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"THE SECOND OFFICIAL OKP FEMALE COLLABORATION!!!"
Thu Sep-30-04 09:02 PM by KnowOne

  

          

yeeeah yeeeah yeeeeah!

It's official! The ladies are making a tradition out of intertwining their thoughts and perspectives for a purpose.
And all it takes is one spark, one dream, one belief to make a difference.
I am so happy that OKP recognizes this and gives us the opportunity to intiate!

Thank you to all who assisted and contributed because this is not something that can be done alone! It takes all of us to care enough about what we do here to initiate small ideas into
really big representations!(Thank you everyone for this wonderful opportunity and creating/maintaining okp to be what it is today.. don't ever let it change!)

Straight up, When I first wanted to do this collabo it was for the purpose of unifying female perspectives and gifts...
yo,it was small.... but it obviously meant alot to all of us because it produced so many replies and contributions! (and that was so great!)
So when it came time to do another, I was kinda overwhelmed...
@ first I felt that I had to exceed last year's expectations and put together a presentation rather than something simple and just from the heart...(photo, girl.. thanks for saying that to
me!)I then sat and thought of all these big things to say & do, and I did get help in doing them by everyone who I asked, but some of it fell through- & I am sitting here now typing this ishh kinda nervous not knowing what to say really...

But I guess I just gotta let it be spontaneous because all I know is that it happened for a reason ...I mean, even the topic chosen .. which is "BEING HUMAN/FLAWED" (thanks Jill Scott!
www.popcultureshock.com/reviews.php?id=3267) represents how I was feeling trying to put this together...(sigh)

Anyway, despite that... I want you all to know that the original idea still stands true...
and even if it doesn't get as many replies or is not as big as the last time it's still wonderful to find a place where we are able to engage in something far greater than ourselves without
boundaries and limitations...

And LADIES... WE DO NEED THIS!

Because ar greater than any race alone (not minimizing any race related adversities) fems speak from a past of repression, intimidation, & in some ways a continuation of inferiority..(www.geocities.com/Paris/2159/anrfem.html) just because of the traits associated w/our gender (a test to see which traits you possess: www.csudh.edu/psych/module1/Apply.html) that may conditon us to "act" or "be" a certain way as a survival tactic or a way of getting what we want from someone or out of life because it is expected of us.. & if we lack the proper foundation/direction combined w/ our statistic we may become then become limited to it!
Even though We all can fall victim (through our gender, religion, culture, location,etc because we are all -male & female- immersed into illusions from conception and attempt to find our way through life w/ a swiss cheese existance!)
Females still struggle to overcome the statistic in societies dominated by male related traits(www.crystalinks.com/matriarchal.html) such as competition, assertiveness,"cut-throat" tactics etc...(shiiieet, have u ever read the Machiavellian Laws? which so many political leaders "go by" today... www.emachiavelli.com/ThemesforToday.html)

& this here collabo- may seem sexist-yes, but understand that this "rebellion" & unification for the same purpose was the only way that things were ever changed in the first place on anything!

So we strip ourselves from the illusions/statistics/labels/deviations and bring you the genuine

ORIGINAL IDEA!!!!!!!

along w/the ladies of OKP:

17sana
2425667
2blac4u
3rd i
90degrees
Afrika
Ambergirl
Auspicious
Babyblue
BlackIvy
bonitaapplebaum71481
Chaste_Souls
Chibueze
Clarion
dasweetesttaboo
delrica
Dominicana
ergobliss
Ezzsential
foreverblue
gotulikegot_damn
gypsyojos
HEBREW_HONEY
HottLykeFiyah
imagination_7
InspiredFree
invisible ink
isis
j alise
Kinetic Koala
LaDeeDeF_99
LaLopez1
lanivishnu
lunaeco
mara
Marmari
MeDiNaStaR
mindful
Mylife
Mylou_mz_r700
Mystic_Elixir
naanaa
Nappiness
Natalie
NinAnin
n_spirayshun
OkayPlayerChic
OrangeLoni
paperdollpoet
PhotoSynthesis
Pulchritudinous
Queenreina
Reallove
revolt
robynwildchild
Sampaguita
Siren
Slicklyric
Soulchild
Soulstice
SpecialOne
Shyning_Star
the Light
THELIONESS
UntitledThought
VirtuousWoman_Found
Winter Blaze
wolfie

(yay!)

OK....(sorry I get carried away with all my babblin)
Here's the foundation:

1) I posted all fems names that I have seen participate on The Freestyle Board.
Please post your peice(s) Re: The Topic underneath them.

If you are not on the list inbox me and I will add you.
(I did not inbox people personally because there were just too many people to inbox this year-the female # has increased!, so please don't feel offended or not included-we want you!)

2) Before you post your (first) peice provide a brief introduction about yourself.
If your not sure on what to say here's an idea (derived from last year's OKPFC):

Name:
Location:
Age:
Website/audios/pics:
Personal Info: (ethnicity, writing style, favorite things,Who or what inspired you to write, etc)

3) This is a collaboration on a specific topic (chosen by votes): "BEING HUMAN/FLAWED".
Your piece(s) should reflect this idea ,however, there are no guidelines on how you have to write, how long it should be, etc.. just to let it flow & see what you can come up with! =)

4) Try and respond to atleast 2-3 other posts- (ya know.. you get back what u give and males- even though this is a female thing- you guys should respond also!) *smile*

5) This year we have also added a couple of additions for inspirational purposes.

They're basically just different things that fems can share with eachother for inspiration such as:

a) Books
b) Websites
c) Females of Inspiration
d) Music
e) Women Poets
f) anything else you can think of

a)All of the "columns" are geared towards females, however, and a different fem has volunteered to "host" each one (thank you!) - because they have researched and supplied you with their insight on things that inspire them in that area...

b) You can add to them during the post w/ "your stuff" because this will be archived, so it can be more than poems but a resource of INSPIRATIONAL FEMINITY! (lol)

6) The Honeychile Crew is also doing an okp ladies tribute on their website. Sign Up!
http://www.okayplayer.com/cgi-bin/dcforum/dcboard.cgi?az=show_thread&om=35749&forum=freestyle
They want to feature you to represent okp ladies month so betta act now! *smile*

that's all folks!

peace, godbless & happy posting ya'll!
-Steph

lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ladies:
Sep 30th 2004
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17sana
Sep 30th 2004
2
2425667
Sep 30th 2004
3
2blac4u
Sep 30th 2004
4
RE: 2blac4u
Oct 02nd 2004
103
      Statistic
Oct 03rd 2004
108
      *fist in the air*!
Oct 03rd 2004
114
      ( ( ( I N T E N S E L Y -- A W E S O M E ) ) )
Oct 03rd 2004
119
      we are our names.
Oct 04th 2004
127
      RE: Statistic
Oct 06th 2004
159
      Hi!
Oct 14th 2004
246
      now this...
Oct 14th 2004
253
      damn girl...
PetraP
Oct 17th 2004
284
      yes
Oct 17th 2004
288
      this was awesome
Oct 03rd 2004
113
3rd i
Sep 30th 2004
5
RE: 3rd i
Oct 15th 2004
275
      my flaw
Oct 25th 2004
346
           every action is a sin
Oct 25th 2004
347
           =O
Oct 26th 2004
351
           (sigh)
Oct 26th 2004
350
90degrees
Sep 30th 2004
6
Afrika
Sep 30th 2004
7
Ambergirl
Sep 30th 2004
8
Auspicious
Sep 30th 2004
9
Babyblue
Sep 30th 2004
10
BlackIvy
Sep 30th 2004
11
bonitaapplebaum71481
Sep 30th 2004
12
Chaste_Souls
Sep 30th 2004
13
RE: Chaste: MY_SOUL
Oct 04th 2004
126
RE: Chaste: MY_SOUL
Oct 04th 2004
138
BY "O" IS******
Oct 14th 2004
255
holla!
Oct 05th 2004
139
Sound advice ;)
Oct 14th 2004
245
HEARTFELT MESH
Oct 17th 2004
285
      =)
Oct 17th 2004
289
           RE: =) TY
Oct 18th 2004
313
                werd dog
Oct 19th 2004
321
Chibueze
Sep 30th 2004
14
Clarion
Sep 30th 2004
15
u know its funny how u have to come up with a user
Oct 05th 2004
146
rainbow ain't enuff
Oct 05th 2004
147
aww shnap! i love this title.
Oct 06th 2004
154
older or baby sis?
Oct 07th 2004
171
honestly it was for a sister that i no longer
Oct 08th 2004
180
RE: rainbow ain't enuff
Oct 07th 2004
174
RE: u know its funny how u have to come up with a user
Oct 06th 2004
155
      u know Steph
Oct 06th 2004
156
Rom 12:21 freewrite
Oct 27th 2004
363
      wow clarion that's.....(eyes watering)
Nov 01st 2004
373
dasweetesttaboo
Sep 30th 2004
16
delrica
Sep 30th 2004
17
Who I'm Is
Oct 04th 2004
128
my niggi!!!!!!!!!
Oct 05th 2004
143
quick outburst of thought...
Oct 11th 2004
208
you're mod
Oct 11th 2004
215
small note
Oct 14th 2004
250
untitled
Oct 11th 2004
229
RE: untitled
Oct 14th 2004
257
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Oct 17th 2004
290
Seems like...
Oct 19th 2004
314
      RE: Seems like...
Oct 19th 2004
322
LJ Entry: 10/14/04
Oct 14th 2004
251
Gurrrlll......
Oct 14th 2004
256
Delrica...
Oct 19th 2004
315
Sho' U Right --
Oct 19th 2004
319
flatulence & other imperfections (a few senryu)
Oct 26th 2004
354
Dominicana
Sep 30th 2004
18
ergobliss
Sep 30th 2004
19
Ezzsential
Sep 30th 2004
20
meh
Oct 01st 2004
93
being human/flawed (bitching)
Oct 01st 2004
94
this is my mom everybody! (her response)
Oct 02nd 2004
102
      RE: this is my mom everybody! (her response)
Oct 03rd 2004
105
      a creative mind begats a creative mind
Oct 03rd 2004
109
      You and your mom...
Oct 11th 2004
204
      the devil's a liar
Oct 04th 2004
136
      me n my mom
Oct 05th 2004
142
      Oh Word? -- Your Mom?
Oct 05th 2004
144
      RE: this is my mom everybody! (her response)
Oct 14th 2004
258
Dear Seneca
Oct 03rd 2004
106
      RE: Dear Seneca
Oct 03rd 2004
107
      wiping tears from my eyes...
Oct 03rd 2004
111
      RE: wiping tears from my eyes...
Oct 03rd 2004
115
      RE: Dear Seneca
Oct 10th 2004
193
      Shit Girl...
Oct 11th 2004
206
           RE: Shit Girl...
Oct 11th 2004
218
                :)
Oct 11th 2004
220
                     word up
Oct 17th 2004
291
foreverblue
Sep 30th 2004
21
gotulikegot_damn
Sep 30th 2004
22
gypsyojos
Sep 30th 2004
23
HEBREW_HONEY
Sep 30th 2004
24
HottLykeFiyah
Sep 30th 2004
25
imagination_7
Sep 30th 2004
26
I am...
Oct 11th 2004
209
      I ain't perfect/ A Zen Moment
Oct 11th 2004
210
           hell yeah!
Oct 11th 2004
217
           RE: I ain't perfect/ A Zen Moment
Oct 11th 2004
230
           RE: I ain't perfect/ A Zen Moment
Oct 14th 2004
252
InspiredFree
Sep 30th 2004
27
invisible ink
Sep 30th 2004
28
isis
Sep 30th 2004
29
j alise
Sep 30th 2004
30
Kinetic Koala
Sep 30th 2004
31
RE: Kinetic Koala
Oct 09th 2004
184
      RE: Kinetic Koala
Oct 10th 2004
194
      :)
Oct 11th 2004
219
      RE: at a definite crossroads
Oct 12th 2004
234
      Raises Fist --
Oct 19th 2004
323
      oh my, this should have been in the main part of the po
Oct 19th 2004
324
           RE: oh my, this should have been in the main part of th
Oct 25th 2004
342
LaDeeDeF_99
Sep 30th 2004
32
believe
Oct 26th 2004
353
LaLopez1
Sep 30th 2004
33
lanivishnu
Sep 30th 2004
34
lunaeco
Sep 30th 2004
35
mara
Sep 30th 2004
36
Marmari
Sep 30th 2004
37
i am so late w/ this
Oct 29th 2004
366
      short but meaningful!
Nov 01st 2004
372
MeDiNaStaR
Sep 30th 2004
38
mindful
Sep 30th 2004
39
mind full of...
Oct 01st 2004
95
      Pot & Kettle
Oct 01st 2004
96
           clap,clap,clap
Oct 03rd 2004
110
           word
Oct 03rd 2004
116
           RE: Pot & Kettle
Oct 10th 2004
195
           co-sign
PetraP
Oct 17th 2004
294
           Hmmmph
Oct 11th 2004
207
           STILL..
Oct 14th 2004
263
           RE: Pot & Kettle
Oct 17th 2004
286
Mylife
Sep 30th 2004
40
time(s) is tough
Oct 30th 2004
367
      ( ( ( B E A U T I F U L ) ) )
Oct 30th 2004
368
      *saluting*
Nov 01st 2004
374
Mylou_mz_r700
Sep 30th 2004
41
Mystic_Elixir
Sep 30th 2004
42
naanaa
Sep 30th 2004
43
belly
Oct 01st 2004
76
RE: belly
Oct 01st 2004
81
RE: belly
Oct 06th 2004
157
RE: belly
Oct 06th 2004
158
This made me think of...
Oct 12th 2004
231
for norwich girls
Oct 12th 2004
236
I remember this...
Oct 14th 2004
247
u didn't say much, but it seemed as if...
Oct 16th 2004
281
naanaa
Oct 01st 2004
80
Nappiness
Sep 30th 2004
44
Natalie
Sep 30th 2004
45
who am i...right now?
Oct 22nd 2004
338
      There's Mah Gyrllll -- ;^)
Oct 23rd 2004
340
      NATALIE!!!!!!!!glad u dropped gurl!
Nov 01st 2004
376
NinAnin
Sep 30th 2004
46
n_spirayshun
Sep 30th 2004
47
OkayPlayerChic
Sep 30th 2004
48
OrangeLoni
Sep 30th 2004
49
who am i?
Oct 01st 2004
88
      and you can
Oct 01st 2004
90
      being heated sometimes bring out
Oct 01st 2004
97
      yuuup
Oct 03rd 2004
117
      Being Heated....
Oct 04th 2004
129
      RE: and you can
Oct 04th 2004
135
      RE: and you can
Oct 10th 2004
196
           i have trouble letting this shit slide
Oct 11th 2004
200
                Tell em'
Oct 11th 2004
201
                on the subject of super-humans...
Oct 11th 2004
223
      To be human- Ode to a Superwoman
Oct 18th 2004
305
           awwwww!
Oct 21st 2004
328
paperdollpoet
Sep 30th 2004
50
flawed & free: sheflypaperdollpoet
Oct 02nd 2004
101
RE: flawed & free: sheflypaperdollpoet
Oct 03rd 2004
118
flaws: "i say nigga to freely."
Oct 07th 2004
167
      but "my nigga" ain't changing
Oct 07th 2004
170
      RE: flaws: "i say nigga to freely."
Oct 07th 2004
172
      RE: flaws: "i say nigga to freely."
Oct 07th 2004
173
      far from blah
Oct 07th 2004
175
      Well damn... I wish my stuff was "blah" too!
Oct 11th 2004
211
      RE: flaws: "i say nigga to freely."
PetraP
Oct 17th 2004
295
PhotoSynthesis
Sep 30th 2004
51
RE: PhotoSynthesis
Oct 01st 2004
91
I'm Only Human --
Oct 01st 2004
92
RE: I'm Only Human --
Oct 03rd 2004
112
RE: I'm Only Human --
Oct 04th 2004
130
RE: I'm Only Human --
Oct 05th 2004
145
Did U Ever See -- Alien Vs. Predator?
Oct 05th 2004
148
Only human... a strong one. :)
Oct 11th 2004
213
Ridiculously talented......
Oct 15th 2004
269
      RE: Ridiculously talented......
PetraP
Oct 17th 2004
293
Grandma's Hands / Grandma's Heart --
Oct 03rd 2004
120
      sorry i didnt see this!
Oct 11th 2004
212
      I had a grandma like her, too...
Oct 11th 2004
222
      RE: Grandma's Hands / Grandma's Heart --
PetraP
Oct 17th 2004
296
Pulchritudinous
Sep 30th 2004
52
Queenreina
Sep 30th 2004
53
Reallove
Sep 30th 2004
54
revolt
Sep 30th 2004
55
pound for pound, we holds it down.
Oct 03rd 2004
121
oh yeah and in addition:
Oct 03rd 2004
122
RE: pound for pound, we holds it down.
Oct 04th 2004
124
raises Fist in the Air...
Oct 04th 2004
131
u said it all here
Oct 08th 2004
183
Yes!
Oct 11th 2004
214
Powerful..
Oct 14th 2004
262
when tears are official.
Oct 07th 2004
176
      I told you...
Oct 11th 2004
216
robynwildchild
Sep 30th 2004
56
blossom
Oct 01st 2004
83
Sho' U Right!
Oct 04th 2004
134
Girl...
Oct 12th 2004
232
biological clock tick tock
Oct 04th 2004
133
you're adopted????!
Oct 05th 2004
141
      ha
Oct 07th 2004
168
U2
Oct 07th 2004
169
RE: U2
PetraP
Oct 17th 2004
297
accidents are destiny that want u near
Oct 21st 2004
330
motherly
Oct 18th 2004
311
      RE: motherly
Oct 18th 2004
312
      yup
Oct 21st 2004
331
Sampaguita
Sep 30th 2004
57
Siren
Sep 30th 2004
58
Slicklyric
Sep 30th 2004
59
Soulchild
Sep 30th 2004
60
RE: soulchild
Oct 16th 2004
279
      GIRLS
Oct 16th 2004
280
      What!? OKAY.....
Oct 16th 2004
282
      There's My Lil' Sis -- ;^ )
Oct 17th 2004
292
      RE: GIRLS
PetraP
Oct 17th 2004
298
      :)
Oct 19th 2004
316
      incredible!
Oct 21st 2004
329
      RE: GIRLS
Oct 22nd 2004
336
      Losing
Oct 17th 2004
287
Soulstice
Sep 30th 2004
61
SpecialOne
Sep 30th 2004
62
Shyning_Star
Sep 30th 2004
63
the Light
Sep 30th 2004
64
the Light is..
Oct 10th 2004
191
      Fear has changed you, my dear.
Oct 10th 2004
192
      milky water wearing coffee make-up
Oct 10th 2004
198
      nice to meet cha
Oct 10th 2004
199
      Very powerful
Oct 11th 2004
221
      RE: Fear has changed you, my dear.
Oct 11th 2004
225
      RE: Fear has changed you, my dear.
Oct 13th 2004
244
      RE: Fear has changed you, my dear.
PetraP
Oct 17th 2004
299
      WoW
Oct 22nd 2004
337
      y do i feel like i've known u for this long and haven't
Oct 10th 2004
197
           It's weird, isn't it?
Oct 11th 2004
224
THELIONESS
Sep 30th 2004
65
UntitledThought
Sep 30th 2004
66
VirtuousWoman_Found
Sep 30th 2004
67
Winter Blaze
Sep 30th 2004
68
RE: Winter Blaze
Oct 21st 2004
327
      peace!
Oct 21st 2004
332
      *LoL* @ Winter Blaze --
Oct 21st 2004
334
      Confession
Oct 25th 2004
343
wolfie
Sep 30th 2004
69
      Perrenial
Oct 13th 2004
239
      hahaha...
Oct 13th 2004
242
      RE: Perrenial
Oct 20th 2004
325
      contradictions
Oct 13th 2004
240
           That's Okay Wolfie --
Oct 13th 2004
241
           We are all different...
Oct 14th 2004
248
           word yo! im comin off this
Oct 15th 2004
273
           RE: word yo! im comin off this
Oct 15th 2004
274
           RE: contradictions
PetraP
Oct 17th 2004
300
Inspiration One O' One
Sep 30th 2004
70
Books
Sep 30th 2004
71
The Art of Seduction
Oct 04th 2004
132
another book
Oct 05th 2004
140
my books
Oct 06th 2004
160
RE: Books
Oct 10th 2004
186
Websites
Sep 30th 2004
72
Affirmations for women
Oct 01st 2004
87
another website for fems
Oct 08th 2004
182
RE: Websites
Oct 11th 2004
226
women's rights website
Oct 15th 2004
272
Women Poets
Sep 30th 2004
73
RE: Women Poets
Oct 01st 2004
86
RE: Women Poets
Oct 10th 2004
189
Phenomenal Woman bu Maya Angelou
Oct 25th 2004
341
Patricia Smith
Oct 27th 2004
362
MUSIC
Oct 01st 2004
82
talib kweli - "for women"
Oct 06th 2004
153
rememba tekitha from wutang?
Oct 07th 2004
164
WORD... found a video w/ tekitha!!!!!!!!!! (for naa)
Oct 07th 2004
165
      RE: WORD... found a video w/ tekitha!!!!!!!!!! (for na
Oct 07th 2004
177
           well u dont look exactly like her..
Oct 08th 2004
179
                feelin tekitha
PetraP
Oct 17th 2004
301
Probably the most important
Oct 10th 2004
187
I'm in LOVE w/ VAN HUNT!
Oct 13th 2004
238
Evanescence!!!
Oct 19th 2004
320
Inspirational *Female* Quotes --
Oct 01st 2004
89
Inspirational *Female* Quotes/Poems --
Oct 01st 2004
99
I needed that this morning.
Oct 19th 2004
317
RE: Inspirational *Female* Quotes --
Oct 04th 2004
123
RE: Inspirational *Female* Quotes --
Oct 10th 2004
190
Inspirational *Female* Quotes --
Oct 19th 2004
318
Male Hip Hop Song of the Day:Tupac-Keep ya Head up
Oct 02nd 2004
100
Tupac- Dear Mama
Oct 03rd 2004
104
Miscellaneous
Oct 06th 2004
150
Story
Oct 06th 2004
151
inspiration at best
Oct 15th 2004
270
bruderhof. com - daily digs are ill
Oct 18th 2004
308
women (visual) artists i admire
Oct 06th 2004
161
      RE: women (visual) artists i admire
Oct 10th 2004
188
Comments/Opinions
Sep 30th 2004
74
lady of freestyle 09/01/04
Oct 01st 2004
75
      *ahem* 10/01/04
Oct 01st 2004
78
      this is fly...
Oct 01st 2004
79
*added* tharrison
Oct 01st 2004
77
honeychile presents:
Oct 01st 2004
84
2blac4u - 10/01/04
Oct 01st 2004
85
single mothers are my heroines *nods*
Oct 01st 2004
98
ladeedef_99 - 10/04/04
Oct 04th 2004
125
i love her
Oct 04th 2004
137
      cute.
Oct 06th 2004
149
naanaa- 10/06/04
Oct 06th 2004
152
RE: naanaa- 10/06/04
Oct 07th 2004
163
      RE: naanaa- 10/06/04
Oct 07th 2004
166
mindful - 10/08/04
Oct 08th 2004
181
that was hot
Oct 11th 2004
203
      i'm rather direct
Oct 11th 2004
227
clarion - 10/811/04
Oct 11th 2004
202
awwwww!
Oct 11th 2004
205
she gotta big head
Oct 11th 2004
228
imagination_7 - 10/13/04
Oct 13th 2004
237
nice to meet cha gurl
Oct 14th 2004
254
robynwildchild - 10/15/04
Oct 15th 2004
267
werd robyn
Oct 27th 2004
356
orangeloni - 10/18/04
Oct 18th 2004
306
lol wassa wroet???
Oct 27th 2004
357
soulchild - 10/20/04
Oct 20th 2004
326
hahhahha make sure u make an icon
Oct 27th 2004
358
delrica - 10/22/04
Oct 22nd 2004
335
shiet
Oct 27th 2004
359
      RE: shiet
Oct 27th 2004
361
           nice pic
Oct 29th 2004
364
                RE: nice pic
Oct 31st 2004
369
marmari - 10/26/04
Oct 26th 2004
352
peace to being from philly
Oct 27th 2004
360
wolfie - 10/29/04
Oct 29th 2004
365
      =)
Nov 01st 2004
370
*added* My Pretty Eyez
Oct 07th 2004
162
Glimpse
Oct 23rd 2004
339
      RE: Glimpse
Oct 25th 2004
345
      I ignore my own needs but attend to the needs of everyo
Oct 26th 2004
349
ima start inboxin ladies
Oct 08th 2004
178
this was good idea
Oct 09th 2004
185
RE: THE SECOND OFFICIAL OKP FEMALE COLLABORATION!!!
killa
Oct 12th 2004
233
*added* Phenomenality
Oct 12th 2004
235
RE: *added* Phenomenality
Oct 13th 2004
243
      RE: *added* Phenomenality
Oct 14th 2004
249
      I'm here!! An SO glad to be...
Oct 14th 2004
259
           Abstract Facts & Tabulations...
Oct 14th 2004
260
           ~~Metempsychosis~~
Oct 14th 2004
261
           Well Alrighty Then --
Oct 15th 2004
271
           *Warm Fuzzies*
Oct 15th 2004
277
           RE: ~~Metempsychosis~~
PetraP
Oct 17th 2004
302
           (doin the charleston)
Oct 15th 2004
276
*added* PetraP
Oct 15th 2004
264
Lil Intro
PetraP
Oct 17th 2004
283
      Poetic Warriors
PetraP
Oct 17th 2004
303
           I Been Waitin' 4 Ya Missy -- *smiles*
Oct 17th 2004
304
           made me think of
Oct 21st 2004
333
*added* Sha
Oct 15th 2004
265
Hey Yall-Many greetings
Oct 15th 2004
266
Charades
Oct 15th 2004
268
      really really nice
Oct 15th 2004
278
      Deep
Oct 18th 2004
307
      Heyyyyyy --
Oct 18th 2004
309
      *claps*
Oct 18th 2004
310
LADIES
Oct 25th 2004
344
(hug)
Oct 26th 2004
348
Thank U -- Thank U -- Thank U --
Oct 26th 2004
355
thanks everyone...
Nov 01st 2004
371
RE: thanks everyone...
Nov 01st 2004
375

Ezzsential
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1. "Ladies:"
In response to Reply # 0


  

          

-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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2. "17sana"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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3. "2425667"
In response to Reply # 1


  

          

-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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4. "2blac4u"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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2blac4u
Member since Aug 31st 2002
161 posts
Sat Oct-02-04 05:46 PM

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103. "RE: 2blac4u"
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Name: Meika (MEE KA)I'm always asked "what does that mean?" hell I dont know, my momma thought she made it up, but over the yrs I've been told that:
1.it means green card in spanish
2.it means beautiful butterly in Chinese
3.it means eyes in Hawaiian
4.it means new moon in japanese
5.it means will of gold in some afrikan language
So now when ppl ask "what does it mean" I just say "It depends on the country, in the USofA it means ME"

Location:Weeeessssssiiiiiiiide California
Age: 36 yrs young
Website/audios/pics: N/A @ the moment, page is under construction
Ethnicity: Black

Writing Style: I dont have a particular style (i dont think, but if someone thinks differently let me know)I write about whatever & whoever is affecting my life or occupying my thoughts at the moment.

Favorite Things: Books,Books & more Books,I'm an avid reader (at least 2 books a wk,depending on length), Candles (everywhere)Oldies (from Billie Holliday to the O'Jays), Langston Hughes & Gwendolyn Brooks poetry.

Who or What inspired you to write: I wrote my first poem at the age of 10 by accident, not paying attention in class, I did the wrong assignment,instead of the page that was assigned (drawing a map of Africa) I did the wrong page (write a poem about Afrca)and thats how my first poem "African Princess" was created,and my first "F", I guess u can say that even though I got an "F" on that assignment, I was inspired by the fact that the faculty liked my poem enuff to blow it up, frame it and hang it in the hall of my elementary school, where it stayed until the school closed a few yrs ago. Today I'm inspired by LIFE.

Things Friends & Family would say about me, that I might not say about myself: She debates every subject (not every)
She's militant (just proud)
She's Prejudice (being pro-black doesnt
make me prejudice)
She's always fighting a cause (not always)
She's stubborn (i just dont bend to every wind)
She's overly opinonated (i wouldnt say overly)
She has no tact(I'm just REAL)
She's brutally honest (brutal is kinda harsh)
She's a Great mom (I'm still learning)
She loves too hard (I just love true)
She's a true Sagittarius (it's called a Centaur)

Well thats the Good, Bad, & Ugly on me, I dont apologize for who I am, because I'm Gods poetry and he's still writing me.



"Poetry is when an Emotion has found its Thought, and Thought, has found Words".. ~Unknown~

"The Poet is a Liar that always speaks the Truth"..~Unknown~

  

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2blac4u
Member since Aug 31st 2002
161 posts
Sun Oct-03-04 01:29 PM

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108. "Statistic"
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dey said I shoulda been in YA, based on my criminal activities,
da credit card scam taught to me by an ole playa,
saved my life, pay’n rent, gas, and lights,
after momma rode a white horse n da wind that blew her
out da front door 1 day, leav’n me to fend for myself.
Sell’n joints, nickel bags or dimes, to ne1 will’n to smoke skunk,
an carry a headache n2 da next millinium,
boost’n fo cover and profit, cloth’n da ghetto at 1/2 price.

dey said I shoulda been a crackhead, based on my environment,
Liv’n n da jungles, drugs were dispersed like candy, and every
sweet-tooth was satisfied (until ur money ran out)
if u were lucky enuff 2b a dude u either, got ur bitch 2 spot u $20
or snatch’d a purse to profit ur next hit, (old ladies beware)
if u had da bad luck to be a female, wit a habit,
u bent ur knees and bobb’d ur head, (strawberry aint just a fruit no mo),
I first suck’d the glass dick on my 17th birfday
pure white rock presented to me n a velvet box,
lined in silk, protect’d betta den da hope diamond,
by a friend who’s man lov’d her so much,
he was willing to share his misery,
now she was pass’n da “best feeling in the world”
on 2 me…inhal’n deep, I tried to put happiness on lock-down
n my head, but it escaped thru my nostrils, tak’n da thrill
wit it, strumm’n fingers wait’n on a high that stood me up,
fuck dat…I need’d 2 forget….
so I stuck wit weed, at least I could get a good laugh outta da shit…..

dey said I shoulda been an alcoholic, based on my inebriated brain,
Tequila was my friend, 2 da end, it had my back, lend’n me courage
2b what I’ve become, Hennesy brought tears 2 my eyes, and memories 2 mind,
we didn’t hang long, Silver Satin was da buddy I relied on most, hit’n me wit
120 proof of knock’d da fuck out…..tomorrow was another day

dey said I shoulda been a teenage mom, based on my promiscuous ways
the 1st & 15th find’n me wait’n impatiently fo my local postal worker
Gett’n 2nd rate generic medical attention, cause medicare don’t pay for name brands,
Stand’n in line for da monthly issuance of food stamps,
while 4 kids seize’d da hem of my garment, crying for daddies dey neva knew,
and I didn’t remember.

dey said I shoulda been dead, based on my gang affiliations
buried n a dark blue kaki suit, starched & creased, 5 times down the back,
blue rags draping a steel blue coffin, as homeboys C-Walk’d on my grave,
celebrating my memory wit Old English poured on concrete,
(to the homies who aint here)

they said I should have been broken-down by circumstance,
not empowered by my mistakes,
they said I should have been a lady of low-self esteem,
not a woman of substance,
I should’nt have had the strength to leave my mentally abusive provider(husband),
raising two kids alone without a high school diploma,
I should’nt have had the determination to go back to school, then college,
in order to expand my mind and improve my life….nah
they said I should have been a “STATISTIC”….
they didn’t know I was a beautifully flawed child of GOD.

