in the silence -- I've always felt like words come through me & I write them down... they have no master --- gsquared ♥