hazard to guess what could blessthe mess of wanting what you seemingly can't getgets on your nerves at a loss for wordsdisturbed never quite learned spurned fromall contact lacking social graces facinga reality collapsing upon itselfdelving past what seemed to lastfrom the last examination displayed results consultformalities natural remedies applied defyall explications phases transversed learnedpathways tell the half remain baffleddastardly deeds feed into the perceptiontemporary relief speaks to the impulsefalse equanimity compared to femininity like a mere blemishreplenish sustenance to those who faintcompared to those who ain't livin'what gives with this attempt at a paradox?various scoffers mock yet simmer below the surfacecheck the purpose with words as yet unheard