"Poetry is when an Emotion has found its Thought, and Thought, has found Words".. ~Unknown~

"The Poet is a Liar that always speaks the Truth"..~Unknown~

  

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Ezzsential
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114. "*fist in the air*!"
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woah...

all i cant even think of what to say but this hit me

& that u pinpointed every statistical situation perfectly and brought it to life...
thanks.



-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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PhotoSynthesis
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119. "( ( ( I N T E N S E L Y -- A W E S O M E ) ) )"
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Sun Oct-03-04 07:03 PM

          

This is as human~ly beautiful -- Raw -- & REAL -- As anything I've EVER read! -- ;^)

(((Thank You Ma'am)))

I'm ever so pleased to meet you! -- *smiles*


Wonderful profile of overcoming adversity -- Yes Indeed!

A guitar string vibrating, a measure of my soul, a breech in the silence --
I've always felt like words come through me & I write them down... they have no master --- gsquared ♥

http://www.soundclick.com/bands/2/photosynthesis_music.htm

  

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paperdollpoet
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127. "we are our names."
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1.it means green card in spanish
- freedom
2.it means beautiful butterly in Chinese
- evolving
3.it means eyes in Hawaiian
- seeing
4.it means new moon in japanese
- changing
5.it means will of gold in some afrikan language
- surviving...

your poem is a reflection of your name...and all its meanings.

your life is a wealth of stories just waiting to be told. your children are lucky beyond belief. i hope they listen well.


---
wwatd? → → →

"God is a verb." - Bucky Fuller

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Revolt
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159. "RE: Statistic"
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AMAZING!!!

You are a 'whirlwind' talent. One of those people who have knock down talent that wraps all around the mind and the senses. This evoked every type of emotion inside of me that I can possibly experience in a few moments!

This is, definitely what everyone else has said: AWESOME.

I feel empowered.
____________





"...so i left superstition
and false self proclamations
since i became a jewel in a crown
a unique song that's sheer perfection..."

© Ezzsential's momma




"I can't read Canadian" © BigReg




The avy: Moi.


  

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Imagination_7
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246. "Hi!"
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Pleasure to make your aquaintance.

The poem was something else ma'am. Um hmm. There are so many roads we could all choose to follow and you illustrated some vividly. It is a beautiful and wise thing to have insight and also the ability to see into other's lives as well.

Lesley

  

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delrica
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253. "now this..."
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is real.

I loved this.

*nodding head*

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Cop my stuff, mayne!

My first chapbook: "This Chapbook Was Made With Pilfered Office Products" available now - $6.00

My 2nd chapbook, coming in 2007: "Orgasms and Ice Cream"

fmi: http://www.myspace.com/delrica

  

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PetraP

Sun Oct-17-04 09:17 AM

  
284. "damn girl..."
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i always enjoy everything you write, but this hit me hard - goose bumps and everything!! I loved the last verse, especially the last line - a perfect ending to a perfect piece!! much love to you.

  

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soulchild
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288. "yes"
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good. empowering. i like the sudden switch in dialect.
good stuff, 2.

soul.



  

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Ezzsential
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113. "this was awesome"
In response to Reply # 103


  

          

how u wrote ur first poem
and how peeps view you
interesting stuff

nice to meet cha!


-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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5. "3rd i"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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275. "RE: 3rd i"
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Name:Tishana Chipp

Location: Brunswick, Ga
Age: 29 an' fine!
Website/audios/pics: aww crap i'ont know check my profile for pic
Personal Info: i'm of mixed heritage. black,negro,afro and african american. i been here for a good lil minute *when charter member meant something*

i just boogie...i usta be either one of 2 ways...happy or bitterly depressed. now i'm just sedated.

www.myspace.com/3rd_i

3rd i: so u gonna be my child's god parent
Dawgeatah: i already have 3
3rd i: yeah but do u have a black one..like pokemon gotta catch them all.

i am a self-mutilator
of the worst kind...
(c)MyLife

  

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346. "my flaw"
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My nature dictates that i love you unconditionally...and u blame ur lack of faithfulness on ur human imperfections.

My heart demands that i practice forgiveness...because it wasn't that you meant to hurt us.

My soul has influnced me to believe that inherently you still have the orginial love for us but you got side tracked.

i forgive your unfaithfulness...i forgive your inability to stand firm.


Flaw 1








myspace: http://profiles.myspace.com/users/7641819


sistawitafro: dude i've been caught many-a-night by a lifetime movie

dude: i remember when i first started watchin it. i was back in petey b (petersburg) and all tha ladies as watchin it. i was like i aint about to watch a damn chick flick wit all of ya'll. next thing i know, i'm passin out tissues and talkin about "he wrong for that. he wrong for that."

From beginning to end no matter what if we are true to ourselves then how could any action be a sin to us-PG

www.myspace.com/3rd_i

3rd i: so u gonna be my child's god parent
Dawgeatah: i already have 3
3rd i: yeah but do u have a black one..like pokemon gotta catch them all.

i am a self-mutilator
of the worst kind...
(c)MyLife

  

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3rd i
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347. "every action is a sin"
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He never loved her
but he loved the poems she wrote
accidental love







myspace: http://profiles.myspace.com/users/7641819


sistawitafro: dude i've been caught many-a-night by a lifetime movie

dude: i remember when i first started watchin it. i was back in petey b (petersburg) and all tha ladies as watchin it. i was like i aint about to watch a damn chick flick wit all of ya'll. next thing i know, i'm passin out tissues and talkin about "he wrong for that. he wrong for that."

From beginning to end no matter what if we are true to ourselves then how could any action be a sin to us-PG

www.myspace.com/3rd_i

3rd i: so u gonna be my child's god parent
Dawgeatah: i already have 3
3rd i: yeah but do u have a black one..like pokemon gotta catch them all.

i am a self-mutilator
of the worst kind...
(c)MyLife

  

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Ezzsential
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351. "=O"
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aww dayum....

oh damn

well.. this hit me cuz i had a love like that...

and yeah, maybe that's what it was.. "accidental"

thanks for the truth (ouch)=/

=)


-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

A gifted girl whose heart was worn on her sleeves
A woman who has learned to tuck it away & share her love
unselfishly
who has forgotten about gettin a return on love's deposit
& finally understandin love is free especially when that
I.O.U begins~began with me
Whose love for her son erupted Mt. St. Helen
& can crack California from stateside
A true warrior who has never learned to take a dive in a
fight
& that has been blessed that my plight is lighted by God~ Clarion

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain.-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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350. "(sigh)"
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that's peace... forgiveness, a small thing but the hardest thing to practice...

i feel you..



-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

A gifted girl whose heart was worn on her sleeves
A woman who has learned to tuck it away & share her love
unselfishly
who has forgotten about gettin a return on love's deposit
& finally understandin love is free especially when that
I.O.U begins~began with me
Whose love for her son erupted Mt. St. Helen
& can crack California from stateside
A true warrior who has never learned to take a dive in a
fight
& that has been blessed that my plight is lighted by God~ Clarion

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain.-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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6. "90degrees"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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7. "Afrika"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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8. "Ambergirl"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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9. "Auspicious"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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10. "Babyblue"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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11. "BlackIvy"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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12. "bonitaapplebaum71481"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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13. "Chaste_Souls"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Chaste_Souls
Member since Apr 02nd 2003
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Mon Oct-04-04 04:17 AM

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126. "RE: Chaste: MY_SOUL"
In response to Reply # 13


  

          

This untouchable and invisible form of gas called Soul
Remarkebly it's evident The ALL/The Mind/Spirit wants to know

How can we as a PEOPLE keep our Souls nourished?

Stop eating red meat?

Love our own being before wanting to be loved?

Keep positive energies around us?

Stay away from negative people/energies?

Read more to keep the mind focused?

Quit taking drugs that can kill the flesh/soul/spirit/mind?

Help those who are less fortunate?

Respect those who respect you?

Smile even when your inner-soul is in pain amongst others?


Though the questions in the name of a better life as individuals
Just remember it all begins with "YOU".




  

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PhotoSynthesis
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138. "RE: Chaste: MY_SOUL"
In response to Reply # 126


          

Thank you for those wonderful words of wisdom & insight -- ;^)

Now I know you betta throw down a lil' "bio/intro" on yourself girlfriend -- Come on now! -- *chuckles*

A guitar string vibrating, a measure of my soul, a breech in the silence --
I've always felt like words come through me & I write them down... they have no master --- gsquared ♥

http://www.soundclick.com/bands/2/photosynthesis_music.htm

  

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Chaste_Souls
Member since Apr 02nd 2003
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Thu Oct-14-04 02:27 PM

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255. "BY "O" IS******"
In response to Reply # 138


  

          

**********I GO BY THE NAME MARLY FERRIANI AND I'VE ENJOYED MY STAY************

MY FAV SHHHHH IS READING, WRITING, NOW POETRY, EATING AKRYTE AND DOING KANYE WEST WORK OUT PLAN ~~




I'm not good at Bio's fam, sawy


  

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Ezzsential
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139. "holla!"
In response to Reply # 126


  

          

yuuup.. that's what im talkin about

fuggin i wish we had a daily ritual for soul nourishings

heh,

and is being soulful always an optimistic thing?

is our soul our emotions or intellect???





-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Imagination_7
Member since Jun 10th 2003
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Thu Oct-14-04 04:50 AM

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245. "Sound advice ;)"
In response to Reply # 126


  

          

Just what I needed this morning...
many thanks.

Lesley

Lesley

  

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Chaste_Souls
Member since Apr 02nd 2003
1021 posts
Sun Oct-17-04 01:43 PM

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285. "HEARTFELT MESH"
In response to Reply # 13


  

          

You remind me of the taste of Peanut Butter & Jelly on home-made wheat bread straight out of the maker,

The two belonged together,
Without it's blend the flavor wouldn't happen,

You're the ice water after being locked up in a Sauna,
Without the sip of my revival,

My death would pend before your eye's,
Cause where ever my head should rest, We'd be the dust
in the garden,

Finally we believe in trust again,
The ending can never be,
We be the Heartfelt Mesh,
Melted in a love nest,
As a bird we fly the best

And with you
Fear no more
Love has filled my chest.

  

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Ezzsential
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289. "=)"
In response to Reply # 285


  

          

beautiful words.....=)

-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Chaste_Souls
Member since Apr 02nd 2003
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Mon Oct-18-04 11:58 AM

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313. "RE: =) TY"
In response to Reply # 289


  

          

For starting this BIG EVENT here, we'll prolly reach 500 if we keep it going or even more.


One Love & One Life

  

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Ezzsential
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321. "werd dog"
In response to Reply # 313


  

          

juss hope that more fems post and the males show love...

cuz there were more last year =/


-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

A gifted girl whose heart was worn on her sleeves
A woman who has learned to tuck it away & share her love
unselfishly
who has forgotten about gettin a return on love's deposit
& finally understandin love is free especially when that
I.O.U begins~began with me
Whose love for her son erupted Mt. St. Helen
& can crack California from stateside
A true warrior who has never learned to take a dive in a
fight
& that has been blessed that my plight is lighted by God~ Clarion

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain.-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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Thu Sep-30-04 06:59 PM

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14. "Chibueze"
In response to Reply # 1


  

          

-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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Thu Sep-30-04 07:00 PM

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15. "Clarion"
In response to Reply # 1


  

          

-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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clarion
Member since Jul 07th 2003
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Tue Oct-05-04 04:48 PM

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146. "u know its funny how u have to come up with a user"
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name when u log in i wonder how many of us really wanted to pick our given names, im still not sure where clarion came from because there are so many words that actually sum me up. right now im not sure if i can write anythin but i do try to celebrate women each day by smiling & tryin to speak on the positive things that allow us to be unique individuals, i will try in anyway to help this month & anywho im chandra

A gifted girl whose heart was worn on her sleeves
A woman who has learned to tuck it away & share her love unselfishly
who has forgotten about gettin a return on love's deposit
& finally understandin love is free especially when that
I.O.U begins~began with me
Whose love for her son erupted Mt. St. Helen
& can crack California from stateside
A true warrior who has never learned to take a dive in a fight
& that has been blessed that my plight is lighted by God

..

  

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clarion
Member since Jul 07th 2003
9469 posts
Tue Oct-05-04 05:11 PM

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147. "rainbow ain't enuff"
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~this is a piece that i wrote for my sister, sometimes a moment can change ur life forever.. for the love of sisterhood i wanna share with yall that sometimes a rainbow isnt enuff to describe all the beautiful qualities that can be found inside as well as outside of woman's soul.


each passin day im reminded of strength of perserverance
w/u glidin on its wing...
hair blowing..smile that sings what all ghettos seem to know
tomorrow is coming
At times ur the knight in shinin armour
willin to go to the depths of hell
to bring back one soul..

there's no ignorance about how u run tha race
Yet u try to maintain pace for us to keep face
baby gurl i see u..
the sun and rainbow bow b4 u...
mars scoop some of her red to pave a way for u
mercy is upon u..
acknowledgin all ur wonderment
i neva understood anyone willin to shelve u
Tryin to classify u --writer--lover--sage--means to undermine God
Ur gifts r His to glorify

one of the few reason why i luv u..

-chandra

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Ezzsential
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Wed Oct-06-04 05:12 AM

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154. "aww shnap! i love this title."
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"rainbow aint enough"

this was pretty! and heartfelt..

the part about mars was intriquing.
it's awesome to find a love like that btw sistas...

made me think of jazzyfatnastees, and that song "related to me"..





-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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mindful
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171. "older or baby sis?"
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have u read this to her?

the sun and rainbow bow b4 u...
mars scoop some of her red to pave a way for u
mercy is upon u..
acknowledgin all ur wonderment
i neva understood anyone willin to shelve u
Tryin to classify u --writer--lover--sage--means to undermine God
Ur gifts r His to glorify

beautiful.~ these lines are.













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i am in the
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my work
http://meetmsmindful.wordpress.com
http://www.lulu.com/content/7598631
http://evan-roth.com/grey.php

  

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clarion
Member since Jul 07th 2003
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Fri Oct-08-04 03:23 AM

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180. "honestly it was for a sister that i no longer"
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Fri Oct-08-04 03:23 AM

  

          

have any connections with but this goes out to all my sisters like you tremaine, my real sisters,or my sistas in general. The love i have for my female cohorts dont stop because of blood or me not knowin you..

..

  

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2blac4u
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Thu Oct-07-04 04:53 PM

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174. "RE: rainbow ain't enuff"
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the love u have for your sis, shines bright in the pce..Lovely

"Poetry is when an Emotion has found its Thought, and Thought, has found Words".. ~Unknown~

"The Poet is a Liar that always speaks the Truth"..~Unknown~

  

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Ezzsential
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155. "RE: u know its funny how u have to come up with a user"
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Wed Oct-06-04 05:22 AM

  

          

im chandra < that's a dope name.. whassit mean???
>
>A gifted girl whose heart was worn on her sleeves
>A woman who has learned to tuck it away & share her love
>unselfishly
>who has forgotten about gettin a return on love's deposit
>& finally understandin love is free especially when that
>I.O.U begins~began with me
>Whose love for her son erupted Mt. St. Helen
>& can crack California from stateside
>A true warrior who has never learned to take a dive in a
>fight
>& that has been blessed that my plight is lighted by God

clarion, you are the nicest person i know on here~!
(i rememba how u rolled w/ me when i was making excessive posts & was bitchin, you replied to every one of them)

lol u was like "where we goin next"..

straight up, i thought i was havin a nervous breakdown~!

thanks, yo...
you're real!

I just wanna kno if i can quote this for inspirational purposes...so i can read this daily! cuz i loved the part about
>A woman who has learned to tuck it away & share her love
>unselfishly
>who has forgotten about gettin a return on love's deposit
>& finally understandin love is free especially when that
>I.O.U begins~began with me



that brought tears to my eyes...

I think i was there once..

and i wanna get back there...

and love unselfishly...... (sigh)


-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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clarion
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156. "u know Steph"
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anytime u need to use anythin ur more than welcome..

my name has several meanings but the one i like means moon (its Hindu)

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clarion
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363. "Rom 12:21 freewrite"
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Be not overcome of evil but overcome evil with good..

ive been strugglin with this for a minute.

im not a perfect person, but i 'try' at times to act right (do the right thing chan, let it go~is what im hearin). my mother is sick right now. i forgiven her regarding abandonment as a child I felt, that had me crying when she would leave me in a car to go to the store. To where if she leaves me now I pray her soul will finally find peace that she couldnt find here, i will cry the right tears. No abandonment, just love fills my heart when i think of her. I love my Mom, I struggled with this. but as the days seem to become shorter, i realized she given me strength of independence, i thank her,kiss her & run to make her meals. Im the woman that she wanted me to be, strong without regrets..

there are some the ill thoughts runnin my mind about you K, point blank. the illest thing is that i feel betrayed by you,there is vengence in my heart & mind. because i feel that you are like some sort of rapist (strong word but you've earned it) Ive watched you, prowl on ppl, i see it, because i never thought it would find its way to me, i sidestepped it~u (im always direct, wont start b.s now). i thought i had cloaked myself, i didnt. At some point i will learn to let it go. I strugglin with it...

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Ezzsential
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373. "wow clarion that's.....(eyes watering)"
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I cant even think of anything to say~but
wow.. i feel for you in this time gurl..."i will cry the right tears" wow

Please keep your head up and know that she is going to a better place! I'll keep you and her in my thoughts and prayers forreal!

you're doing the right thing, and you shall be commended for it...

oh, and are you talking to her @ the end? If so, thats deep. I wrote my mom a 12 page letter like 3 months ago about how she wrecked my childhood by not telling me i was adopted (etc)
and she responded w/ a poem... and it was about me "letting go of my dreams"
i was so heated... but now i see some of her point...

not to water what you're going thru down.. just wanted to tell u that i can relate in some ways and i truly feel for you!

godbless you!

these parts of your peice are highly remembered!

my
>mother is sick right now. i forgiven her regarding
>abandonment as a child I felt, that had me crying when she
>would leave me in a car to go to the store. To where if she
>leaves me now I pray her soul will finally find peace that
>she couldnt find here, i will cry the right tears.


but as the days seem to
>become shorter, i realized she given me strength of
>independence, i thank her,kiss her & run to make her meals.
>Im the woman that she wanted me to be, strong without
>regrets..
>
>there are some the ill thoughts runnin my mind about you K,
>point blank. the illest thing is that i feel betrayed by
>you,there is vengence in my heart & mind. because i feel
>that you are like some sort of rapist (strong word but
>you've earned it) Ive watched you, prowl on ppl, i see it,
>because i never thought it would find its way to me, i
>sidestepped it~u (im always direct, wont start b.s now). i
>thought i had cloaked myself, i didnt. At some point i will
>learn to let it go. I strugglin with it...
>

-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

A gifted girl whose heart was worn on her sleeves
A woman who has learned to tuck it away & share her love
unselfishly
who has forgotten about gettin a return on love's deposit
& finally understandin love is free especially when that
I.O.U begins~began with me
Whose love for her son erupted Mt. St. Helen
& can crack California from stateside
A true warrior who has never learned to take a dive in a
fight
& that has been blessed that my plight is lighted by God~ Clarion

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain.-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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16. "dasweetesttaboo"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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17. "delrica"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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delrica
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128. "Who I'm Is"
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Name: Delrica Andrews
Location: Washington, DC
Age: 28 (but I'll be 29 next month!! YAAAAAAAYYYYY Scorpios!!)
Website/audios/pics: http://www.geocities.com/delricaa - no audio, no pics - link to a livejournal I think...but I'm seriously thinking about changing all that.
Personal Info:

Ethnicity - I'm black, American, African-American, Human.

Writing style - I write whatever comes out of the pen. I love forms (though I can't find my poetry form book right now...damn I need to clean that room).

Favorite things: poetry (obviously), writing of any kind that's good, music, dance (even though I'm not the most graceful person), my friends, sleep (I've been appreciating that more and more lately), sanity (something I'm losing more and more of daily) and lastly, my car (which I no longer have, really miss and desparately need another one. So if you know someone that is getting rid of their car (i.e. giving it away) and it's fully paid for and legally theirs, let me know...I'll gladly take it off their hands).

Who or what inspired you to write: I wish I knew. Some days, I really want to write about me. Mostly, a though will hit me and I just go with it. I'd have to say life in general, love and the lack thereof, and belated teen-steadilymovingintoadulthood-angst.

I'll add poems soon.

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Cop my stuff, mayne!

My first chapbook: "This Chapbook Was Made With Pilfered Office Products" available now - $6.00

My 2nd chapbook, coming in 2007: "Orgasms and Ice Cream"

fmi: http://www.myspace.com/delrica

  

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Ezzsential
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143. "my niggi!!!!!!!!!"
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straight up del, we couldnt have completed this w/out ur love
i was like where she @?????????

Name: Delrica Andrews<<~~~ that's yo real name?? what does it mean? that's HOLLA!
Location: Washington, DC<<~~~ WORD??!! i been there once.. i love go-go music
Age: 28 (but I'll be 29 next month!! YAAAAAAAYYYYY Scorpios!!)<<~~~~ yeah scorpios are bastaaaads,,, lolol.. i was with one for 2.5 years.. nah j/p I like the fems betta anyway...

Personal Info:
Ethnicity - I'm black, American, African-American, Human.<<~~~ word, if we do this again maybe we should exclude that question? what chu think?

Writing style - I write whatever comes out of the pen. I love forms (though I can't find my poetry form book right now...damn I need to clean that room).

<<~~ lolol.. word.. I have papers mixed w/ clothes all around my shit.. i cant find nothin!

lastly, my car (which I no longer have, really miss and desparately need another one. So if you know someone that is getting rid of their car (i.e. giving it away) and it's fully paid for and legally theirs, let me know...I'll gladly take it off their hands).

<~~ word dog, i smashed my wack ass kia up.. and now i drive a shitbox....
it sucks.. I feel u on missin that forreal...
oh, try the want ads... they usually sell em =D

Who or what inspired you to write: I wish I knew. Some days, I really want to write about me. Mostly, a though will hit me and I just go with it. I'd have to say life in general, love and the lack thereof, and belated teen-steadilymovingintoadulthood-angst.


<~~ yup.. im always writin about the same shit.. =pain/love..
i guess thassa muse then.



I'll add poems soon.<~~~pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeez




-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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delrica
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208. "quick outburst of thought..."
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of all the times to
be blocked...why does it have to
be OK Ladies month?

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Ezzsential
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215. "you're mod"
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s'all good.. u can edit this shit and add your peice up in it!

(gigglin) aaaaddddvvvaaaaannnnntttttaaaagggggeeeeessssss =D


-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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delrica
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250. "small note"
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peace ya'll.

just wanted to let ya'll know that since this month's theme is being human/flawed...everything i put up here will most likely be freewrites, new, unedited pieces. and will be addressing some avenue of the theme.

peace ya'll.

OK Ladies RULE!!

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Cop my stuff, mayne!

My first chapbook: "This Chapbook Was Made With Pilfered Office Products" available now - $6.00

My 2nd chapbook, coming in 2007: "Orgasms and Ice Cream"

fmi: http://www.myspace.com/delrica

  

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delrica
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229. "untitled"
In response to Reply # 17


  

          

each drop represents something i couldn't do
something i couldn't be
for me
for you
for we don't belong in this space right now
each drop is for every failed attempt at something i thought i wanted for you
for each time i tried to be something different for you
change for you
mold myself into something more acceptable for you

each drop represents a kiss i never gave you
a hug that never reached you
every "i love you" that should have kissed your ears
slid down your neck
seeped into your skin
massaged your heart
burned into your brain til you were convinced of how beautiful you really are

these drops are for the sorry's that i always gave you
the sorry's that i am still giving you
the sorry's i will always give you
because i wasn't enough

i wasn't enough of what you wanted
you wanted perfection
you wanted acceptance
you wanted love
i couldn't give you anything
but these drops
an "i'm sorry"
a "you'll have to do better than that to get more out of me"
a cold shoulder that shunned when you needed me most

now you lay there
silent
wilting away
your soul slowly walking away
leaving nothing in its wake
but a shell of who you really are
and me
cradling you close to my heart
rocking back and forth with you
silently praying you'll return to me
you're drowning
i want to save you
i want to tell you that i love you
and i want you to hear me
feel me breathing for the both of us
see me dying along with you if you don't come back to me

each drop is for you
for me
for we don't belong in this space right now

so this drop is my prayer
my hope that you'll return to me
so we can once again
be whole

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Cop my stuff, mayne!

My first chapbook: "This Chapbook Was Made With Pilfered Office Products" available now - $6.00

My 2nd chapbook, coming in 2007: "Orgasms and Ice Cream"

fmi: http://www.myspace.com/delrica

  

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Phenomenality
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Thu Oct-14-04 05:21 PM

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257. "RE: untitled"
In response to Reply # 229


  

          

>every "i love you" that should have kissed your ears
>slid down your neck
>seeped into your skin
>massaged your heart
>burned into your brain til you were convinced of how
>beautiful you really are

Whoa.. LOVE it! *noddin head* Niceness..


Breathe E.Z.
~Zhana Vee~

BlackPlanet ID: Phenomenality
-----------------------------
"I do NOT like our name, MOSAIC Corporation. I think it's a fruity toot name. It's antithetical to my charector and I dislike it on a fundamental level." Raj of The Apprentice.
-----------------------------

Gotta quote my mfself erry now n den..

-----------------------------
"You have true control over a very minute number of things in this life.. your INTEGRITY is one of them. Where the path of integrity intersects with temptation... that place is sacred. That point is called "CHOICE". Your choices will protect you from that incurable disease called 'Regret'. Bet."

"Only time will tell our fate.. but I'm walkin this path ten toes ta tha grain.. neck high, back strait.."
I'm focused, man.
-----------------------------

...

Vee is I and I am She

...

http://twitter.com/phenomenality
http://instagram.com/i.am.phenomenality

  

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Ezzsential
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290. "OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO"
In response to Reply # 229
Sun Oct-17-04 03:28 PM

  

          

wow del, you just.. woah.. i cant even type yo,
you just dont know how i felt this....
i feeeeel you giiiiirrrrll!!!!!!

now you lay there
silent
wilting away
your soul slowly walking away
leaving nothing in its wake
but a shell of who you really are
and me
cradling you close to my heart
rocking back and forth with you
silently praying you'll return to me
you're drowning
i want to save you
i want to tell you that i love you
and i want you to hear me
feel me breathing for the both of us
see me dying along with you if you don't come back to me

each drop is for you
for me
for we don't belong in this space right now

so this drop is my prayer
my hope that you'll return to me
so we can once again
be whole

(shakin head)
this peice really pinpointed and touched on alot of things that i be feelin

props, and thanks =)





-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Imagination_7
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314. "Seems like..."
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...we all have one (or two) that got away... this captured those feelings perfectly and with honesty. That sometimes we are not enough at the time. Sometimes we are "different" too late.

Lesley

  

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delrica
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322. "RE: Seems like..."
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it took me a minute to get what you were saying, but yeah...

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My first chapbook: "This Chapbook Was Made With Pilfered Office Products" available now - $6.00

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delrica
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251. "LJ Entry: 10/14/04"
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Now...before you read the journal entry, you're probably going to wonder how this relates to this month's theme: Being Human/Flawed, right?

Well...here's the answer (it's a stretch, but I think it's still valid). Humans make poor decisions...this is about trying to rectify some. Enjoy

working to be debt free

Jumping small hurdles can sometimes feel as good as, if not better than, jumping the larger ones.

In an effort to clean up my credit, I signed up with credit expert in order to see my credit report every month and just how much damage I have on my credit report.

Needless to say:

1. If you have kids, tell them to never get credit cards...EVER

2. I never should have signed up for credit cards in college

3. Even the smallest debt will reach your credit report...*nodding*

That being said, I am very happy with myself right now. Why you ask? Because I just cleared off one small debt from my credit report...YAAAAAAAYYYYY!!!!!!

Another reason? Well depending on how my next phone call will go will determine that. *crosses fingers*

Believe me, small debts (let alone one) may mean nothing to the average reader, but for folks who have bad credit (and believe me...mine's HORRID), even the smallest triumph over your financial foibles can make one jump for joy.

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Cop my stuff, mayne!

My first chapbook: "This Chapbook Was Made With Pilfered Office Products" available now - $6.00

My 2nd chapbook, coming in 2007: "Orgasms and Ice Cream"

fmi: http://www.myspace.com/delrica

  

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Phenomenality
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256. "Gurrrlll......"
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U aint neve lied! Your shyt is horrid.. mines is horrendous, horrific, spendificly shitty and jus plain ludacris! ha! I gotta warn cats that they might hafta start wit a brand new ink cartridge if they tryin to print my shyt..
unfortunately..
Still tryin to decide whats worse.. bankrupcy or bein locked to one of those consumer debt agencies for 10 years..
Well.. bottom line.. I feel you!

Breathe E.Z.
~Zhana Vee~

BlackPlanet ID: Phenomenality
-----------------------------
"I do NOT like our name, MOSAIC Corporation. I think it's a fruity toot name. It's antithetical to my charector and I dislike it on a fundamental level." Raj of The Apprentice.
-----------------------------

Gotta quote my mfself erry now n den..

-----------------------------
"You have true control over a very minute number of things in this life.. your INTEGRITY is one of them. Where the path of integrity intersects with temptation... that place is sacred. That point is called "CHOICE". Your choices will protect you from that incurable disease called 'Regret'. Bet."

"Only time will tell our fate.. but I'm walkin this path ten toes ta tha grain.. neck high, back strait.."
I'm focused, man.
-----------------------------

...

Vee is I and I am She

...

http://twitter.com/phenomenality
http://instagram.com/i.am.phenomenality

  

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Imagination_7
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315. "Delrica..."
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I applaude you because credit is NO JOKE. I fell victim to the credit cards in college... and the heap of medical bills! That's what really had me by the throat. It is a difficult thing, cleaning up your credit. But it is great you are trying to do something about it. (I hid for quite a while like, "It's not that bad... it'll just go away.") As we both know, don't shit go away, it just gets worse. Good job lady.

Lesley

  

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319. "Sho' U Right --"
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Congratulations on the small steps -- As well as the bigger ones to follow! -- ;^)

A guitar string vibrating, a measure of my soul, a breech in the silence --
I've always felt like words come through me & I write them down... they have no master --- gsquared ♥

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delrica
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354. "flatulence & other imperfections (a few senryu)"
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1. on flatulence

if we were meant to
be perfect, then God wouldn't
have created GAS

3. on being pretty

just because you've been
told you're pretty your whole life
doesn't mean you are

c. on being ugly

look at it this way
eventually the duck
grew into the swan

4. on bad breath

colgate, listerine
they are both your friends when they
are used correctly

5. on being skinny

fast metabolism?
enjoy now, you'll be huge
when you get older

6. on being fat & chesty

look at it this way
skinny broads pay hordes of cash
to have YOUR cleavage

d. on being flat and bootilicious

ok...consider
this ... ass fat transplants: cheaper
than getting implants...


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My first chapbook: "This Chapbook Was Made With Pilfered Office Products" available now - $6.00

My 2nd chapbook, coming in 2007: "Orgasms and Ice Cream"

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18. "Dominicana"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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19. "ergobliss"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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20. "Ezzsential"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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93. "meh"
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Name: Stephanie ELizabef
Location: mass a chew sets
Age: 24
Website/audios/pics: (peep my icon/sig)
Personal Info: (ethnicity, writing style, favorite things,Who or what inspired you to write, etc)
Im mainly italian and mixed w/ other shit..
my writin style is usually re: pain & love... or anything i feel strongly about-sometimes flows sometimes poetry
my fav things are: VH1 soul, inspirational poems/rhymes, indepth controversial conversations, philosophies, psycology, unique concepts, MUSIC!, my son Seneca, and ofcourse-love.
I become inspired by pain and a need to trancend from reality...






