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@ Taye DiggumSmacks
Can you imagine no one in your immediate circle knowing who your ultimate hero is? Same situation over here, i can't even begin tellin my lil cousins about him without them getting bored. And no one else in my fam, and few within my circle of friends, can understand it or agree with it. The passing of this dear Elder of mines just got me thinking how many other situation are like mines....massive amounts of concentrated love amongst myriads of mediocrity. That's why i said on the RIP GSH title page, i'm hella sad about this, but i'm happy that it unites musically and poetically like-minded people together, as i see here. Today has probably been the only day i hadn't been commenting everywhere about Gil (i mean EVERYWHERE; hell i JUST joined twitter yesterday just so i can say RIP to him), updating my facebook to try to share with everyone his poems, lyrics, speeches. and i'm gonna ask if an Elder i know can talk about him on his weekly radio show. Because to me, Gil embodied a type of peace and righteousness many were trying to achieve, as well as outspokenness.
i would give anything to go back in time to when he first started messing with drugs and ask him why *without holdin on to rosary beads and just tryna stand off* but with loving support. Not that he died because of drugs, but hell i know the drugs, the time he served in jail (and the other time he served for again, his righteous outspokenness, for being denied HIV medication) and maybe not having a loving dedicated woman MUST have taken a toll on him. i'm already seeing some of these internet warrior dummies on youtube calling him cokehead, racist, glad he's dead, etc. i just want to shout out to the sky GIL YOU WERE SO GODDAMN SPECIAL! You brought us messages and told the stories or people whether they were from Detroit, Johannesburg, New York City, D.C., South Carolina, Jackson Tennessee, or 17th Street! You CONSTANTLY sang about brotherhood before brotherhood started fading away in our dreams. You always spoke about how articulately you saw things in our world. You magnified the best in brown and black ppls in the world. You were an educated man who questioned why your people ignored politics. You were an everyday brotha who was down for the Possum Slims, Bobby Smiths, Karen Silkwoods and the Pieces of Men that linger through our current f*cked up world today. i second that toast to this black king. Hetepu and kind blessings to Gil Scott-Heron.
Apologies. No matter how short i try to keep it, it just cannot be done. Lol.
SIDE NOTE. It's both Gil and Stevie who are my BIGGEST upper-upper echelon of top 10 inspirations, and i was SOOOOO shocked to find out they briefly toured together!!! AND Gil was getting ready to finish his book about Stevie and touring with him in helping create the MLK holiday and it was to be called "The Last Holiday". Gil & Stevie. *head explodes* ------------------ reflect.
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