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was the day that Luvenia Madison Pears, my Mama's Mama, passed away.
Hers was the first funeral I'd ever attended--I was 25 years old. She passed away at the age of 80 following triple bypass surgery. The doctors told her she shouldn't have the surgery because she probably wouldn't make it through it, but she elected to have it anyway, and died. She never liked doctors anyway. She was the most gentle, peaceful soul and to know her was to love her. I never heard anyone have anything bad to say about her, and she never had a cross word to say to anybody. It really killed me to see her in such pain in the hospital, and I would've done anything to put that pain on myself.
I remember developing pain my chest on the Tuesday before she died. It felt like a vice was squeezing around my heart, and I breathed rather shallowly that whole week. Despite the urging of my family, I knew what it was and I refused to go to the hospital for myself. Then suddenly, on Saturday the 9th as I was leaving the grocery store, the pain ceased. I got home and had a message from my sister telling me Granny had died. I later found out from my mother that the time my own chest stopped hurting was the exact time of Granny's death.
After giving birth to fifteen people, burying three of them, being widowed and divorced, living through Jim Crow Alabama and cleaning up after white folks for a living, running a farm, seeing the other nine boys and three girls to adulthood, and touching the lives of each one of her 52 grandchildren, that woman was tired. Add three strokes and a heart attack to the mix, and you have a woman who was ready to rest.
Not a day goes by that I don't think of her, and I thank God for blessing us with the time we did have with her. I miss her terribly, but I'm so glad that I listened and learned while she was here. After her first stroke, she would attempt to perform routine household tasks with her diminished memory. She ruined a favorite sweater of mine when she put bleach on colors, and I remember being a very angry 19 year old. Now, I just wish she were here to mess up my clothes one more time.
Get your rest, Miss Luvenia. Thank you for the lessons you've taught me, and the gifts you've given me. We're gonna have a grand ole time next time I see you.
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amazin they ungrateful after all The Game I gave away
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