-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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Fri Oct-01-04 03:03 PM

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94. "being human/flawed (bitching)"
In response to Reply # 20
Fri Oct-01-04 03:25 PM

  

          

yo anyone can become anything, but what circumstances were you in when you were striving to become it?

Do we prophet from the insecurities of others only to rise above them?
or do we assist them to become better,by experiencing adversities and then telling them about it.

Do we manipulate to get through life or do we sacrifice and come out of our confort zones?
or do we clone and lace ourselves in chrome to hide ourselves behind what is wrong?
Do you stand along stuck in technology times and cannot live w/ out what we now consider "necessities"?
While withering away in the grind that has boxed us microscopically? In the microcosm of our
disposed society?
Raise up when engendered w/ philosphies, but are novice to reality?
Not exibiting the dedication that comes in achieving accuracy? The diligence that it entails to organize confusion to filter from fallacy?

Does life continue getting the best of you when your needs override your morals and you comprimise recklessly?

Will you perish in demise from disquise and lies because you lack the proper foundation?
and glutton in dysfunction whenever you don't get an instant gratification?

Are your "relations" belated because your embraced w/ the fear of not fullfilling your "self fullfilling prophecy"?
And dive into hypocrisy whenever something involves genuinity? to justify your own incapability?
Because you failed to put in the necessary effort to overcome vulnerability?

Is goin to college silly because really, will you exit book smart but distraught because the vicinity is teaching from empty & watered instruction?
And you fail to "ask questions" because you're reluctant to "do somethin"?

and even after an attempt to change do u still 360 degree reprise your "dysfunction" whenever confronted w/ noone accepting your innovations & improvements & they're shrewdness is straight "pushing your buttons"?

YES!

Because we are human/flawed
scarred and barred from knowledge by emotion
barred from humanity when we block emotion
overprotective of our fragility and disquising it w/ vanity
constantly fighting because if we don't then we're really just "sailing"
impaled w/ complexities but practice only @ ease
and willfully breathe in pollution and literally duplicate mockeries

(looking around)

no! don't look @ me? I couldn't possibly take responsibility?
I'm too busy frolicking superficially and subtracting from the already established divinity...
reducing humanity for another "money making opportunity"
Must I really be involved in on this because my elements are impairing me?
Are you hearing me?????!!!!!!!

It's not me!

I will judge YOU and when your not listening try to intimidate you into listening by my intimidating stature, false religion or bellow it from the highest pillar of positioning..
or force you to make a decision
while I'm glistening from hearing my own self speaking
the meek will weaken because I will teach "elitist"
and guide those to false sense of nobility
weave it into the media, music, and even poetry...

then when they're all following me,
introduce my concepts as the only remedy

my false doctrine, will become the only option
kinda like "false freedom"
Make believe that you have it but it really isn't near them

because they're lacking, I will drill and make small incisions on their weaknesses
as I am stacking away w/ their souls
In literal terms I have distorted everything god-given
from love to religion

you think you can beat me? when you can't even get past your own emotions?????!!!!!




-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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102. "this is my mom everybody! (her response)"
In response to Reply # 94


  

          

the devil's a liar!


In all my years of weaving chains through meloncoly moments
i have dived into a new frame
one that doesn't have a destined shape but
more of a submissive retaliation

in response to believing lies for forty five years
my adversary is a liar
he has twisted my shapes, colors, intuitions, submissions, lovers and numbers
those superstitious envelopes
something i thought came from my own original beliefs
yet they were built in suttlties that swept through my camera and snapped at every whim
and after all this time
these thoughts weren't mine
so i left superstition
and false self proclamations

since i became a jewel in a crown
a unique song that's sheer perfection
sinless
full of sainthood

effortlessly i have learned
all that my father wants me to know
and along with this
the gift of discernment








-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Naanaa
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Sun Oct-03-04 07:15 AM

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105. "RE: this is my mom everybody! (her response)"
In response to Reply # 102


          

mama's on top of her game they always say writing comes from someone in your family have the desire to say something, but can't and it comes through you (i'm butchering the quote.) obviously, this isn't the case with you and your mom

http://www.myspace.com/n_a_a

  

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2blac4u
Member since Aug 31st 2002
161 posts
Sun Oct-03-04 01:56 PM

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109. "a creative mind begats a creative mind"
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I see where u get ur flow from EZ, its a beautiful thing to see Mother & Child so in sync.

"Poetry is when an Emotion has found its Thought, and Thought, has found Words".. ~Unknown~

"The Poet is a Liar that always speaks the Truth"..~Unknown~

  

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Imagination_7
Member since Jun 10th 2003
1580 posts
Mon Oct-11-04 05:18 AM

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204. "You and your mom..."
In response to Reply # 109


  

          

...that's great. Me and mommy can't see eye to eye on anything...
Anyway, these words struck close to home...

scarred and barred from knowledge by emotion
barred from humanity when we block emotion
overprotective of our fragility and disquising it w/ vanity

Ouch. I need to point the finger at myself sometime... that's what I got out of reading your piece.

Lesley

  

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mindful
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136. "the devil's a liar"
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ur moms is old school (and i definitely dig that)

my favs:

and after all this time
these thoughts weren't mine
so i left superstition
and false self proclamations

since i became a jewel in a crown
a unique song that's sheer perfection
sinless
full of sainthood

effortlessly i have learned
all that my father wants me to know
and along with this
the gift of discernment



*ahem* mom, how long have u been writing? and if this is a first, do you intend to write more?

i hope u do.

if this is ur first poem...

*nods*












=======================
i am in the
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my work
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Ezzsential
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142. "me n my mom"
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have poetry bashed many a times.. but it's hard for us because we write so differently and oppose eachother's thoughts all the time..

even her response to this thread wasn't exacly supporting me..

but it's cool..

I tell her about the compliments... she'll be happy...

I just wish she didn't have to use her age to justify....

but it's whatever.. lol


-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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144. "Oh Word? -- Your Mom?"
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Ahhhhhh -- I see where you get it from then! -- *Yuuuup*

And your mom got it like that -- So even if you bump heads sometimes -- Just put some ice on the lump and keep (((CHILLIN'))) with her! -- ;^)


Mom's words make this thread even more special -- *smiles*

A guitar string vibrating, a measure of my soul, a breech in the silence --
I've always felt like words come through me & I write them down... they have no master --- gsquared ♥

http://www.soundclick.com/bands/2/photosynthesis_music.htm

  

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258. "RE: this is my mom everybody! (her response)"
In response to Reply # 102


  

          

>In all my years of weaving chains through meloncoly moments
>i have dived into a new frame
>one that doesn't have a destined shape but
>more of a submissive retaliation
*noddin* Mmmmm... Feelin it!


Breathe E.Z.
~Zhana Vee~

BlackPlanet ID: Phenomenality
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"I do NOT like our name, MOSAIC Corporation. I think it's a fruity toot name. It's antithetical to my charector and I dislike it on a fundamental level." Raj of The Apprentice.
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Gotta quote my mfself erry now n den..

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"You have true control over a very minute number of things in this life.. your INTEGRITY is one of them. Where the path of integrity intersects with temptation... that place is sacred. That point is called "CHOICE". Your choices will protect you from that incurable disease called 'Regret'. Bet."

"Only time will tell our fate.. but I'm walkin this path ten toes ta tha grain.. neck high, back strait.."
I'm focused, man.
-----------------------------

...

Vee is I and I am She

...

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http://instagram.com/i.am.phenomenality

  

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Ezzsential
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106. "Dear Seneca"
In response to Reply # 20
Sun Oct-03-04 07:25 AM

  

          

Dear Seneca Antonio,

baby boy there are no words to say how beautiful you are...
you say things to me like "mom, who will I marry? Can I marry you?"
and my eyes water
and I will always be here for you because we've been thru so much together
from shelter to apartment to house (well kinda)
from mommies friends claiming they care and my family claiming they care
but they're all so inconsistant
but it's only because "single parenthood" is now a statistic
and people are selfish
I wanted to be the best mom for you so i studied psycology
and "lost childhood messages"
I read them all to you cuz I wanted to make sure nothin' - was missin'
"you are loved" "you are safe" "you are seen for who you are"
with many additions
"you're so smart" "you're so beautiful"
you can be anything you want if you take responsibility

Because it has been hard to be you and have to deal w/ me...

and...

I'm sorry I let counterfeits near you to make promises they can't keep
I'm sorry about when I'm too tired to listen to your stories
I'm sorry there's so many vulnerabilities
I'm sorry when I yell about "going faster in the morning"
I'm sorry that I had you so young and I didn't know shit about

parenting - I was only 17
and for along time I was upset because I felt I gave up my body
and I priorized college and money, music, and hubbies

I'm sorry that I didn't always put you first and let my needs overlook
your dependency
your loyalty

but baby, babyboy, "se se", sen sen, "seca"

I love you more than words could say!!!!!
I loved you since the day I found out I was pregnant and I tried to change
i said to myself " I have to atleast graduate"
and I did w/ your heart fluid to mine @ eight months
understand mom is only human and we make mistakes
but I won't give up!!!!
I'll start new- all over again!!!
I sick of watchin fems do whatever they want and
when it comes time to deal with the consequences
hide behind their parenthood
I promise, Sensen , I won't do that because I want to be GOOD
I want to live what I speak
even though my chest burns
I'll do it for you!
because your the best thing that has ever happened to me!
understand baby boy you have my loyalty!

7 years strong...


I remember when we went to church and you put ur hand on mine that's when I really felt like a mom
I remember when you cut you foot in a peice of glass and i carried you over my shoulders to the ER
I felt like a dad then, because I had to be strong
I fought to get the "bad" out our lives so many times and cursed everyone out
So many times they promised they would "help us" but they manipulated our vulnerability, they manipulated our sensitivity, they manipulated our story because they were trying to get something
"grandma" was trying to control me
"grandpa" was trying to to make me suffer because I was rebellious when I was younger
your dad well, because I didn't wanna be w/ him because he couldn't hold a job, disregarded us and act like we didn't exist
I couldn't forgive him anyway because we had to be in a shelter n shit
but I do now understand why he is what he is, because his mother supports and believes every lie he utters- yeah, her and I have had it out mad times, especially when you said "all i want for Christmas is my dad back"
that sent me on a tangent
Understand your dad will never find happiness because his priorities are messed up
I'm over it and I want you to become big, punch him in his face and stand up
but you won't because you still love him regardless of his abondoment
and while I'm ramblin
your "Titi Amy" well, she changed because of her wack ass man
and "Titi Kim" well, she is too busy trying to impress the possibility of being "preppy"
and "gramma Deloris" well she listens to "her son", she does try to help us but she is another one, who just wants to lecture
yeah, I listen to some of what people say but I never
will bend because they don't understand how I suffer
but the only way I can get away from my beating pain is to think of how YOU have suffered..
I swore to God, I would hang my head @ my jobs because they knew I would have to be there so I'm overworked, and underpaid
cuz I have to lay
the foundation so that you can be free
not "figuring everything out, by yourself" like me
because Seneca I promise I won't control you
condescend you
I'll just instruct you
and GOD will be the only that can help us!

Anyway, we've been thru food pantries & shelters
surrounded by a drug life and misdirection
I'll stand in the lines like a peasant yet read books to become intellectual
Logically, that shit makes no sense though,
but I won't let anyone wreck your innocence
we should be @ church right now, i guess...
but I can't trust anyone so I would rather establish a relationship in my own home
and I'll replace ur dad with someone like Kanye West or maybe Talib, or maybe a man of God, or maybe a how Cuba Gooding was in "Men of Honor"
maybe Arnold swartzenager <shrug> I dont know!
But he'll exercise his strength to protect us but have a heart of GOLD!
I thought I had found him for us already but I think that ego...

well that's another chapter...

It's like I've hurt for so long I'm afraid of good happening
Afraid that if I open up and become dependent of something

will it go away?

that's why I'm doing all I can so that I can distinguish
btw genuine and counterfeit
I'm thinking long term now not how I feel @ the moment

GOD HELP US!!!!
I let him take over because he's the only one who'll do it!!!!

-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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107. "RE: Dear Seneca"
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You're a "good" mommy Ezzy -- May God bless & keep you and your son under HIS umbrella of Love & Protection! -- *smiles*


(((HUGGGGGS)))

A guitar string vibrating, a measure of my soul, a breech in the silence --
I've always felt like words come through me & I write them down... they have no master --- gsquared ♥

http://www.soundclick.com/bands/2/photosynthesis_music.htm

  

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2blac4u
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111. "wiping tears from my eyes..."
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Theres no greater gift, then the love of a child, its makes us so much better than we are. U did it all right EZ, treasure the time you've been granted with ur son, it goes by soo fast.

"Poetry is when an Emotion has found its Thought, and Thought, has found Words".. ~Unknown~

"The Poet is a Liar that always speaks the Truth"..~Unknown~

  

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Ezzsential
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115. "RE: wiping tears from my eyes..."
In response to Reply # 111


  

          

thanks blac and photo...

I want sen sen to read this when he's older and see that parents too make mistakes!

and that I saw where I did and tried my best... ya kno?


-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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the Light
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193. "RE: Dear Seneca"
In response to Reply # 106


  

          

It's certainly a family affair, huh!?
Cheers Ezz for being positive and organising this veritable FemFest!

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Loose Lips Sink Ships!
*stop by, say hi*
http://shattered-star.blogspot.com

"in faith
we shall board our imagined ship and wildly sail
among sacred islands of the mad till death shatters the fabulous

  

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Imagination_7
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206. "Shit Girl..."
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That was real.
I know how tough it is to be a mom... all alone. My sons are 7 and 3... it's the craziest, most trying, complicated, beautiful, blessed thing I've ever undertaken. But we are *here* you and me... because we make mistakes... we fail... but we are trying. Trying to do better, be better, so that our children will in fact be better.
Very heartfelt lady. You had my face all hot and tears forming throughout because my heart sincerly goes out to you and all the other ladies who do it, day in and day out, alone or with not much help at all. We will not be statistics... we will not let our children be statistics... and for that... we will be rewarded.
This was very beautiful.
He is lucky,blessed, and honored to have you as his mother.
(I am sure.)

Lesley

Lesley

  

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Ezzsential
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218. "RE: Shit Girl..."
In response to Reply # 206
Mon Oct-11-04 07:15 AM

  

          

We will not be statistics... we will not let our children be statistics... and for that... we will be rewarded.

word (noddin excessively) & that's all we can do, is hope, that we will get a reward...

straight up in ebonics

shit's mad hectic yo!

and thanks forreal for feelin this cuz u can relate...
& i'm respectin your opinion...

peash


-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Imagination_7
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220. ":)"
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I think each day with our children whether it is the hardest we've faced or happiest we've experienced is the reward.
Having them in our care is the reward. Being trusted and chosen by God to parent is our reward. True, the rewards are hard to see, but I believe they are there.
Much love and respect from one mommy to another...

Lesley

  

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291. "word up"
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i'm glad my son's healthy....
thas a reward and being a parent is , yeah

thanks for the reminder

needed that...


-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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21. "foreverblue"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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22. "gotulikegot_damn"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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23. "gypsyojos"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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24. "HEBREW_HONEY"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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25. "HottLykeFiyah"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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26. "imagination_7"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Imagination_7
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209. "I am..."
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...confused. Sometimes crazy. In search of enlightenment by any means necessary. Walking the thin line between sanity and insanity... being a goddess and a whore. One thing I am for certain is a mother. Two beautiful boys... 7 years under my belt now. Damn. Anyway, we are still here, in Indianapolis, Indiana. Strangely, I love it here. It's not so bad. I write sporadically... and that's being generous. I am writing a bit on Honeychile and I thank them for getting me through some tough days... just by acknowledging me.
So here I sit... in the same city, same job, same dreams and fears I had a year ago... more gray hair... knees are a little worse... but I'm loving myself, my boys, the world more. And that's all I can hope for.

Lesley

  

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Imagination_7
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210. "I ain't perfect/ A Zen Moment"
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Mon Oct-11-04 07:05 AM

  

          

I aint perfect
And I know
Cuz
I bite my nails
If they are left
Natural
And to their own
Devices
Way down
Where they leave
Exposed
Finger
Tip
Flesh
Perfect for
Tracing my
Acres
Of stretch marks
Left over
From
Child one
And
Boy
#2
Some are deep
And purple
Others are fine
And
White
Lakes
Streams
And tributaries
Leading to one place
Or another
No matter
The length
Or depth
They are mine
To claim
Just like this round face
Littered with
Acne
Freckles
And pock marks
All of which
I cover up
With that good
Almond beige/
#28/
Estee Lauder
Is my
Friend
My accomplice
to fooling the masses
I giggle
Sigh
And apply
Each and
Every morning
After brushing my
Slightly
Off white
Teeth
That are a little
Bucked
But straight ish
Not as great as
When I was in 7th grade
And the braces came off
Unearthing teeth that would make
Mr. Ed blush
But still…
I make sure
Attention is given
Yes
Even to the one with the
Smallest
Little
Chip
Each
Deserves a bit
Of that
Frothy
Citrusy
Goodness
A taste of love and
care
I am feeling
A lot
Like
That
I am not
So
Perfect
Not
So
Pretty
But
You know
I
Am
So
I laugh
At the
Shoulds
And coulds
And
See the
Suchness
Which is
Me

2004 Lesley Johnson-Jenkins

Lesley

  

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Ezzsential
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217. "hell yeah!"
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yo straight up, this was peace...

you admitted all ur physical flaws.. something that is MAD HARD TO DO...

I was watchin chris rock the other day and he was like "women, want men to tell the truth, but they're the biggest liars"
"you're breasts ain't that big- you have a padded bra"
"your face doesn't look like that- you have makeup on"
"your hair ain't that long- it's fake"

shit had me dyin yo! haha

but hey I can join you on the stretch marks... word most have faded to white but my purple ones look like a jail cage n shit lol

peace

and oh yeah, you are like the best @ giving responses- you always take the time for everyone... & i just wanna thank you for that.... one




-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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PhotoSynthesis
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230. "RE: I ain't perfect/ A Zen Moment"
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When I read your words -- I SEE BEAUTY!

When I read your words -- I SEE "YOU" -- ;^)

Therefore: YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL -- *KNOW THAT / BELIEVE THAT*


None of us are perfect -- We are all beautifully flawed! -- *smiles*

A guitar string vibrating, a measure of my soul, a breech in the silence --
I've always felt like words come through me & I write them down... they have no master --- gsquared ♥

http://www.soundclick.com/bands/2/photosynthesis_music.htm

  

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2blac4u
Member since Aug 31st 2002
161 posts
Thu Oct-14-04 08:36 AM

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252. "RE: I ain't perfect/ A Zen Moment"
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sure u werent writing about me? my stretch marks have finally dulled to a light tan, and if i hold my stomach in tight enuff, u barely notice em (lol)and we wont get on all my other flaws..

but i have to stand up and applaud ur courage to look at yourself honestly, and not only accept who u are but to share that image with us that in itself is...Beautiful

"Poetry is when an Emotion has found its Thought, and Thought, has found Words".. ~Unknown~

"The Poet is a Liar that always speaks the Truth"..~Unknown~

  

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Ezzsential
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27. "InspiredFree"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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28. "invisible ink"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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29. "isis"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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30. "j alise"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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31. "Kinetic Koala"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Kinetic Koala
Member since Dec 23rd 2003
519 posts
Sat Oct-09-04 12:15 PM

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184. "RE: Kinetic Koala"
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Name: RAI
Location: upstate NY
Age: 20
Personal Info: My writing style is that i try to avoid rhymes because I wrote so many rhyming poetry when I was little that I cant anymore. I write to get the ideas out of my head, when they're on paper they arent so intense. My favorite things besides writing include politics, MUSIC (GIMME A BEAT!), going new places and people people people. I'm also a hopeless romantic. AND i like inbox messages so feel free!!

And now for the piece as requested:

GENDER ROLES:

The connotation of pure feminism
Was smeared on the walls
similar to how each of us have bled
just for being women.
Crucified for producing life and preserving
This machismo human race.
You would BE nowhere without us
But instead you rape and murder and destroy us.
You have attempted murder on our psyche.
Charged. Convicted. Dismissed without sentence.
Killed in jealousy. Killed in revenge.
You kill us in your family’s honor-
but without us you would have no family to honor.
Tear stained cheeks spoke inaudible truths
The stories made me cry till my tears ran blood
and my heart turned black with rage.
What good is a lady of rage?
There were no pink ribbons or hearts or stars
Just the thumping bass of abuse – blocked by mental walls
And institutional breakdowns
AND STILL
Feminism carries the connotation of polarized hate
When all we had for each other was love
before we were taught to ignore our sisters
Pregnant women birthing generations of woman haters
Woman disrespectors, woman abusers, women ignorers
We could’ve killed you the moment you were born
Or in our womb, instead you grew from our breasts
now saggy and empty
All this time we asked for humane treatment,
you prosecuted us for being inhumane.
Can you blame us?
We’ve been sold for a small bounty
Or killed because we didn’t have a penis
We’ve been stripped naked and beaten
Told to walk barefoot and behind
We were lied to.
We were told to starve ourselves thin
and killed ourselves in the process.
We committed suicide to cleanse you sins.
We were abused as children, and as women.
But still we have overcome to pass on our legacy
To be mothers to our daughters
To pick up the pieces and resurrect what men have forsaken
To resurrect the image of the goddess.



~~sig~~

Just keep thinking about it.


"Dreams are true while they last, and do we not live in dreams?" -Alfred Lord Tennyson

"Consider how hard it is to change yourself and you'll understand what little chance you have in trying to change others." -J.M. Braude

~~sig~~

Just keep thinking about it.


"Dreams are true while they last, and do we not live in dreams?" -Alfred Lord Tennyson

"Consider how hard it is to change yourself and you'll understand what little chance you have in trying to change others

  

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the Light
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194. "RE: Kinetic Koala"
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I read this on the boards a few days ago...I don't think I replied (just being lazy, sorry).
It's powerful and certainly reminds us that we need to reclaim the word 'feminism' for what it truly means.

____________________________________________________

Loose Lips Sink Ships!
*stop by, say hi*
http://shattered-star.blogspot.com

"in faith
we shall board our imagined ship and wildly sail
among sacred islands of the mad till death shatters the fabulous

  

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219. ":)"
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I felt this... to be a woman IS truly to suffer.

These lines spoke to me:

You kill us in your family’s honor-
but without us you would have no family to honor.

Crimes against women and children pain me so. But more than anything, your piece made me think... we are stronger than we know or will accept. We go through so much and yet, we are still here. We are at the verge of an awakening I believe.
Many blessings to you...

Lesley

  

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Kinetic Koala
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234. "RE: at a definite crossroads"
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Today I read in one of my text books that in the 50's women "began to demand equality..." when have we NOT asked for equality? If one time period was characterized by a more relentless campaign for equal working rights, that certainly doesnt mean we BEGAN to want equality at that time.

Women need to harness that immense amount of power at our fingertips.... we need to use it NOW. This is what she said as she stepped off her pedastal and took her throne.

~~sig~~

Just keep thinking about it.


"Dreams are true while they last, and do we not live in dreams?" -Alfred Lord Tennyson

"Consider how hard it is to change yourself and you'll understand what little chance you have in trying to change others." -J.M. Braude

~~sig~~

Just keep thinking about it.


"Dreams are true while they last, and do we not live in dreams?" -Alfred Lord Tennyson

"Consider how hard it is to change yourself and you'll understand what little chance you have in trying to change others

  

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PhotoSynthesis
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323. "Raises Fist --"
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(((Empowering Flow~Stream))) -- *Felt It Immensely*

A guitar string vibrating, a measure of my soul, a breech in the silence --
I've always felt like words come through me & I write them down... they have no master --- gsquared ♥

http://www.soundclick.com/bands/2/photosynthesis_music.htm

  

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Ezzsential
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324. "oh my, this should have been in the main part of the po"
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excellent excellent!

absolutely intriguing

R E P R E S E N T!!!!!!!


-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

A gifted girl whose heart was worn on her sleeves
A woman who has learned to tuck it away & share her love
unselfishly
who has forgotten about gettin a return on love's deposit
& finally understandin love is free especially when that
I.O.U begins~began with me
Whose love for her son erupted Mt. St. Helen
& can crack California from stateside
A true warrior who has never learned to take a dive in a
fight
& that has been blessed that my plight is lighted by God~ Clarion

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain.-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Kinetic Koala
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342. "RE: oh my, this should have been in the main part of th"
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Honestly, I think i'll have to write a part II to that poem and stick it up whenever i get around to it, because it is somethign i feel rather intensly about... at any rate, I don't care who you vote for next week, just get your butts there, aiight Ladies!!!

Ps: check out my new work on the boards!!!


~~sig~~

Just keep thinking about it.


"Dreams are true while they last, and do we not live in dreams?" -Alfred Lord Tennyson

"Consider how hard it is to change yourself and you'll understand what little chance you have in trying to change others." -J.M. Braude


SCORPIO!!! oct 26th... who says we don't live by our signs?

~~sig~~

Just keep thinking about it.


"Dreams are true while they last, and do we not live in dreams?" -Alfred Lord Tennyson

"Consider how hard it is to change yourself and you'll understand what little chance you have in trying to change others

  

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Ezzsential
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32. "LaDeeDeF_99"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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LaDeeDeF_99
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353. "believe"
In response to Reply # 32


  

          

believe in yourself
and things will fall into place
believe in miracles
and beings will behave

all the morals in the world
cant correct these flaws
cant set them on a straight, forward moving path
deviations and dips in the chunky grass

when the sun rises each morning
a part of me wishes it would set again
im sorry, i cant help but write about the weather
'cause the cliched sayings just make so much sense to me

i cant pin point my exact problem
or if it is even a single one
all of this only makes sense
if im judged according to the standards of others

as a descendent of an "other"
as someone who has always lived according to the rules
of "the other"
im damn qualified to tell you
that its been an uncomfortable and deadly ride
hopefully ill end up on top

i declare that we must not look at each other
with linear, dated categories
i declare that these criss crossing lines of trust
of nightmares, demons, human crises
affect not just one, but many.
we're all tied together
whether its admitted or not

lets sing together and make new music
the kind thats not utopian, not realistic, not utilitarian
but collaborative, geniune, and alternative
let this music be my championship song
and let my flaws multiply like life's organisms



peace
ladee

  

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Ezzsential
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33. "LaLopez1"
In response to Reply # 1


  

          

-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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34. "lanivishnu"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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35. "lunaeco"
In response to Reply # 1


  

          

-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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36. "mara"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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37. "Marmari"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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marmari
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366. "i am so late w/ this"
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Name: lenée
Location: philly
Age: 24
Website/audios/pics: http://coloredgurl.blogspot.com

Personal Info: i'm somewhere on myspace so it's probably better if you holla @ me there for further info, lol. search me: coloredgrrl@yahoo.com


aight, here goes something i'm keystyling (for real)

she had a laugh like a machine gun
every time a joke was cracked
so was her jaw
she'd slap her round thigh
head thrown back
like she was callin the ancestors from way over here
it made me smile too
seeing that even through age
deep beauty stands.





. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
is where it gets complicated


okayquotes for the oh-fore:

it's okay. pussy is good for you. © brainchild

brrrrrring . . . dadadada! jeeeZUS! © karas

fryin my fish til it's golden © chrisroc07

thugs are so '90s © deluge

i'm a hateful fellow, but i like her. in fact if i had to choose btw saving a busful of senior citizens or giving marm a coupon for a free scoop of ice cream, thered be a bunch of old people falling off a cliff right about now, but at least shed have her scoop of ice cream.
and thats all im really concerned about. © worms

: : : : : : : : : : : :
c if i give a fck if u like me | u know i don't

  

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Ezzsential
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372. "short but meaningful!"
In response to Reply # 366


  

          

this was cooooool... very inspirational...

it's good to find that in someone ... it reminds you.. and changes a perspective on life =)
thanks



-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

A gifted girl whose heart was worn on her sleeves
A woman who has learned to tuck it away & share her love
unselfishly
who has forgotten about gettin a return on love's deposit
& finally understandin love is free especially when that
I.O.U begins~began with me
Whose love for her son erupted Mt. St. Helen
& can crack California from stateside
A true warrior who has never learned to take a dive in a
fight
& that has been blessed that my plight is lighted by God~ Clarion

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain.-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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38. "MeDiNaStaR"
In response to Reply # 1


  

          

-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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39. "mindful"
In response to Reply # 1


  

          

-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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mindful
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95. "mind full of..."
In response to Reply # 39
Fri Oct-01-04 03:52 PM

  

          

name: tremaine
b-date: 04/17/80
place: gawgia
what am i? full-time worker, part-time writer, all the time thinker.












=======================
i am in the
.




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my work
http://meetmsmindful.wordpress.com
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mindful
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96. "Pot & Kettle"
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women like you like your
men easy... incompetent even.
i've seen ur kind, brite-eyed,
bushy fuckin-tailed fable teller
of sorts. contorted, your speech,
and i engage in dismissing
the opportunities u take on
getting to know me.
women like you come several
dimes a dozen, smothered in
gravy... dished out on plates,
every man's appetizer, every gurl's
dream. and i see through the
transparentness that is you---
full of rage, yearning to be
free (and by free, i mean too free)
high heels, hair primped,
nails done... i've been you once.

women like me are strong,
but weak. fragile packages ashamed
of tears. mothers before their time.
9 year olds fighting to be free (and by
free, i mean too free), hands on their hips,
gloating because happiness
can't be too far away.
we got diamonds in our ears,
energy in our veins, and no vacancies
in our minds.
and not
enough time
"in" our
hands.
women like me despise women
like you. trifling
go-getters, never humble,
snooty, uppity muhfuckas...
ass reaching to the sky. we run
from you, hoping the finish line
will hug us and make a spot
for us at home.

women like me don't even
dream of being a woman like
you, because i already am.

©Tremaine L. Loadholt 05/27/2004














=======================
i am in the
.




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my work
http://meetmsmindful.wordpress.com
http://www.lulu.com/content/7598631
http://evan-roth.com/grey.php

  

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2blac4u
Member since Aug 31st 2002
161 posts
Sun Oct-03-04 02:03 PM

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110. "clap,clap,clap"
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sometimes its hard to see ourselves as we were, and even harder to see ourselves as we are...but u did a beautiful job at it here Ms Mind.((Smile))

"Poetry is when an Emotion has found its Thought, and Thought, has found Words".. ~Unknown~

"The Poet is a Liar that always speaks the Truth"..~Unknown~

  

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Ezzsential
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116. "word"
In response to Reply # 96


  

          

what blac said..

an this was a very creative way of emulating the human element.... =)



-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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the Light
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195. "RE: Pot & Kettle"
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Love the title.

>yearning to be
>free (and by free, i mean too free)

>fighting to be free (and by
>free, i mean too free)

The repetition/reiteration here is spot on.

We despise who we are and direct our disapproval at our reflections among society. You fulfill the brief (human/flawed) perfectly.

____________________________________________________

Loose Lips Sink Ships!
*stop by, say hi*
http://shattered-star.blogspot.com

"in faith
we shall board our imagined ship and wildly sail
among sacred islands of the mad till death shatters the fabulous

  

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PetraP

Sun Oct-17-04 06:19 PM

  
294. "co-sign"
In response to Reply # 195


          

I also have to agree wit 2blac4u that the ability to confront our weakness demonstrates our strength! Well done!

  

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Imagination_7
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207. "Hmmmph"
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You right girl... you are too right.
You always get me to thinking. Always.

Lesley

  

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Phenomenality
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263. "STILL.."
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filthy with finesse.. LOVE ALL your stuff lady.

