sorry peeps i go thr like phases where I write alot.. then i stop
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Senior in high school feeling--planning and sailing--the feeling of completion Where is my cap and gown-everyone is watching now and I was isolated in a bathroom stall on my period Everything wasn't perfect enough The linens were too heavy-the bleachers were creaky My high heels were hurting and I was so high from the feeling everything was in slow motion
This wasn't saved by the bell My book covers did not play jingle bells The whole hallway was beating and the corners were round and I didn't want to sweat anymore They expected too much, and noone was there waiting anyway with open arms and pats on the back
I'd rather be a football game eating snacks A basketball game with him rubbing my legs
It wasn't that I was embarrassed-it's just that I did not want to do it Like long division Why the high school feeling?
fuck highschool-I quit it
And it's been over ten years ago- I am trying to be optimistic
I hugged some chick that thought she was better than me who was academically involved and had a cheerleading skirt on But I got a tiara though
Oh, now I know the high school feeling Someone else was paying the bills Now my heart has set sailing
Casted me back to the present but I lived in a castle in the west wing I shrunk 6 sizes under a palm tree