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ASIEM Charter Member 1554 posts Feb-04-05, 00:37 AM (EST) "journey thru my green mile" LAST EDITED ON Feb-04-05 AT 01:02 AM (EST) she gasped for air i was there she paced until her lungs pushed forth a loud burst as she cried silently for another wisp of oxygen! i wondered how could i help? i lay there anticipating, waiting even hesitating. locked in the grip of a powerless appeal to my own inability to feel, to trust, to own up to what is out of my hands... i just want the pain to stop. i wanna help, i wanna cry louder than i did as an infant. i wanna thrust my breath into her and make her know how much i really Love what she is to me, has made me, and stop the madness that permeates between us... i can't. her breath grows weary. i grow weary in desperation, i don't want you to leave, i don't want to lose you, i wanna help you someway, but how? how do i relive the past for each of us and take away the memories ? there lies our pain, waiting to find resentments, torments, trilogies of fear, awaiting our bitter ends to meet again in argument; after disagreement reaches another pinnacle point of no return. now, i gasp for air, cause i am the enemy i should revere you more, respect you more, love you more, still i fight for acceptance, understanding at the selfishness that has raptured me and keeps me restrained from loving long enough to last thru the pain... air, we need to breath fresh air. we need to feel fresh things. we need to love all over again... i am tormented by you being old enough to raise me all over again and i still bask in juvenile feelings looking for someone to excuse me from the pain i caused... take this appeal and let us live in harmony before.... the journey thru my green mile ends.
ASIEM "Kuun fiyah Kuun" Quran (Be and it is) " A writer takes his pen to write the words again that all in love is fair" Stevie Wonder "keep pennin till the earth birth's your rightful seed then nurture it wit more ink..." ASIEM "Kuun fiyah Kuun" Quran (Be and it is) " A writer takes his pen to write the words again that all in love is fair" Stevie Wonder
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