Breathe E.Z.
~Zhana Vee~

BlackPlanet ID: Phenomenality
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"I do NOT like our name, MOSAIC Corporation. I think it's a fruity toot name. It's antithetical to my charector and I dislike it on a fundamental level." Raj of The Apprentice.
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Gotta quote my mfself erry now n den..

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"You have true control over a very minute number of things in this life.. your INTEGRITY is one of them. Where the path of integrity intersects with temptation... that place is sacred. That point is called "CHOICE". Your choices will protect you from that incurable disease called 'Regret'. Bet."

"Only time will tell our fate.. but I'm walkin this path ten toes ta tha grain.. neck high, back strait.."
I'm focused, man.
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Vee is I and I am She

...

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soulchild
Member since Dec 25th 2003
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286. "RE: Pot & Kettle"
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the flip in the end, the change to shining the light on self. that was nice. it took it too a different level.
*nods*

soul.



  

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Ezzsential
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40. "Mylife"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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mylife
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Sat Oct-30-04 04:55 AM

367. "time(s) is tough"
In response to Reply # 40


          

hi! this is the first time i've even been seein' this...all that work and no play lately! so, i am the girl of many names...angel, angela, angie...i answer to them all. i'm livin in hollywood, being a legal assistant...trying to get them dollas without killin my creative self in the process, which is tough. i'm influenced by every single thing that i encounter, i read everything i can...and my words are effusive!

...i am a soldier...

i have spent countless hours
hoping for the death
of memory

knowing that there is
too much
simply too much
to forget

i have borne beauty
out of the ugliest
of unions

knowing that there is
not enough
simply never enough
to hold on to

i have worn pain
as my armor
blinded myself with
its tears

and i have been
all of the adjectives
"poor white trash, smart,
promising, fat and loose"

i have been an addict
i have been a failure
i have been stretched thin
and i have been worn out

i have been loved and not
deserving and have given
love to those who weren't
as well

i have made every mistake
and told every story
aged my soul beyond its years
caused my body to turn
into my enemy,
something ravaged
and defunct

i will bear the scars
for forever

but right now,

i am unconquerable
proud, strong and beautiful
fire, passion and rawness

and tomorrow,

i will be the same

i will be more than
my mistakes, my pain,
my grievances, my loss

because i am a soldier
and i will sacrifice
my past
to become
my future




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PhotoSynthesis
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368. "( ( ( B E A U T I F U L ) ) )"
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Absolutely beautiful! -- ;^)

I'm glad you were able to hop on the OKP LADIES COLLAB TRAIN -- B~4 it took off for "Archives" -- *chuckles*

Your words are heartfelt and most appreciated!

A guitar string vibrating, a measure of my soul, a breech in the silence --
I've always felt like words come through me & I write them down... they have no master --- gsquared ♥

http://www.soundclick.com/bands/2/photosynthesis_music.htm

  

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Ezzsential
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374. "*saluting*"
In response to Reply # 367


  

          

guuuuuurrrrrrrrrrrrl!!!! im soooo glad u posted here!

and your peice is "NOBLE"/sophisticated/inspiring

the ones who go thru the fire should come out as pure GOLD!

i rememba bein ridiculed as a child, which made me not do it to anyone else...oh, how i used to cry...

& you are beautiful for these words!!!!




-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

A gifted girl whose heart was worn on her sleeves
A woman who has learned to tuck it away & share her love
unselfishly
who has forgotten about gettin a return on love's deposit
& finally understandin love is free especially when that
I.O.U begins~began with me
Whose love for her son erupted Mt. St. Helen
& can crack California from stateside
A true warrior who has never learned to take a dive in a
fight
& that has been blessed that my plight is lighted by God~ Clarion

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain.-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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41. "Mylou_mz_r700"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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42. "Mystic_Elixir"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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43. "naanaa"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Naanaa
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76. "belly"
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only in the company of friends and liquor
does she cradle her poked out belly
she has no use for the mountains of her breasts
to visible for eager explorers
when she dances
mouth slack and ambitious
arms raised high
wrists twirling, face soft enough to be impressed
no tummy tucked
no perforated line
for delusional futures to slide through
but she will make her mark
bloated and barely pregnant
flowered tattoos in bloom
they tell her that this is the forbidden place
too many stretch lines drawn by the likes of those who see her stomach
as an instrument of keys
this is where she wants the lines to be etched into her skin
protected by idealism and ink

http://www.myspace.com/n_a_a

  

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Ezzsential
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81. "RE: belly"
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i had to read this poem over again to be able to interpet it
but what i got from it was:

that this woman had to be who she is and that she displays it to bring people close to her even though she may be takin a risk @ getting hurt, because she is protected by her writings and fantasies
maybe im wrong?
but it was beautifully written, w/ full expression of metaphors and it emulated perfectly this womans feminity/fragility..

also,
your website is really hot!

you're a beautiful girl! you look kinda like the women that are on outkast lp covers..
unique, soulful, strong, and free!..
& it was very nice to meet you!

thanks.

-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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soulchild
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157. "RE: belly"
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it's a lovely scene.

soul.



  

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Revolt
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158. "RE: belly"
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in.
credible.

those words twisted and danced off the screen.

and you say you want to hear my piece read aloud!

this was like a live scene, almost like that silent, dark and brooding moment of a play or novel.
stirring, moving, and direct.
____________





"...so i left superstition
and false self proclamations
since i became a jewel in a crown
a unique song that's sheer perfection..."

© Ezzsential's momma




"I can't read Canadian" © BigReg




The avy: Moi.


  

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Imagination_7
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231. "This made me think of..."
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... freedom. Freedom in being yourself and having zero apologies about your body, your soul, your being.
I liked it. Nice imagery as well.

Lesley

  

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Naanaa
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236. "for norwich girls"
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i posted this before but it kinda goes with the ladies' theme:


“I feel like this is the only place the world will stop for me.” One of us says, seamless, perfect and full of smoke. The kitchen is pregnant with us. Our abandoned plates and empty grease rimmed cups. We are the epitome of emotional eaters; eating to fix and celebrate everything. We’ll eat whenever another one of us cooks; beans and rice with dried turkey wings, spiced salmon. Anything with flavor, anything like home.
The kitchen becomes our biweekly haunt. I will make the walk there at least twice a week to starve off the loneliness. They say Norwich, England has a pub for everyday of the year and a church for every week. I remember this as my shoes scrape the pavement. I believe it stumbling home full-bellied and blunted. For their early evening shifts, streets like St. Giles, St. Stephens and St. Benedicts police the after works drunks. But on late nights like this, the saints are off to sleep and the gargoyles take over. I have to walk in the middle of the street. They say there’s an abnormal amount of in-breds in Norwich. Who knows which one lurks from an indented store front.
Some kitchen nights are made just for making fun of Norwich. We walk the streets nappy headed, black, so damn exotic in this land of greasy English breakfast and tea enough for the browning of teeth.
We’re so scared here. Scared of the curious hands of strangers going too far. “Your hair, it’s so different! Can I touch?” might turn into “Your ass, it’s so different.” And there will be no polite inquiry.
We have the time to talk about the asinine. Lactating males, what we would feed our pussies if we could. Fish food, peanut butter and jelly sandwiches. Power, says the most inebriated of us all. We pause our giggling for a necessary silence. Then laugh at her saying something so contrived.
We had pussy power. Dancing at soulless pubs, keeping our circle tight. We could get a free drink for simply being born. We were quick to dismiss a rhythm-less trespasser. You were suspect if you couldn’t do a simple two step.
We would long for the states. For TV that you didn’t need a license for family, for real hip hop. But when we got home, we longed for the time to think. To scrawl epics.
Our last week we find the perfect teahouse. It has been raining for two weeks straight, so much that our scalps are silver. We now know why the English drink so much damn tea. Here, we will write our final horrible poems and wash away a semesters worth of brew and smoke. Satisfied with our glimpse of ourselves in the future.

http://www.myspace.com/n_a_a

  

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Imagination_7
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247. "I remember this..."
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It made me smile and think of me and my sisters and thank God for sisters (biological or not.)
I felt like I was there when I read this.

Lesley

  

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mindful
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281. "u didn't say much, but it seemed as if..."
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u actually said it all:

no tummy tucked
no perforated line
for delusional futures to slide through
but she will make her mark
bloated and barely pregnant
flowered tattoos in bloom
they tell her that this is the forbidden place
too many stretch lines drawn by the likes of those who see her stomach
as an instrument of keys

*nods*















=======================
so fuck that i love

? ©clarion





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my work
http://meetmsmindful.wordpress.com
http://www.lulu.com/content/7598631
http://evan-roth.com/grey.php

  

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Naanaa
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80. "naanaa"
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sorry didn't finish reading :\

Name: Naa Norley

Location:Towson, MD for school, Spring Valley, NY is home

Age: 21

Website/audios/pics: http://profiles.myspace.com/users/5675367

Personal Info: (ethnicity, writing style, favorite things,Who or what inspired you to write, etc) I'm Ghanaian, I'm working on applying to grad school for creative writing (so input is always welcome.) My favorite things are my family, my best friends, jelly beans, music, my bed, a good book and wandering

http://www.myspace.com/n_a_a

  

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Ezzsential
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44. "Nappiness"
In response to Reply # 1


  

          

-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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45. "Natalie"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Natalie
Member since May 06th 2003
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338. "who am i...right now?"
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right now,

i'm a woman catching her breath

taking a moment to breathe

and get her foot in the door

before the month is out...

just wanted to say hello

and see how everyone is doing

and living

and thinking

but

there are too many thoughts in my head

on how to construct

and deconstruct

myself

through knowledge of buildings

and their parts

and their history

wondering why i can't rearrange time

that's gone before

and knowing there would be no point

'cause...

it's history...past tense...and someone else wrote it...

someone else wrote it...

and they forgot the black people...

they forgot the ppl who built this place...

they forgot, they forgot, they forgot...

or did they...?

at least some of them can admit:

shame won't let them include it

pride won't let them speak it

courage won't have a seat at the table

and so it hides

their story hides...

but we can write

and we can talk

about 'the indian'

'cause they're mostly gone

and 'who gives a damn' anyway...?

when ppl are still marginalised in the minority

but wait till the minority is the majority

just wait

the hispanics are coming

and i'm wondering...

what will this story be like in history...

==================================

"I'm a curbside prophet with my hand in my pocket and I'm waiting for my rocket to come." - Jason Mraz

"Conformity is the refuge of a stagnant mind."

  

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PhotoSynthesis
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340. "There's Mah Gyrllll -- ;^)"
In response to Reply # 338
Sat Oct-23-04 12:04 PM

          

As usual -- Makin' me think -- Makin' me *smile* -- Makin' me wish she could stick around a lil' longer and play! -- *Yuuuuup*

But I can tell -- She's got places to go -- People to see -- And ::((BIG)):: things to do -- So I'll just be content with her infrequent visits and scattered thought dropletts -- As she sprays us with her visions.

Thanks a million for helping to complete our feminine pyramid of personal philosophies.


Love Ya -- *wink*

A guitar string vibrating, a measure of my soul, a breech in the silence --
I've always felt like words come through me & I write them down... they have no master --- gsquared ♥

http://www.soundclick.com/bands/2/photosynthesis_music.htm

  

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Ezzsential
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376. "NATALIE!!!!!!!!glad u dropped gurl!"
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good to see you!!!!

where have YOU beeen?????! we missed ya!

and peeaccceee to feelin confused or having maaaad thoughts in ya dome....
all i can say for a remedy is DROPPPEM DROPPPEM!
this was hot cuz it came from the perspect of maaad cultures yo!
& word.. everyone will get their time to shine
every culture has something to contribute....

oh and what culture do YOU repp??

and:

these parts I felt:



>there are too many thoughts in my head
>
>on how to construct
>
>and deconstruct
>
>myself
>
>through knowledge of buildings
>
>and their parts
>
>and their history
>
>wondering why i can't rearrange time
>
>that's gone before
>
>and knowing there would be no point
>
>'cause...
>
>it's history...past tense...and someone else wrote it...
>
>someone else wrote it...
>
>and they forgot the black people...
>
>they forgot the ppl who built this place...
>
>they forgot, they forgot, they forgot...
>
>or did they...?
>
>at least some of them can admit:
>
>shame won't let them include it
>
>pride won't let them speak it
>
>courage won't have a seat at the table
>
>and so it hides
>
>their story hides...
>
>but we can write
>
>and we can talk
>
>about 'the indian'
>
>'cause they're mostly gone
>
>and 'who gives a damn' anyway...?
>
>when ppl are still marginalised in the minority
>
>but wait till the minority is the majority
>
>just wait
>
>the hispanics are coming
>
>and i'm wondering...
>
>what will this story be like in history...

sorry, just about the whole peice was moving so i practically quoted the whole thing lolol *wink*

-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

A gifted girl whose heart was worn on her sleeves
A woman who has learned to tuck it away & share her love
unselfishly
who has forgotten about gettin a return on love's deposit
& finally understandin love is free especially when that
I.O.U begins~began with me
Whose love for her son erupted Mt. St. Helen
& can crack California from stateside
A true warrior who has never learned to take a dive in a
fight
& that has been blessed that my plight is lighted by God~ Clarion

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain.-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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46. "NinAnin"
In response to Reply # 1


  

          

-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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47. "n_spirayshun"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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48. "OkayPlayerChic"
In response to Reply # 1


  

          

-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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49. "OrangeLoni"
In response to Reply # 1


  

          

-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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OrangeLoni
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88. "who am i?"
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Name: Loni
Location: UK
Age: 19
Website/audios/pics: http://miriamwhite.diaryland.com
Personal Info: white as the day is long, "raw", being loved, loving someone just as much back,love, anger, awareness, teenage angst, unrequited love, requited love, fear, a need to be heard outside of my head.


*********

Not everything is as difficult as you want to make it.

I have changed my AIM if you want to say Hi click on my orange man

  

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OrangeLoni
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90. "and you can"
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wear that pink lipstick that
makes you look paler than angel's wings
and you can
ignore your little one who
"just gets on with it"
and you can
get mad at kids for being kids
just like you were
and you can
punch people in the face
call them cunt without the knowledge
that the word isn't a disgrace
and you can
leave your baby
with any old one
and please, bitch, don't worry
about the nightmares she lives
and please, bitch,
don't think about
the diseases you can get
fucking everyone under the sun
and you can
kiss goodbye to your beautiful kids
cuz you fucked up, yet again
and please do encourage those
babies to dance with their booty
shag anybody who comes along
have a baby
and treat them like you teach
cuz it's okay, bitch
you can do this
you're only human.


it ain't what you expected, but... i'm heated.

*********

Not everything is as difficult as you want to make it.

I have changed my AIM if you want to say Hi click on my orange man

  

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mindful
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97. "being heated sometimes bring out"
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and you can
leave your baby
with any old one
and please, bitch, don't worry
about the nightmares she lives
and please, bitch,
don't think about
the diseases you can get
fucking everyone under the sun
and you can
kiss goodbye to your beautiful kids
cuz you fucked up, yet again
and please do encourage those
babies to dance with their booty
shag anybody who comes along
have a baby
and treat them like you teach
cuz it's okay, bitch
you can do this
you're only human.

the best in us... *nods*

the above lines is where it is for me... *smiles*













=======================
i am in the
.




------------------------------
my work
http://meetmsmindful.wordpress.com
http://www.lulu.com/content/7598631
http://evan-roth.com/grey.php

  

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Ezzsential
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117. "yuuup"
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I know maaaaad fems like that..
it's enough to piss u off

lettin their kids shake their booty n shit

the worst are the ones who use drugs/alcohol while their pregnant

i could punch those!


-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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2blac4u
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129. "Being Heated...."
In response to Reply # 90
Mon Oct-04-04 05:46 AM

  

          

brings forth the TRUTH, but everybody cant handle the Truth, some Females never learn, it's just sad that it's the babies who suffer in the long run, the cycle needs to be broken...
"Each One Teach One"

"Poetry is when an Emotion has found its Thought, and Thought, has found Words".. ~Unknown~

"The Poet is a Liar that always speaks the Truth"..~Unknown~

  

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PhotoSynthesis
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135. "RE: and you can"
In response to Reply # 90


          

I love reading your work -- Even if it does make my eyes squint & water & sting! -- *chuckles*

It's just that real sometimes -- And can be FELT under the surface -- Where we usually don't wanna go! -- ;^\


*Ouch -- & -- Whoah*

A guitar string vibrating, a measure of my soul, a breech in the silence --
I've always felt like words come through me & I write them down... they have no master --- gsquared ♥

http://www.soundclick.com/bands/2/photosynthesis_music.htm

  

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the Light
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196. "RE: and you can"
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Trust you not to make this some happy-clappy feminist love-in!


>and you can
>kiss goodbye to your beautiful kids
>cuz you fucked up, yet again
>and please do encourage those
>babies to dance with their booty
>shag anybody who comes along
>have a baby
>and treat them like you teach
>cuz it's okay, bitch
>you can do this
>you're only human.
>

Gritty realism.

____________________________________________________

Loose Lips Sink Ships!
*stop by, say hi*
http://shattered-star.blogspot.com

"in faith
we shall board our imagined ship and wildly sail
among sacred islands of the mad till death shatters the fabulous

  

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OrangeLoni
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200. "i have trouble letting this shit slide"
In response to Reply # 196


  

          

flaws and being human isn't my most favourite subject!!!!

i'm super human!

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Not everything is as difficult as you want to make it.

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Imagination_7
Member since Jun 10th 2003
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201. "Tell em'"
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Shit. We all know AT LEAST one girl like this...
glad you spoke on them.
Definitely a surprise but a needed one, nevertheless.
Good stuff.

Lesley

  

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the Light
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223. "on the subject of super-humans..."
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can I be Wonder Woman? I already have the outfit! *pulls on the spandex* Actually the Powerpuff Girls are a lot cooler... sorry, I'm bored..

____________________________________________________

Loose Lips Sink Ships!
*stop by, say hi*
http://shattered-star.blogspot.com

"in faith
we shall board our imagined ship and wildly sail
among sacred islands of the mad till death shatters the fabulous

  

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OrangeLoni
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305. "To be human- Ode to a Superwoman"
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To be human
in your arms
a shivering wreck
of tear stained cheeks
warn off lip balm,
and false smiles

to be human
in your arms
a check list of needs
kissed away by
desires to please

I'm only human
in your arms,
soft breasts against
your chest,
I'm only human

and so is she,
to love you
kissing me

I'm only human
as time ticks away
playing a stupid
game only a fool would play

I'm only human
and I make mistakes
but I will not apolgise
for mistakes I've made

Let me stand and wait
Let me waste away
I'm only human
and i want to stay
warm and content
within your arms.

Just let me be human.

*********

Not everything is as difficult as you want to make it.

I have changed my AIM if you want to say Hi click on my orange man

  

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Ezzsential
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328. "awwwww!"
In response to Reply # 305


  

          

such a diff approach that im used to from u, loni

this was sincerely beautiful

the last line stuck out to me most (sigh)
i can feel that.. shiet


-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

A gifted girl whose heart was worn on her sleeves
A woman who has learned to tuck it away & share her love
unselfishly
who has forgotten about gettin a return on love's deposit
& finally understandin love is free especially when that
I.O.U begins~began with me
Whose love for her son erupted Mt. St. Helen
& can crack California from stateside
A true warrior who has never learned to take a dive in a
fight
& that has been blessed that my plight is lighted by God~ Clarion

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain.-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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50. "paperdollpoet"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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paperdollpoet
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101. "flawed & free: sheflypaperdollpoet"
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Sat Oct-02-04 05:51 AM

  

          

Name:
aulelei

Purpose:
to search

Addictions:
love, saddness and chocolate flavored coffee

Flaws:
i'm dramatic, intense, anti-social, half-assed, and passive. one eye is smaller when i smile. i have a scar on my forehead, i slouch, say 'nigga' too freely and don't have a sexy walk.

Website/audios/pics:



Random Facts:
- never seen a episode of star trek
- never been single
- i am my own favorite subject to photograph (thats me in the avi)
- born in germany
- my tattoo looks like the nge symbol
- i'm impressionable like that
- i judge people by their zodiac signs
- but i hate judgemental people
- i am an uneven balance of ego & low self esteem
- i'm a thug. (stop laughing!)


---
wwatd? → → →

"God is a verb." - Bucky Fuller

www.sheflypaper.com

  

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Ezzsential
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118. "RE: flawed & free: sheflypaperdollpoet"
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hahhaa.. yo this had me rollin

"i never seen an episode of star trek" hahaha i hate that fuggin show
peace

-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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167. "flaws: "i say nigga to freely.""
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me & 'my nigga'
is
like bitches & brew
we ain't got nan excuse
for hanging out in the same mouth
that so call spits holy water into the eyes of dusty daughters

but still
'my nigga' find me
unraveling the fabric of my headwrap
tracing the buried ink of
the knowledge, wisdom & understanding tattoo
that i foolishly still carry in the middle of my spine
as evidence that i fall in love too easily
& 'my nigga' stay reminding me
of progress i've yet to meet

like revoluntaries that chain smoke conspiracies
than step outside and kill themselves
slowly dragging their lungs behind their truck load of theories
on where we be-headin
james' byrd was caged
and 'my nigga' still sings
too loudly during my loose lip conversations
i be begging him to stay quiet

"nigga, please"

but i'm so used
to him filling up my empty spaces
that i let 'my nigga' sneak in thru the back extrances
only if he promises to stay in his place
and not mingle with the white folks (again)
cuz i can't stand the way 'my nigga' sound
when he's trying to be proper
over pronouncing all the letters of his name
he don't even sound the same
like he do when he's home with me

so i try and keep 'my nigga' hidden
at the workplace
underneath professional smiles and firm handshakes
until company picnics expose their faces
in the sunlight
i can see in their blind blue eyes
'my nigga's already been in their homes
comfortable
with his feet up on they couch watching basketball
or the 10:00 news
ole danny boy know 'my nigga' well
they go way back
throwin down beers at irish pubs
and leaving as enemies
then 'my nigga' staggers back to where he belongs

i hate to admit it
but 'my nigga' ain't really mine
no matter how easy it is for 'my nigga' to come find me (& confine me)
he's always been a borrowed burden
that i keep letting in
hoping if i train 'my nigga' to stay at home
he'll change
and mean something
more than words
but 'my nigga' ain't changing

so i have to.

(this piece is soooo blah. but everything i've been writing has been. so, yeah. i have a few more days in oct to try again..ha.)
---
wwatd? → → →

silence will not save you. -unknown

www.sheflypaper.com

  

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mindful
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170. "but "my nigga" ain't changing"
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"so i have to."

change is inevitable... it's the knowing that we have to change or need to change that's so hard (to me, at least)...

my fav lines:that i let 'my nigga' sneak in thru the back extrances
only if he promises to stay in his place
and not mingle with the white folks (again)
cuz i can't stand the way 'my nigga' sound
when he's trying to be proper
over pronouncing all the letters of his name
he don't even sound the same
like he do when he's home with me

so i try and keep 'my nigga' hidden
at the workplace
underneath professional smiles and firm handshakes
until company picnics expose their faces
in the sunlight
i can see in their blind blue eyes
'my nigga's already been in their homes
comfortable
with his feet up on they couch watching basketball
or the 10:00 news
ole danny boy know 'my nigga' well
they go way back
throwin down beers at irish pubs
and leaving as enemies
then 'my nigga' staggers back to where he belongs

i hate to admit it
but 'my nigga' ain't really mine
no matter how easy it is for 'my nigga' to come find me (& confine me)
he's always been a borrowed burden
that i keep letting in

i wouldn't say it was "blah," but to me, it wasn't as strong as some of your others (but then again, this isn't one of your others, now is it?). still poignant, very as well... esp the above lines. Peace~













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i am in the
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my work
http://meetmsmindful.wordpress.com
http://www.lulu.com/content/7598631
http://evan-roth.com/grey.php

  

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soulchild
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Thu Oct-07-04 12:34 PM

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172. "RE: flaws: "i say nigga to freely.""
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like revoluntaries that chain smoke conspiracies
than step outside and kill themselves
slowly dragging their lungs behind their truck load of theories
on where we be-headin

But....i like that part.

soul.



  

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2blac4u
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Thu Oct-07-04 04:49 PM

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173. "RE: flaws: "i say nigga to freely.""
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this pce hit home with me, its a constant struggle between me and my teenage son (who also says nigga too freely).
I loved these lines..it made the point:

>i hate to admit it
>but 'my nigga' ain't really mine
>no matter how easy it is for 'my nigga' to come find me (&
>confine me)
>he's always been a borrowed burden
>that i keep letting in
>hoping if i train 'my nigga' to stay at home
>he'll change
>and mean something
>more than words
>but 'my nigga' ain't changing
>
>so i have to.
>
>(this piece is soooo blah. but everything i've been writing
>has been. so, yeah. i have a few more days in oct to try
>again..ha.)
>---
>wwatd? →
>→
>→
>
>silence will not save you. -unknown

"Poetry is when an Emotion has found its Thought, and Thought, has found Words".. ~Unknown~

"The Poet is a Liar that always speaks the Truth"..~Unknown~

  

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Ezzsential
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175. "far from blah"
In response to Reply # 167
Thu Oct-07-04 07:33 PM

  

          

"hanging out in the same mouth"
"dragging our lungs behind a truckload of theories"
the knowledge, wisdom and understanding tattoo that i still carry in the middle of my spine"

oh my...you're really a classic poet...
i love the way you mingle these body part feelings into your peices they bring intensity & indepth feelings...
eeeeeeeee! I got a sense of eerieness but in a good way =)

& these parts were incredible:

>we ain't got nan excuse
>for hanging out in the same mouth
>that so call spits holy water into the eyes of dusty
>daughters
>

>'my nigga' find me
>unraveling the fabric of my headwrap
>tracing the buried ink of
>the knowledge, wisdom & understanding tattoo
>that i foolishly still carry in the middle of my spine
>as evidence that i fall in love too easily
>
>like revoluntaries that chain smoke conspiracies
>than step outside and kill themselves
>slowly dragging their lungs behind their truck load of
>theories
>on where we be-headin
>james' byrd was caged
>and 'my nigga' still sings
>too loudly during my loose lip conversations
>i be begging him to stay quiet
>
(whew)

-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Imagination_7
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211. "Well damn... I wish my stuff was "blah" too!"
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You are too hard on yourself girl.
This was solid to me. But you know... I write once in a blue moon... I am happy to have a paragraph written on a napkin.
I liked it. Yep.

Lesley

  

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PetraP

Sun Oct-17-04 06:26 PM

  
295. "RE: flaws: "i say nigga to freely.""
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It seems you do that a lot - put down your own work. Doesn't seem like anybody else found anything "blah" about this - cuz it ain't. I had a hard time with the last verse...I dunno why...I think I'm gonna read this again and get back to you.
So far I like it though, as always, I enjoy the thoughts your works provoke in me.

  

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Ezzsential
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51. "PhotoSynthesis"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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PhotoSynthesis
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91. "RE: PhotoSynthesis"
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Name: Ginger
Location: San Antonio, TX
Age: Ohhh Noooooo -- Fixxin' to be the BIG "30" on the 21st of this month
Personal Info: I'mmma "Heinz 57" combination of a lil' bit of aaiirrythang -- But the nationality I claim is African~American.

My writing style varies depending on my mood -- But "abstract" pretty much describes the mindset of most of my work -- (At least it looks abstract to me!) -- ;^)

My favorite things are those things that put a *smile* on my face: *Knowing* & Loving my soulmate -- Hot chocolate chip cookies w/pecans & raisins str8 out the oven -- Reading poetry that touches my heart -- (Either humorous or heartfelt & sweet) -- Being tickled under my neck -- (especially with kisses) -- or massaged with warm scented oil all over my body -- Teddy Bears, Lions, Angels & Elephants -- (I collect them) -- And being with family on special occasions.

I'm inspired to write by kaleidoscope scenes of "LIFE" and by the inspiration of other poets.

And yes -- I basically copied & pasted the same damn thang from last year's introduction -- SO WHAT?!? -- ;^\




A guitar string vibrating, a measure of my soul, a breech in the silence --
I've always felt like words come through me & I write them down... they have no master --- gsquared ♥

http://www.soundclick.com/bands/2/photosynthesis_music.htm

  

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PhotoSynthesis
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92. "I'm Only Human --"
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Fri Oct-01-04 02:15 PM

          

During the course of time
I’m reminded that I’m only human
Maybe a *Goddess* in my own fantasies
But I trample thru life’s battlefields
Bleeding the blood of mortal true men
I’ve come face-to-face
With madd negativity & minor rejections
And tho’ I strive for perfection
The reflection I see looking back at me
Mirrors the reality of my imperfections
Yet I always keep my head up
Neva fed up with the cards life deals me
Jokers attempt to defile & rile my style of sensitivity
One that ultimately mends & heals me
But I hide Aces & Kings up my sleeve
And cleave to lyrical blessings spit in jest
As I manifest a poetic vest of excessiveness
Flexxin’ an abundance of flows
Like rows of gold in a treasure chest
I must confess -- I’m truly blessed
With a level head & eloquent synergy
Acknowledging that power without focus
Iz just wasted ~ vacuous energy
So I watch divine winds blow subtle flurries of anticipation
And without hesitation
I harness energy
Attempting to manipulate
My present situation
Still --
I feel a chill -- dischargin’ anxiety & aggravation
My calculated expectations restrain the pain
Of semi -- pseudo lacerations
But I rise to the occasion without a scratch or abrasion
Cuz my wounds heal quick from thick meditation & deep star gazin’
You see -- Ain’t nobody fazin’ me without my permission
Under no circumstances or condition
Will I allow ANYONE to hold me down
My head may slip underwater ~ But I refuse to drown
Forces within the nucleus of my being
Reaffirm my mind's eye seein’
Visions of ascending beyond the pressures of "Pandora’s Box"
Using reverse psychology
I’m empowered to pick the “master lock”
The driving force behind nourishment for my mind
Intertwines -- as I twist & flipp heads
Like bottlecaps in orbital designs
But visions without actions are just daydreams
And actions without visions are nightmares
So I sleep with one eye open
Scopin’ for opportunities to light ~~Flares~~
And re-adjust the clarity of mentalities
Observing the courage of "mice & men"
Realizin’ that failure is just another opportunity
To more intelligently begin again
As I hold the wind in my fists
And wrap the oceans in my intellect
Dimensions of a hidden realm (((reside within my pride)))
Demanding consistency & hella respect
I check for defects & flaws -- evaluate the cause
Then calculate the outcome
Cuz encased within this fragile “female” frame is game
Just ask me nicely -- *wink* -- and maybe I’ll show U some


A guitar string vibrating, a measure of my soul, a breech in the silence --
I've always felt like words come through me & I write them down... they have no master --- gsquared ♥

http://www.soundclick.com/bands/2/photosynthesis_music.htm

  

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Ezzsential
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112. "RE: I'm Only Human --"
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>I’ve come face-to-face
>With madd negativity & minor rejections
>And tho’ I strive for perfection
>The reflection I see looking back at me
>Mirrors the reality of my imperfections
>Yet I always keep my head up
>Neva fed up with the cards life deals me
>Jokers attempt to defile & rile my style of sensitivity
>One that ultimately mends & heals me
>But I hide Aces & Kings up my sleeve
>And cleave to lyrical blessings spit in jest
>As I manifest a poetic vest of excessiveness

>Acknowledging that power without focus
>Iz just wasted ~ vacuous energy
>So I watch divine winds blow subtle flurries of anticipation
>And without hesitation
>I harness energy
>Attempting to manipulate
>My present situation
>Still --
>I feel a chill -- dischargin’ anxiety & aggravation
>My calculated expectations restrain the pain
>Of semi -- pseudo lacerations
>But I rise to the occasion without a scratch or abrasion
>Cuz my wounds heal quick from thick meditation & deep star
>gazin’
>You see -- Ain’t nobody fazin’ me without my permission
>Under no circumstances or condition
>Will I allow ANYONE to hold me down
>My head may slip underwater ~ But I refuse to drown

>But visions without actions are just daydreams
>And actions without visions are nightmares
>So I sleep with one eye open
>Scopin’ for opportunities to light ~~Flares~~


>Realizin’ that failure is just another opportunity
>To more intelligently begin again
>As I hold the wind in my fists
>And wrap the oceans in my intellect
>Dimensions of a hidden realm (((reside within my pride)))
>Demanding consistency & hella respect
>I check for defects & flaws -- evaluate the cause
>Then calculate the outcome
>Cuz encased within this fragile “female” frame is game
>Just ask me nicely -- *wink* -- and maybe I’ll show U some


word photo! let em know!
lol.. those parts above HIT ME like battle flows!~
you know yourself and how to get what chu want from life
and that is truly inspiring to those who attempt any other way...such as eye...



