its waking up in the morning with a single goal for a sun and a black hole for a stomach

its running in place when you cant move forward

its breathing deliberately

its never being in once place for too long

its being in two places at one time

when where your going and where you've been

are your only friends

and no one else can see them but you

its following the truth no matter where it takes you

its driving for more hours then you'll ever spend at your destination

its trading seven years for a single moment

and knowing your getting over

its having the same people call you crazy call you amazing

its falling flat on your face while kissing the ground

and saying thank you for being there to catch me

its looking at yourself in the mirror when its completely dark

and knowing exactly who you are and who your not

its never giving up because you recognize that up is all you'v e got

its letting go before you get it so when you have it

you dont hold it so tightly that you choke it to death

when your mind is telling you body its commiting suicide

and your body is telling your soul it doenst exist

its never reaching the finish line

because the race you enetered was so big

its got more laps then your life has years