imma do it til tha 30th...

damn my vocab i couldnt get fired up
so tie the rope
around the whole thing and just ship it all out
zipper that suit of self esteem up and pull it with that neon zipper
like a suit of armour
step out like a soldier
aeon flux hood style
mixed with that tangeray and juice
3rd eye open was just a fool
karate push ups terminator 2
play out the sun and the beach like a new pair of kicks
the fountain in the middle speaks like mountain peaks on e
and piles of sticks bon fire intertwined with air lights up like iodine
shine my grill adjacent to where the sun meets the skyline
fall off track like lipstick liner on top of my lips
a new day tame them waves gel slicked back until its slips
slippery toke that weed back until relaxed get a grip
trip on kids toys until he makes love to me on solid so that we can just bang steadily in one position
green olives and sunflower seeds to justice as i
wait for a bunch of boys 2 men stick together like locker rooms
sit on the porch in a rocking chair and look to the moon
cuz i stay fly high hot air balloons and mai tais
hate stained wood furniture so sanded it down to that natural wood grain
too stressed out from my mindstate of seperated man and woman things
so i just did everything
all in one day
overwhelmed had a solution so i stand in the same position
up against that wall with one knee bent up
didnt move all day
tha graffiiti rubbed on my shirt
from thinking too much but i started a new trend
roll white tee shirts in chalk til the hop scotch trace on me
life was a game
scared with that thought i drift back into fantasies again
this time hold me while im on top needed that straight thru penetration
sometimes i dont give a fuck vaseline intensive care lotion
slow motion made me nauseas
walk to the train station
my fears were correct again-intuition
see, i really couldnt cater unless it was partial
and he wanted me to be a role model and just wait around and marvel on his every move-but u know i roll like marbles just like u
and i had to explore and go to park where it was colorful and everything was loose
carnival my juice drnking rolling--i guess you can say its magnetic pulling
that keeps me going
i move in nuetral analyzing
now i needed to put my finger in his mouth so he can just suck it
wrap around me tightly til im hanging slightly off the bed in a thong
and fall to his knees while he goes down
see i need that closeness and you just want to end it
but i just need u to be here and always come back
or i'll have to go shopping again and buy three packs of ciggerettes
i should just blow them endlessly cuz i had some feeling
ur whispers always there but like it was fluttering like some windchime and i'm
tired 24 hours a day curling my hair with my finger
while u go help out ur whole state and shake your head with every move i make
but people didnt act like that until u came here
distraught like cinderella
i wish i were skinny again so more words more effective
here i go again
being disrespected
i saw the secret reflections of things u were withholding
in your reflection
my feelings go from my chest down to my vagina and out
then they curl around the air like doodles
but slow caressing
moods shifting
this is what u wanted really?
put a picture frame around it
now i have a huge family
portrait
it's not funny dont laugh now as a bring spring to sorbet
and serve it in those plastic hot pink dishes
with sprigs of herbs and spices

gosh, im so annoying
but he'll leave for something more convienent