-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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2blac4u
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130. "RE: I'm Only Human --"
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Gurl u had me wanting to run outside and burn my bra (only the fact that my co-workers might call the men with the lil white coats stopped me. LOL)This pce is the ultimate in self-reflection,strength, and love...Its all U Photo ((Hugs))

"Poetry is when an Emotion has found its Thought, and Thought, has found Words".. ~Unknown~

"The Poet is a Liar that always speaks the Truth"..~Unknown~

  

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145. "RE: I'm Only Human --"
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sometimes i don't think you're only human... you got something else in you... i swear.

And tho’ I strive for perfection
The reflection I see looking back at me
Mirrors the reality of my imperfections


*********

Not everything is as difficult as you want to make it.

I have changed my AIM if you want to say Hi click on my orange man

  

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PhotoSynthesis
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148. "Did U Ever See -- Alien Vs. Predator?"
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Maybe I got an ALIEN in me, huh? -- *chuckles*

(((Just Kidding))) -- ;^)

A guitar string vibrating, a measure of my soul, a breech in the silence --
I've always felt like words come through me & I write them down... they have no master --- gsquared ♥

http://www.soundclick.com/bands/2/photosynthesis_music.htm

  

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Imagination_7
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213. "Only human... a strong one. :)"
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One of these days I hope to have your confidence Photo.
Until then... I will live vicariously through you.

Lesley

  

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Phenomenality
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269. "Ridiculously talented......"
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>Neva fed up with the cards life deals me
>Jokers attempt to defile & rile my style of sensitivity
>One that ultimately mends & heals me
>But I hide Aces & Kings up my sleeve
>And cleave to lyrical blessings spit in jest
>As I manifest a poetic vest of excessiveness
>Flexxin’ an abundance of flows
>Like rows of gold in a treasure chest
>I must confess -- I’m truly blessed
>With a level head & eloquent synergy
>Acknowledging that power without focus
>Iz just wasted ~ vacuous energy
>So I watch divine winds blow subtle flurries of anticipation
>And without hesitation
>I harness energy
>Attempting to manipulate
>My present situation

*blink*

uh.. whoa.

Breathe E.Z.
~Zhana Vee~

BlackPlanet ID: Phenomenality
-----------------------------
"I do NOT like our name, MOSAIC Corporation. I think it's a fruity toot name. It's antithetical to my charector and I dislike it on a fundamental level." Raj of The Apprentice.
-----------------------------

Gotta quote my mfself erry now n den..

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"You have true control over a very minute number of things in this life.. your INTEGRITY is one of them. Where the path of integrity intersects with temptation... that place is sacred. That point is called "CHOICE". Choice is the only antidote to that incurable disease called 'Regret'. Bet."

"Only time will tell our fate.. but I'm walkin this path ten toes ta tha grain.. neck high, back strait.."
I'm focused, man.
-----------------------------

...

Vee is I and I am She

...

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PetraP

Sun Oct-17-04 06:16 PM

  
293. "RE: Ridiculously talented......"
In response to Reply # 269


          

I'm gonna have to co-sign the above statement.
The rhyme scheme of this sounds a little different than most of your stuff I have read so far - could that be right??
Anyway, it's a great piece! -Imma try not to fall into my hymns of praise as usually and leave it at that.
Love and respect to you. Ya gurl P.

  

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120. "Grandma's Hands / Grandma's Heart --"
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Momma used to hit me with a gentle hand
Her whippings stung -- But they didn't hurt like grandma's
Grandma wasn't playing
She whuppped me with the "Hand of God" and made me remember
Whatever lesson she was tryna instill at the time
Grandma didn't pamper or coddle me much
She was always so busy tryna TEACH me summthin'
I guess she thought her time might be short
So she betta infuse me with her knowledge & insight
As quick as possible
She told me that back in her day -- She HAD to take a lotta shit offa people
ONE -- Because she was a female
And TWO -- Because she was Black
The combination of those two statistics made for some hard times, grandma said
But she rose above the hard times to run several businesses and become a respected figure in her community
She pushed me
She pushed me hard
She pushed me hard when I wanted to buckle under and give up
She pushed me hard when I wanted to goof off & play
She pushed me hard when I did a half~assed job
She pushed me hard -- Even when I pushed back
But she taught me things my mom overlooked
Like how to seek discernment and recognize insincerity
So when fellas came at me with that -- "Baby baby -- I Loooove You", bullshit
Just so they could cop a grind, a feel, & a piece of ass
I was already hip to their game
When so-called girlfriends came at me with smiles on their faces, but knives behind their back
(Ready to stab @ me)
I learned to jump & turn real quick -- To get outta their way
When the "Powers that Be" tried to ridicule me -- Because of my color or gender
I was prepared with facts & figures to refute their bullshit
When I felt sorry for myself & tried to have pity parties -- Grandma would crash my party with logic
And make me laugh thru the anger & pain
So much WISDOM grandma taught me
Even tho it didn't soak in completely
Until years after she died
But folks say I have her PRIDE
And I know I have her heart
Because she had a heart of gold
Sharing not only her wisdom & knowledge
But her love, integrity, & common sense
Don't get me wrong
Momma taught me a lot too
(As well as my strong/silent dad)
But grandma was my tower of power
Reinforcing love with her pen & pad


A guitar string vibrating, a measure of my soul, a breech in the silence --
I've always felt like words come through me & I write them down... they have no master --- gsquared ♥

http://www.soundclick.com/bands/2/photosynthesis_music.htm

  

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Ezzsential
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212. "sorry i didnt see this!"
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I can't really say too much about this peice, photo.. all you can do really is just stay silent and read it because you HAVE TO RESPECT this peice.. word up
i got kinda envious just because i wish that i had had that... but i was lucky to find people like that later in life that taught me from that perspective...

& I'm sincerely lovin this because it demonstrates TRUE LOVE!
& you are an awesome person because you are a product from that forreal...
I hope I can give that foundation to my lil one..
and him to his and the chain can be POWERFUL!

and word to distinguishin between counterfiet and genuine...

that can take years to pefect!

everytime i thought i had mastered it, i was fooled again...

peace to your grandma... that's real~



>Grandma wasn't playing
>She whuppped me with the "Hand of God" and made me remember
>Whatever lesson she was tryna instill at the time
>Grandma didn't pamper or coddle me much
>She was always so busy tryna TEACH me summthin'
>I guess she thought her time might be short
>So she betta infuse me with her knowledge & insight
>As quick as possible
>She told me that back in her day -- She HAD to take a lotta
>shit offa people
>ONE -- Because she was a female
> And TWO -- Because she was Black
>The combination of those two statistics made for some hard
>times, grandma said
>But she rose above the hard times to run several businesses
>and become a respected figure in her community
>She pushed me
>She pushed me hard
>She pushed me hard when I wanted to buckle under and give up
>She pushed me hard when I wanted to goof off & play
>She pushed me hard when I did a half~assed job
>She pushed me hard -- Even when I pushed back
>But she taught me things my mom overlooked
>Like how to seek discernment and recognize insincerity
>So when fellas came at me with that -- "Baby baby -- I
>Loooove You", bullshit
>Just so they could cop a grind, a feel, & a piece of ass
>I was already hip to their game
>When so-called girlfriends came at me with smiles on their
>faces, but knives behind their back
>(Ready to stab @ me)
>I learned to jump & turn real quick -- To get outta their
>way
>When the "Powers that Be" tried to ridicule me -- Because of
>my color or gender
>I was prepared with facts & figures to refute their bullshit
>When I felt sorry for myself & tried to have pity parties --
>Grandma would crash my party with logic
>And make me laugh thru the anger & pain
>So much WISDOM grandma taught me
>Even tho it didn't soak in completely
>Until years after she died
>But folks say I have her PRIDE
>And I know I have her heart
>Because she had a heart of gold
>Sharing not only her wisdom & knowledge
>But her love, integrity, & common sense
>Don't get me wrong
>Momma taught me a lot too
>(As well as my strong/silent dad)
>But grandma was my tower of power
>Reinforcing love with her pen & pad




-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Imagination_7
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222. "I had a grandma like her, too..."
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... and I thought she was crazy. Because she had so many pulls in life, so much knowledge, and so many stories to tell. But they were all to help me, to shield me, to keep me from falling so hard. And before she died, I knew she had been on to something. It took time to know she had more life and love to give than most. Now, years later, I smile each and every time someone says, "You are becoming just like Grandma." What could be better?
I felt this deep in my soul girl.

Lesley

  

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PetraP

Sun Oct-17-04 06:32 PM

  
296. "RE: Grandma's Hands / Grandma's Heart --"
In response to Reply # 120


          

I liked the tone of this, changing gradually from the bitter-sweet beginning (am I off??) to the empowered ending. I especially liked this part right here:
>So much WISDOM grandma taught me
>Even tho it didn't soak in completely
>Until years after she died
>But folks say I have her PRIDE
>And I know I have her heart
>Because she had a heart of gold

  

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52. "Pulchritudinous"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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53. "Queenreina"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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54. "Reallove"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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55. "revolt"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Revolt
Member since Apr 06th 2004
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Sun Oct-03-04 08:23 PM

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121. "pound for pound, we holds it down."
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i run flying with fists raised
sun rays, toasting
skin tones and harmon
-ies wailing within
I got eyes ablaze
and feet paced
stomping in the midst
of social ruin
we create programs
and food stamps
hoping to annhiliate
the dire need
of the children
but the government
only spent 10 percent
of the 300 million dollar
budget they spent to
slash our salary
'n increase our rent

my eyes tear with grief
my throat shook with speech
at rallies and events
swollen with poems
so my pen speeds
as the paper reads
how i plan to
kill all this noise
all alone---but
now i know that

we got sistas bonding
together in posts
and sites such as these
where we
hold back nothing
and fear is something
to be destroyed
as our power
exceeds
all negative noise
we stand as a unit
our lyrics stay poised

so all in all
my charge to y'all
is to keep hoping,
praying and saying
i wanna change the world
and save the world
from it's predicted
downfall of
decaying.


____________

"i think
of existing
instead of being

i am
nothing,
nothing at all." © Morehouse




"I'm busy, blah, blustering, and transforming at the same time- I think I am the universal centerpoint where lethargy and multi-tasking collide...but I plan on that being a temporary state."

© Castro



"...i'm always longing, so imagine what kind of miles i'm logging on my pen..."
© Otto

"I scare white people" © Ababa

"I can't read Canadian" © BigReg




The avy: Moi.


  

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Revolt
Member since Apr 06th 2004
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Sun Oct-03-04 08:48 PM

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122. "oh yeah and in addition:"
In response to Reply # 121
Sun Oct-03-04 08:52 PM

          

I so ruined the flow by not introducing my self, my bad :X

So here it goes...

Name: Christine aka Cee. Also known as tha Revolt.

Location: Toronto, Ontario, Canada. It's tha Tdoooooooooot! (c) Kardi

Age: 21, going on 60. (Will be 22 in November

Website/audios/pics: my pic's in avi, orrrr you can check out Hmmm website...well you can check me out on honeychile! or also on or and soon to be featured on (mad love to zewari for the opportunity) No audio links YET.


Personal Info: well since I'm lazy I'll just use your suggestions Ezz.

ethnicity: Jamaican-Canadian, oh yeah, there's multitudes of us. Mi parents dem from Jahmekyah, but I is a Canadian citizen by right or law or whateva di hell else dem wan fi tell me. I and I is ah human, seen. Ah ooman, ah lova, ah fightah an' ah ahtist.

writing style: Anything under the literary sun. I'm trying to get into styles and rhythms that don't exist, because I have this strange need to be a pioneer in something.


favorite things: hmmm...The Arts all around, since I dabble in fine arts, fashion design, singing, playin the keyboard, about to learn the drums, and of course my obssesion with writing/poemisms, etc. Other things I like are...to cook, to sleep, to daydream, to plan yet never follow through with any of them, to waste time, to draw, to eat, to make Amaretto sours, indie films, indie music, to light candles, to pray and honor HaShem, to continue learning Hebrew, to meditate, to sleep, to breathe..I mean REALLY breathe...and most importantly to love and be loved (c) Deepak Chopra

Who or what inspired you to write?: SONIA SANCHEZ. Oh my god, she was like...the angel of poetry sent to bring good tidings to my life and my destiny. She brought a supernatural presence to words that I never knew existed. And this is how I got into poetry, I was about 7. And I saw her on Sesame Street. And she breathed into those letters and sounds and let WORD become a living SOUL. Since then I've been phonetically hooked to diction, and fiction being my soulmate. The pen being the seed barer and the paper being the womb. Or more raunchy..."I like to pimp my pen into spilling out seed, letting my paper scoop up the sample and birth a release" hehehe.

And there you have it. Revolt. In a short but sweet summary. To bad these answers won't be the same tomorrow. I got so many faces, but not enough mirrors

____________

"i think
of existing
instead of being

i am
nothing,
nothing at all." © Morehouse




"I'm busy, blah, blustering, and transforming at the same time- I think I am the universal centerpoint where lethargy and multi-tasking collide...but I plan on that being a temporary state."

© Castro



"...i'm always longing, so imagine what kind of miles i'm logging on my pen..."
© Otto

"I scare white people" © Ababa

"I can't read Canadian" © BigReg




The avy: Moi.


  

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Naanaa
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Mon Oct-04-04 03:38 AM

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124. "RE: pound for pound, we holds it down."
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damn, that was fiyah, lady. i would love to hear you read this.

http://www.myspace.com/n_a_a

  

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2blac4u
Member since Aug 31st 2002
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Mon Oct-04-04 06:15 AM

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131. "raises Fist in the Air..."
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Preach/Teach Sistar!!!!..ur right, this post is a beautiful thing...I'm feeling damn proud to be a Woman today (sits up straighter)*Smile*

"Poetry is when an Emotion has found its Thought, and Thought, has found Words".. ~Unknown~

"The Poet is a Liar that always speaks the Truth"..~Unknown~

  

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mindful
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183. "u said it all here"
In response to Reply # 121


  

          

*it's raining here... my mood is changing*


we got sistas bonding
together in posts
and sites such as these
where we
hold back nothing
and fear is something
to be destroyed
as our power
exceeds
all negative noise
we stand as a unit
our lyrics stay poised

so all in all
my charge to y'all
is to keep hoping,
praying and saying
i wanna change the world
and save the world
from it's predicted
downfall of
decaying.

lovely lines, Cee... very lovely indeed.. Peace~













=======================
i am in the
.




------------------------------
my work
http://meetmsmindful.wordpress.com
http://www.lulu.com/content/7598631
http://evan-roth.com/grey.php

  

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Imagination_7
Member since Jun 10th 2003
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Mon Oct-11-04 06:56 AM

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214. "Yes!"
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That was motivational sis.
Your writing is getting better and better... stronger and clearer.
Nice.

Lesley

  

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Phenomenality
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262. "Powerful.."
In response to Reply # 121


  

          

>i run flying with fists raised
>sun rays, toasting
>skin tones and harmon
>-ies wailing within
>I got eyes ablaze

Uhh! *shakin head*

Breathe E.Z.
~Zhana Vee~

BlackPlanet ID: Phenomenality
-----------------------------
"I do NOT like our name, MOSAIC Corporation. I think it's a fruity toot name. It's antithetical to my charector and I dislike it on a fundamental level." Raj of The Apprentice.
-----------------------------

Gotta quote my mfself erry now n den..

-----------------------------
"You have true control over a very minute number of things in this life.. your INTEGRITY is one of them. Where the path of integrity intersects with temptation... that place is sacred. That point is called "CHOICE". Your choices will protect you from that incurable disease called 'Regret'. Bet."

"Only time will tell our fate.. but I'm walkin this path ten toes ta tha grain.. neck high, back strait.."
I'm focused, man.
-----------------------------

...

Vee is I and I am She

...

http://twitter.com/phenomenality
http://instagram.com/i.am.phenomenality

  

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Revolt
Member since Apr 06th 2004
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Thu Oct-07-04 07:42 PM

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176. "when tears are official."
In response to Reply # 55


          

It was because I wrote your name on the wall
3 times, or was it 4?
I can only remember when
even temperaments
embraced me.
And those times when I
wasn't so sick of me.
It was the day you
walked into me and
let me know the intentions
you had,
with your new found residence.
and i jumped up
into the sun and caught
sunspots in my palm
carved out in tiny
letters, the soul
tattoo that I came back to
place on you
has now
migrated away.

and you...
took your bags
and emptied yourself
out of me
the
misunderstanding
of stay.

but i never thought of temporarily.

i placed the mirror too close
i guess
i have a habit of letting my scars
show, and my past grow into into
thick thistles of weary
and i regret what shouldnt matter
and i grasped onto the
latter more than
i held onto you.

you made the earth rotate,
and it was your thoughts that made the sky blue.

lips that spoke words of truth
you dont hear anymore
cuz
you're convinced i mislead you,
but there's no measure
in what
defines truth...

other than what I FEEL for you.

all i know is what I FEEL.
and that's all that needs to be REAL to me.

And I wrote your name in permanent ink
cuz that stain was supposed
to imprint itself
onto my heart one day...
if you let it,
but...

my mistakes took hold of this.

and suddenly the sky turned to grey
and earth took a pause
for the worst
possible cause.

if i lose you...

if
i
lose
you.

Not even my tears
could officially
know what to do.


____________





"...so i left superstition
and false self proclamations
since i became a jewel in a crown
a unique song that's sheer perfection..."

© Ezzsential's momma




"I can't read Canadian" © BigReg




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Imagination_7
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Mon Oct-11-04 06:59 AM

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216. "I told you..."
In response to Reply # 176


  

          

...better all the time.

These words grabbed me:

and you...
took your bags
and emptied yourself
out of me
the
misunderstanding
of stay.

Been there, done that... will most likely do it again. It is a beautiful thing... to be able to say that. Sisterhood in knowing, we are not the only one and that pain morphs into strength and we will survive. Even if we almost drown in our tears...

Lesley

  

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Ezzsential
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Thu Sep-30-04 07:28 PM

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56. "robynwildchild"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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robynwildchild
Member since May 06th 2003
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83. "blossom"
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i've only been trapped once
blossomed twice
and grown a hella alot in between
the space and sound of my heartbeat
is strong and free
no one
is responsibile for the happiness that i got in me
but me
and you will all see
that the assumptions you hold about me will be wrong
like all the tabloids that litter the countryside with garbage
i won't be the one to raise a family wrong
no matter where and what i do and don't know
how it is or isn't supposed to go
i got the ambition and knowledge to take hold
if i got a choice its gonna be made
and no one is gonna break me down
i'm ready waiting and on the way

~~~~~~~~ luv R.
https://www.facebook.com/robyn.wildchild12
psycho.
"Institutions encourage us to consider the opinions they sell as "facts" and that we "believe" rather than question the morality they pitch."
cities need fewer shopping malls and more skat

  

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PhotoSynthesis
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134. "Sho' U Right!"
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>i got the ambition and knowledge to take hold
>if i got a choice its gonna be made
>and no one is gonna break me down
>i'm ready waiting and on the way

(((Go Girl))) -- Exert that strength & determination! -- ;^)

Okay -- So where's your intro Missy? -- *chuckles*

A guitar string vibrating, a measure of my soul, a breech in the silence --
I've always felt like words come through me & I write them down... they have no master --- gsquared ♥

http://www.soundclick.com/bands/2/photosynthesis_music.htm

  

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Imagination_7
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232. "Girl..."
In response to Reply # 83


  

          

I've said it before, and I've said it again... I really dig the fact you can be different people/emotions/beings. You can write a piece and be exposed and sensitive, confused, angry, happy, and then hit us with some strength, like today. I have mad respect for you.

Lesley

  

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robynwildchild
Member since May 06th 2003
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133. "biological clock tick tock"
In response to Reply # 56


  

          

he changes my perspective on life
and how much fun it might be like
even though
there are the ebbs N flows
the ups N downs
in a town that still finds its shade of red
to paint he sky night
some how
and i struggle with what's right
and what's wild
i want to say someday tht "This is my Family"
instead of being adopted by everyone
and not knowing what its like
cuz they think i'm a lost soul
i'm always just about on my own
and my independence is all i know
they see what i need
and i want to deny that until i can feel
that there isn't anything else that can keep me
i want to see
what my dna is saying
the way in which
life could be
a future of stabilty
i want to start changing
damn i guess that its the old biological clock
shoving me out the door...

~~~~~~~~ luv R.
https://www.facebook.com/robyn.wildchild12
psycho.
"Institutions encourage us to consider the opinions they sell as "facts" and that we "believe" rather than question the morality they pitch."
cities need fewer shopping malls and more skat

  

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Ezzsential
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141. "you're adopted????!"
In response to Reply # 133


  

          

I mean, if so, I can partially relate, I was by my step dad who raised me as his own.. and @ 13 they told me he wasn't my real dad n I was like... huh?

I just felt weird.. lol..

but whaaass thisseye hea???? am i reading correctly???


-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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robynwildchild
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168. "ha"
In response to Reply # 141


  

          

no..i know people who are.. have been....

i wish... but then i think it wouldn't be as much fun fighting myself... cuz i know the truth.. i don't have to wonder...

peace

~~~~~~~~ luv R.
https://www.facebook.com/robyn.wildchild12
psycho.
"Institutions encourage us to consider the opinions they sell as "facts" and that we "believe" rather than question the morality they pitch."
cities need fewer shopping malls and more skat

  

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robynwildchild
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169. "U2"
In response to Reply # 56
Thu Oct-07-04 10:08 AM

  

          

seduce a naked heart
paint pretty colors over it
and transform it into your artisitic creation

be dangerous
so that they call you reckless
and own your destiny
even if it twists the destiny of others

smile so hard that they know your not sad or upset
but harbor your inner struggle on the page for all to see

accidents are destiny
that want you near
i have to be mysterious in order to seduce you into thinking that's what you want
but i rather relate its aura and share the news

who's gonna ride
who's gonna want to stare at the sky
who's gonna let you cry for the virtue
of being human

i'm only caught in the tide
swimming to the shore
hoping only
to scrap my knees on the ocean floor
to know
that i'm not the only one lost in the depths of the sea

withorwithout u

~~~~~~~~ luv R.
https://www.facebook.com/robyn.wildchild12
psycho.
"Institutions encourage us to consider the opinions they sell as "facts" and that we "believe" rather than question the morality they pitch."
cities need fewer shopping malls and more skat

  

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PetraP

Sun Oct-17-04 06:37 PM

  
297. "RE: U2"
In response to Reply # 169


          

I liked the first two pieces you posted a lot, they felt like you didn't need an intro, because they thoroughly introduced you to us as real as possible. But this last one touched me even more. This is felt!

  

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Ezzsential
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330. "accidents are destiny that want u near"
In response to Reply # 169


  

          

anotha hiphop quotable from ms wild herself...

the scrapping knees on ocean floor part stuck out to me as well

your writings are E X C E P T I O N A L =)


-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

A gifted girl whose heart was worn on her sleeves
A woman who has learned to tuck it away & share her love
unselfishly
who has forgotten about gettin a return on love's deposit
& finally understandin love is free especially when that
I.O.U begins~began with me
Whose love for her son erupted Mt. St. Helen
& can crack California from stateside
A true warrior who has never learned to take a dive in a
fight
& that has been blessed that my plight is lighted by God~ Clarion

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain.-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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robynwildchild
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Mon Oct-18-04 11:18 AM

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311. "motherly"
In response to Reply # 56


  

          

i don't want to be
like her
i won't
its not just the nature of evolution
i may not even be
a mother
but sometimes
i think
i could totally do a better
JOB
not that its a job
because if it was
then emotions would be fully repressed
and communication would breakdown
between ages
but i want to stand
and be what i can
kiss boo boos
and read stories at night
do home work
and let the child know what's wrong
and what's right
i ain't pregnant
or have a seed to my name
even though they say we turn out to be like them
who says we can't take a conscious look at ourselves
and know the difference
to make a new direction
clear the way....

I WILL LIVE ON THAT THOUGHT
UNTIL MY SEED PUSHES ITS WAY OUT
all in a naive dream... we aren't all the same as what they taught us to be

~~~~~~~~ luv R.
https://www.facebook.com/robyn.wildchild12
psycho.
"Institutions encourage us to consider the opinions they sell as "facts" and that we "believe" rather than question the morality they pitch."
cities need fewer shopping malls and more skat

  

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PhotoSynthesis
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312. "RE: motherly"
In response to Reply # 311


          

I think you'd make a *Wonderful* mother Robyn -- Cuz although you may not know exactly what to do until the time comes -- BUT YOU DAMN SHO' KNOW WHAT YOU WOULDN'T WANT 2 DO, RIGHT?

And I trust that you would give your child that EXTRA~SPECIAL love that you missed -- *sigh*


(((Huggs)))

A guitar string vibrating, a measure of my soul, a breech in the silence --
I've always felt like words come through me & I write them down... they have no master --- gsquared ♥

http://www.soundclick.com/bands/2/photosynthesis_music.htm

  

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Ezzsential
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331. "yup"
In response to Reply # 311


  

          

somtimes peeps want to go thru the experience of something...

"we aren't all what they taught us to be"

thaaas rye gurll... don't bend, be yourself, do it right, when the time is right.. so u can give it ur all.. in anything for that matter....


-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

A gifted girl whose heart was worn on her sleeves
A woman who has learned to tuck it away & share her love
unselfishly
who has forgotten about gettin a return on love's deposit
& finally understandin love is free especially when that
I.O.U begins~began with me
Whose love for her son erupted Mt. St. Helen
& can crack California from stateside
A true warrior who has never learned to take a dive in a
fight
& that has been blessed that my plight is lighted by God~ Clarion

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain.-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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57. "Sampaguita"
In response to Reply # 1


  

          

-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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58. "Siren"
In response to Reply # 1


  

          

-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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59. "Slicklyric"
In response to Reply # 1


  

          

-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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60. "Soulchild"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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soulchild
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279. "RE: soulchild"
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Name: Phyllis (phee, little one, homegirl, phyllie, snoop phyllie phyl, and sometimes peaches)
Location: michigan
Age: 16
Website/audios/pics: ...
Personal Info: I'm a little bit white and a little bit black. my favorite color is orange. I started writing with passion in 7th grade when i wanted writer of the week in order to sit on the couches every day in first hour. and then...it stuck.


soul.



  

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soulchild
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280. "GIRLS"
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Sun Oct-17-04 05:03 AM by KnowOne

  

          

GIRLs

We are girls.

we’re daughters of sons
who swam from girls.

we don’t tell lies outside the ones
we overheard from Eve

we can still recite the Sneeches,
word for star-bellied word.
we relish the way ponytails perch on our heads,
how crayons substitute for lipstick, seductively,
or how the bulging (slightly demonic) eyes of dolls
flash closed in the curve of our arms.

we’re girls,
and with the snap of skyward wrists,
basketballs pass rumors to backboards
in regards to our
cement-splitting power
we are warriors
draped in polyester armor

our tears string rosaries,
that hang from our hips,
we count the beads of time around our thighs
till the day they can’t help
but swivel beneath the weight

did i tell you about
deodorant?
that torch of powdered-ocean-breeze pride
that we've known personally
since that first time
our armpits were funky with womanhood.

Sometimes,
we lock ourselves in garages,
sucking down
till our lungs choke on the insecurities
that billow from us,
obnoxious as car exhaust

we’re much too accustomed
to carnival crowds
with popcorn, laughing from between their teeth,
while we peel worms from our insides
and listen to them slap against our stages


we comb our hair down to our backsides
to cover lash marks
but then we cut it in December
‘cause we’re tired of untangling
the world from our backs.

Our telephones know our secrets,
all our soap opera confessions,
(and so does Lashaunda,
but, shhh, Ruthie told us not to tell!)

we shoot the moon in church basements
while gluttony waddles in heels upstairs.
God’s but a sidenote to fervent fingers
in back rooms, behind the rack
of cross adorned (so they must be holy) choir robes

our hair splashes out windows
of hoopde's on highways
where hills of lauryn roll from speakers
to the jangle of our bracelets

our stomachs cringe
just as soon as our father’s
sweat and stumble over screams of broken curfews
and, just who exactly is that boy?!

But, we are girls
and we will make flowers
in gardens where our thighs meet
we will pierce our noses and
practice hickeys on our arms,
and we will, most certainly,
some ‘once upon a time’,
be the ones to
mother
the world.



soul.



  

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Phenomenality
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282. "What!? OKAY....."
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I wanna quote everything... but

>we shoot the moon in church basements
>while gluttony waddles in heels upstairs.
>God’s but a sidenote to hungry fingers
>in back rooms, behind the rack
>of cross adorned (so they must be holy) choir robes
>
But dang gurl.. this was TOO good.. wow. Impressive, truly. LOVE your style..

Breathe E.Z.
~Zhana Vee~

BlackPlanet ID: Phenomenality
-----------------------------
"I do NOT like our name, MOSAIC Corporation. I think it's a fruity toot name. It's antithetical to my charector and I dislike it on a fundamental level." Raj of The Apprentice.
-----------------------------

Gotta quote my mfself erry now n den..

-----------------------------
"You have true control over a very minute number of things in this life.. your INTEGRITY is one of them. Where the path of integrity intersects with temptation... that place is sacred. That point is called "CHOICE". Choice is the only antidote to that incurable disease called 'Regret'. Bet."

"Only time will tell our fate.. but I'm walkin this path ten toes ta tha grain.. neck high, back strait.."
I'm focused, man.
-----------------------------

...

Vee is I and I am She

...

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PhotoSynthesis
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292. "There's My Lil' Sis -- ;^ )"
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I was just fixxin' to send you an INBOX msg. -- Tellin' you to git yo buttt on ova here and throw down summthin' -- *chuckles*

But you're definitely worth the wait with this GEMSTONE of a flow -- :::Whewwwww:::

From top to bottom -- (((SHINING))) pCe of work, "Little Miss"

As always -- I'm so proud of you! -- *smiles & giggles*


Word~wise -- You are WISE beyond your years! -- *No Doubt*

A guitar string vibrating, a measure of my soul, a breech in the silence --
I've always felt like words come through me & I write them down... they have no master --- gsquared ♥

http://www.soundclick.com/bands/2/photosynthesis_music.htm

  

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PetraP

Sun Oct-17-04 06:42 PM

  
298. "RE: GIRLS"
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I think your wisdom beyond your years and your young age are interwoven beautifully in this piece! This is amazing. Much love and respect from yours truly, Miss P.

  

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Imagination_7
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316. ":)"
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This made me think a lot about my 6 sisters... girls, all. A blessing and a curse. I'll take it.

Lesley

  

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Ezzsential
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329. "incredible!"
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wow, gurl.. this was sooo descriptive, and awesome to read!
you emulated gurls perfectly...
what a view!
i really dug these parts:

>we can still recite the Sneeches,
>word for star-bellied word.
>we relish the way ponytails perch on our heads,
>how crayons substitute for lipstick, seductively,
>or how the bulging (slightly demonic) eyes of dolls
>flash closed in the curve of our arms.
>
>we’re girls,
>and with the snap of skyward wrists,
>basketballs pass rumors to backboards
>in regards to our
>cement-splitting power
>we are warriors
>draped in polyester armor
>
>our tears string rosaries,
>that hang from our hips,
>we count the beads of time around our thighs
>till the day they can’t help
>but swivel beneath the weight
>
>
>we comb our hair down to our backsides
>to cover lash marks
>but then we cut it in December
>‘cause we’re tired of untangling
>the world from our backs.
>

>
>we shoot the moon in church basements
>while gluttony waddles in heels upstairs.
>God’s but a sidenote to fervent fingers
>in back rooms, behind the rack
>of cross adorned (so they must be holy) choir robes

>
>But, we are girls
>and we will make flowers
>in gardens where our thighs meet
>we will pierce our noses and
>practice hickeys on our arms,
>and we will, most certainly,
>some ‘once upon a time’,
>be the ones to
>mother
>the world.
>
>
>


-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

A gifted girl whose heart was worn on her sleeves
A woman who has learned to tuck it away & share her love
unselfishly
who has forgotten about gettin a return on love's deposit
& finally understandin love is free especially when that
I.O.U begins~began with me
Whose love for her son erupted Mt. St. Helen
& can crack California from stateside
A true warrior who has never learned to take a dive in a
fight
& that has been blessed that my plight is lighted by God~ Clarion

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain.-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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2blac4u
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336. "RE: GIRLS"
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Ur physical years & mental years blend perfectly in this pce...Beautiful!

"Poetry is when an Emotion has found its Thought, and Thought, has found Words".. ~Unknown~

"The Poet is a Liar that always speaks the Truth"..~Unknown~

  

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soulchild
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287. "Losing"
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This isn't mine, but it seemed right for this thread. It's a piece by Chinaka Hodge who is also quite young, i think. I'm not sure if she's still in highschool, but i think she was when she wrote this. here it is...


waking to bennie and lucretia skipping rocks in
my mind
again
the shadows cast across what i remember

bennie and lucretia skipping hand
in hand
rocks in my mind again.

November '01 is draining into December.
They breathe down my back
Creased autumn crashes against the window.
The thermostat glides to stop.
Lying convex though my breasts ache.
Pillow like a mask.
The odor of this instant in my linen.

bennie and lucretia are shaking me
awake
this is the only time they have called me
by name

I flash to my most prevalent memories
Six years old no younger. Barreling through the
needle eyed stairway. Kicking up stucco.
greatgramma greatgramma
These were the oldest tears I'd ever seen.
She's stuck in the slip she's pulling over her head
Sherlynn help
Sherlynn help
But I'm not sherlynn
or helping
a giggle escapes

I wish i could take it back
Lying convex rattling off apologies 11 years later
for not helping
for not being sherlynn
for not swallowing the laughter
for having it in the first place
If I'd stumbled into her shattered kitchen of a
mind
Spice rack knocked over
Broken dishes and snatches of recipes from a book

Without a spine
Coffee or tea
She asks then
Where is my, where is my
She cannot remember

What she does remember is this

The space between caintsee and cainstee when
she's been
Coon wench nigra
or the help

She remembers the shining faces of her jewish
employers
and what it felt like at the end of her day
Chloemily, daughter, this is why we recline

She remembers those forever long drapes
that looked like elephant tusks
and how she pulled through
Every stitch
Each one love and struggle for her
granddaughters

She remembers cooking til it hurt
in all of the appropriate places

But she doesn't remember me
She doesn't remember Chloe, her daughter
and all us women just float on the alzheimer's
itself
for just a spell

Great Grand Mother
what happened 11 years ago is fresh for me
as your memory is for you when chloe really
was that small
I am beginning to understand
and you are just one of my kin struggling with
this illness

Y'all got cheated
Scrub white floors thru work week
Dim brimmed hats on Sunday
Worry storms for your sons
Dodge firehose dodge nigger dodge cotton
thorns
Warm evening in Arkansas Bennie
Big buildings in Manhattan Lucretia
Hold men that love the shape of your calves to
ragtime in the dark
Burn fingers on ovens on crosses out front
clutch bible clutch bible clutch bible
live through this
and not remember

It makes me angry lying convex
But I am learning great grandmothers
weave past future
Cup my mother's skin
Peel this grape of a world between my teeth
While they are white and my own
and serve this purpose

But then the night flits on
and I do not remember where I left my grandmothers
skipping skipping skipping


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Ezzsential
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61. "Soulstice"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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62. "SpecialOne"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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63. "Shyning_Star"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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64. "the Light"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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the Light
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191. "the Light is.."
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English and 20 years old.

I've been writing as long as I can remember. But I started to think about it seriously firstly after studying Wilfred Owen at school, I then ignored the urge to write until my life began to change more drastically. And because my writing is much more eloquent than my speech.

Writing is the only method I have of attempting to make sense of the world.

My favourite poet is Sylvia Plath.
My favourite movie is Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.
My favourite albums of this year are Homesongs by Adem, Antics by Interpol, and Tales of a Librarian by Tori Amos.

I love catching snippets of peoples' conversations, the feeling of grains of sand between my teeth, and the tracks of veins in peoples' forearms.

____________________________________________________

Loose Lips Sink Ships!
*stop by, say hi*
http://shattered-star.blogspot.com

"in faith
we shall board our imagined ship and wildly sail
among sacred islands of the mad till death shatters the fabulous

  

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the Light
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192. "Fear has changed you, my dear."
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Smack! Smack!
I swear I heard something crack.
The baby had puked,
looked like its father,
and so your touch has hardened this last year;
no longer can your hand catch a tear intact,
no longer do I get goosebumps.

Oh, how the world used to marvel
as you sauntered like a movie star, like Grace Kelly.
'Princess' I called you,
now arms thick in shit and sick,
dreaming of death at the wheel.
A spectacular fall.
A Hollywood tragedy.

I sit and watch the wallpaper peel
as you bounce the bastard baby on your knee,
the kettle whistles unbearably;
I hear your shrieks and cries.
You have shattered the stars
with your pain, the shards of stars shoot venom
into a million eyes.

I used to see a tsunami in your eyes,
now, glassy and dull,
there is only the flicker of the television.
Stillness meets his entrance;
this fucker of bodies and minds,
this great teller of lies,
he said you were

ugly, worthless, disrespected without him.
I would slash his veins for you,
I would smash his brains for you.
But you had become the contents of my cup;
milky water wearing coffee make-up.

And you will be sucked dry.

____________________________________________________

Loose Lips Sink Ships!
*stop by, say hi*
http://shattered-star.blogspot.com

"in faith
we shall board our imagined ship and wildly sail
among sacred islands of the mad till death shatters the fabulous

  

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mindful
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198. "milky water wearing coffee make-up"
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that wordplay alone is amazing light...

and these are my fav...

I sit and watch the wallpaper peel
as you bounce the bastard baby on your knee,
the kettle whistles unbearably;
I hear your shrieks and cries.
You have shattered the stars
with your pain, the shards of stars shoot venom
into a million eyes.

I used to see a tsunami in your eyes,
now, glassy and dull,
there is only the flicker of the television.
Stillness meets his entrance;
this fucker of bodies and minds,
this great teller of lies,
he said you were

ugly, worthless, disrespected without him.
I would slash his veins for you,
I would smash his brains for you.

it was hard to choose, since the poem in its entirety has surpassed good or great... it seems as if you've packed all of these feelings/emotions/moments into one poem, and left the reader to do more than thing. I like this. Peace~













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http://meetmsmindful.wordpress.com
http://www.lulu.com/content/7598631
http://evan-roth.com/grey.php

  

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Ezzsential
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199. "nice to meet cha"
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are u from england?

interesting interests as well~

these parts in your peice were intriguing, you mos def brought the entirety of the scene to life.. i liked ur whole approach..

>The baby had puked,
>looked like its father,
>and so your touch has hardened this last year;
>no longer can your hand catch a tear intact,
>no longer do I get goosebumps.
>

>I sit and watch the wallpaper peel
>as you bounce the bastard baby on your knee,
>the kettle whistles unbearably;
>I hear your shrieks and cries.
>You have shattered the stars
>with your pain, the shards of stars shoot venom
>into a million eyes.
>
>this fucker of bodies and minds,
>this great teller of lies,

whew..it's like "been there, done that"

this peice made me think of that song by "eve" when she's talkin to that cat cuz he killed that chick or whateva.. and sayin that she was gonna kill em.....
i forget what it's called though, deep shit though..
it's amazin what fems put up with...
when out self esteem is built thru a man (sigh)(shakin head)
-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Imagination_7
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221. "Very powerful"
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This spoke volumes on "You can't help someone who doesn't want to help themself." The wording was beautiful there at the end.

Lesley

  

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the Light
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225. "RE: Fear has changed you, my dear."
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Thanks a lot for your feedback ladies!
I'm glad you liked those last lines, they were actually the first ones I wrote.
And Ezz; yep I'm from England, born and bred. And, if memory serves, I think the Eve song you referred to is called 'Love Is Blind'.

Cheers.

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*stop by, say hi*
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"in faith
we shall board our imagined ship and wildly sail
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PhotoSynthesis
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244. "RE: Fear has changed you, my dear."
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I'm glad you decided to shed your (((LIGHT))) on this collabo -- *smiles*

You've been one of my favorites for awhile now! -- ;^) -- But you come & go sporatically -- So I can only PhotoSynthesize under your light when you're around! -- *heheh*


*Bloody Good Flow Missy*

A guitar string vibrating, a measure of my soul, a breech in the silence --
I've always felt like words come through me & I write them down... they have no master --- gsquared ♥

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PetraP

Sun Oct-17-04 06:46 PM

  
299. "RE: Fear has changed you, my dear."
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This was a capturing read, because of your unique style and vivid imagery. Very well done.

  

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337. "WoW"
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I dont know where to start or where to end this whole pce has a choke hold on me and I'm speechless.

"Poetry is when an Emotion has found its Thought, and Thought, has found Words".. ~Unknown~

"The Poet is a Liar that always speaks the Truth"..~Unknown~

  

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mindful
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197. "y do i feel like i've known u for this long and haven't"
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really "known" you?

ha... english and 20 years old...

*nods*


double *nods* on ur fav poet being Sylvia Path, dark writer...













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the Light
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224. "It's weird, isn't it?"
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I feel such an affinity with people here, and yet I know precious little about them and their lives...
and, well, I haven't filled in my okp profile, so I guess it's not surprising people don't know stuff about me

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http://shattered-star.blogspot.com

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we shall board our imagined ship and wildly sail
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65. "THELIONESS"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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66. "UntitledThought"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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67. "VirtuousWoman_Found"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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68. "Winter Blaze"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Winter Blaze
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327. "RE: Winter Blaze"
In response to Reply # 68
Thu Oct-21-04 05:59 AM

  

          

Name: Kimberly aka Kitkat
Location: DC urrea
Age: Seasoned age of 26

Inspiration: My moods and my imagination. Now my little stanky butt Marcello

Hobbies: Arguing for the hell of it, baking, journaling, daydreaming and shopping for baby.

New interests- Paper and letter press which I will learn how to do this yr time permitting

My style: I characterize it like a ragged doll; meaning everything is exposed, unpretty, and a bit dirty.

I'll be back later with a post

Peace

I'm moody, I'm cranky, I'm emotional-Dammit just leave me alone

Sometimes you gotta let go of the ones you love must- If it's meant to be it'll come back to you

The sexual revolution was born in between these thighs waiting to be reinvented.

  

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Ezzsential
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332. "peace!"
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GUUUURRRL u comin out the CUUTT!

shiiiiiiiet.... when u described yourself made me think of courtney love.... but prettier..

anticipating your post..

peace


-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

A gifted girl whose heart was worn on her sleeves
A woman who has learned to tuck it away & share her love
unselfishly
who has forgotten about gettin a return on love's deposit
& finally understandin love is free especially when that
I.O.U begins~began with me
Whose love for her son erupted Mt. St. Helen
& can crack California from stateside
A true warrior who has never learned to take a dive in a
fight
& that has been blessed that my plight is lighted by God~ Clarion

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain.-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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PhotoSynthesis
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334. "*LoL* @ Winter Blaze --"
In response to Reply # 327


          

I saw your lil' stanky butt Marcello! -- *chuckles* -- He may have a stanky butt -- But he sure has a puurrrrty face! -- ;^)


Hurrrrr Up and write summthin' girlfriend! -- We's a~waitin'& anticipatin' -- *Yuuuup*

A guitar string vibrating, a measure of my soul, a breech in the silence --
I've always felt like words come through me & I write them down... they have no master --- gsquared ♥

http://www.soundclick.com/bands/2/photosynthesis_music.htm

  

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Winter Blaze
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343. "Confession"
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I tender my resignation to our love
Eyes do not speak the truth
I have told many lies
Spare pain from your heart
Anguish from your lips
Forgiveness will not be in your vocabulary for awhile
But truth will ease your mind.

Peace


I'm moody, I'm cranky, I'm emotional-Dammit just leave me alone

Sometimes you gotta let go of the ones you love must- If it's meant to be it'll come back to you

The sexual revolution was born in between these thighs waiting to be reinvented.

  

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Ezzsential
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69. "wolfie"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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wolfie
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Wed Oct-13-04 09:31 AM

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239. "Perrenial"
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Nora Wolf
19
Williamsburg, VA
this is an old one, because lately, i've been uninspired to write. i was talking to carly (aka the light) today and she reminded me that i must contribute. so i'm going to try to write something new for this wonderful month, but right now i'm filling my head with neutralization titrations and the molar mass of oxygen, and frankly that does not inspire me to write poetry... or maybe it should.
in any event, i'm 19 i'm a sophmore in college, and life inspires me to write. i like to live vicariously through other people's lives through writing. i'm a watcher. i watch people, i observe people, then i write through their perspectives.
this piece, perenial, however, is a personal piece. this is how i am. and right now i have found somebody who is keeping me in place.
so that's my manifesto, sorry i've been a ghost. this place and my life here has a tendency to consume me and i can't be involved here as much as i would like to be.


::Perrenial::
You cant depend on me
I am fickle ............. indecisive
filled with feeble foilings
its chronic

O God I want to be reliable
like the perennial that grows outside my kitchen window
......... lovely delicate
....... but dogged nonetheless

as soon as the sun softly and sweetly presses its fingers onto the soil
the perennial rises
bends its slender back and raises its head
to regard the sun directly
....... reverently
I plant them outside my window to remind me of their persistence
because...... in my love ....... im lacking in this quality


I want roots that dig deep
......hold me in place
........................without you...............I
have nothing to give me life


take off your garden gloves
get your hands dirty
make me bloom spectacularly

~*~*~*~*~*~*~newolf~*~*~*~*~*~*~

the light: so, you're having a pre-pre-midlfe crisis?
wolfie: yes.
the light: well, that's wonderful!


icantspell

  

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the Light
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Wed Oct-13-04 10:44 AM

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242. "hahaha..."
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bless your heart for listening to me! :-*

This piece is a beautiful personification

and this...

>take off your garden gloves
>get your hands dirty
>make me bloom spectacularly

...is inspired! lol

Thanks for dropping by, it's always a pleasure.

____________________________________________________

Loose Lips Sink Ships!
*stop by, say hi*
http://shattered-star.blogspot.com

"in faith
we shall board our imagined ship and wildly sail
among sacred islands of the mad till death shatters the fabulous

  

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Ezzsential
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Wed Oct-20-04 01:42 AM

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325. "RE: Perrenial"
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that was pretty =)

persistance & love.. hmmmm.. never those two together.. nice concept =P


-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

A gifted girl whose heart was worn on her sleeves
A woman who has learned to tuck it away & share her love
unselfishly
who has forgotten about gettin a return on love's deposit
& finally understandin love is free especially when that
I.O.U begins~began with me
Whose love for her son erupted Mt. St. Helen
& can crack California from stateside
A true warrior who has never learned to take a dive in a
fight
& that has been blessed that my plight is lighted by God~ Clarion

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain.-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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240. "contradictions"
In response to Reply # 69


          

i am a walking contradiction. but in the end, i feel we all are. this is simply a list of how i contradict myself on a daily basis. once again this is a personal piece. getting down to the nitty gritty.


I want straight hair - -
I look one way, but think the other - -
I’m a compulsive runner- -
I listen to hip hop - -
I drink sometimes, and I’m ashamed - -
I sing and dance when I think no one is watching - -
I’m liberal - -
I miss those I’ve left behind - -
I’m not feminine - -
I write words that are painfully pretty - -
I have a learning disability - -
I’m an introverted extravert - -
I immerse myself in words - -
I want equality and to study what I please - -
I always think I’m fat - -
I hate large groups - -
I wear Abercrombie jeans - -
I sing and dance even when people are watching - -
I don’t mind the taste of beer - -
I tend to rant and rave - -
I hate what I’m reading - -
I never pick up the phone - -
I’m pro life - -
I’m afraid of being poor - -
I have an immense inferiority complex - -
I wear pink - -
I’m aloneaphobic - -
I never have the patience to do my hair - -

~*~*~*~*~*~*~newolf~*~*~*~*~*~*~

the light: so, you're having a pre-pre-midlfe crisis?
wolfie: yes.
the light: well, that's wonderful!


icantspell

  

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PhotoSynthesis
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241. "That's Okay Wolfie --"
In response to Reply # 240
Wed Oct-13-04 10:55 AM

          

Cuz I still luvs ya! -- *wink*


Plus, we're all walking contradictions in one way or another -- ;^)

And I'm glad to see you contributing -- Cuz Ezzy spent a lotta time & effort to put this thang 2~gether, nahmean? -- *Yuuup*

(I miss those I've left behind too -- ;^(


A guitar string vibrating, a measure of my soul, a breech in the silence --
I've always felt like words come through me & I write them down... they have no master --- gsquared ♥

http://www.soundclick.com/bands/2/photosynthesis_music.htm

  

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248. "We are all different..."
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Never apologize.
In the differences, the beauty lies.
Be good sweet girl.

Lesley

Lesley

  

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Ezzsential
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273. "word yo! im comin off this"
In response to Reply # 240


  

          

these parts i can relate to: lolol

especially the doing hair part, and wanting straight hair and being an aloneaphobic & singing and dancin alone or when peeps are watching.. lmao
>
>
>I want straight hair - -
>I look one way, but think the other - -
>I listen to hip hop - -
>I drink sometimes, and I’m ashamed - -
>I sing and dance when I think no one is watching - -
>I miss those I’ve left behind - -
>I’m not feminine - -
>I write words that are painfully pretty - -
>I immerse myself in words - -
>I want equality and to study what I please - -
>I always think I’m fat - -
>I sing and dance even when people are watching - -

>I tend to rant and rave - -
>I never pick up the phone - -
>I’m pro life - -

>I have an immense inferiority complex - -
>I wear pink - -
>I’m aloneaphobic - -
>I never have the patience to do my hair - -

-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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274. "RE: word yo! im comin off this"
In response to Reply # 273


  

          

i want straight hair
i am intensly girly and can even get high pitched and want things like my daddy
i am intensly manly and rap & bang my head as im doin it
i drink mixed drinks, get bent and want to jump off the side of a cliff (or something)
i dance and "click" my hips n shit
i sing really really LOUD
i bump love songs over and over
i hate doin my hair! ( i straightened it n havent washed it in a week)
i wear teeshirts & jeans around people & slick my hair back
but when im alone i wear lingerie and stilettos, and apply make up and let my hair drape
i am overemotional regularly
but show no emotions about my "deeper" ones
i "drift" daily into ideals and illusions
i hate men and love them
i hate chicks and love them
i love being alone
but need people around
im always changing from my current mood
im selfish but extremely generous
im protected but extremely expressive
i love people who have been through pain
sometimes i feel small. other times big
sometimes i wear peasant tops and dangly earrings
sometimes i wear "bindis"
i have had a rhinestone on my tooth


-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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PetraP

Sun Oct-17-04 06:50 PM

  
300. "RE: contradictions"
In response to Reply # 240


          

I guess we really are walking contradictions...I am exactly like you with a lot of these and nothing like you with a few other ones...that made it very interesting. Enjoying the sharing!!!

  

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Ezzsential
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70. "Inspiration One O' One"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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71. "Books"
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Books that I actually own and have read:

"The Wisdom of the Enneagram" by Don Riso & Richard Hudson
Personality/bias to life identification and remedies to overcome...
This one is my favorite book but they have many more
www.enneagraminstute.com

"The Princessa" Machiavelli for Women: by Harriet Ruben
She wrote other books such as "Soloing" that were inspirational coming from a female who was a top executive and quit one day to find herself...
www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/external-search/104-4935314-3533529?keyword=the+princessa+machiavelli+for+women&mode=blended&tag=freecarbuyingtip&Go.x=16&Go.y=10

"10 Stupid Things That Women Do to Mess Up Their Lives" by Dr. Laura Schlessinger..She's an ill psycologist, who had an A.M. radio show. A "Judge Judy" psycologist, she tells you like it is. She has many other books as well...
www.drlaurabooks.com

Judge Judy: yeah we had to put her in here...I read "Beauty fades, but Dumb Lasts Forever" but she has many other books, and the titles in themselves can be straightforward...
www.geocities.com/southernerwriters/judgejudy.html

"How To Win Friends and Influence People" by Dale Carnegie
1) Don't critisize people or people will try to justify themselves
2) If you want to get something from someone then offer them what they want, etc
www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/search-handle-url/index=blended&field-keywords=how%2520to%2520win%2520friends%2520and%2520influence%2520people&store-name=all-product-search/104-4935314-3533529

"One Minute Wisdom" by Anthony DeMello
This book has a word for each day and defines each one indepthly for inspiration
www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/search-handle-url/index=blended&field-keywords=one%20minute%20wisdom&store-name=all-product-search/104-4935314-3533529

"The Road Less Traveled""People of the Lie" by Scott Peck
He's a psycologist that defines love, religion, and diagnoses individual cases in his books. He dives deep, be prepared to re-read some of his philosophies over again just to grasp them.
www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/search-handle-url/index=blended&field-keywords=the%20road%20less%20traveled&store-name=all-product-search/104-4935314-3533529

"Deal With It"! You Cannot Conquer What You Will Not ConFront: by Paula White
From the perspective of a spiritual leader, she teaches you how to "turn obstacles into stepping stones, that lead you to your God given purpose"
www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/search-handle-url/index=blended&field-keywords=Deal%20with%20it&store-name=all-product-search/104-4935314-3533529

"Men/Women & Relationships:" by John Gray
This book is great on teaching you perspectives on the opposite sex.
www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/search-handle-url/index=blended&field-keywords=men%252C%2520women%2520and%2520relationships&store-name=all-product-search/104-4935314-3533529

"For Crying Out Loud: Women's Poverty in the United States:" by Diane Dujon & Ann Withorn
This book talks about things such as "the lack of affordable housing" being the reason for homelessness, and that "teen mothers" are "bashed" for being too dependent or too lazy, etc. and "Media lies"..
www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/tg/detail/-/0896085295/qid=1096342536/sr=8-1/ref=sr_8_xs_ap_i1_xgl14/104-4935314-3533529?v=glance&s=books&n=507846


"Smart Women/Foolish Choices"& "Women Men love/Women Men Leave": by Connell Cowen
This taught me that it was my "lack of self-esteem" that made me cling onto my past relationships for a prolonged period of time..
www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/search-handle-url/index=stripbooks&field-keywords=smart%20women%20foolish%20choices/104-4935314-3533529


mothers: "Whole Parent/Whole Child" by Polly Berrien Berends
A combination of wisdom & spirituality, she writes from a "higher level of consciousness" approach to childraising; what caught my attention on her was that she was recommended by Scott Peck...
www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/search-handle-url/index=stripbooks&field-keywords=whole%20child%20whole%20parent/104-4935314-3533529

Books I haven't read but seem interesting:

The Girls' Book of Wisdom: Empowering, Inspirational Quotes from over 400 Fabulous Females
www.more-selfesteem.com/femalesbook.htm

Kiss Sleeping Beauty Good-Bye:
Breaking the Spell of Feminine Myths and Models
breaking from stereotypical feminine traits...
www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/ASIN/0385141866/webmill0c11-20/ref=nosim/104-4935314-3533529

The Second Sex by Simone DeBeauvior
www.amazon.com/gp/reader/0679724516/ref=sib_rdr_bc/104-4935314-3533529?%5Fencoding=UTF8&p=S0M0

Bitch: In Praise of Difficult Women: by Elizabeth Wurtzel
www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/tg/detail/-/0385484011/qid=1096342796/sr=1-6/ref=sr_1_6/104-4935314-3533529?v=glance&s=books

Women & Power: Our Time to Lead
A 3-day conference at the Sheraton New York Hotel in New York City
eomega.org/omega/conferences/c5413eb14a2e235f659460eaf684990b/

younger girls:
The Girls Book of Friendship: Cool Quotes, True Stories, Secrets and More
www.fitness-sage.com/The_Girls_Book_of_Friendship_Cool_Quotes_True_Stories_Secrets_and_More_0316168181.html

Queen Bees and Wannabes: Helping Your Daughter Survive Cliques, Gossip, Boyfriends, and Other Realities of Adolescence
www.fitness-sage.com/Queen_Bees_and_Wannabes_Helping_Your_Daughter_Survive_Cliques_Gossip_Boyfriends_and_Other_Realities_of_Adolescence_1400047927.html

Athletes:
A tribute to dedication of women athletes
www.suemacy.com/play_like.html

Our Bodies Ourselves For The New Century
woman's health
www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/ISBN=0684842319/feministcomA/104-4935314-3533529



-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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robynwildchild
Member since May 06th 2003
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132. "The Art of Seduction"
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by Robert Greene

The book goes through groups of types of seducers and what their character make-up is along with how to go about the whole process of ... seduction... i just bought it.. it seems pretty good.. goes in to historical icons and how they were seductive.. i e.. Ms. Monroe, Mademoiselle de Valois, Casanova, Charlie Chaplin, Andy Warhol.. and more..

sample:

"The Siren: A man is often secretly oppressed by the role he has to play-by having to be responsible, in control, and rational. The Siren is the ultimate male fantasy figure because she offers a total release from the limitations of his life. In her presence, which is always heightened and sexually charged, the male feels transported to a realm of pure pleasure. In a world where women are often too timid to project such an image, learn to take control of the male libido by embodying his fantasy."

~~~~~~~~ luv R.
https://www.facebook.com/robyn.wildchild12
psycho.
"Institutions encourage us to consider the opinions they sell as "facts" and that we "believe" rather than question the morality they pitch."
cities need fewer shopping malls and more skat

  

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Ezzsential
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140. "another book"
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It Begins at Home
Mother Teresa of Calcutta


The world is upside down because there is so very little love in the home. We have no time for our children; we have no time for each other; and there is no time to enjoy each other. That is why there is so much suffering and so much unhappiness in the world today. Everybody seems to be in such a terrible rush, anxious for what is bigger and better and greater, and mothers and fathers often do not have time for each other, let alone their children. In the home begins the disruption of the peace of the world.

Of course, that couldn't be my home she's describing.

www.bruderhof.com/e-books/LittleChild.htm?source=DailyDig


-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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LaDeeDeF_99
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160. "my books"
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ezzy, is this where im supposed to post my list that i inboxed?

ok here goes

most of these deal with art...but dont brand me as some hippie. i drive a car to work like everyone else so i do my wasteful share.


books:
the feminine mystique by betty friedan

Mirror, Mirror: Self-Portraits by Women Artists
by Liz Rideal, Whitney Chadwick, Frances Borzello

Women, Art, and Society (World of Art)
by Whitney Chadwick

Women, Art, and Power: And Other Essays
by Linda Nochlin

Representing Women
by Linda Nochlin

The Writing Life
by Annie Dillard

and im not endorsing any particular book listed here. all of these offer varieties of opinion (friedan's book being the most recognized on this list as being controversial)
my point here is that books exist to be read. itd be nice if we all lived close together to have a book club (but not pretentious and market drive like oprahs) ideally ours would be just for the love of reading...especially reading about women, by women.
afterall there are enough books out there about women written by men.....
but here i go "man-hating" again. so ima say peace out


peace
ladee

  

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the Light
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186. "RE: Books"
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I urge every woman to read

The Beauty Myth by Naomi Wolf.

Its subtitle is, 'How Images of Beauty Are Used Against Women' and the book explores comprehensively how this is so in the realms of the workplace, religion, culture, sex etc. Polemical, yes, but intelligent and impassioned.


____________________________________________________

Loose Lips Sink Ships!
*stop by, say hi*
http://shattered-star.blogspot.com

"in faith
we shall board our imagined ship and wildly sail
among sacred islands of the mad till death shatters the fabulous

  

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72. "Websites"
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Thu Sep-30-04 07:42 PM

  

          

"for people to live healthy, adventuresome, soulful lives"
www.ruggedelegantliving.com/

www.feminist.com

women's history website
www.nwhp.org

THE WOMEN'S HISTORY MUSEUM website
www.whrp.net

women's rights website
frank.mtsu.edu/~kmiddlet/history/women/wh-rite.html


www.awarediscussion.net
a great website to talk about spirituality, philosophy and post poems


"A Philosopher's Museum"
one various subjects such as love, death, religion, etc
www.tc.umn.edu/~parkx032
and his book reviews on each: www.tc.umn.edu/~parkx032/BIB-JP.html



-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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87. "Affirmations for women"
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http://www.sistapower.com/

----------------------
Cop my stuff, mayne!

My first chapbook: "This Chapbook Was Made With Pilfered Office Products" available now - $6.00

My 2nd chapbook, coming in 2007: "Orgasms and Ice Cream"

fmi: http://www.myspace.com/delrica

  

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Ezzsential
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182. "another website for fems"
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www.womensfreedom.org


-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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226. "RE: Websites"
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this is like the best website to build self-esteem, handle stress, overcome loss, handle manipulation, be a better parent
It has the dynamics to follow to assist in developing a better life...

www.coping.org

-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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272. "women's rights website"
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www.equalitynow.org/
-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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73. "Women Poets"
In response to Reply # 70


  

          

-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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delrica
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86. "RE: Women Poets"
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Ntozake Shange, hands down!

Gayle Danley - not uber famous (yet), but famous within the slam circuit. She is a woman who write stories within the constraints of poetry and pulls you into her performance where you can't tell where the conversation ends and the poem begins. (www.gayledanley.com)

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the Light
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189. "RE: Women Poets"
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Sylvia Plath.
I think her biography often undermines her work, so whilst it is unavoidable, what we know of her life should complement our understanding of what she wrote rather than distract us from the power of her words.

Audre Lorde.
Self-described as a, "Black lesbian, mother, warrior, poet", Lorde is an inspiration. "I have come to believe over and over again that what is most important to me must be spoken, made verbal and shared, even at the risk of having it bruised or misunderstood."

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*stop by, say hi*
http://shattered-star.blogspot.com

"in faith
we shall board our imagined ship and wildly sail
among sacred islands of the mad till death shatters the fabulous

  

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clarion
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341. "Phenomenal Woman bu Maya Angelou"
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Pretty women wonder where my secret lies.
I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size
But when I start to tell them,
They think I'm telling lies.
I say,
It's in the reach of my arms
The span of my hips,
The stride of my step,
The curl of my lips.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

I walk into a room
Just as cool as you please,
And to a man,
The fellows stand or
Fall down on their knees.
Then they swarm around me,
A hive of honey bees.
I say,
It's the fire in my eyes,
And the flash of my teeth,
The swing in my waist,
And the joy in my feet.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

Men themselves have wondered
What they see in me.
They try so much
But they can't touch
My inner mystery.
When I try to show them
They say they still can't see.
I say,
It's in the arch of my back,
The sun of my smile,
The ride of my breasts,
The grace of my style.
I'm a woman

Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

Now you understand
Just why my head's not bowed.
I don't shout or jump about
Or have to talk real loud.
When you see me passing
It ought to make you proud.
I say,
It's in the click of my heels,
The bend of my hair,
the palm of my hand,
The need of my care,
'Cause I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

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soulchild
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362. "Patricia Smith"
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slam artist. poet. journalist. four-time individual champion of the National Poetry slam. and much more. She's kind of brilliant, y'all. Check her out.

soul.



  

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robynwildchild
Member since May 06th 2003
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82. "MUSIC"
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Sarah McLachlan - Fumbling Towards Ecstacy
Alanis Morissette - 21 things i want in a lover or Jagged Little Pill
Aaliyah - One in a Million
Annie Lennox/Eurythmics - Money Can't Buy it
Billie Holiday - Me, Myself & I
No Doubt - I'm just a Girl
Mary J. Blige - ANYTHING
The Cranberries - No Need to Argue
Dido - Life for Rent, Sand in my Shoes, Stoned
Fiona Apple - Shadow Boxer, Carrion, Criminal
Floetry - Say Yes
Jill Scott - He loves me.. anything really great voice
Lauren Hill-The Miseducation of Lauren Hill
LAUREN HART - personal friend to my sister... singer for the Philadelphia Flyers! Had cancer and lived to tell about it!
Joss Stone
GARBAGE-shirley manson knows how to kick ass.
Janet Jackson - Hell i can't just pick one song or album..
Beyonce ..... En Vogue
Nelly Furtado
LORDS OF ACID... its the sexuality of it all...
Madonna - Frozen, Nothing Really Matters, Express Yourself, Human nature..etc..
Britney - TOXIC
Mazzy Star - Fade into You
Meredith Brooks - I'm a Bitch
Missy Elliot - One Minute Man, Get your Freak On
Mystique - Scandalous
Nina Simone - Feeling Good
Tori Amos - Boys for Pele, Cornflake Girl
Paula Abdul-Cold Hearted Snake
Whitney Houston-ALL THE OLD SHITE!
Mariah Carey-Honey
PJ Harvey - Is this Desire
POE - HAUNTED.. girls should really check this album.. its hot
Portishead - DUMMY
Rah Digga
Sade- need i say more?
Amy Lee
Sheryl Crow - ALL I WANNA DO IS HAVE SOME FUN
Sinead O'Connor - Nothing Compares 2 U
Sneaker Pimps - spin spin sugar, sugar daddy
EVE
The Sundays - Here's Where the Story Ends
Tina Turner-I dont' wanna fight
Christina Agulara(sp?)- I am Beautiful
BLONDIE
Alicia Keys- The Diary of Alicia Keys
Aimee Mann - I Should have know
Janis Joplin
can i say Marilyn Monroe for singing happy birthday to the President?
Queen Latifah
Jennifer Lopez
Salt N Peppa -PUSH IT
Gloria Estefan


I KNOW i forgot something.. please please ...Add

~~~~~~~~ luv R.
https://www.facebook.com/robyn.wildchild12
psycho.
"Institutions encourage us to consider the opinions they sell as "facts" and that we "believe" rather than question the morality they pitch."
cities need fewer shopping malls and more skat

  

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Ezzsential
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153. "talib kweli - "for women""
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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164. "rememba tekitha from wutang?"
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iwas lookin for a link to her songs but here's some lyrics..

The Second Coming that was my JAM!

Wu-Tang Clan featuring Tekitha Second Coming lyrics
God damn man these radio station be buggin
Man it's three o'clock in the mornin, damn
This hip-hop shit just keep
Damn we got to slow this shit down man, yaknowhatImean?


Fiends were never waiting in the hill
They ran one step ahead
But the jiggy was always there

Upon the project pavement
There was death, enslavement of the mind
Single mothers are filled with stress

As I lay there with my baby
We would look, from the window, and cry
Then suddenly in the sky

Between the new world ages
We were blessed, and Wu-Tang fills the ear
With the melody of a train (Lord is suddenly here!)

False MC's are melting
In the dark, all the weak LP's are
going dowwwwwwwwwwwwwn

God released the tape out, early May

And, I don't think the world can take it
Cause it took so long to make it
And the hip-hop game'll never be the sammmmmmme

Wu-Tang, Wu-Tang, Wu-Tang

Upon the project pavement
There was death, enslavement of the mind
Single mothers are filled with stress

Between the new world ages
We were blessed, and Wu-Tang fills the air
With the knowledge that God posess

As I lay there with my baby
We would look, from the window, and cry
Then the Wu-Tang sign appears, in the sky

Billboards started melting
In the dark, all the weak MC's are
going dowwwwwwwwwwwn

God released the tape of, Earthly pain

And, I don't think the world can take it
Cause it took so long to make it
And the hip-hop game'll never be the sammmmme

And I don't think the world can take it
Cause it took so long to make it
And the hip-hop game'll never be the sammmmmmmmmmme

Wu-Tang, Wu-Tang, Wu-Tang

Wu-Tang



-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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165. "WORD... found a video w/ tekitha!!!!!!!!!! (for naa)"
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www.blastro.com/player/tekithayou.html&artist=Tekitha?mediatype=rm&filename=tekithayou&artist=&bitrate=_128&mediatype=wmv&x=54&y=8



-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Naanaa
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Thu Oct-07-04 08:16 PM

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177. "RE: WORD... found a video w/ tekitha!!!!!!!!!! (for na"
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i've never heard of her before. but i dig the video. it kinda reminds me of that lauryn hill video 'the sweetest thing'

thanks

http://www.myspace.com/n_a_a

  

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Ezzsential
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179. "well u dont look exactly like her.."
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i mean youre waaaaay prettier lol

but she has the style.. and

i havent heard her in years...

and most havent heard of her

so i thought i would throw that isssssh in there real quick =)

i wish i could have found "the second coming" though (sigh)


-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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PetraP

Sun Oct-17-04 06:54 PM

  
301. "feelin tekitha"
In response to Reply # 179


          

i've seen a video with her in it before, but i didn't really know who she was. i'm feelin that video though, thanks for postin.

  

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the Light
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Sun Oct-10-04 03:25 AM

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187. "Probably the most important"
In response to Reply # 82


  

          

and creative feminist artist today: Ani Difranco.
*and wolfie, I know you're laughing at me for that!*

____________________________________________________

Loose Lips Sink Ships!
*stop by, say hi*
http://shattered-star.blogspot.com

"in faith
we shall board our imagined ship and wildly sail
among sacred islands of the mad till death shatters the fabulous

  

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Ezzsential
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238. "I'm in LOVE w/ VAN HUNT!"
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he's fuggin.. uh uhhhhhh...

www.vibe.com/modules.php?op=modload&name=News&file=article&sid=195#ContinueArticle



-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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320. "Evanescence!!!"
In response to Reply # 82


  

          

I'm not a big fan of Rock

but when i ever heard this chick belt out tunes w/ a celine deon voice and poetic lyrics

i was astonished

she has an lp called "fallen" & it's classic material yo!


-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

A gifted girl whose heart was worn on her sleeves
A woman who has learned to tuck it away & share her love
unselfishly
who has forgotten about gettin a return on love's deposit
& finally understandin love is free especially when that
I.O.U begins~began with me
Whose love for her son erupted Mt. St. Helen
& can crack California from stateside
A true warrior who has never learned to take a dive in a
fight
& that has been blessed that my plight is lighted by God~ Clarion

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain.-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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89. "Inspirational *Female* Quotes --"
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Fri Oct-01-04 12:39 PM

          

Kill the snake of doubt in your soul, crush the worms of fear in your heart & mountains will move out of your way. — Kate Seredy

Youth is not a time of life, it is a state of mind. You are as old as your doubt, your fear, your despair. The way to keep young is to keep your faith young. Keep your self confidence young. Keep your hope young. — Luella F. Phean

Where fear is, happiness is not. — Seneca

Those with a high level of confidence may have as many or more weaknesses than those with lower self-esteem. The character cannot be developed in ease & quiet. Only through experience of trial & suffering can the soul be strengthened, ambition inspired & success achieved. — Helen Keller

People are like stained glass windows. Their beauty is revealed only if there is light from within. -- Elizabeth Kubler-Ross

My mother told me stories all the time ... And in all of those stories she told me who I was, who I was supposed to be, whom I came from, and who would follow me ... That's what she said and what she showed me in the things she did and the way she lives.
--Paula Gunn Allen, in The Sacred Hoop

Black women have not historically stood in the pulpit, but that doesn't undermine the fact that they built the churches and maintain the pulpits. -- Maya Angelou, poet/author

Cautious, careful people, always casting about to preserve their reputation and social standing, never can bring about reform. --Susan Brownell Anthony, 1860

Reconciliation should be accompanied by justice, otherwise it will not last. While we all hope for peace it shouldn't be peace at any cost but peace based on principle, on justice. --Corazon Aquino

Ladies, we must remind ourselves that the weapon of the vote will be for us, just as it is for man, the only means of obtaining the reforms we desire. As long as we remain excluded from civic life, men will attend to their own interests rather than to ours. -- Hubertine Auclert, France, 1879

Women were brought up to believe that men were the answer. They weren't. They weren't even one of the questions. -- Julian Barnes, English, novelist

The dogma of woman's complete historical subjection to men must be rated as one of the most fantastic myths ever created by the human mind. -- Mary Ritter Beard, in Woman as a Force in History

When women are depressed they either eat or go shopping. Men invade another country. -- Elayne Boosler

The myth that men are the economic providers and women, mainly, are mothers and care givers in the family has now been thoroughly refuted. This family pattern has never been the norm, except in a narrow middle-class segment. - Gro Harlem Brundtland, Prime Minister of Norway, 1995

The secret of joy in work is contained in one word: excellence. To know how to do something well is to enjoy it. --Pearl Buck

The state of the world today demands that women become less modest and dream/plan/act/risk on a larger scale. -- Charlotte Bunch

You don't just luck into things as much as you'd like to think you do. You build step by step, whether it's friendships or opportunities. -- U.S. First Lady Barbara Bush

Parliaments have stopped laughing at woman suffrage, and politicians have begun to dodge! It is the inevitable premonition of coming victory. -- Carrie Chapman Catt, International Woman Suffrage Association, 1913

The student trained to reach decisions in the light of logic and of history will be disposed to recognize that, in a democratic country, governed as this is by the suffrage of its citizens, and given over as this is to the principle and practice of educating women, a distinction based on difference of sex is artificial and illogical. -- Mary Whiton Calkins, Wellesley professor and Harvard student who was refused a Ph.D. from Harvard even though she satisfied all the degree requirements

Remember our heritage is our power; we can know ourselves and our capacities by seeing that other women have been strong. --Judy Chicago, feminist artist

To reclaim our past and insist that it become a part of our human history is the task that lies before us. For the future requires that women, as well as men, shape the world destiny.--Judy Chicago, feminist artist

Nothing in life is to be feared. It is only to be understood.--Marie Curie, scientist

The young women of today, free to study, to speak, to write, to choose their occupation, should remember that every inch of this freedom was bought for them at a great price. It is for them to show their gratitude by helping onward the reforms of their own times, by spreading the light of freedom and of truth still wider. The debt that each generation owes to the past it must pay to the future. -- Abigail Scott Duniway, suffrage organizer in the Pacific Northwest

It was in the abolition movement that women first learned to organize, to hold public meetings, to conduct petition campaigns. As abolitionists they first won the right to speak in public, and began to evolve a philosophy of their place in society and of their basic rights. For a quarter of a century the two movements, to free the slave and liberate the women, nourished and strengthened one another. --Eleanor Flexner, women's movement pioneer

A girl should not expect special privileges because of her sex but neither should she adjust to prejudice and discrimination. --Betty Friedan, feminist

My grandfather once told me that there are two kinds of people: those who work and those who take the credit. He told me to try to be in the first group; there was less competition there. --Indira Gandhi, prime minister of India

Security is mostly a superstition. It does not exist in nature ... Life is either a daring adventure or nothing.-- Helen Keller, author, The Open Door

It is not power that corrupts, but fear. Fear of losing power corrupts. -- Aung San Suu Kyi, Burma (Myanmar), 1991

Women's history is the primary tool for women's emancipation.--Gerda Lerner

The history of an oppressed people is hidden in the lies and the agreed-upon myth of its conquerors.-- Meridel Le Sueur, author

They say that women talk too much. If you have worked in Congress, you know that the filibuster was invented by men.
-- Clare Booth Luce

It's far more impressive when others discover your good qualities without your help. -- Judith S. Marin

Never doubt that a small group of thoughtful committed people can change the world: indeed it's the only thing that ever has! --Margaret Mead, anthropologist

For women there are, undoubtedly, great difficulties in the path, but so much more to overcome. First, no woman should say, "I am but a woman!" But a woman! What more can you ask to be? -- Astronomer Maria Mitchell

Whoever said, "It's not whether you win or lose that counts," probably lost. -- Martina Navritalova

Why have women passion, intellect, moral activity -- these three -- and a place in society where no one of the three can be exercised? --Florence Nightingale

I don't know that there are any shortcuts to doing a good job. --Sandra Day O'Connor

Remember the dignity of your womanhood. Do not appeal, do not beg, do not grovel. Take courage, join hands, stand beside us, fight with us. -- Christabel Pankhurst, British suffragette, 1880-1950

I always feel the movement is a sort of mosaic. Each of us puts in one little stone, and then you get a great mosaic at the end. -- Alice Paul, pioneer suffragist

You can no more win a war than you can win an earthquake. --Montana Representative Jeannette Rankin, the first woman elected to Congress -- Jeannette Rankin

People grow through experience if they meet life honestly and courageously. This is how character is built. -- U.S. First Lady Eleanor Roosevelt,

The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams. --U.S. First Lady Eleanor Roosevelt

The liberated woman is not that modern doll who wears make-up and tasteless clothes ... The liberated woman is a person who believes that she is as human as a man. The liberated woman does not insist on her freedom so as to abuse it. -- Ghada Samman, Syrian writer, 1961

Men have singled out women of outstanding merit and put them on a pedestal to avoid recognizing the capabilities of all women.--Huda Shaarawi, Egyptian writer and women's rights organizer, 1924

If you want anything said, ask a man. If you want anything done, ask a woman. -- English Prime Minister Margaret Thatcher

If it is true that men are better than women because they are stronger, why aren't our sumo wrestlers in the government? --Kishida Toshiko, 19th century Japanese feminist

Dat man ober dar say dat women needs to be helped into carriages and lifted ober ditches, and to hab de best place everywhar. Nobody eber helps me into carriages, or ober mud-puddles, or gibs me any best place! And ain't I a woman! Look at me! Look at my arm! I have ploughed, and planted and gathered into barns, and no man could head me! And ain't I a woman? I could work as much and eat as much as a man--when I could get it--and bear de lash as well! And ain't I a woman? I have borne thirteen chilern, and seen 'em mos' all sold into slavery, and when I cried out with my mother's grief, none but Jesus heard me! And ain't I a woman? -- Sojourner Truth, May 1851

A good idea will keep you awake during the morning, but a great idea will keep you awake during the night.-- Marilyn Vos Savant

I myself have never been able to find out precisely what feminism is; I only know that people call me a feminist whenever I express sentiments that differentiate me from a doormat. --Rebecca West, The Clarion, 1913, England

I am beginning to learn that it is the sweet, simple things of life which are the real ones after all. -- Laura Ingalls Wilder, pioneer and writer

All of my life I have always had the urge to do things better than anybody else. -- Babe Didrikson Zaharias

I keep my ideals, because in spite of everything I still believe that people are really good at heart. -- Anne Frank

"In passing, also, I would like to say that the first time Adam had a chance he laid the blame on a woman. —- Nancy Astor

"If you have knowledge, let others light their candles in it."
—- Margaret Fuller

"Don't compromise yourself. You are all you've got." -— Janis Joplin

"Many persons have a wrong idea of what constitutes true happiness. It is not attained through self-gratification but through fidelity to a worthy purpose." -— Helen Keller

"I think the key is for women not to set any limits." -— Martina Navratilova

"I've learned from experience that the greater part of our happiness or misery depends on our dispositions and not on our circumstances." -— Martha Washington

"As a woman I have no country. As a woman my country is the whole world." -— Virginia Woolf













A guitar string vibrating, a measure of my soul, a breech in the silence --
I've always felt like words come through me & I write them down... they have no master --- gsquared ♥

http://www.soundclick.com/bands/2/photosynthesis_music.htm

  

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Naanaa
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99. "Inspirational *Female* Quotes/Poems --"
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Daughter
By Nicole Blackman

one day i'll give birth to a tiny baby girl
and when she's born she'll scream and i'll make sure she never stops.

i will kiss her before i lay her down
and will tell her a story so she knows how it is and how it must be for her to survive.

i'll tell her about the power of water, the seduction of paper
the promise of gasoline, and the hope of blood.

i'll teach her to shave her eyebrows and mark her skin.
i'll teach her that her body is her greatest work of art.

i'll tell her to light things on fire and keep them burning.
i'll teach her that the fire will not consume her,that she must take it and use it.

i'll tell her to be tri-sexual, to try anything, to sleep with, fight with, pray with anyone,
just as long as she feels something.
i'll help her to do her best work when it rains.
i'll tell her to reinvent herself every 28 days.

i'll teach her to develop all her selves
the courageous ones, the smart ones, the dreaming ones, the fast ones
i'll teach her that she has an army inside her that can save her life.

i'll tell her to say "FUCK" like people say "THE"
and when people are shocked to ask them why they so fear a small quartet of letters.

i'll make sure she carries a pen so she can take down the evidence.
if she has no paper, i'll teach her to write everything down on her tongue,
to write it on her thighs.

i'll help her see that she will not find God
or salvation in a dark brick building built by dead men.

i'll explain to her it's better to regret the things she has done than the things she hasn't.
i'll teach her to write her manifestos on cocktail napkins.

i'll say she should make men lick her enterprise.
i'll teach her to talk hard.
i'll tell her that her skin is the most beautiful dress she will ever wear.

i'll tell her that people must earn the right to use her nickname,
that forced intimacy is an ugly thing.

i'll make her understand that she is worth more with her clothes on.

i'll tell her that when the words finally flow too fast and she has no use for a pen
that she must quit her job, run out of the house in her bathrobe, leaving the door open.
i'll teach her to follow the words.

i'll tell her to stand up and head for the door after she makes love.
when he asks her to stay she'll say she's got to go.

i'll tell her that when she first bleeds when she is a woman,
to go up to the roof at midnight, reach her hands up to the sky and scream.

i'll teach her to be whole, to be holy,
to be so much that she doesn't even need me anymore.

i'll tell her to go quickly and never come back.
i will make her stronger than me.

i'll say to her never forget what they did to you
and never let them know you remember.
i'll say to her never forget what they did to you
and never let them know you remember.
i'll say to her never forget what they did to you
and never let them know you remember

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Imagination_7
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317. "I needed that this morning."
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I have two sons but I will use some of that advice for myself. I feel like such a wimp sometimes.

Lesley

  

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123. "RE: Inspirational *Female* Quotes --"
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If you stand up for yourself, and you're a man -- THEY ADMIRE YOU.

If you stand up for yourself, and you're a woman -- THEY CALL YOU A BITCH -- Bette Davis

Be bold in what you stand for -- And careful what you fall for. -- Ruth Boorstin

Even a stopped clock is right -- TWICE A DAY. -- Marie Ebner-Eschenbach

Don't accept rides from strange men -- And remember that all men are strange as hell. -- Robin Morgan

I have a simple philosophy. Fill what's empty -- Empty what's full -- And scratch where it itches. -- Alice Roosevelt Longworth

Never mistake knowledge for wisdom. One helps you make a living; the other helps you make a life. -- Sandra Carey

Sex appeal is 50 percent what you've got -- And 50 percent what people THINK you've got. -- Sophia Loren

As a woman, I'm realistic about the fact I still have to mix toughness AND femininity to be accepted. -- Shelia Stainback

A LADY is one who never shows her underwear -- UNINTENTIONALLY. -- Lillian Day

If men got pregnant, there WOULD be safe, reliable methods of birth control -- AND -- They'd be inexpensive too! -- Anna Quindlen

Having it all doesn't necessarily mean having it all at once. -- Stephanie Luetkenhans

Power is the ability to make change. -- Geneva Overholser

When you cease to make a contribution, YOU BEGIN TO DIE. -- Eleanor Roosevelt

I always read the last page of a book first so that if I die before I finish, I'll know how it turned out. -- Nora Ephron

Never go to bed mad. Stay up and fight. -- Phyllis Diller

Many women have more power than they realize & recognize, and they're very hesitant to use it, for they fear they won't be loved. -- Patricia Schroeder

The power I exert on the court depends on the power of my arguments, NOT ON MY GENDER. -- Justice Sandra Day O'Connor

I don't find it hard to understand why a woman stays in a relationship or marriage when she is being beaten. When you come into a relationship with that amount of self-hate, hitting becomes a warped form of affection. -- Mariette Hartley

Some men are so macho, they'll get you pregnant, just to kill a damn rabbit. -- Maureen Murphy


A guitar string vibrating, a measure of my soul, a breech in the silence --
I've always felt like words come through me & I write them down... they have no master --- gsquared ♥

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the Light
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190. "RE: Inspirational *Female* Quotes --"
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"When I dare to be powerful - to use my strength in the service of my vision, then it becomes less and less important whether I am afraid". -Audre Lorde

"In my heart, I think a woman has two choices: either she's a feminist or a masochist." -Gloria Steinem

"The first problem for all of us, men and women, is not to learn, but to unlearn." —Gloria Steinem

"Don't compromise yourself. You are all you've got."
—Janis Joplin


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Loose Lips Sink Ships!
*stop by, say hi*
http://shattered-star.blogspot.com

"in faith
we shall board our imagined ship and wildly sail
among sacred islands of the mad till death shatters the fabulous

  

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318. "Inspirational *Female* Quotes --"
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Woman is the creator of the universe,the universe is her form; woman is the foundation of the world, she is the true form of the body. Whatever form she takes whether the form of a man or a woman, is the superior form. In woman is the form of all things,
of all that lives and moves in the world. There is no jewel rarer than woman, no condition superior to that of a woman, There is not, nor has been, nor will be
any destiny to equal that of a woman; there is no kingdom, no wealth, to be
compared with a woman ; there is not, nor has been, nor will be any holy
place like unto a woman.
There is no prayer to equal a woman. There is not, nor has been, nor will
be any yoga to compare with a woman, no mystical formula nor asceticism
to match a woman. There are not, nor have been, nor will be any
riches more valuable than woman.


Saktisangama Tantra


Lesley

  

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100. "Male Hip Hop Song of the Day:Tupac-Keep ya Head up"
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_____________________________________

The cry I bring down from the hills
__________belongs to a girl still burning
__________inside my head. At daybreak

____________________she burns like a piece of paper. - YK

  

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104. "Tupac- Dear Mama"
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_____________________________________

The cry I bring down from the hills
__________belongs to a girl still burning
__________inside my head. At daybreak

____________________she burns like a piece of paper. - YK

  

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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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151. "Story"
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The Person Who Cannot Despair
Thomas Merton

Despair is the absolute extreme of self-love. It is reached when a person deliberately turns his back on all help from anyone else in order to taste the rotten luxury of knowing himself to be lost...Despair is the ultimate development of a pride so great and so stiff-necked that it selects the absolute misery of damnation rather than accept happiness from the hands of God and thereby acknowledge that He is above us and that we are not capable of fulfilling our destiny ourselves. But a person who is truly humble cannot despair, because in a humble person there is no longer any such thing as self-pity.

Self-pity would have been perfectly justifiable--but not to this couple:

www.heinricharnold.com/articles/homage/emmymaria.htm?source=DailyDig



-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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270. "inspiration at best"
In response to Reply # 150


  

          

A Way out of the Slough
Guiseppe Mazzini

What we need, what the people need, what the age is crying for, is a way out of the slough of selfishness, doubt, and negation in which it is submerged… In different forms and to different degrees, longing humanity repeats the words of the Lord’s prayer: Thy kingdom come on earth as in heaven.

The presidential debates are over, what's next?

www.bruderhof.com/articles/jca/Pres-Debates.htm?source=DailyDig


-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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308. "bruderhof. com - daily digs are ill"
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man, i get this thing in my email everyday called "daily dig" and it's like somthing inspirational to think about, you can go to broderhof.com and subscribe... they're maaad deep.. man peep this one:

Harsh but True
Hermann Hesse


We kill at every step, not only in wars, riots, and executions. We kill when we close our eyes to poverty, suffering, and shame. In the same way all disrespect for life, all hard heartedness, all indiffer­ence, all contempt is nothing else than killing. With just a little witty skepticism we can kill a good deal of the future in a young person. Life is waiting everywhere, the future is flowering every­where, but we only see a small part of it and step on much of it with our feet.

If this is true, each one of us has a task.


www.bruderhof.com/articles/hesse-nonviolence.htm?source=DailyDig

-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

A gifted girl whose heart was worn on her sleeves
A woman who has learned to tuck it away & share her love
unselfishly
who has forgotten about gettin a return on love's deposit
& finally understandin love is free especially when that
I.O.U begins~began with me
Whose love for her son erupted Mt. St. Helen
& can crack California from stateside
A true warrior who has never learned to take a dive in a
fight
& that has been blessed that my plight is lighted by God~ Clarion

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain.-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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161. "women (visual) artists i admire"
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mary cassatt
elaine dekooning
lee krasner
atsuko tanaka
niki de saint-phall
hannah hoch
marisol
joan brown
carrie mae weems
eva hesse
mildred howard
alice aycock
meret oppenheim
guerilla girls
anita dube
esra ersen
gulsun karamustafa
rajani shettar
yin xiuzhen
claudia bernardi

...and more
see....women artists DO exist...
peace
ladee

  

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the Light
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188. "RE: women (visual) artists i admire"
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She has already achieved iconic status, but an artist I admire greatly and will mention here is Frida Kahlo.

Basic bio. can be found here: http://members.aol.com/fridanet/fridabio.htm

____________________________________________________

Loose Lips Sink Ships!
*stop by, say hi*
http://shattered-star.blogspot.com

"in faith
we shall board our imagined ship and wildly sail
among sacred islands of the mad till death shatters the fabulous

  

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Ezzsential
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74. "Comments/Opinions"
In response to Reply # 0


  

          

-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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75. "lady of freestyle 09/01/04"
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2blac4c

check her out: http://honeychile.sheflypaper.com


---
wwatd? → → →

"God is a verb." - Bucky Fuller

www.sheflypaper.com

  

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78. "*ahem* 10/01/04"
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---
wwatd? → → →

"God is a verb." - Bucky Fuller

www.sheflypaper.com

  

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Ezzsential
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Fri Oct-01-04 06:37 AM

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79. "this is fly..."
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i really loved how the site looks, it's hot!

nice to meet you 2blac4u


-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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77. "*added* tharrison"
In response to Reply # 0


  

          

-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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84. "honeychile presents:"
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ladies of freestyle

http://honeychile.sheflypaper.com

(ezz, i'll just add a reply to the latest feature under this section..i'm trying to clean it up. )
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85. "2blac4u - 10/01/04"
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check her out--> http://honeychile.sheflypaper.com

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"God is a verb." - Bucky Fuller

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98. "single mothers are my heroines *nods*"
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now i know a little more about you blac~













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125. "ladeedef_99 - 10/04/04"
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check her out --> http://honeychile.sheflypaper.com

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137. "i love her"
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i hope she knows that

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149. "cute."
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"life has been a blur" <~~ I feel you...

a kilidescope of emotions/memories

word!


yo where u @ lady??? we're missin ya!


-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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152. "naanaa- 10/06/04"
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check her out ---> http://honeychile.sheflypaper.com

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"God is a verb." - Bucky Fuller

www.sheflypaper.com

  

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163. "RE: naanaa- 10/06/04"
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Thu Oct-07-04 03:05 AM

  

          

nana's the shit!

she looks like the chicks that be on outkast lp covers (well on the cover of atliens)...she's maaaad pretty

or she kinda loox like tekitha (wutang)

singing that jam "things were neva waitin on the hill, we ran one step ahead, but the jiggy was always thereeee, upon the project pavement there was death enslavement of the minds, single mothers are filled w/ streessssss, as i lay there w/ my baby, we look from the window and cry, but suddenly in the sky,
btw the new world ages, we were blessed as wutang fills the air, with the melody of a traaaaain

GOD IS SUDDENLY HERE!

false emcees are melting in the daaaark, all the week emcees are

going DooOOOWWWWWN! oooooo

.. (sigh) thaas my JAM! (going to find a link on the internet)


oh yeah, anyway, na's the issssh
strong and bold!

so ya'll best RE- COG- NIZE!!

oh and gurl, shiiiieeet.. don't be so hard on yurself..

ur writtens seem at " a full potential" ....

but i guess peeps are the worst critics...

take care,
peace


-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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166. "RE: naanaa- 10/06/04"
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lol i was loving the lil interlude

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181. "mindful - 10/08/04"
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Fri Oct-08-04 04:45 AM

  

          

check her out---> http://honeychile.sheflypaper.com
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silence will not save you. -unknown

www.sheflypaper.com

  

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203. "that was hot"
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how are you "vocal in other ways"?

do u sing and flow or somethin?


-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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227. "i'm rather direct"
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speak my mind.... and such...

opinionated...where it counts... *nods*













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202. "clarion - 10/811/04"
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check her out ---> http://honeychile.sheflypaper.com

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www.sheflypaper.com

  

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205. "awwwww!"
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"representing love" .. feelin that!

& peace to ur aunts being there for you...



-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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228. "she gotta big head"
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*giggles* j/k

chany pooh...













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237. "imagination_7 - 10/13/04"
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check her out---> http://honeychile.sheflypaper.com


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254. "nice to meet cha gurl"
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enjoyed this much!


-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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paperdollpoet
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267. "robynwildchild - 10/15/04"
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Fri Oct-15-04 04:23 AM

  

          

check her out----> http://honeychile.sheflypaper.com

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wwatd? → → →

silence will not save you. -unknown

www.sheflypaper.com

  

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356. "werd robyn"
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yeah we know you need to xpress yo'self thru words =)

nice to kno ya! =-D


-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

A gifted girl whose heart was worn on her sleeves
A woman who has learned to tuck it away & share her love
unselfishly
who has forgotten about gettin a return on love's deposit
& finally understandin love is free especially when that
I.O.U begins~began with me
Whose love for her son erupted Mt. St. Helen
& can crack California from stateside
A true warrior who has never learned to take a dive in a
fight
& that has been blessed that my plight is lighted by God~ Clarion

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain.-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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paperdollpoet
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306. "orangeloni - 10/18/04"
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check her out ---> http://honeychile.sheflypaper.com

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silence will not save you. -unknown

www.sheflypaper.com

  

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357. "lol wassa wroet???"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

A gifted girl whose heart was worn on her sleeves
A woman who has learned to tuck it away & share her love
unselfishly
who has forgotten about gettin a return on love's deposit
& finally understandin love is free especially when that
I.O.U begins~began with me
Whose love for her son erupted Mt. St. Helen
& can crack California from stateside
A true warrior who has never learned to take a dive in a
fight
& that has been blessed that my plight is lighted by God~ Clarion

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain.-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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paperdollpoet
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326. "soulchild - 10/20/04"
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check her out ----> http://honeychile.sheflypaper.com

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silence will not save you. -unknown

www.sheflypaper.com

  

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Ezzsential
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358. "hahhahha make sure u make an icon"
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when u shave ur head

you had me rollin

and how old are ya? "youngin"

-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

A gifted girl whose heart was worn on her sleeves
A woman who has learned to tuck it away & share her love
unselfishly
who has forgotten about gettin a return on love's deposit
& finally understandin love is free especially when that
I.O.U begins~began with me
Whose love for her son erupted Mt. St. Helen
& can crack California from stateside
A true warrior who has never learned to take a dive in a
fight
& that has been blessed that my plight is lighted by God~ Clarion

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain.-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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paperdollpoet
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335. "delrica - 10/22/04"
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check her out ---> http://honeychile.sheflypaper.com

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wwatd? → → →

silence will not save you. -unknown

www.sheflypaper.com

  

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Ezzsential
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Wed Oct-27-04 03:57 AM

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359. "shiet"
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can i hear u sing? make an ra or somthin shiet

what about pics.. shiet..I wanna see what peeps look like n shit! =/


-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

A gifted girl whose heart was worn on her sleeves
A woman who has learned to tuck it away & share her love
unselfishly
who has forgotten about gettin a return on love's deposit
& finally understandin love is free especially when that
I.O.U begins~began with me
Whose love for her son erupted Mt. St. Helen
& can crack California from stateside
A true warrior who has never learned to take a dive in a
fight
& that has been blessed that my plight is lighted by God~ Clarion

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain.-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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delrica
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361. "RE: shiet"
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nope and here:

http://moonsong.netfirms.com/cast.html

http://www.imagestation.com/album/?id=4287187285 - some of me in there

http://www.imagestation.com/album/?id=4289152191 - some of me in there too

and the other album (of my poor little car) - http://www.imagestation.com/album/?id=4286531519

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Cop my stuff, mayne!

My first chapbook: "This Chapbook Was Made With Pilfered Office Products" available now - $6.00

My 2nd chapbook, coming in 2007: "Orgasms and Ice Cream"

fmi: http://www.myspace.com/delrica

  

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Ezzsential
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364. "nice pic"
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but where can i hear you sing @?

-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

A gifted girl whose heart was worn on her sleeves
A woman who has learned to tuck it away & share her love
unselfishly
who has forgotten about gettin a return on love's deposit
& finally understandin love is free especially when that
I.O.U begins~began with me
Whose love for her son erupted Mt. St. Helen
& can crack California from stateside
A true warrior who has never learned to take a dive in a
fight
& that has been blessed that my plight is lighted by God~ Clarion

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain.-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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delrica
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369. "RE: nice pic"
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You'll hear me with the band I'm in eventually (if we ever make it out of I.T.'s apt) ...

Keep a look out for Itchy Twat & the Monistat 7's (no bull...I'll probably be one of the backup singers...probably). It's about to get D-E-A-D wrong in 2005, man. Yeah.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~o~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
RIP Simmon Teffera (1983-1/15/2003), you are always with us.

"Before I became a member of this group, I thought a Haiku was just a villian on the "Samauri Jack" cartoon." © Nowachaoticthing

"This Chapbook Was Made With Pilfered Office Products" by Delrica Andrews - Now on Sale
($6 including S & H) ... just email me or hit the inbox w/ your info (I do accept paypal payments)



< -- This is a REAL website

-



http://profiles.myspace.com/users/4986721

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Cop my stuff, mayne!

My first chapbook: "This Chapbook Was Made With Pilfered Office Products" available now - $6.00

My 2nd chapbook, coming in 2007: "Orgasms and Ice Cream"

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paperdollpoet
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352. "marmari - 10/26/04"
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check her out ---> http://honeychile.sheflypaper.com

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silence will not save you. -unknown

www.sheflypaper.com

  

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360. "peace to being from philly"
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have u been to the blak lily? i always wanted to go there....
(sorry.. jussa question)
nice to meet cha gurl..

oh, and can I see some drops?
I dont remember ever readin any from you (honestly)

you're not a poet? just a "writer"? so does that mean u write just stories then?


-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

A gifted girl whose heart was worn on her sleeves
A woman who has learned to tuck it away & share her love
unselfishly
who has forgotten about gettin a return on love's deposit
& finally understandin love is free especially when that
I.O.U begins~began with me
Whose love for her son erupted Mt. St. Helen
& can crack California from stateside
A true warrior who has never learned to take a dive in a
fight
& that has been blessed that my plight is lighted by God~ Clarion

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain.-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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paperdollpoet
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365. "wolfie - 10/29/04"
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check her out ----> http://honeychile.sheflypaper.com

---
wwatd? → → →

silence will not save you. -unknown

www.sheflypaper.com

  

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Ezzsential
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370. "=)"
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why peeps call ju wolfie??

my moms is writin a childrens book (and tryin to get it published) about wolves.... =) its cute


-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

A gifted girl whose heart was worn on her sleeves
A woman who has learned to tuck it away & share her love
unselfishly
who has forgotten about gettin a return on love's deposit
& finally understandin love is free especially when that
I.O.U begins~began with me
Whose love for her son erupted Mt. St. Helen
& can crack California from stateside
A true warrior who has never learned to take a dive in a
fight
& that has been blessed that my plight is lighted by God~ Clarion

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain.-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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162. "*added* My Pretty Eyez"
In response to Reply # 0


  

          

-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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My Pretty Eyez
Member since Dec 31st 2002
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Sat Oct-23-04 07:45 AM

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339. "Glimpse"
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I want to scream somtimes when I get home
and the kids tackle me before I take off my coat.
And the man wants his piece of me too.
(not that I mind a little lovin)
But dam... can I have just 5 minutes
to relax, to breathe, to put down my bag,
to just realize I'm home.
From a long ass day I might add.
And don't ge me started on that ish.. I left work at work.
I guess this makes me human.

Other times, I want cry
Because its PMS and I can't control it.
I had a dumb argument with my love
"over a sock!"
My kids tell me to leave them alone,
and they hate me. (all because I took away Game Cube)
I miss my brother more than usual.
I really need a pedicure, but that really isn't worth crying over,
is it?
I hope this makes me human. (because I feel like a mental case)

I yell at the top of my lungs for attention.
I criticize my weight.
I secretly hope to win the lotto.
I spend all my money. (then max out my credit cards)
I buy more than I need.
I don't give to the homeless.
I don't volunteer.
I hate my job. (sometimes)
I ignore my own needs but attend to the needs of everyone else.
And these things make me human, but flawed.

^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
"Loving someone deeply gives you courage. Being loved deeply gives you strength."


"You can't kick off in a smurfs ass... you ain't tough..." -Nowachaoticthing (in response to one of my many idle threats to beat his ass)

  

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PhotoSynthesis
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Mon Oct-25-04 11:53 AM

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345. "RE: Glimpse"
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Yes ma'am -- You're normal! -- *smiles*

Thanks for givin' us a "Glimpse" of your hectic days! -- ;^\

Although I can't relate to all of it -- (Like the kids and stuff) -- I've been a temporary caretaker and live in love B~4 -- And EVERYTHING you cited here kinda comes with the territory -- (((Forreal Tho)))

Plus PMS don't help none! -- *sigh*


Glad U could drop in B~4 this goes to ARCHIVES! -- ;^)

A guitar string vibrating, a measure of my soul, a breech in the silence --
I've always felt like words come through me & I write them down... they have no master --- gsquared ♥

http://www.soundclick.com/bands/2/photosynthesis_music.htm

  

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Ezzsential
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Tue Oct-26-04 03:47 AM

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349. "I ignore my own needs but attend to the needs of everyo"
In response to Reply # 339
Tue Oct-26-04 03:48 AM

  

          

word girl

you definately brought me back to reality w/ this peice..

everyday trials n tribs can be overwhelming

specially the fam thing

when you become a parent your bag of clothes turns into a bag of groceries forreal..
such responsibility that is so overlooked/underestimated as to be a mother/wife/lover/friend....
shiiiieeeettt....I have ONE child and I go nuts!

how many do u have?

anyway, side all that.. welcome to okp and thanks for being apart of this effort..& sharing yourself w/ us =)

-steph


-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

A gifted girl whose heart was worn on her sleeves
A woman who has learned to tuck it away & share her love
unselfishly
who has forgotten about gettin a return on love's deposit
& finally understandin love is free especially when that
I.O.U begins~began with me
Whose love for her son erupted Mt. St. Helen
& can crack California from stateside
A true warrior who has never learned to take a dive in a
fight
& that has been blessed that my plight is lighted by God~ Clarion

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain.-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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178. "ima start inboxin ladies"
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cuz it's been a week.. and i swear some just arent even lookin @ the shit...
i gotta get queenreina up in hea.. she's fuggin ILL!


-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Kinetic Koala
Member since Dec 23rd 2003
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Sat Oct-09-04 12:29 PM

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185. "this was good idea"
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... because i had no idea what was going on... lol, my apologies!! I will be checking this out much more closely soon!

~~sig~~

Just keep thinking about it.


"Dreams are true while they last, and do we not live in dreams?" -Alfred Lord Tennyson

"Consider how hard it is to change yourself and you'll understand what little chance you have in trying to change others." -J.M. Braude

~~sig~~

Just keep thinking about it.


"Dreams are true while they last, and do we not live in dreams?" -Alfred Lord Tennyson

"Consider how hard it is to change yourself and you'll understand what little chance you have in trying to change others

  

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killa

Tue Oct-12-04 09:59 AM

  
233. "RE: THE SECOND OFFICIAL OKP FEMALE COLLABORATION!!!"
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ladies if you need beats for anything holla at me. listen to some samples at hylyfe.xbuild.com thanks one

  

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Ezzsential
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Tue Oct-12-04 05:18 PM

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235. "*added* Phenomenality"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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the Light
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243. "RE: *added* Phenomenality"
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wow I didn't know she was still around, or have I just not noticed your name on here?!

____________________________________________________

Loose Lips Sink Ships!
*stop by, say hi*
http://shattered-star.blogspot.com

"in faith
we shall board our imagined ship and wildly sail
among sacred islands of the mad till death shatters the fabulous

  

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Ezzsential
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Thu Oct-14-04 07:32 AM

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249. "RE: *added* Phenomenality"
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shiet me either but she inboxed and asked =D


-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Phenomenality
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259. "I'm here!! An SO glad to be..."
In response to Reply # 243


  

          

I been on hiatis for a long min now... as long as my block was thick, ya feel me? Been through lifetimes of journey's this last year and man.. I'll share some too. I'm SO happy to be back and I feel like I'm exploading with lyrical energy! I'm buzzin... can't wait to build.

Breathe E.Z.
~Zhana Vee~

BlackPlanet ID: Phenomenality
-----------------------------
"I do NOT like our name, MOSAIC Corporation. I think it's a fruity toot name. It's antithetical to my charector and I dislike it on a fundamental level." Raj of The Apprentice.
-----------------------------

Gotta quote my mfself erry now n den..

-----------------------------
"You have true control over a very minute number of things in this life.. your INTEGRITY is one of them. Where the path of integrity intersects with temptation... that place is sacred. That point is called "CHOICE". Your choices will protect you from that incurable disease called 'Regret'. Bet."

"Only time will tell our fate.. but I'm walkin this path ten toes ta tha grain.. neck high, back strait.."
I'm focused, man.
-----------------------------

...

Vee is I and I am She

...

http://twitter.com/phenomenality
http://instagram.com/i.am.phenomenality

  

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Phenomenality
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260. "Abstract Facts & Tabulations..."
In response to Reply # 259
Thu Oct-14-04 06:15 PM

  

          

-edit: some spelling mistakes- *shakin my head*

Name: Zhana (pronounced Zsh-annah) which actually is kinda/but not really, a nickname.. my given name is Genevieve, which pronounced in French is Zhana-vee-ev.. I was a radio dj for several years an chose to use the French pronounciation as my
on-air handle. It stuck.

Age: 32 years of Cancerian Moons rising..

Profession: 1. Mother of 2 phenomenal lil women & a step-son. 2. Own an operate a private preschool here on tha Rez. Hustle on tha side designing purses & promoting here and there.

Ethnicity: Total mutt. (u know mutts are tha most intelligent bitches righ? lol) Papi is Portuguese & French, Mami is Spanish and Native American (south) Guatemala Maya. MESTIZO.. But grew up on the Flathead Reservation with the Salish people.

Webpage: http://members.migente.com/Zhana (for some reason some of the images don't open in migente unless you have an account. or http://members.blackplanet.com/phenomenality

Man.. been outta commission for seems like forever. Lost my Soul in the process of expending all my energy into the Soul that was "US"... you know how a relationship can drain everything you've got and leave nothing left for 'Self'? So..
Lil entro on where I been: (doesn't necessarily fit tha topic but its an intrical intro *wink*)

-=HIS GAMES=-
instead of workin on us,
steady perfectin his game-playin
his ways had us split for most our days
even the sun was rainin
but now he

got me mixin paper n pen again
back tacticly inside
strategicaly minded again
emotions boxed & locked
manuvering machiavelism, I'm
checkmate bound
with strait pride precision
an THIS game.. ladies, IMA win
cuz i got the double nines again
all his bones i hit
shatterin em
with my mental skeleton
internal fire is even hotter
than my pretty melanin
leavin even the shrewdest trader
knowin never to sell again
even at my very worst
you know I'm KILLIN em
soul sword unsheathed from
my mental scabbard
sheilding my righteousness from
cutting karmic disaster daggers
drunk with wisdom I stagger backwards
for just one last look
dating, signing and closing the book
rebounding into the light
traitors and haters bout 2 git shook
just returned the ---key, this
Woman's no longer a rook---
so owners check ya
salary caps
cuz my contracts up an
I'm a free agent at last
an for tha record....
Im goin at the top of the
first round draft
an yeah.. thats a matter of fact
Ask around an you'll hear
Zhana is BACK!!!!
an gamblers... you can bet on that!


Breathe E.Z.
~Zhana Vee~

BlackPlanet ID: Phenomenality
-----------------------------
"I do NOT like our name, MOSAIC Corporation. I think it's a fruity toot name. It's antithetical to my charector and I dislike it on a fundamental level." Raj of The Apprentice.
-----------------------------

Gotta quote my mfself erry now n den..

-----------------------------
"You have true control over a very minute number of things in this life.. your INTEGRITY is one of them. Where the path of integrity intersects with temptation... that place is sacred. That point is called "CHOICE". Your choices will protect you from that incurable disease called 'Regret'. Bet."

"Only time will tell our fate.. but I'm walkin this path ten toes ta tha grain.. neck high, back strait.."
I'm focused, man.
-----------------------------

...

Vee is I and I am She

...

http://twitter.com/phenomenality
http://instagram.com/i.am.phenomenality

  

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Phenomenality
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261. "~~Metempsychosis~~"
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I've got a couple of new pieces I'm in the middle of that I will post, but completely on-topic, this is an old freewrite describing the guilt that I get overwhelmed with from time to time due to my mind evolving at a faster rate than my personality can keep up with.. I hope some of u feel me! *smile*

I really need to tighten up the form, it's kind all over the place, (hence-freewrite) so suggestions/comments welcomed!

~~Metempsychosis~~
(the belief that after physical death, the soul begins a new cycle of existance)

when in this life-love fight
will my wings unfurl to give me flight?

Guilt

gives downy-soft feathers
a weight greater than
a man who cannot cry

I've been blessed with wise eyes
but within the power of wisdom
lies danger - -
hidden & dissolved in my fear of heights
not heights that can be measured in inches or miles but
the kind that is determined by a different kind of elevation
the kind brought by REVELATION
This height gives new meaning to my existence
but my fear of these heights
is only the seed... of my fear of failure
because the glow of my aura and the
ripple of my contribution
is paled in comparison to my
self-projected moral obligations
responsibilities of a magnitude unparalleled
Each one Teach one
is the lesson I learned first
for even in this freedom I find chains
my complexities are profound even to myself

LIVE self-less GIVE

Like the tempering of my glass spirit
heated and cooled again
melted and hardened
Reciprocity lost
within the chasms of my unexplored cerebral acreage
My mind evolves faster than my physicality
Cant keep up this phasad --For long
I’m strong but wrong
Why does my will forsake me!?

Survival is without consequence
to my physical manifestation
Where in this earthly school did I
learn to disregard my hailed intuition?
How did I let the powers that be... BE?
No remembrance of bowing
I recall not the surrender of my

Soul

Was I asleep during this final count?
Gravitational poles reversed
I’m looking backward at a stagnancy
that my will has lost the power to fight
Clock ticking - Freeze framed..
I sit... And lie... And sit again.
Mind empty
But strangely with no -- more -- room
I can’t believe emptiness takes up so much space.
I strain and I strain..
For my wildest imagination to show me a future
even as close as... Tomorrow

Then again
the Gift is given..

TOMORROW
Yes it can rhyme with Sorrow if let
or it can close the door on regret
each awakening is another chance to do just that
awake!
The reincarnation of my conscience gives me
the re-creation of my perception
now my Soul-Sight is reaching out towards 20/20
Visions of Evolutions birthed, and rebirthed
upon the outer layers of my
inner-ness
Spiritual prisms reflect the
multiple facets of this sensory-laden Woman
that glow richly --
wet with the weight of my femininity
A power as great as the methodic tides that my
Cancerian moon directs
These eyes have seen the Glory
Of the coming of my

Completion

Ever moving, ever growing --
Abounding within my species
Is the innate instinct of
completion
We WILL become whole
as the
Sun that resides within the
latent power of my womb
An energy of a prophetic magnitude
Our souls
Our souls have a capacity
much greater than one lifetime
Evolution of the Spirit is the
ABSOLUTE power of humanity
I listen..
And breath in the unexpungable sky...
The thought of Jah
Is dew on my head..


Breathe E.Z.
~Zhana Vee~

BlackPlanet ID: Phenomenality
-----------------------------
"I do NOT like our name, MOSAIC Corporation. I think it's a fruity toot name. It's antithetical to my charector and I dislike it on a fundamental level." Raj of The Apprentice.
-----------------------------

Gotta quote my mfself erry now n den..

-----------------------------
"You have true control over a very minute number of things in this life.. your INTEGRITY is one of them. Where the path of integrity intersects with temptation... that place is sacred. That point is called "CHOICE". Your choices will protect you from that incurable disease called 'Regret'. Bet."

"Only time will tell our fate.. but I'm walkin this path ten toes ta tha grain.. neck high, back strait.."
I'm focused, man.
-----------------------------

...

Vee is I and I am She

...

http://twitter.com/phenomenality
http://instagram.com/i.am.phenomenality

  

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PhotoSynthesis
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271. "Well Alrighty Then --"
In response to Reply # 261


          

I'm so glad you could join us! -- ;^)

Your X~ternal & N~ternal beauty has been missed on the board! -- (((Forreal Tho))) -- Don't think 4 a moment that folks didn't notice your absence -- (I know I did!) -- *smiles*

Thanks for sharing your lyrical energy -- (((Much Appreciated)))


A guitar string vibrating, a measure of my soul, a breech in the silence --
I've always felt like words come through me & I write them down... they have no master --- gsquared ♥

http://www.soundclick.com/bands/2/photosynthesis_music.htm

  

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Phenomenality
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277. "*Warm Fuzzies*"
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Awww lady... make me all warm n ish..

Breathe E.Z.
~Zhana Vee~

BlackPlanet ID: Phenomenality
-----------------------------
"I do NOT like our name, MOSAIC Corporation. I think it's a fruity toot name. It's antithetical to my charector and I dislike it on a fundamental level." Raj of The Apprentice.
-----------------------------

Gotta quote my mfself erry now n den..

-----------------------------
"You have true control over a very minute number of things in this life.. your INTEGRITY is one of them. Where the path of integrity intersects with temptation... that place is sacred. That point is called "CHOICE". Choice is the only antidote to that incurable disease called 'Regret'. Bet."

"Only time will tell our fate.. but I'm walkin this path ten toes ta tha grain.. neck high, back strait.."
I'm focused, man.
-----------------------------

...

Vee is I and I am She

...

http://twitter.com/phenomenality
http://instagram.com/i.am.phenomenality

  

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PetraP

Sun Oct-17-04 07:04 PM

  
302. "RE: ~~Metempsychosis~~"
In response to Reply # 261


          

daaamn, you don't know how much i feel you.
favorite line: "wet with the weight of my femininity" just for the line's sake, not because of it's meaning in the poem.
thanks for blessin us!

  

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Ezzsential
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276. "(doin the charleston)"
In response to Reply # 259


  

          

(the roger rabbit)
(cabbage patch)

WORD GURL R E P R E S E N T !!!!!!!!!!!!


-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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264. "*added* PetraP"
In response to Reply # 0


  

          

-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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PetraP

Sun Oct-17-04 09:07 AM

  
283. "Lil Intro"
In response to Reply # 264
Sun Oct-17-04 09:13 AM

          

I'm gonna get this started with my lil intro:

Name: Petra P. - My mom chose my first name Petra the moment she first looked at me. It stems from the greek word for rock, and the meaning is something like centered, strong as a rock, unmovable as a rock, etc. I hope you get the picture, cuz I think my name fits me perfectly.
Location/Heritage: First and foremost, I am Austrian - proudly born and raised. I moved to the states three years ago with my parents, and am currently staying close to Seattle, WA. I believe that I have many homes in this world, and so far I have found two (Austria + US), but I will definitely keep moving across the globe to see the rest of them.
Other stuff: I am about to be a junior in college, and my current major is ethnic studies ~ I have been writing for as long as I can think, and I don't believe that I will ever stop ~ I am very spiritual, and I have found that path through many obstacles and experiences I have encountered in my life so far

Aight, that was it, now to the better part: poetry...keep checkin in for soon-to-be-posted pieces

  

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PetraP

Sun Oct-17-04 07:16 PM

  
303. "Poetic Warriors"
In response to Reply # 283
Sun Oct-17-04 07:18 PM

          

Aight now, here goes the first piece. This was not written about the topic human/flawed, but it's something I wrote this summer, about an outstandingly inspirational woman - I thought it would fit right in


((UR))

She was reckless in her courage
in your face like "Check this,
the word is, the world
has tried to beat us down"
but
She was reckless in her courage
and so survived
any attempts on her life
and pride,
diminished any attack
on her most priced possessions-
her womb, heart, and brain
She was
another of few
poetic warriors
brilliant minds
Time flies
when she dives into her words
her spoken, sung, hummed, drummed words

To the beat ya'll and you don't stop...
To the beat ya'll and you don't stop...

In her flow lies hip hop
In her flow I found hip hop
in her flow I found lessons
we need to learn
So I thank her
for sharing the word


I wrote this piece after I had the honor to meet Ursula Rucker (UR) on labor day weekend this year, but I want to dedicate it to the female okayplayer "poetic warriors" who have inspired me as strongly as she did.

  

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PhotoSynthesis
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304. "I Been Waitin' 4 Ya Missy -- *smiles*"
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Glad to see you finally bounce on the board and bring us the nice~ness we've come to expect from ya! -- *wink*

Ursula's mah gyrl too -- So you get extra points for this one -- ;^)


Next time you go home -- Bring me back some of them Austrian Crystals, aaiight? -- *chuckles*

A guitar string vibrating, a measure of my soul, a breech in the silence --
I've always felt like words come through me & I write them down... they have no master --- gsquared ♥

http://www.soundclick.com/bands/2/photosynthesis_music.htm

  

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Ezzsential
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333. "made me think of"
In response to Reply # 303


  

          

Queen latifah, MCLyte, Boss, nikki D, Rage, Bahamadia, Rah digga, Lil Kim, Foxy Brown, Left-eye,Mystic,Ursula Rucker ,Queen Penn, Blu Rasberry,& Eve =)

thanks for causing me to recollect & go into my memory bank to show love to the FEMCEES!


-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

A gifted girl whose heart was worn on her sleeves
A woman who has learned to tuck it away & share her love
unselfishly
who has forgotten about gettin a return on love's deposit
& finally understandin love is free especially when that
I.O.U begins~began with me
Whose love for her son erupted Mt. St. Helen
& can crack California from stateside
A true warrior who has never learned to take a dive in a
fight
& that has been blessed that my plight is lighted by God~ Clarion

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain.-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Ezzsential
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265. "*added* Sha"
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-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Sha
Member since Mar 25th 2004
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Fri Oct-15-04 04:21 AM

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266. "Hey Yall-Many greetings"
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Fri Oct-15-04 04:22 AM

  

          

This Chile was born in raised in Baltimore where I now reside. I recently started writing again, i had lost my focus but i seem to back on track... I will be adding pieces from time to time Many thanks.

You want it one way, when it's the other (c) Marlo Stansfield

  

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Sha
Member since Mar 25th 2004
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Fri Oct-15-04 04:32 AM

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268. "Charades"
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Forget the foolish introductions,
because soon I'll be what U want me to be.
Not who I've told u about on countless occassions.
Easily labeled and categorized, by what we think
and actions perceived by poor judges of character.
False smiles and tainted wishes are taken to heart,
as plotting demises are schemed out under hilarious guises.
Fallacy wears disguises and are covered in a cloak of familiarity lurking around every corner...observing, taking notes and scrutinizing.
Marionettes dangling in a pool of termites....consumed whole, leaving barren bones and false identities.


You want it one way, when it's the other (c) Marlo Stansfield

  

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Ezzsential
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278. "really really nice"
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awesome!
truly talented work, girl!
the flow, the vocab.. everything

welcome


-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

"pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain."-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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Imagination_7
Member since Jun 10th 2003
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Mon Oct-18-04 05:14 AM

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307. "Deep"
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Marionettes dangling in a pool of termites....consumed whole, leaving barren bones and false identities.

I felt these lines especially.

Welcome.

Lesley

  

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PhotoSynthesis
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Mon Oct-18-04 08:41 AM

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309. "Heyyyyyy --"
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Seems like you've hit on a secret that many of us already share! -- *chuckles* -- (((Charades)))

*Very Nice pCe Of Work*


I likes -- ;^)


A guitar string vibrating, a measure of my soul, a breech in the silence --
I've always felt like words come through me & I write them down... they have no master --- gsquared ♥

http://www.soundclick.com/bands/2/photosynthesis_music.htm

  

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clarion
Member since Jul 07th 2003
9469 posts
Mon Oct-18-04 08:43 AM

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310. "*claps*"
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...Fallacy wears disguises and are covered in a cloak of familiarity lurking around every corner...observing, taking notes and scrutinizing.
Marionettes dangling in a pool of termites....consumed whole, leaving barren bones and false identities.

nice to see u typin, i like the ending of this..

..

  

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Decstar
Member since Jan 22nd 2003
2278 posts
Mon Oct-25-04 11:45 AM

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344. "LADIES"
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please do forgive me of my absence and non recognition. trust, i knew it was ladies month, but i also knew i should've been praisin and whatnot tha words and blessing of our FINE OKPhemales. tha kid been hard at work and tryin to cope and take care of a okphemale as well. (lik winks)

but nonetheless, ya boy do feel bad, plus tired, so dont hate me. i apoligize deeply, moreso to tha women that i do talk to regularly and didnt rep them as do they to me majority of tha time.

of course a board piece is comin. accept that as my pleadin and beggin for a apology. i'll try to get at and read some of tha poetry in here, and not by my favorites. i'm lookin to be surprised this year. shit, with all tha new pages and members and words and every damn thing.

BIGGEST UPS TO EZZENTIAL, PHOTOSYNTHESIS AND ROBYNWILDCHILD.

EZZ for bein tha powerful, challengin, beautiful, wise and brutal woman you are. u can bring tha heat wit tha big boys and be as soft and sensual as an emotion. forgive me for at least not sayin hey or showin love for this amazing two year running and continuing post for tha ladies.


photo for just puttin up wit me and stayin wit me for this whole year and counting. you and J been tha voices for a long time and i do dearly, honestly and lovingly think you. (please, let me have tha words) i do apologize again. u know why. you know who you are to me and nothing will change that now. also, thank you for being tha inspirational, strong and loving woman you are and continue to be.


ROB for just holdin on. for just believin in yaself as well as me. for lookin for tha little good even tho we both still strugglin our ass off. and most importantly, WRITING, baby. (lik smiles)


yes, ladies, i will do a board piece for ya'll. i got tha list. few lines written. hopefully it will be posted by tha end of tha month


CONGRATS to all tha ladies.

"There is nothing more poetic, but depressing than a male writer" -yours truly

  

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Ezzsential
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Tue Oct-26-04 01:59 AM

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348. "(hug)"
In response to Reply # 344
Tue Oct-26-04 02:04 AM

  

          

damn dec! that was the nicest ting anyone has ever said to meh..
thank you =)

and it's all good Dec, atleast you came @ the end.. =)
oh yeah! tell Mara to get her ass in hea! shiiieeeeetttt


-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

A gifted girl whose heart was worn on her sleeves
A woman who has learned to tuck it away & share her love
unselfishly
who has forgotten about gettin a return on love's deposit
& finally understandin love is free especially when that
I.O.U begins~began with me
Whose love for her son erupted Mt. St. Helen
& can crack California from stateside
A true warrior who has never learned to take a dive in a
fight
& that has been blessed that my plight is lighted by God~ Clarion

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain.-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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PhotoSynthesis
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355. "Thank U -- Thank U -- Thank U --"
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(((Huggs & Love))) -- Always! -- ;^)

A guitar string vibrating, a measure of my soul, a breech in the silence --
I've always felt like words come through me & I write them down... they have no master --- gsquared ♥

http://www.soundclick.com/bands/2/photosynthesis_music.htm

  

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Ezzsential
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Mon Nov-01-04 03:30 AM

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371. "thanks everyone..."
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for being apart of this wonderful collaborative effort

I enjoyed getting to know everyone immensely =D
all the ladies have something unique and special to offer

I hope this can continue on for years to come...

godbless....


-lol I write battle verses to Mariah Carey songs...

www.webspawner.com/users/delicateaurasoul/index.html
This is a great website to discuss spirituality/religion, philosophies, and post poems:www.aware-discussion.net
www.3kingsmusic.com < for spiritual hiphop
www.enneagraminstitute.com < for self-analysis

don't sleep on my girl AMEL!her songs: "we can be knew""beyond""all i got" and "giving something up" from her Bravebird lp all inspire me in sooo many ways, when I felt like giving up...
www.blisslife.com/bliss_sightsandsounds.php?osCsid=f1ef9dcf4b3b372e91ef7b45984fb5e2

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotype Existance
Rhetoric Bound

A gifted girl whose heart was worn on her sleeves
A woman who has learned to tuck it away & share her love
unselfishly
who has forgotten about gettin a return on love's deposit
& finally understandin love is free especially when that
I.O.U begins~began with me
Whose love for her son erupted Mt. St. Helen
& can crack California from stateside
A true warrior who has never learned to take a dive in a
fight
& that has been blessed that my plight is lighted by God~ Clarion

we are all intertwined and webbed together
through something more powerful than the flesh~revion

rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

pain is usually the source of my work. the way i have dealt with mental adversity is by embracing it, and allowing certain ideals to wash over my consciousness so that i could purge my pain.-tek

My anthem: "close my eyes" Mariah Carey www.mariahcarey.com/mariahcarey/music/M_1.las?click=butterfly

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

CHORUS
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

VERSE 2
Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

chorus (above)

BRIDGE
Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child feeling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

VERSE 3
Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

chorus
*****
I always thought that if i sifted through the rummage I would reveal something as prescious as the love that I possess, and I could prove that real love exists
with a luster so real that it has a "high pitch"
and it's rays would beam illiminate and spread
so it could become a trend
and we would all be human again~me


the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


my music:
www.soundclick.com/sylana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Brb8g8f18xE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NgNuVHrEKI

  

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delrica
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375. "RE: thanks everyone..."
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Thank you for doing this!!! You so freaking rock!

I'm going to archive this now and get our men up! (that didn't come out right...hehehehehehehehe)

----------------------
Cop my stuff, mayne!

My first chapbook: "This Chapbook Was Made With Pilfered Office Products" available now - $6.00

My 2nd chapbook, coming in 2007: "Orgasms and Ice Cream"

fmi: http://www.myspace.com/delrica

  

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